Category: Daily Notes

A check in/reflection and some Finds ~ 5.30.23

 

Very little aligning – again.  Talk about med beds being fake – to turn us away from God (who apparently this “god” determines when we die) – so those who are dying should just let go and let “God” decide.  Some still talking about the term “democracy” when that is just f’ing mob rule.  And talking about honoring the troops and their families.  In legit wars – yes – but in the endless wars – the best way to honor them is to share the f’ing truth about these endless wars – something I’ve been doing for 20 years.  Then accounts saying – over and over again – just WAIT until you find out who I really am.  (Like any of us really care???)  Oooh lookie me lookie me I am IMPORTANT.

EYE ROLL……….

Ego overload.  No one saying hey how can I serve you.  What do you need.

WHERE IS THE LOVE?!

I swears with all that I am that this experience is mostly AI and online personalities are most likely the same.  I even wondered in the portal today if AI operates us from the outside (our real bodies in stasis – in a coma of some sort) – and as we awaken inside the AI no longer has the power to operate through us – thus we feel so detached from everything.   Where is there really to connect to here – other than one another at that heart level.  And we can feel it now – who is real and who isn’t.  As I’ve been feeeeeeling again at a new level – more understanding space – don’t go to your head for truth.  Truth is FREQUENCY – a feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel – a sense – a knowing.  Quiet.  It doesn’t come from words in your mind alone.

 

“NO”: Rep. Nancy Mace Eviscerates Biden-McCarthy Debt Ceiling Deal, “Republicans got outsmarted by a President who can’t find his pants”

 

Oh – I wondered who fell.  Just one of many for whose music I had to stop listening to years ago.  Didn’t know why.  Now I do.

Far-Left Singer Bruce “The Boss” Springsteen is Given Brutal New Nickname After He Falls During Concert (VIDEO)

 

Yawn – on it goes………….when’s military gonna make themselves seen?

New: FBI Refuses to Turn Over Subpoenaed Biden Bribe Document; Comer Says He Will ‘Take Steps” to Seek Contempt of Congress Vote

 

 

Remember many of us wondered a few months ago if this would be the ultimate outcome (removal from the stage)?

“It is Inescapable to Me, It Has to be Done” – North Carolina Congressman Becomes First Republican to Signal Support for Ousting Kevin McCarthy Over Debt Ceiling Surrender to Joe Biden (VIDEO)

 

House Freedom Caucus Leaves Open Possibility of Filing Motion to Vacate the Chair if McCarthy Pushes Through Debt Deal (VIDEO)

 

All lies………….Question everything……….ask who benefits from the lie and ask why…………

 

 

 

Wait a minute – allegedly the Colbert clip was from – 2013??  And I still am surrounded by “people” out here who look at those things and say “normal contrail”?  10 years ago this was out and we still have deniers??  UGH like I said – people here either fake, or AI or just unable to see or has ego’s so big they cannot admit to being wrong.  My gawd – I GLADLY say I AM WRONG if I have the Truth presented.

 

 

 

 

The more headlines I see – the more I see this entire EXPERIENCE is a movie – both sides – and the one and only purpose is not to liberate us inside but to wake people up enough to survive a frequency event that shuts down the machine and gets us all pulled outta here………..

Then I see this seconds after I write the above:

 

Comms in this one……………first outbreak among “them” behind this……..and Disease “detectives”……………see eye aye anyone? And but but but they were jabbed………..how is that possible?

 

hmmm…..

 

Could be necessary disinfo – or could be truth………..many have been pushing that she’s JFK jr’s daughter – which I have not. once. felt. and honestly after she left her position I felt she went “soft”………..

 

Going from the above – 17 post 34 is a go-to (and not signed either) – drop 25 btw references 11.3:

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Nov 01, 2017 10:56:16 PM EDT
Anonymous ID: pGukiFmX No. 147567888 
Q Clearance Patriot My fellow Americans, over the course of the next several days you will undoubtedly realize that we are taking back our great country (the land of the free) from the evil tyrants that wish to do us harm and destroy the last remaining refuge of shining light. On POTUS’ order, we have initiated certain fail-safes that shall safeguard the public from the primary fallout which is slated to occur 11.3 upon the arrest announcement of Mr. Podesta (actionable 11.4). Confirmation (to the public) of what is occurring will then be revealed and will not be openly accepted. Public riots are being organized in serious numbers in an effort to prevent the arrest and capture of more senior public officials. On POTUS’ order, a state of temporary military control will be actioned and special ops carried out. False leaks have been made to retain several within the confines of the United States to prevent extradition and special operator necessity. Rest assured, the safety and well-being of every man, woman, and child of this country is being exhausted in full. However, the atmosphere within the country will unfortunately be divided as so many have fallen for the corrupt and evil narrative that has long been broadcast. We will be initiating the Emergency Broadcast System (EMS) during this time in an effort to provide a direct message (avoiding the fake news) to all citizens. Organizations and/or people that wish to do us harm during this time will be met with swift fury – certain laws have been pre-lifted to provide our great military the necessary authority to handle and conduct these operations (at home and abroad).
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too…
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Just some reflecting……………

 

I shared this on f.book last night – thought I’d put it up here…

Ya know – I got to thinkin’…..
We spiritual/awakening ones…
We often judge ourselves and one another –
saying we gotta do x y z different…..
Be better. Do better.
Gotta heal ourselves.
Gotta rescue ourselves.
Really, now….?
We all do the best we can in this toxic place where we only see 3-5% of this reality.  (give or take a bit – doesn’t matter – we’re still walking blind –  literally)
We are poisoned via air, water, food, television, radio….
We are lied to by every known one of their systems…
We gotta pay to live. Those who have the $means$ get the best healing – the best food – the best living/housing experiences.
And still – we put the onus of the responsibility on how we live our experience here on ourselves.
Maybe it’s time to turn the tables, no?
Time to call out the ones at the table with us needing the judgment and the finger pointing and the lessons on DO BETTER BE BETTER –
the ones who created the poisons….
the ones who f’d with our DNA enabling us absolutely useless in seeing the very reality they created.
The ones who have lied to us for who knows how long (“they” do – that’s for sure).
I’m done TIRED of “working on myself”.
FUCH. THAT. SHEOT.
They need to work on themselves.
And for starters they can return every last thing that was taken from us without our permission.
Time for these lessons and karma crap “they” push on us – to be put on THEM.
Who is with me?

A check in ~ 5.28.23

 

You know – it’s crazy how we’re living now.  I reflected on that – feeling a bit like Ma Ingalls these days.  Having to hang up the clothes on the line to dry until the repairman gets here.  Having to bring hot buckets of water to add to the laundry as we’re only able to use cold to wash our clothes out in the garage.  Having to hand wash dishes because the dishwasher broke (at least we got a diagnosis on that – the thing is shot after a little under a year use – they are “designed to fail” – the pro opinion).  And then – if that isn’t enough for one housewife/mama to deal with, I woke up this morning to find a hole in my new(ish) sheets.  We used them for 6 months – put on the winter sheets – then rewashed and put them on.  So I thought – ok it’s small – I’ll stitch it up – and move that spot to the bottom.  Well when I did I found several other rips – BIG.  I sighed.  Really?  So I got out the last of my patches (which btw friends – “they” do NOT make patches to last the way they did 10, 20 years ago) – patched it up.

And now – all of this just waits until I come up with the money to take care of it.  Mate’s savings is tapped now.  And we have no clue how he will pay for his supplements now – seriously – no idea – especially when we’re struggling to pay for food and now we got a dryer repair and sheets to buy (which btw – I am going with mypillow – THE BEST – and with his promo codes you pay less than you do at those “woke” companies).  The winter sheets we had been using were ripping – so I have no back-up sheets to put on our bed.  Some day this will end, right?  We will be not just free but at the very least WEALTHY AGAIN…?!

RIGHT??!!

But for now it is as it is – and our cable provider – well not them but the u.s. government jacked up the universal broadcasting tv fee to $22 – up from $14.  Yeah they hit us w/a little increase here and a little increase there but it has added up – pushing me to just start going into debt again just to survive.

When all I want to do. is. THRIVE.

Here are a couple of finds.  How are you all doing?  I woke up feeling a disturbance in the force – quite tense – burst into tears out of the blue – which I was not able to figure out or find a cause.  Who knows these days.

Love,

V.

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Mars is still – just – UCK to me.  Perhaps it was the place that housed the AI program(s)……

 

Well how convenient for them………

 

We’ll see…………

 

Why do I hear the song “Praise you…………” when I see this……

We’ve come a long, long way togetherThrough the hard times and the goodI have to celebrate you, babyI have to praise you like I should

 

 

“The devil I’m going to kick your a$$ soon”………..

 

 

 

She might be on to something here…………

 

 

They lied to us about everything………….likely there were uses for unadulterated mercury……….

 

Define occupation – as in us being enslaved by “them” – and/or – end of the Mil. occupation (since Jan. ’21 – at least in DC)…………i like the idea of all occupations of us coming to an END………..

 

Did I already share this yesterday?

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Disclosure, etc…………

 

Another day of “wtf”………..and “uh huh yeppers”……….Local mail carrier said how “weird everything” is now……….including issues – ongoing – as we’ve seen for 2-3 years now – at the local USPS………

 

Vetted………..

 

 

 

 

 

Something about this………….

 

Well now it’s up.  Interpretation – if any?

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Without this – there ain’t nuthin’……….

 

 

Being called out……..see eye aye………..

 

Interesting………..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Those who need to see this – will they?  Are they?  Serious snooze fest for us – esp. when those who need to see are watching the outlets that aren’t covering this……….Ya know?  I looked up some peeps from long ago – they all still plugged into the system – nice homes, retirement, speaking the “lingo”…….I thought for a few moments – could I have gone that route?  Could I have faked it?  Just to make it (better) here for myself?  Response was immediate:  Nope.  Still be nice to have more abundance – always did want to own my own home on some land………….I’ll start with a quarter of a million coming my way for each time I’ve been called crazy or a conspiracy theorist or that my opinions were b.s.

 

NAZI flag too on the ground……………Although we ready for those COMMS to MANIFEST for ALL TO SEE…………….

 

 

 

 

Or in other words – “hey humans, this is what the evil insectoid/parasites did to ya’ll – but we’re just telling you it is possible……..”

Scientists may be able to put Mars-bound astronauts into ‘suspended animation’ using sound waves, mouse study suggests

Scientists have blasted the brains of mice and rats with ultrasound to knock them into a hibernation-like state, and the researchers say the technique could one day be used on injured humans in critical care or on astronauts taking long-haul spaceflights.

 

https://www.usmarshals.gov/news/press-release/us-marshals-find-225-missing-children-16-locations-across-nation-during

 

 

Mary Gessler  @MaryG
27 May, 03:11 (E)

Monday is an important day.

VK Retweet.

https://twitter.com/KrisWi…

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Yes – feeling very. left. behind. – and I know I’m not alone as I talk to enough of ya’s to know the feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel is mutual………….concern more for those not yet awake than those of us awake and suffering the attacks (mostly unseen) for it………esp – our children………..that’s where my line in the sand of FUCH NO has been violated – which has turned me into a lamenting distrustful scowling female these days – and I know some don’t like that – want me to be “different” and “more positive” to which I now say – keep scrollin’ unless you want to just hold space for me in a loving manner……
Kat istheSea3@KatistheSea3
27 May, 12:21
In response Liberty21 to her Publication

I’m with you there, Liberty21 🇺🇸

It’s VERY hard to watch destruction still.
Of Earth, her Kingdoms, Animals, Humanity.
Soul crushing 💔

But there are no easy solutions in this war
for Planet Earth.

Sometimes I think QTeam is too much concerned
with those who haven’t yet awakened
or who may, at this point, NEVER awaken
& they forget about us
who have been AWAKE for YEARS!!!

WE need pep talks &
demonstrations of SOMETHING
that we KNOW is happening.

But that’s what makes this the hardest part
of the journey to the LIGHT.
Faith despite overwhelming darkness
& a pace as slow as molasses 🕊❤️😹

#Onwards

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5.26.23 ~ Where are we Dorothy?

 

It’s one of those “where am I??” days – soooooooooo sleepy and out-of-it.  Questions on my mind atm:  What gets me out.  How does that look like.  Most importantly – how did I really get here and who was I before I got stuck in the reincarnation looping here (and where was I).  Is it a frequency event as I keep sensing/feeling – am I waiting FOR it or is there something else I can do?  Just reflecting………….when not wanting to sleep………Here are some strange but interesting finds (and probably some boring ones too).  Love, V.

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Telling us who has been here with us and who created this current form –  parasitic insectoids………..NOT ME.  I am ORIGINAL and i return TO ORIGINAL……

 

Bad boys bad boys whatcha gonna go with T comes after you?

 

 

A perspective…………what if – all is narrative – the ones we see now designed by good/working for us AI – to counter “their” AI system(s) that ran this matrix and as it collapses because of US and good – neutral even – AI – the frequency event happens allowing for the total collapse and our exit and where we each go depends on our level of awakening.  Today I thought what if those not yet awake enough go to another matrix for a time to continue the process of TOTAL awakening (as in leave the matrix for good and awaken outside back in the original body) – and that matrix (singular or plural) are like this one only w/o the evil.  ??  I look for trending words (which I see are inserted by good AI) – song hunches, etc. to help guide me.  Today the song was FINAL COUNTDOWN.  For me whatever “sticks” – resonates – is truth for me at that time.

 

 

 

Ya………in condensed version…………..

 

Could ‘splain the wonky feeling like a ball in a cage being spun around not knowing where to or when it will stop the past few days:

 

This how you get to truth – someone spins it – others add more to the story to get to it….

 

 

 

Transformer movie comes out 6.9.23………he also once said his b-day was 69 days from 4.20 which is 6.28…………..who the frig knows………..

 

 

Celine Dion Cancels ALL Concerts Due to Worsening Neurological Disorder “Stiff Person Syndrome”

 

EU Parliament COVID-19 Summit: “Covid-19 was an Act of Biological Warfare Perpetrated on the Human Race. It was a Financial Heist. Nature was Hijacked. Science was Hijacked” (VIDEO)

 

Oversight Chair Comer Will Initiate Contempt of Congress Proceedings if Dirty Chris Wray and FBI Do Not Turn Over Incriminating Biden Document in 4 Days

 

he’s been front and center on stage in recent days………..

“Never Watch that Again”- Award-Winning Actor Reveals the “Disturbing” Demonic Event He Witnessed in Hollywood as a Child (VIDEO)

 

Sigh………let’s not watch anymore ok?

Special Counsel John Durham Will Testify Before Congress on June 21 on the Greatest Political Scandal in US History – Obama and Hillary’s Trump-Russia Hoax

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too…………

The Newest Member of the Boot Club Is…..

 

 

ok NOW we are talkin’ my speak…………..

San Tarot………….Coming to Life and Deep Freeze………….I know what that indicates…….Being released from a tether…………….The 22 Card comes up…….(again)…………ties in w/the recent Aries read……..

Taurus – Reality is powering up.

 

 

https://parasitesandvectors.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s13071-016-1889-3

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Experiences ~ 5.25.23

 

Something HAS TO GIVE, you know?

Tension so tight atm – very palpable.  Child lamenting about how she wants new – new home new town new friends new ways of schooling.  Mate lamenting how he wants the same and to stop hurting so much and having new symptoms show up (today I had to cut off most of his otherwise long hair – a lot of head pain now).  I sit and try and listen – but I can’t absorb any of it now – zero zip nada – and it’s now automatic – I shut down.  And as I type this – I am trying to get myself back to center again.

I’m seeing so many now talking about needing LOVE and FREEDOM.  I’m seeing people express the desire for Love and feeling they don’t have enough.  The perspective I hold in my heart – is that many of us are tapped dry –  needing to be filled up – so relying on one anothers current level of empty – well we can’t help or support or simply Love in the way we once could.  This war has kicked us inside out.  And now?  Trying to exist in this realm – in this frequency – is becoming far too much.  I woke up thinking about this experience – for how many years those of us awake have been trying to tune in and feeeeeeeeeeeeel – sharing our intuits about what is happening and when – and we have honestly been wrong all along – at least off.

Not to say nothing is happening – it is – but just that our ability to tune in and get the truth that we ALL WANT (WHEN IS THIS SHEOT GOING TO SWITCH AND HOW IS IT GOING TO CONTINUE TO PLAY OUT) has been blocked.  Is it because of the war?  Is it for our own benefit?  Maybe.  I just know that – for me – the dreams I have had – and the feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels I have had about the timing factor – the season I see things switching – what resonates and stays with me – year after year I still wait for that IT to happen.  And that IT and the need FOR it is not. leaving. my. body.

So while I suffer along – struggle most of the time now – putting on a happy face – distractions not doing what they once did – snapping at anything that is not what I need or outside the bounds of Love – it gives me a sense of comfort – in a strange way – to know I ain’t alone.  Everything feels like we’re inside a giant lottery cage – each of us individual balls – being tossed around – waiting for the damn cage to stop and the door to open so we can all plop out.

Hey – that’s not too bad a metaphor.  lol

UGH.

Did I say UGH?

Yeah.

U G H.  F’ing U G H ENUFF to infinity and BEYOND already!

So…………..moving on………… here are a couple of interesting experiences.  First one – spouse was at the bank – in line with a lot of others before this holiday weekend – suddenly entire system goes down – everyone is asked to leave.  I check down detector – yep – the banking system is down with this particular (HUGE) bank.  Even the lights went out – although there are no local power outages.

Then I see someone share this:

“Not to excite anyone prematurely but about 10 minutes ago 3:30 PM EST, I was outside doing some work on mechanical items and heard a sound coming from the east and knew from having spent alot time up along side carriers when I was in the navy ,that these planes coming weren’t the civilian jets I am used to seeing flying over often. Four of them came into view going a east-westernly direction at full throttle and in battle formation .They were gone within seconds. Remembering what one guy said about when you see military aircraft flying around,especially in places you often don’t see military aircraft,to shout out there goes another dark type out of the game. There are no ceremonies or airshows in the area I am aware of and the Indy 500 isn’t till the 29th,so no reason for military fighters to be flying full speed across the sky. They clearly were in a hurry. We have heard that the movie would be ending soon and things happening would be coming into view. Let’s hope so. 🙂“
Comments are pretty much the same – SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE NOW.
Military (w/transponders on) currently up – at 8:30pm EST (with most on the eastern seaboard btw) is about 150.
What is there left to say other than BRING IT and END IT and SET US FREE.
As far as the dryer issue – I am trying to avoid having to buy a new dryer.  After doing a fair amount of research (which is what I do – and how I was/we were able to determine the issue we had recently w/our washing machine), I have a feeling as to what is going on – and from my research the parts are still available.  My spouse and I are having a difference of opinion on how to deal with it (he doesn’t want to “put out anymore fires”).  Not an unusual occurrence.  We need a dryer – and obviously we can’t count on dry warm sunny days to dry the clothes for the long term.  Anyone wishing to help me out, you know what to do.  And thank you as always for helping me out at times when I need the extra assistance and for supporting my work.
Love,
V.
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Synchs ~ 5.24.23

 

There are a few of them.  When I woke up (gotta find a new phrase for that – something more like “when my eyes opened inside the matrix in this vessel”)…..I thought about a tweet I saw late Monday evening – but didn’t share it.  There was something about it that said “truth pay attention”.  This morning I wanted to see it again.  Needed to see it.  Then I thought about the beast is yet to come – what GEORGE News shared almost a year ago – how we would understand what that meant at a “later time”.  Sometimes you have to SHOW the people.  Also heard in my mind – 17 words – “you and your families are safe” – and thought of the the post from 1.13.2018 (a significant date) – [SCARE] Necessary Event.  Scare being in brackets indicates it is a CONTROLLED event.

Anyway all of that went through my mind.  Then I (and my mate) get online and see the following – first the Elon tweet shows up in my feed – shared by another truther….I remembered the 5’s stood out………

(for me it originally showed up as this):

My thought – a growing desire I have had in recent weeks – I want to forget EVERY bit of trauma and suffering here – not the experience overall –  just the horror for I have seen that trauma doesn’t strengthen but fractures and I am to expand through LOVE.

 

Then – mate reads me this headline:

Reverend Franklin Graham Issues Warning to America: “The Storm is Coming…Every Demon in Hell Has Been Turned Loose”

And then – there’s the moving coming out in June (16th) – Asteroid City – about a group of genius/brilliant children (of Light) who are taken hostage – locked up in quarantine – by an alien visitor.  Can’t get anymore clear than that as to what happened to us.

Love,

V.

A Spoken Reflection……

 

 

Trying not to lose my mind today – but it’s happening anyway atm………Visit to the doc produced the usual “i dunno – here are some pharmaceuticals”……My opinion?  You don’t give a proper diagnosis, you get no payment.  She’s just one of so many who ain’t seeing – doing just fine and dandy – still following the agenda – charging ridiculous amounts of money for NOTHING – going home to their luxury homes in their Tesla’s and repeating the same. f’ing. thing. the. next. day – without question……No holding back in this one.  I am officially burned the fuch out.

 

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5.22.23 ~ Finds and a check-in

 

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Ok – so appliances have gone through the crazy roof.  !!!  All I got is eye rolls and laughter now.  It is as it is.  Here’s what I’m seeing.  Love, V.

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All going nuts:

Flooding in Italy and Central Europe………..

 

Millions in Mexico warned to prepare for evacuation as Popocatépetl volcano spews ash

 

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2023/05/22/popocatepetl-volcano-mexico-etna-eruption-italy-nyamulagira-africa/70245438007/

 

Russia warns: Radioactive cloud is heading towards Europe

 

 

GOOD NEWS:

Alberta Wildfires: Rain already making a difference as city shuts down reception centre

 

 

 

Saw the same on the way home tonight……..”venus” and “the moon” crescent…..

 

 

Interesting.  Does any of this resonate with you?  Gotta let this one marinate in my mind………..only thing I can say is VK felt familiar in a very ancient way – and I kept getting other worldly………….still do………He says 2.2 is coming soon…………..

 

 

 

 

Yes.  Earth is a ship (vah).  That’s what I have come to believe.  Melania – remember – saying (according to The Gunner’s Wife) “they shouldn’t have chosen to sink with the ship” when referring to the lying media outlets and others – watching as T and Melania left the WH after the 2020 “election”……….

 

 

 

 

 

Hmmm…..

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too

17 + Anons = Cult?

 

Ok……….. So she does it again with another judge – next year?  I keep hearing “military is the only way – what we see in front and center is disclosure”.  To which I then respond “i am still NOT OK with going through the sheot cr@p of my personal life much less what my girl has gone through as well in order for someone else to SEE” – then I hear “still flooding the tunnels – clearing it all out – finality here”.  OPS still taking place.  Like gotta make sure all of the i’s are dotted, t’s crossed in order to drop it all – then lift US up and drop them w/the ship.

JUST-IN: Judge Tosses Kari Lake’s Lawsuit After Trial on Fraudulent Signature Verification Shows AT LEAST 274,000 Ballots Were Verified in Less Than 3 Seconds – ORDER INCLUDED

THen the flipside:

JUST IN: AZ State Senator Borrelli Throws Down The Gauntlet, ORDERS County Supervisors to Comply With SCR1037 Which Bans Foreign Voting Machines in Arizona

 

 

Reminded me of a dream we all had in this house – about 5 years ago or so – where a box arrived – on a sunny day – and inside were these cool satellite-like phones – or transponders as I also called them at the time.  Question is – why are these twats being given them?

Report Confirms Dozens of Senators Are Being Issued Taxpayer-Funded Satellite Phones in Preparation for a “Disruptive Event”

 

 

No slip-up there.  Remember I shared last week where John Kennedy Jr met w/Tyson when he was still in jail?

Mike Tyson Slips Up, Says Jamie Foxx Had Stroke (VIDEO)

 

 

Disney Begins Third Round of Layoffs – 2,500 Jobs Cut and More Coming This Summer

 

 

Jim Jordan Vows Scrutiny of Durham Report Findings – Threatens to Cut FBI Funding and Reopen Hillary Clinton Investigation (VIDEO)

 

Ok the rest at TGP is just a bunch of UGH…………

 

 

Default’s “off the table” – says ice cream head………..

https://resistthemainstream.com/biden-issues-statement-after-debt-ceiling-talks-with-house-speaker-mccarthy/

 

 

https://resistthemainstream.com/caitlyn-jenner-goes-off-as-trans-teen-gets-2nd-place-in-meet-of-champions-race-in-california/

 

1am EST – close to 90 up………..

(never mind – read it incorrectly – over 100 up)

 

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Some Finds……

 

 

i had some synchs today – kinda forgot them though………..matrix 3d kept sucking me in from the dryer issue to a fire a few blocks from here that blew a lot of smoke our way (which was put out quickly by neighbors – a group of people including myself ran in the direction of the smoke)…..traumatizing bringing back the memories of 2020……….and then the usual challenges we each face here now……doc wrote back – expressed his concern said nothing about the program treatment plan – flying solo w/it which in his own words requires a lot of monitoring……WHO IS REAL HERE?!…it’s like i’ve reached a place where mentally i absolutely authentically cannot take in anymore………i go into what is called dorsal vegal shutdown – and i have no one around me to help guide me out – which is what my healer said i absolutely need to create………..i kinda laugh at that concept – in a rather sarcastic tone…..my once social circle around here went poof…..and my mate?  yeah – he wouldn’t know what to do – he isn’t good with handling the anxieties of others – esp. now…….and we know how men are – want to fix things……well meaning – but still – fixers…..and i don’t need fixing – just soothed/guided back to center………..anyway as i told my healer – i’ve always just done this sort of work alone……….she looked at me and got tears in her eyes – and i mean serious tears – put her hand on her heart the whole deal – which touched me deeply but also surprised and confused the part of me that is simply used to dealing with panic/anxiety alone…….i don’t know – for me it’s just normal – for my experience here………which is probably why at times i am over-the-top in trying to help my girl with her own struggles……dealing with panic situations alone is quite the lonely feeling – ok – it’s awful.  it’s just awful.

let’s see – the synchs – i know i had them…….think think THINK girl….

oh yes – a song – grateful dead – touch of gray played for me today.  i was alone – sang it and danced – went inside to start dinner and that’s when we noticed large billows of smoke filling the street.  shortly after that – the dryer.  so yeah – get in a nice space and the matrix sometimes finds a way to nail you.  i’ll move past this – always do but now?  yeah now – i’m numb – temporarily waving a white flag.  jesus, i need a reprieve from sheot.

here are a few finds.  still feeling a lull…….love, v.

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oh they “target” all right…..

 

5’s are all. over. me. today…………

 

Trump’s Truth Social Media Firm Files $3.78 Billion Defamation Lawsuit Against The Washington Post

 

Speaker McCarthy Says FBI Is Ready to Turn Over Damning Document Alleging Criminal Bribery Scheme Involving Joe Biden – Then FBI Tells Him to Pound Sand

 

yeah – shared this a few days ago…………

Retired Colonel Exposes “Larger Plan To Back Currency With Gold” Ahead of 81 Nations Meeting In Russia (VIDEO)

 

 

 

 

today’s quakes (147 in the last 24 hours)

 

 

SAN TAROT………….ok now i am remembering one of the synchs from today – when i got out of bed today i thought of these two parts of myself – the lion/warrior and the innocent child – felt the innocent child coming in to merge – a return of Me Space you could say………….brought grateful tears and calm energy………..for awhile……….then stuff happened………kindred spirit – so needed………..prefer in person Universe.  t/y!

Pisces – Your task

 

KP – have some 6’s on the chart

 

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