Card reading video ~ and my own card draw

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too………..(the ongoing waiting – oh yes.  the discouragement – oh yes.  i tuned in myself this morning and heard AND felt the word “wait” – that was it – brief – just the one word and feel with it.  the feeling can best be described as what you would experience when riding a bike and you meet up with a wall – that is getting removed – slowly – too damn slowly for most of us now – but if what i heard and felt was the real deal – true – then that is how it is – even though i still put energy into busting it down all the way now – which doesn’t seem to have any effect – so something outside/otherworldly is obviously at play as well as the ultimate controlling/creating force)………

White Hats/Alliance

 

Here is my (3) card draw.  I asked 3 questions:  1) Is this the end?  2) Are we getting help?  3) What’s next?  Here are the results.

12 – The Hanged Man – The ultimate surrender.  Sacrifice.  I feeeeeel this shows us that in the end is “their” surrender – and there has been sacrifice to get to this point.

9 of Hearts – Indicates joy and happiness – whatever has caused pain is reversed and/or mitigated.  That tells me this is coming next and feeeeeels, for me, that whatever trauma we have experienced gets healed so that we can truly move on and live as we are designed to do – in love, joy, happy.

3 of Pentacles – A pooling of experiences and skills – combined with others – to accomplish a common goal.  The first and only thought I had on this one was we are ALL The Alliance – inside and out – working together with the common goal of ending evil and our liberation/freedom.

As I said above – hearing and feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling “wait” this morning – tells me, again, that is all we can do now – is – wait.

Love,

V.

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A quickie

 

I owe many of you emails and/or phone calls.  I have not been in the space this week to communicate in that manner and so please forgive me – I am not ignoring anyone.  I think about ya’ll regularly – and make mental notes to myself – but like most thoughts I have now – even the good ones (!!!) – they’re there for a moment then :::poof::: – they be gone – into the ether – where perhaps some day I will see them again.

 

Calvin and Hobbes on Twitter: "I'm still looking for my brain 🧠  https://t.co/Y2hcdY9XaX" / Twitter

 

O M G  Mebbe it time to do this…

Forgot to add this in my last post – today – every day – feels new and strange and bizarre.  Feel like I am leaving more and more behind.  Waxing and waning in between experiences – one day I’m here – the next – part here part elsewhere.  For example yesterday I had a lot of energy – and was pretty grounded into HERE – but today?  Very sleepy and feeling elsewhere.  (i usually use the word “tired” but sleepy feels more fitting today – it’s what my brain threw at me so i’mma going with it).

Love,

V.

Checking in – and a few finds ~ 4.29

 

Blessed with some good weather (finally!).  Went biking – new places – 6 miles today.  Gardening.  Had an idea about the appliance situation – but it was not one that worked out the way we had thought – one of those “oh yeah – I should have thought of that” – so we have a call in to the repairman.  Also in the middle of dealing with some income issue.  AI/computer f’ery is really afoot now.  Challenges with money – until………..

Sometimes I feeeeeeeeeeeeeel I am part of a small group (ya’ll included) who are “too awake” for this place and for this process now.  People appealing to twitter to let ’em back on/restore original accounts.  I had my original account suspended back when everyone else was – and no way will I ask “them” if I can return to the playground “it” kicked me out of.  If it isn’t automatic at this point – I am not appealing or proving myself.

And then…..watching Elon talk about solar panels and electric vehicles saving the environment ……Want to SAVE the environment?  DROP THE TRUTH.  Show us WHERE we are and restore our hijacked DNA so we REMEMBER WHO we are.  Stop the dayem spraying/poisoning of our skies and water and food and animals.  SAVE HUMANITY and you SAVE THE ENVIRONMENT.

They want to wake the people up?  You do it by f’ing DROPPING THE TRUTH IN FULL.  No sugar coating.  No hand holding.  Let the PEOPLE decide what they can and cannot take in.  Really DONE being treated like children, you know?  No more Jack Nicholson b.s. “you can’t handle the truth.”  NO ONE can say that to another person with full knowing.

So……………For now………..lies on both sides when we want/need/command TRUTH.

Until………..

I know what I believe in though.

I believe in Love.

I believe in honesty.

I believe in miracles.

I believe in abundance.

And I believe in that small flame within ME that keeps telling me to KEEP GOING.

AND I believe in my family and blueberry pie.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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Interesting…………Voices in quotes – Universe…………..

 

 

 

 

yeah – while it’s been difficult here for most of us for years – decades – our entire experience – that storm really kicked in in january 2021……..

 

 

but he did drop this – which is useful – but come on – how useful is it when you share a drop of truth but then continue on with a lie/propaganda on the other side?  are the “normies” really that unable to handle the truth?  ooooooh i just cannot. do. this. grrrrrrrrrrr  i like what Phil Godlewski said in this months George Mag – the people CAN handle the truth.

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/watch-musk-warns-bill-maher-woke-mind-virus-existential-threat-civilization

 

 

 

stewpid movie scene………….

 

 

 

 

 

In a nutshell…………

 

 

pretty sure he meant to say indicted………..

 

 

 

Curly Q guy – Aaron Vaughn many of us feeeeeeeeeel……….”until the whole truth comes out, it’s just lies on both sides”………..Yeppers………..

 

Wake up time.

Been a long traumatizing slumber……………..READY!

4089

May 03, 2020 3:02:53 PM EDT
Sometimes you can’t TELL the public the truth.
YOU MUST SHOW THEM.
It’s TIME TO WAKE UP.
Q
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A check-in and some Finds (and breaking news) ~ 4.28.23

 

Feels like a lull before something (else) pops/gets exposed.  We have had those lulls so many times and they often lead to some movement – but dayem – we need BIG BIG BIG movement now.  However that lull appears to be, in the invisible realm, it feels agitating.  We all felt it this morning.  I must have done close to 100 breathing techniques to calm anxiety and recenter the vagus nerve – nothing worked other than to keep it at a tolerable level.  Getting occupied with 3d happenings/doings was a welcome distraction.  Some days – it’s all I have to focus on, you know?

I got some goodies in the portal – a bit of what felt like clarity  on VK.  Last summer when I had that experience in the car driving home and felt anxious and was nudged to look at the car ahead of me and saw the license plate simply said VK – and heard “let him drive you home safely”.  He’s posting some interesting things on twitter today (below) – I was reflecting on one of them and felt “it’s as though he’s comm’ing us home” – then remembered my experience from last summer.

Could be.

Spoke with some locals who work in certain agencies and was told their systems were crashing all day – and what the computer output is showing makes. no. sense.

Here is what I am seeing.  Much love and peace to ya’ll!

Victoria

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About 80 up atm (9pm EST)……..(jumped to 90 in 5 minutes)

 

Yeah – pretty sure their “IT IS HAPPENING THIS DATE” was to throw off the enemy – felt that at first so this is not surprising.  Or it could be total carrot dangling disinfo.  Don’t think so – but Jesus – DO. IT.  You know?  Just DO.IT and QUIT TALKING.  My personal PS rises as my respect level drops – until………..cat and mouse………….cannot take a DAMN thing literally……..Dark to Light.  May 1st…………GEORGE MAGAZINE showed us going dark to light – April to May.  But we’ll see as I said – huge psyop – watch the show is a literal well advised phrase.  Don’t try to figure it out (even though I want to at times) – just let it play out…………Art of War.  ’nuff said……….

 

 

you know what – i had this thought – we know the WH had that barrier put up – flag flown upside down – then that all came down.  what if someone who wins the key gets to open the doors and lets us all see what’s really inside.  ? (see that’s me the puzzle piecing Lioness who still wants to figure things out)

 

 

 

 

 

 

vetted – it’s true.  could be to mock (mirror)……….

 

CNN no less……….

 

Jim Jordan Subpoenas CDC Director Rochelle Walensky, Other Top Agencies for Documents Related to Social Media Censorship

 

hmmm…..interesting as it’s israel – but the whole holy land we know is a narrative of “theirs”……….

600,000 Patriots March in Jerusalem to Save the Holy Land from Biden Regime Insurrection!

 

crumbling continues…………

Jenny Craig Warns Employees of Mass Layoffs, May File Bankruptcy Protection

 

Love to see MEN dancing – in suits – young or old……….

 

one of my all time fave scenes – this scene came to mind this past week – seeing it today feels like a synch and aligns w/VK guiding us home……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

got a spelling issue here…………

 

dropping……….

 

 

 

Open. Up.  Let. Us. Off. This. Ship. And. Out. Of. This. Simulated. World.

 

this way out too……..antarctica…………beyond the wall………..

 

oh wow – this is cool – 1010 and pepe the frog – in NY

 

 

ALWAYS ready…………OK TO GO………okay to go………

 

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too

46 Campaign Kick-Off

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Some good finds and current need ~ 4.26.23

 

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We’re warriors in this house.  But dang are we tired of the war and the ramifications of it.  We keep getting tapped and sometimes punched with things needing our financial attention when we don’t have the resources as we once did.  I am asking anyone who comes here and is able to donate – even just a few dollars – please – please do so.  It doesn’t take much for me to go numb – disassociate – and I don’t know what to do different anymore or where to look or seek help or assistance for a new direction other than usual resources used in the past that simply can’t or won’t provide what is needed.

If that makes sense.  It’s been – a day.  We’ve been trying to raise funds via my mate’s campaign for his medical expenses.  That’s been – slow.  Two donations so far – which we are very appreciative of.  There has also now been two scammers – who offer to pay for everything all you need to do is reach out to them.  We fell for it the first time – although we quickly found out it was a scam so they didn’t get any personal/pertinent info other than what is shared on his page.

With all that is going on (and who on earth can be doing day to day without feeeeeeeeeeeeeling this battle and/or the energies of it is beyond my comprehension now)………..I did find some interesting things to share in this slow as molasses move roll out disclosure ENDING.  (right – we are at the END right?  PLEASE tell me we are at the end.)

With love,

V.

******

words to remember…………

 

 

Explosive:

Lady 4Trump  @Dollface
26 April, 04:10

#wwg1wga #TheGreatAwakening #NSWIC #EndTheEndless #GodWins 🍿🍊

Pepe Lives Matter🐸
Wow.
Listen to this explosive testimony from a whistleblower on crimes against children propagated by the US government…
Crimes against children will unite the world…
“I volunteered to help the Biden administration with the crisis at the Southern Border…I thought I was going to help place children in loving homes. Instead, I discovered that children are being trafficked through a sophisticated network….Now whether it’s intentional or not, it could be argued that the United States Government has become the middle man in a large scale multi billionaire dollar child trafficking operation that is run by bad actors seeking to profit off of the lives of children.. I do not view this as a political issue…
Realizing that we were not offering the children the American dream but instead putting them in modern day slavery with wicked overlords was a terrible revelation.”

 

 

Is that in alignment with last night’s LFG?

 

 

 

 

 

 

this one is (possibly) exciting………i shared mate had a dream a few nights ago where he was pointing to a calendar and saying “the 27th” and the other person said something about yes i know but it happens on the 28th.

Patty Malek @patty888
26 April, 06:18
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I did not know about the CEO of NBCUniversal…………
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SMa rk.@SMaRkuS
26 April, 04:42
1 drop with… The Truth will set you Free.
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I’m more “p’d” because this is still playing out………
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TxGirl4Trump -UM@TexasGirl4Trump
26 April, 06:14
Bye Bye Fiat Dollar!!!
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36 up at 1am EST – most out west.
Courtney Webster@Patriot777_
26 April, 06:24
5:5
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Nothing Truer than Truth:
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LOVE it:
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Maddy McCullough@Missingmaddy
26 April, 05:53
How dirty is Schumer after all?
Remember NXIVM Sex Cult …
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Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

 

 

San Tarot……….interesting……….verrrrrrrrrrrrry interesting…………….a Lion in a DEEP FREEZE – an event that NEVER SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED.  BINGO!  

Taurus – That timeline has shut down.

My feel too.  The EPITOMY of NCSWIC.  Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel it.
Doq Holliday@doqholliday
27 April, 12:23

It’s gonna happen when we LEAST expect it.

“Like a thief in the night”

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4.25.23 ~ check-in and finds

 

 

 

mate had a dream last night – very rare he has them much less remembers – it was brief – he was in a room w/another (younger) person – pointing to a calendar – about something happening on the 27th but then there was the message from the other person that NO it happens on the 28th……….

poking energy coming in….centering………..just feeling – blah/detached atm.  here’s what i’m seeing.  please remember to share and donate what you can.  thank you.

love,

v.

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this…………could be (part of) what i am feeling….perhaps all………the need to be within and quiet is very big tonight………..(btw – almost 150 up at 10pm EST)

 

but then – there’s this (with some saying SHE is see eye aye)…..most of us are lost in this war at this point – not knowing who to trust…………discernment – HOWEVER even discernment isn’t 100%………..the only way TO truly discern is when ONLY TRUTH is shown………..ain’t you tired of having to figure out all of this “who is good who is real who isn’t” b.s.?  yeah – ME TOO.  i know there is George News and George Magazine with the George Magazine having the original font………

 

and then this……..YUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE eye roll at this point tonight…….i am “discerning” myself by binge-watching some heartland, maybe a movie or two.  not a drinker so i tossed back a couple of cookies with red grapes as a chaser.  (not watermelon season yet)

 

 

 

didn’t T make a deal w/them?

 

 

 

gotta have humor:

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Chris CdnPatriot@CdnPatriot1017
25 April, 02:13

VK at 1:10 > 11 Central

MSM.
CIA counter-ops.
Will all fall down.

It’s Going Down, I’m Calling TIMBER

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Years of having to straddle the normie fake world with the real world have a cumulative effect.”  AMEN, Martin.  T H I S in spades:
Martin Geddes  @martingeddes
24 April, 06:22

I am noticing how myself and other ‘awake’ people — who have been persecuted by authorities and/or traumatised by events — are cycling through periods of normal functioning and generalised anxiety. I can feel a kind of mild PTSD creeping over me. It often hits late at night, or as I wake up.

I might have work to do, but I can’t focus on any of it. Just have to breathe and wait for the stress response to ease off. Years of having to straddle the normie fake world with the real world have a cumulative effect.

Going “all in” during the Trump admin mk1 plus scamdemic means some areas of your life get neglected, and eventually there are consequences as you have to keep functioning in the crazy legacy environment but with less tolerance for the BS.

Kat istheSea3  @KatistheSea3
25 April, 06:35
In response Hyssop Cedar to her Publication
In a way, the ones that are most dangerous
are the ones that “look normal.”If you see a heavily tattooed MS13
you’d know, OMG that’s a monster.But a school teacher
a member of the PTA
someone who goes to your church
that nice Mother Teresa……..
BEWARE 💥Seriously.The fact that you & I & much of Humanity
are STILL ALIVE
is frickin MIRACULOUS
& due entirely to QTeam
& the White Hat Global MILITARY
& Leadership Alliance 🌸If we live to ascension
& I KNOW IN MY HEART WE WILL
we won’t BELIEVE what we survived here 🌟
Oh YES – we ARE INDEED D O N E FUCHING FUCHING DONE IN SPADES!!!
Lady 4Trump@Dollface
25 April, 01:12

#wwg1wga #TheGreatAwakening #NSWIC #EndTheEndless #GodWins 🍿🍊

it is sooo crystal clear how SICK all of this is.
Again, done…done…done.

Signed, We The People
————————-

The Library

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Good!  I am DONE with evil DONE with filth DONE with perversion and DECEPTION and FAKE.  DONE DONE DONE DONE and D O N E.
filomena medeiros @torontocanada
25 April, 06:57
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farther along in the process than you realize………..interesting as she again is struggling to shuffle the cards and one falls out and onto the floor (The Cosmic Doubt card)………..my sense – again – is matrix fookery to inject something to try to block the NCSWIC moment……..PRECIPICE of the unknown………..be FEARLESS…….the watchers (ugh on that)……again – “them” coming in to try to create a block or hassle…..??……very interesting first few moments…..COULD be those on the outside helping could be considered the watchers………i don’t know – i have grown to be wary of anything/anyone I cannot see after this experience here……..discernment is necessary the tool…..

Aries – Fork in the road and an alien.

 

NYP really dropping lately……

First Republic Bank down nearly 30% after customers pull $100 billion in deposits

Shares of First Republic Bank slumped 49% on Wall Street on Tuesday after the lender reported that its deposits shrank by $100 billion in the first quarter of this year.

https://nypost.com/2023/04/25/first-republic-bank-down-nearly-30-after-customers-pull-100-billion-in-deposits/

 

https://www.foxnews.com/politics/whistleblower-tell-house-us-govt-middleman-multi-billion-dollar-migrant-child-trafficking-op

 

narrative switch:

https://www.foxnews.com/politics/biden-admin-warns-migrants-entering-illegally-will-result-removal-fears-post-title-42-surge

 

error message seems to have disappeared……………i wonder who’s behind this……………

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Biden Campaign Site Displays Creepy ‘Dark Brandon’ Meme

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Start of the day Synch ~ 4.22

 

On the 22nd no less.

After I woke up this morning, I stayed in bed for awhile – clearing, tuning in.  I started to feel 1010 again – hearing what VK said “1010 for the win”.  Also thought of 1234/4321 and 5’s that I’ve been seeing. Remembering my card-playing-drawing-10’s dream – a card game I’ve been playing a lot of in recent days – including 2 nights ago when I was nudged to do so.  I played one round, was going to go to sleep but something nudged me to play another round.  Instead of the usual shuffling I just decided to mix them up intuitively.  The first 4 cards I drew: three 5’s (heart club and diamond) and the King of clubs.  I wanted to take a picture – but it was 2am and I was too tired to crawl out of bed and go retrieve the camera – but I kept the cards as is on top of the deck.  I wanted to talk about it here but felt – nah – so moved on – until this morning when I saw this synch:

Tyler 316 @TWM316
22 January, 02:39

Don’t want to come off as being insensitive due to the subject matter of his post, but when VK gives any kind of countdown, the Anon in me perks up.

He said “AROUND 4 months”
1/20/23 – 5/23/23 = 123 days
Q post #523 – Checkmate
TVMSS = 1010 in Hebrew Gematria
5/23/23 > 555

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Trump’s NFT cards – this one w/him as the King:
Here is a pic of those 4 cards I drew back-to-back:
Love,
V.
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Incandescent light bulbs anyone? Lightbulb lamenting and some Finds ~ 4.21.23

 

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Well, glad we stocked up when we did.  It was a PITA trying to find an incandescent light bulb in this woke land of LED but we finally found what we needed (and intend to buy buy buy where we can given LED worshippers have pushed that agenda until it’s LED only later this year).  Trying to tell someone about the frequency (in which data began circulating about that 15 some years ago so DUH it’s available for anyone wanting to DUH see) – inside the stores – you get the look:

But people are waking up…………

SLOWLY.

Emphasize S L O W L Y.

I am sensing and seeing the fake simulated crap E V E R Y W H E R E now.

Talk about uncomfortable.

I walked outside – paused – and realized even the bird calls were a program.  Can’t explain it other than a knowing within – plus tuning in and I realized it’s the same frequency/sound over. and. over. and. over.

What does that?

A simulation.

Walk outside and see one of “them” – exiting their home – exact same time as you for the thousandth time this year.

What does that?

A simulation.

Well at least Elon confirmed that we live inside a bowl with a roof (or simulation with firmament for those who prefer that term).

It is possible to create such a space to keep you SAFE from evil.

But when evil creates it and is here inside WITH ya – that don’t sound like much protecting to me.

Speaking of this place and the matrix – I recently recommended a video that speaks about the brain and spinal cord hook-up.  That’s all you need to listen to.  The rest was a bunch of the usual mantra that “even though you got put in here due to a war it’s up to you and ONLY YOU to get yourself out.  You wanna hang out here for however long or do you wanna get out now?  Up to you.  And I’mma gonna say this without telling you HOW (because the truth is I don’t know how either but we won’t talk about that – I just wanna sit here and take in your energy [loosh] but not tell you a damn thing about HOW we break out of an energy prison with a mind wipe and our consciousness Self elsewhere).

Other than raise your vibe.

ARGH!

Not wasting my time on anything else like that ever. again.

And people still talking about the Universe smackin’ us with “lessons” – who are supposed to KNOW different by now.  Mute button is in serious use now.

THIS WOMAN IS DONE…… WITH…… FAKE.

DONE DONE DONE DONE and D O N E.

As the radio is singing:  I still haven’t found what I’ve been lookin’ for……..

Deep breath as I move on………..

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

******

we need this 24/7……….

Trending

Praying
68.1K Tweets
daily now…..
Trending in United States
Epstein
29.2K Tweets

 

 

Resharing.  Who needs something like this now?

 

 

Just. BRING. IT. ALREADY………………………

 

True.  Vetted:

They advertise – small independent type businesses.  Think I should advertise my site?

 

lots of people saying “how many times have WE HEARD THIS?!”  time to be loud and in the face of those who shout out narratives like this over. and. over.

 

 

 

 

 

 

well at least this is new info………..anyone seeing different (as in i never see THIS) rainbows?  nothing here yet……..

May be an image of text that says '37 min ago YellowRoseforTexas @James Berg The AI can't operate the Numbers system now, his console has been pulled. This should be interesting. haha, they have to have a number for everything, in the code. Upstairs mentioned 'notice' the rainbows. I'm guessing they're doing rainbows for people to see.'

 

 

 

Verrrrrrrrrrrry interesting…………….got it very early…………went through hell……….and held it…………..stay in good health – get ready – it’s not long – a year and a half michael………

4214

May 11, 2020 9:49:34 PM EDT
May 11, 2020 9:48:47 PM EDT

Anonymous ID: f386ac No. 9132373 

May 11, 2020 9:45:43 PM EDT

Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6 ID: ab4dc2 No. 9132283 

>>9132283 Bring on the PAIN!
>>9132373 It’s happening. Q

 

 

Gotta look paaaaaaaaaaast the message for something hidden w/in it:

1293

Apr 28, 2018 10:19:12 PM EDT
Apr 28, 2018 10:17:34 PM EDT

Q !xowAT4Z3VQ ID: 8a0a0f No. 1228588 

Apr 28, 2018 10:07:30 PM EDT

Anonymous ID: 53d5ff No. 1228489 

Increased chatter re: Mueller. Are you confused? Attempts to contact have failed. Can you trust? Your move. 11-9bd-23>>1228489

Shall we play a game? Can you trust? You know that we know. You know what we have. Your move. Q
>>1228588
Noted:IP-Ghost:
Q

 

 

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there’s that damn extra [L] again……….

 

some convinced he’s one of “them”………..and it is possible……however what is also possible is the mirroring – of their symbolism – to use against them for exposure……….and in order to be involved in this plan at this level you have to fit in/surround yourself in “it” until you no longer need to……

 

 

 

 

 

difficult to find to watch for free………..local library doesn’t have it – but they do have books etc. on the “dangers” of conspiracy theories………….

 

 

 

 

 

 

seeing we have MAGA’s – who still ain’t “seeing” fully and are chanting 2024 2024 2024………the other side who still fly ukraine flags and wear face diapers……then there are the anons……….the frogs…………who see the entire show for what it is – who know this has been a battle for our Souls/Consciousness……….truly evil………..inside this simulation………

 

 

 

 

Well let’s clarify this – this was mainstream back in 2008 when I saw an article (AP) on the back page of my newspaper talking about Gates and spraying aerosol particles to control the weather (make it cooler)………i wish i had cut it out and saved……………

Nunya Effin Bizness @Nunyaeffinbizness
21 April, 04:44
WHY
IS NO ONE ON THIS PLATFORM TALKING ABOUT MAINSTREAM MEDIA ADMITTING PRIME TIME THAT WEATHER MODIFICATION EXISTS?I’ve waited two days to see if anyone would pick up on it …
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Jimbo _66 @Jimbo0566
21 April, 07:13
FIVE YEAR DELTA! 🐸
#Q1201 #Q !
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now they naming it after…..stars in the sky?
interesting (above) timing – considering T dropped this last night…….almost as though he knows something………….

Donald J. Trump

@realDonaldTrump
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San Tarot:
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Current Reflection ~ 4.21.23

 

 

Saw this last night.  Feeling very much like this – feeling quite powerless atm to help my baby – feeling like the two of us are sinking and ain’t no one coming in to help in the way we NEED even though I intend and pray and ask what I think are real people.  Fake world.  Fake people.  Fake promises.

DONE with it and ’em all.

D O N E.

Today – struggling big time w/the plan.  Why?  It’s someone ELSES idea of what THEY think my experience should be.  For example, who says I want gold backed currencies?  WHO THE FUCH gives someone else the power to dictate MY EXPERIENCE?  That is reason #1 I have tried relentlessly and unsuccessfully for years to unite and create and at this point when I see these communities they seek healthy adults – young and fit and mentally productive.

That ain’t me today.

No room for someone like myself – how or what I have evolved into – even though years ago I met their “criteria”.

Last night, again, I intended with full power protective sleep – especially for her.  Didn’t work last night (seems to be hit or miss).  Evil found its way in regardless and gave us both disturbing dreams.  In my experience I KNEW within it was not mine but was f’ing powerless to get myself out – mind crap – get lost inside the dream and don’t know you are being f’d with until you wake up/get out.  The level of exhaustion I have reached is unbearable.  Sleep and pray and rest I am told – to which I DO and those suggestions insult the cr@p outta me.  Anyone not seeing some are more targeted here or that we’re even in a spiritual battle are blind fools not worth my time or precious energy.

So I remain a screaming mama now and then and if others take issue with that, F ’em.  They aren’t my tribe.  Wondering if I even have one here.

Enjoy this video.  Somewhere – my girl and I are being seen/heard and there is some plan in the works in the ether/Universe to step in and up and help pull us up and out.