Today has been an unusual day energetically speaking. At one point I felt I was purging my own stuff, another point, the collective. I could feel the energies breaking down in the masses, the perceptions being challenged, all of the old programming crumbling. If this crumbling is not allowed into ones Being/being, the upcoming weeks are going to be extremely painful. Can anyone say cognitive dissonance breakdown?
Yes, that is what I felt.
So I knew it was time for me to head out on a walk and move this energy through my body and get it out. No real desire to play the empath role any longer. Headsets on, I began the walk with a lot of physical movement. Playing on my voice recorder was a recording of an awesome funky dance tune. I wanted to dance. Why not, I thought. So I broke out in dance movements. I twirled. Funked down. Walked backwards down the sidewalk. Sang out loud.
Totally and completely embarrassed my child, but as I say “at times that is my job to keep you aware I am a human being and not just a mama”.
In time we came to the path that leads to my Sacred Tree. As we approached, I did the usual greeting. Placed my hand on her. I felt she wanted me to lean into her, with my back, so I did that. Felt very nice to feel so supported that way. Oh how I am ready to let go of all of that isolation and feeling like I am doing far too much of this experience alone. I began to think about wanting and needing my tribe. As I had that thought, I heard her say “do one of your ceremonies for me”.
What a beautiful request, I thought. I was very willing to comply.
So I turned around, stepped back a foot or so and intuitively put my arms out at their side. I imagined I had my tribe standing there with me, holding hands, making a circle around the tree. Upon doing this, my cells began to vibrate. Memories returning of how I once did this so long ago.
And how I so long to do this again.
Tears formed and easily fell. I hummed a tune and sent her my energy. I thought “we did this to give back to our trees for the energies they give to us, for the shelter they provide us”. I had a knowing appear again where I knew we are supposed to live surrounded by trees. We are ONE with them. I have had this “knowing” for over 20 years.
This is why, in the new realm, I have continuously seen my house being surrounded by this beautiful, lush forest of tall pines.
With that I said my good-bye. As I walked away I felt “see you on the other side.”
Until next time…