How are ya’ll feeling today? A bit better? Did you feel a shift/lift come in late am/mid-day? Sleep was still the same – but I realize that’s largely personal for me (the tension I have been feeling all week).
Enjoyed the sun and company of one of you’s in person friendship for expansive, heartfelt authentic conversation which is so. frigging. refreshing (because it happens in person). Had a beautiful dog walk over to us and gave so much love – it brought tears to my heart and eyes. I’ve missed having a doG – and really felt that in full today. I am ready.
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With love,
V.
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THIS:
I don't want to be toxic or angry or confused, ever again.
I would say this is the controlled actor doing his “community service part”…….
Former talk show host Phil McGraw (“Dr. Phil”) made an appearance on the southern border in Texas on Friday and blasted President Biden and Vice President Harris for sparking a “humanitarian crisis unlike anything we’ve seen before.”
i’m not sure if i already shared the following – wack of sweep…….make me zzzzzzz……..
Hey Cain. That's a soft disclosure. They've already got something out there but it's not a sail. It's a frensel Lens at Lagrange point 1. I made this video back in 2019pic.twitter.com/cnmJvHZ4PI
Scavino posted a video yesterday that flashed the Bat Signal at the :17 mark. His timestamp = 10:28 Q1028 = 5:5 and is signed Q+ This morning Trump (Q+) reTruthed Jon Voight’s ‘Believe’ video at 00:55am.
The matrix keeps hitting. Gotta take the car in. Outrageous electric bill. Needing some extra love this month from anyone who has it to spare.
Don’t like the energies. This horror show going to amp up until it is intolerable 24/7 then wala – all is sunshine happy? Really?
No thank you. I continue to intend creating what I want on my terms.
Sleep. Uh, no comment.
Throw in the whole survival mode so many of us are now living at a new level and wow. E N U F F.
So I intend for ALL detachments from any and all fear programs. All of the lies I bought – about myself especially. Seen loved released and removed. Now. It is done on My command.
On I go. On we go. Seeing a lot of similar struggles in the collective too. Which helps – a bit – but not really, you know? The power company wrote me (this is a first, btw) – telling me how much my power was up as compared to this time last year (hello snow ice freezing temps for close to 2 weeks which we didn’t have last year). I glanced through it – yep – and deleted it.
WhatEVS on all matrix b.s. lies deception that doesn’t align with much less know anything about the Totality of Truth of ME.
And YOU.
Here’s what I’m seeing.
Love,
V.
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I sense that a lot of us are struggling with the cumulative trauma of this genocide and war. I can do a few letters to corrupt authority in a day, then I am wiped out. Afternoon naps to regain my strength for an evening at the keyboard. Small stuff like car repairs feel huge job.
Ep. 71 Bret Weinstein traveled to the Darien Gap to understand who's behind the invasion of our country. His conclusion: “it's not a friendly migration.” pic.twitter.com/mY8TlrLPnm
CNN host Erica Hill was left speechless after their chief law enforcement analyst detailed the activities of the criminal illegals in the months since their arrival in the country
“They have crews here that operate in New York, do all their stealing, then go to Florida to spend… pic.twitter.com/lsMD1pX9mP
for what it's worth as we don't know what this is or what it's really measuring nor these black lines – just know when the black lines appear it often feels UGH like hitting a pothole………. pic.twitter.com/DpksxrW52O
locally it’s been – chaotic. had a dream last night that turned out to be prophetic. the matrix continues to crash glitch and fight to survive. stay in the heart – connect with others (for me it’s most important to make that connection w/those of like mind/heart – it isn’t about judgment but about what FEEEEELS right. it’s a frequency thing and allows for total authenticity/honesty)……..
sleep – weird. unusual. some nights better than others – some hours – better than others. it’s bizarre and frustrating for all of us atm. getting more moments of clarity on who i am.
here’s what i’m seeing. please remember to donate, share, comment, subscribe and follow me on the platforms below. thank you!
love,
v.
******
it went up to over 900 today – a first (that i’ve seen):
Young Radicals song again in my space – played it for Sister D yesterday who let me know it was one of the first to be added to her play list. It’s for those of us – we are the “kids” (others have theorized) – here inside this place – screaming to be free. The kids waking up – seeing – and this song I swears was sent in for us. Or at least it’s a song whose words were written outside and filtered in – the lead singer performed the song at Biden’s inauguration – which at first perplexed me but then I saw where he said the song was needed at this very dark time in our history which is quite interesting……. Anyway…..The Young Radicals had only this one album – Maybe You’ve Been Brainwashed Too. Here are the poignant/truth telling lines from their song You Get What You Give:
What, what, what, what
One, two!
One, two, three, ow!
Wake up, kids, we got the dreamers’ disease
Age 14, they got you down on your knees
So polite, we’re busy still saying please
Frenemies
Who when you’re down, ain’t your friend
Every night we smash a Mercedes-Benz
First we run, and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
You cannot find the light (Light)
You feel your dreams are dying
Hold tight
You’ve got the music in you
Don’t let go
You’ve got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don’t give up
You’ve got a reason to live
Can’t forget
We only get what we give
I’m comin’ home, baby
You’re the tops
Give it to me now
Four A.M. we ran the Miracle Mile
We’re flat broke, but, hey, we do it in style
The bad rich, God’s flying in for your trial
Ha-ha-ha
But when the night is falling
You cannot find a friend (Friend)
You feel your tree is breaking
Just bend
You’ve got the music in you
Don’t let go
You’ve got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don’t give up
You’ve got a reason to live
Can’t forget
We only get what we give
This whole damn world can fall apart
You’ll be okay, follow your heart
You’re in harm’s way, I’m right behind
Now say you’re mine
You’ve got the music in you
Don’t let go
You’ve got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don’t give up
You’ve got a reason to live
Can’t forget
We only get what we give
Don’t let go
I feel the music in you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Fly high
What’s real can’t die
You only get what you give
You’re gonna get what you give
(Don’t give up) Just don’t be afraid to live
Health insurance, ripoff lying
FDA, big bankers buying
Fake computer crashes dining
Cloning while they’re multiplying
Fashion shoots with Beck and Hanson
Courtney Love and Marilyn Manson
You’re all fakes, run to your mansions
Come around, we’ll kick your ass in
Don’t let go
One dance left
Don’t give up
Can’t forget
Don’t let go
🚨Breaking: Rep. Marjorie Taylor Greene introduced a resolution to censure Ilhan Omar for her treasonous statements that she is serving as a foreign agent for a foreign country.
🚨🚨🚨 This lady asks a crowd of people in British Columbia, Canada 🇨🇦 to raise their hands, if they know someone that’s been injured by the #Covid#Vaccine :
What a f’ing last few days it’s been in this matrix. Sleep – whuz dat? Anxiety 😩….crying 😧😢…. Tissue. Chocolate. CBD. Bach remedies. Breathing exercises. And movement.
Every one of us in the house had an EBS go off on our phones – radio too. It was strong – that pulse was intense too – wowser! It was one of those IPAW tests – like the one they did last 10.4. Why today? Why now? I checked and I did see this – first of weekly tests from 2 weeks ago – eastern US. Also hearing from others locally who received the same. Anyone else?
I see – many – not waking up – not wanting to. Today was rough – had a session and was talking about the pay to live reality – how confining it is – limiting – even downright blocking us at times. My experience to it? All on me and has nothing to do with anything external. The stress I feel – the frustration – all due to my inner workings and perception.
Healer’s opine.
Oh dear, I thought. This is not going to go well. I used to believe that. Now I know different.
I was ok in general with how the convo was flowing until I was presented this: “You expect people to pay you for your work. How is that any different than a utility company expecting you to pay for a service and you arguing it?” For some background, I had already told her our utility outlet charges us not just for water/sewer but also taxes for services I don’t use. Taxes that were not given the right to citizen vote. Instead, they call them fees. Anyway – I told her at one point I said I would pay for water and sewer and all affiliated fees – but I would be removing the rest of their “fees” from my bill. I was told “if you do that, and we will shut off your water”. Even though I technically PAID for that water, I asked. Yes, I was told.
So I said “First, I ask for donations for the work I do. Even if I did require fee for work/service, I wouldn’t turn off water or electricity or kick my readers out of their home for refusal to pay. How on earth is that even the same thing?”
It isn’t.
That’s pretty much how the session went after that. Life has always been expensive, I was told. Oh yeah? In the 80’s I worked a minimum wage job at 30 hours a week and that was enough to afford my own apartment. Not the same today. Not. even. close.
My inner experience – my frustration and struggles come down to what I am telling myself. Doesn’t matter what I am experiencing. Doesn’t matter who is around me saying or doing whatever. Her opine. Nothing more than that. Outside doesn’t impact within – not unless we allow it to. Doesn’t matter if my bills keep going up or if I need to change my life but am unable to do so simply because of the cost of housing and food. Nope.
Blame the victim, anyone? Gaslighting? I didn’t think this person fell into that category. I just can’t imagine saying those words to someone. I appreciate empowering – but to say “i cannot validate your belief that the outside world is creating internal stress for you”.
Life here is not so easily categorized. It’s all connected. WE are connected to it. I am more than a biological brain for fook sake. We all are. But I guess that’s what sheep tell themselves so they can go to their secure little worlds at the end of the day – tune out – and not have to feeeeeeeeeeeeel. I swear today I was in the presence of a computer program. In fact – as things began to get interesting and I brought in the pay to live piece – I kid you not – my computer glitched and she suddenly sounded robotic. She experienced it to (as being unable to hear me).
So………..this awakening is not going to impact everyone. Those like her would have their brains implode if they were to see it all. Take years and years of deprogramming. They’re going to need a special place. And I have no desire to hold their hands. I used to really think that – align with it – but today? Once liberation hits, I’m outta here – off and doing with my own projects and doing’s that are at this point ONLY held up due TO money.
But that’s just me. lol Nothing out there that can touch me. I’m a emotional-less AI robot. None of that humaning for me. 😂
In fact – at this moment – let’s try this out shall we? I hold in my hands my current utility bill – sealed in an envelope. Was told it was going to go up again for next month. Let’s see if that’s true and let’s see if there is any inner experience other than total neutrality. I’m in a fairly calm space – feeling a bit humorous you could say (I have a small smile on my face as I type this).
Hey – it changed – it dropped $20. I was not expecting that. I haven’t looked to see the reasons why yet – but did that do anything for me within? YES. IT. DID. Of course it did. I’m a HUMAN. Made me feel a teeny tiny bit of “oh ok – that’s a bit of good news”. Nothing intense or WOW AMAZING A MIRACLE – but something I felt.
And why?
Because. I. Am. A. Human.
And thank goodness for it. Without we humans there would be no awakening. Without we awakened humans we wouldn’t be fighting so hard to change this world so above conversations are no longer an occurrence nor are such services necessary. And utility and other pay to live expenses become null and void because, as I also shared (to no avail), we now have REAL freedom – not this fake definition pushed on us.
THIS in a nutshell:
Something’s missing. More than ever in our history, as I said to her, it’s more acceptable to talk about our issues. We have a plethora of counselors, etc. to choose from in which to do so. And yet why is it there are more people experiencing depression and anxiety? Don’t you think part of that if not most of it is due to what has been happening out in the world?
OMG I am a genius – give me one of them degrees – I’ll take over now please!
UGH……
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so – i don’t follow this intel tonight but this came up on my feed so i decided to share:
also of interest: our local wells fargo bank is suddenly closed – they aren’t saying for how long – claiming our recent snow/ice storm – which was an inconvenience but certainly not a disaster. all other businesses that i know of nearby and next door are open.
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too…..i like her – but this doesn’t go deep enough. pretty sure what 17 referred to was where we are and who has been here with us all along – “invisible” to our hijacked eyes…..
:::detaching from the matrix narc program in progress:::
Heightened anxiety atm. I have fidget spinners, tacky poster putty and pop-its by me. Cookies and chocolate on stand-by.
I feel so solid now in this knowing and feeling that this entire sim/ai/matrix experience is THE narc program – the main Operating program – attached to each of us – some more than others dependent upon things like gender, levels of awakening, trauma, ability to self-reflect and heal, etc. It’s obviously behind the pay to live system – in government, education, religion, family, marriage – every institution “they” push on us to “sign up and join in and be like everyone else so you too can be happy and free”.
I am seeing it B I G time on social media today – certainly in recent days. A lot of finger pointing and poking including seeing an account I have been on the fence about throwing judgment towards those who are questioning the plan and showing impatience saying in a rather derogatory manner that the military rescuing the children is not interested in your impatience – then later laughing emoji’s saying hey i am not into drama (or something similar). Yeah? Then perhaps watch word choice – especially when there was no concern shown for those who are struggling (much less questioning gawd forbid that happens w/some of these folks) nor offer of help.
You know – “hey I’m sorry you’re struggling because of all of this – is there anything I can do for you?”
NARC program still running having some fun with its pokes – swooping in – attaching to someone and firing off words and energies of anger and frustration in others.
This isn’t about ego. It’s about the background running program of this matrix: N A R C.
Self-seeking. Self-serving. Inability to empathize. Seeks to poke, incite violence, chaos and harm then sit back and watch in enjoyment. It is truly – literally – a program. Nothing organically human about it. (but we have the ability to see it – own it – and detach from it and get back to the Heart)
I’m just sharing what I feel and observe here. Obviously I don’t see it all here. I can sense what I feeeeeeeeeeeel is truth but can’t offer much of anything – if anything solid – that this or that is happening.
Which is very frustrating when one is awake – and extra frustrating when one is awake, living in poverty, struggling to eat, struggling with health conditions, and/or alone/isolated and as such is literally waiting on the world to change and shift – tech released, abundance released – ALL that was taken returned in order. to. have. that. experience. the. heart. and. Soul. seek. I really experienced this during the recent winter storm when we lost power for awhile. I KNOW tech exists that would free us from the concern of going without power/electricity. I KNOW about weather manipulation/control. I KNOW there is so. much. more. and. better. KNOW. K N O W. And when that frustration kicks in because one is having to deal with the total unadulterated b.sheot of this petri dish…………
Anyway…………….
Here are some finds – some bizarre. 🙄😜😂 Please Share, Donate, Comment, Subscribe and follow me on the other channels listed below the finds.
"Calabrese held that the sheriff, two deputies, and the two county commissioners named in the lawsuit, one of whom has since left the board, are personally liable for damages."https://t.co/8WUgiuMJlC
US w/the polar vortex last week and now this in Europe……….
On Sunday evening, Storm Isha wreaks havoc, leading to significant disruptions and leaving thousands of homes without electricity in Ireland…the British Isles, and Scandinavia Might be affected… pic.twitter.com/2vaDkAPMew
“I’M YOUR FATHER!” @okeefemedia EXPOSES secret ‘Alitas’ facility at 1150 W. Drexel in Tucson as well as ‘Alitas Angels’ located at 112 Park street inside old Bank Building in Nogales
NOGALES — We just followed the trail of the migrant vans right to the source, visiting the… pic.twitter.com/9saIUWyHYh
Has anyone else noticed an absence of satellites crossing the night sky? I have not seen ONE satellite recently. Used to see at least a dozen a night. pic.twitter.com/slsi2qYMNb
This – above – is very much in the air atm. It is time for women to heal – and to be supported in this way. (and this is not to create division – i know we’ve all been harmed here – male and female – but i am female and i am seeing this take place in many of my female friends at this time) There has been so much false ugly pressure to look a certain way. We are expected to take care of the house and the children and make a living. We are expected to cater and tend to everyone’s needs. We can’t be too thin or too large. Our boobs have to look a certain way. We are hassled for wearing makeup or not wearing makeup. Men attack women. Women attack women.
Can we just please stop? And LOVE each other? The way we were created to?
Can we END the aggression?
Even though I feel by and large some of these women were blinded by evil agendas, the whole pink hat movement – these women had some valid points. Instead – it was mostly conservative men and even some select conservative women who threw them all under the bus as lunatics instead of LISTENING – opening up their minds and thinking they MAY just have something to say.
BOTH sides have always had something of value to say.
Anyway – I am getting off track here. I just want a world – I f’ing COMMAND a world (and expect anyone who enters my life to support) where my girl feels VALUED AS SHE IS. I want a world where the focus is not on her BODY – E V E R – but on her MIND. Her HEART. Her SOUL. Her CHARACTER. Her THOUGHTS and WISDOM. I want a world where she can wear WHATEVER THE FOOK SHE WANTS without some asshat – male or female – making comments – as though her body/looks are somehow their personal business.
FUCH ALL OF THAT. (and good thing she has this woman as her mama to call it all out and tell her every. single. day. how beautiful and precious and valued and worthy she is because i didn’t have that – so i am breaking that cycle)
Moving on………
It is so very confusing up there on that world stage now. Or shall I say there is a lot of conflicting information. Those who once supported things like the plan, 17, the event are now saying it’s all evil. And me? I don’t know. I trust myself – but I also know outside nudges can be influenced and controlled leaving us feeling perplexed and very frustrated at times. I get and always have understood the whole “disinfo is necessary” (just heard a really strange beep/blip as I typed this btw – spouse and I looked at each other and said “what was that?”)………anyway I get all that – so to me until things are fully flushed out – it’s all pretty much disinfo – what matters for me is what I feel and want and need – and those I care about/for.
I was reflecting on something that many of us are “in” right now – in our own space – survival – self-preservation. I was wondering about that though – what if that is just energy coming from the matrix to poke us – exhaust us and keep. us. divided? Doesn’t it feel like we could be – need to be – uniting? Why do we have to do any of this nonsense alone? Why do we have to continue to be in survival mode? Uniting in some capacity would take away some of the stress as well as some of the stuck alone in survival mode. Right?
Anyway……….Went through a purge tonight. I just went with it – I knew it was mine – my energy – my repressed stuff – words I’ve kept to myself for years – built up – and out it came. I owned it all. Continue to reflect on it. Got out for a while in search of creative fun stuff – found a couple of things my girl has been in search of and one particular item my spouse has been driving all over the place looking for. So, I still got some magical manifesting power in me – intending for a little bit of it in my current state.
For now – feeling that exhaustion – weariness – and still in that space I was a few nights ago where I was lamenting on the frustration I feel over the work I do – and needing more support/help……..but onwards I go.
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I reallllllllllllllly don’t care what these mouthpieces have to say. I am much more interested in what I call “real people” have to say………
i'm tired of listening to ALL of these mouth pieces. when are WE THE PEOPLE going to have OUR voices heard? shut them all down. seriously……….. https://t.co/qRIsUBdas1
A small handful of things can trigger me deeply these days – this is one of them. Drives me to the brink – when I’m alone at the end of the day with my thoughts – about this world – wondering if it’s really ever going to shift….
Numerous emergency personnel and other agencies are currently at the scene of an aircraft accident involving Southern Airways Express Flight 246, a Cessna… pic.twitter.com/2UqizEFCSI
check out this picture from this article……Barron is unbelievably tall – like abnormally tall……….and he looks so. much. like. his dad when his dad was young………time travel involved can make physical changes in the body……….is it possible B is actually just another T? Melania as so many of us feel is not from here (and we women seem to know this quite strongly)……she has that sister from another world energy to her……….for the plan to work a family had to be created to sell T to the public……..and the wife would have to be part of this plan (if not one of the masterminds behind it)……anyway – just reflecting………
So here’s the video being censored (i explained i tried this about 3 years ago because of other videos i had seen and did. not. have. this. experience. it melted – did not burn and did not turn black). The smell coming from this – the crackling – plastic overload.
Strange anomaly that showed up on radar today – saw the one on the right first – refreshed the tv thinking it was some algo glitch – it was still there (left image). pic.twitter.com/e3uO9e7C3S
