11.26.23 ~ Finds and checking in: it’s all about needs

 

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YES

 

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DOUBLE yes

 

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TRIPLE YES – this right here above – this a NEED at this point……..

 

Needs.

I was reflecting on them today.  I’m studying non-violent communication (returning to it I shall say) in recent weeks.  Needs – the Universal needs – the need to feel safe.  The need to be loved.  Heard.  Valued.

And sometimes it’s simply the need to be in a new living situation.

I was really feeling that one today as I was bringing pans of hot water out to the garage to add to the machine which can only run on cold water given how we have had to have this whole “washing clothes” situated.  Many hoses to contend with which is a real PITA – especially when it’s very cold outside – as in unbelievably cold lately so everything has to be unhooked at night – and struggling to get this place heated above 67 after days of this otherwise beautiful sun but frigid temps at night and the current electric bill made me grimace – have funds coming to help out which have yet to arrive.  Last year the state didn’t release them until February.  !!!  (nice little pot of interest they likely collected).  Anyway where was I going?  Oh yes – having to do outside doings that after a certain age well – your body is reminding you that you aren’t 22 anymore.  Having to “suck it up” because those with whom you rent from have a lot more money than you and thus more power because there is really nothing truly tangible to protect the rights much less the needs of those not yet privileged enough to own their own home.  Looking out there and seeing the thousands just in my area alone who are homeless – I suck up a lot of things to keep a roof over the head.  It isn’t right – but when it comes right down to it what is more important:  standing up for yourself or living in a tent (because the rents are too. expensive. now – and your current rent is doable).

I see what happens when you stand up to the system – alone.  You lose.  Unless you have an army of people around you, you lose.  And even at that – your odds are slim.  How many people are in jail due to their Right to stand up FOR their rights?  J6 anyone?

Heather Ann and Randy anyone?

And us – once upon a time.

N E V E R going through that again.  Fight back – we did – but the stress we went through?

And back then – was much younger.

Ooooooh the anger.  Deep deep within I have such disdain.  But I also have a centered warrior who says “choose your battles wisely”.  Having a warm dry safe home for the family – especially the child – #1.

So ya learn to suck it up.

Until – I no longer have to.

For on the other side of all of this – I will share thy truth – when I have a big tribe around me – backing me up – in every way – in every need.

Jesus let that new be tomorrow.

For now – some nights – I drive around and look at the nice big homes.  Manicured lawns.  I know many of these people – know they own their properties – many for so many years the mortgage is likely paid off.  Do they ever count their blessings?  Ponder what it must be like for those who have yet to achieve that kind of abundance?  And I also wonder where I went wrong.  What could I have done differently?  That leads me down a path of judgment and self-recrimination – so I do the deep breath and remind myself to continue on and stay focused on New.  And the new things I am (working on) building.  That was then – this is now.  And as I now say without shame without embarrassment and without hesitation:  it comes down to money.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please support my work by donating and sharing.  Thank you ~ as always.

Love,

V.

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First thought:  we about to hit 10:10 (for the win)…..?

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/timing-first-fed-cut-key-why-november-jobs-report-critical

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/even-oliver-stone-starting-question-2020-election

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/disneys-wish-theatrical-bomb-and-latest-string-woke-failures

Is it time to declare the Disney brand dead?

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/peter-van-buren-ukraine-war-just-about-over

 

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Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

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She’s nailing the inner experience – nervous system is shot.  This is the most intense feeeeeeeeeeels yet – absolutely.  That’s why I must continue to remind myself to go within – find the Stillness – connect with my Heart and just love every piece of myself…….

LMH:

Masculine Cleanup

 

Thoughts atm:  What is this event we all feel?  What is this NCSWIC?  Will we become clearer on it before it arrives?  Being as Aligned with my Center is the best self-advice I have.  Letting go all of the mind chatter (that I engaged in above and earlier today – lol – 🙄😜😂)………Stay in my heart.  Remind myself of this as many times as necessary.  As I tell myself and my girl regularly:  Love is the only thing that is forever.  Everything else – temporary.  💜🙏💜

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

One thought on “11.26.23 ~ Finds and checking in: it’s all about needs”

  1. I can relate to Lisa Harrison’s POV and energetic overview. I’m taking care of an elder who is very needy-so the lack of sleep and drain on positive energy reserves is a challenge[ the inner masculine warrior-parent has been activated, and I’m not always patient.] Nonetheless–I’m excited to see so many who are witnessing the mega-transformation in human consciousness. The FEAR factors are secondary at this stage for myself and my closest peers and allies. We all see through the masks and the fake realities we are all dealing with. Those human beings who are still in denial or who refuse to embrace their divine spiritual nature will no doubt be lost along the way…unless miracles(for them) occur. Good report, V…mucho gracias. [BTW–love the first photo at the top of your post! …saved it and sharing!]

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