3.22.24 ~ Checking and Finds showing SOME type of movement

 

I’m stuttering today – I’m so overwhelmed.  Lifelong rage coming to surface – again.  I wrote a piece on my buy me a coffee site – feel free to read (and buy a coffee if you feel so inclined).  I’ve noticed I’m making more typos than usual.  Anyone else?  Seeing others have also reached a new zenith of things like overwhelm, exhaustion.  The collective squeeze – bringing up all that needs to be seen.  I intend we all release and heal whatever needs attention and love.

I am seeing it’s hard to promote myself.  Several groups I belong to – no self-promotion – which is ridiculous considering a couple of the groups are those on the healing journey and seeking to increase their income as part of that journey.  Unless you pay someone money, self-promotion can be a lonely, frustrating journey at times.  Other times – it’s a nice flow of abundance.  Today I feel I tapped.  It’s like how. much. longer. until. that. magical. moment?

For now, having more moments that are very present – very strong – wanting to rub it in the face of those in my life who have told me I am a loser, I’m lazy, don’t try enough.  Who have told me my ideas will “never happen”.  Who have laughed at me, abandoned me, mocked me all while I too often stood silent, afraid, shaking inside:  JUDGMENT DAY IS HERE.  Eat. Crow.

And walk away like a Boss.

Ok.  So that is a vent I hesitate to share but figure so many of you have shown appreciation for my authentic purging – and figure I am not alone with that emotional state – which is coming from the anger originating from the pain of disappointment.  Too trusting.  Too many times of “giving just another chance” while dismissing my inner voice.  That last part – biggest piece.

Working on the judgment thing – which of course comes back to my own self judgment.  Remembering to love myself.  Allowing.  That’s what this is about – returning to Love.  That is taking near constant discipline.

Individual and collective journey.  Bright points of light all on a path of remembering, purging – sometimes that Light is dim and covered up with emotions of doneness fedupness, etc.  But always there no matter the emotional state of our humanness.  Please continue to hold Murry in your prayers.  He’s healing well, preparing for the final procedure.  And thank you to those of you who have bought gifts for my girl from her wish list.  That alone has meant a lot this week and has given her the chance to see that there are very good people out there.  💖

Ok – so with all of that said – here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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an interesting collage of tidbits showing what each of us in the states has paid plus the outrageous budget for these alphabet types:

 

 

 

 

“all part of the plan” we hear……….perhaps, yes………….but this as I said:

 

“luck” as in he knew how to use “their” system……at this point it’s tiring and too triggering for many who are seriously struggling to pay the basics…..

 

 

 

 

another actor looking like U G H what is THAT?!…………O M G on this one – he must’ve been really bad to have someone looking like this show up……

Bruce Springsteen returns to stage looking unrecognizable — and a little bit like Tilda Swinton (yahoo.com)

 

 

 

 

draggin’ myself on the ground at this point in all of this as i meekly ask with deep seated rage inside “IS THIS THE 11.3 WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR???”

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

One thought on “3.22.24 ~ Checking and Finds showing SOME type of movement”

  1. “….all of the pantographs of the train disappeared?” I had to look “pantograph” up in the dictionary. WTH is this?…as if the ‘Fringe’ TV series has been ushered into the matrix via CERN? Ok–so I guess power lines that ‘were’ overhead’ that the train runs on’. But those winds were spectacular in accord with the disappearing powerlines[?]…. Definition of “Pantograph”: “…a jointed framework conveying a current to a train, streetcar, or other electric vehicle from overhead wires.” OK–Giant Gusts of Wind =’Epic’ wind. Got it. Are they saying that wind of this magnitude is rare in Japan?…in the meantime, Moscow terror attacks(as in ‘Real’ WTF!?)…and most of the world appears as if poised for a mental strait jacket…[best case scenario?]

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