What a bizarre day. The energy was weird – pokes definitely came in albeit it pretty benign – but still there. From the O M G moment of realizing a local child – a small child – has now essentially gone from male to female – to yet again another dog incident to seeing the JB/KH signs everywhere again (where are they coming from?) to the very creepy dream my mate had – I continue to focus on the good – the time at the park – seeing the beautiful man doing Staff work (something I am very interested in) – to seeing the beautiful baby boy who was full of smiles and verbal sounds seeing me – and the beautiful dream my girl had….well the back and forth is definitely full on.
LOVE FREEDOM rises above it all. It’s a frequency thing.
Last night I spent hours going through old letters and mementos from my childhood – on into my 20’s. Concert ticket stubs. Plays. A plethora of wedding and college graduation announcements. I was drawn to do this. As I dove into the past, I noticed a theme ~ the month of April and the numbers 22 and 17 ~ and 107. I wasn’t looking for anything like that – but it was all there and it all stood out quietly but noticeably. Hmmm….
Then today, when my girl was going through some of my young childhood drawing and stories, she noticed the date of something I made in first grade – one of those ABOUT ME booklets. Interestingly enough, I have had my girl work on something similar this past week. Anyway as she’s reading it she comes across the date – April 24th – and reads that out loud.
“What?” I asked. “April 24th?”
“Yep,” she answers and keeps on reading.
Something then spoke to me. I feel I am closing up some loop – coming full circle.
I certainly had no desire to stay stuck in the past after I did this – but I did want to find some piece of myself that I had “lost”. Childlike wonder and innocence. As I read through old report cards and citizenship awards, I noticed a theme here too. My teachers essentially said the same thing. I was happy, helpful and had an excellent disposition. A lot of that was an attempt to be brave in an otherwise uncomfortable school environment – especially when I was in elementary and middle school – but by nature that is who I was and who I am. So perhaps I am trying to recapture some of that – given how I have otherwise become.
Last night I told my mate awakening has not turned me into a delightful, always positive, optimistic woman. I see how each rabbit hole – each uncovering – has left a mark on me. A battle scar. Temporary of course. I do my best to be in my heart – but then there are attacks from this matrix world of evil – and evil is everywhere showing itself as we know – so yeah – it is a challenge to be in that space consistently/regularly – especially for someone with my temperament. Having the guard up is necessary now. For me. Be in the heart but eyes open just in case…
The schumann continues with that obnoxious fence pattern. I visualize a giant windshield wiper wiping it all away. Here in my state the governor is going full on nazi – pedal to the medal. Jab push. CV # lies. It’s like the more people wake up and see the lies and say NO the more the state pushes back. WE ARE NOT HAVING ANY of it.
Here are today’s finds.
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Hmmm…allegedly this was a couple of weeks ago…..
https://www.facebook.com/nicole.degraff.3/videos/10158440079692599
https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/tucker-carlson-canadas-covid-internment-camps-violate-the-most-basic-human-rights
And it begins:
https://www.foxnews.com/health/michigan-officials-investigating-fully-vaccinated-residents-get-covid-19-3-die-report
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Hey V, I just wanted to share this video with you. Jared Rand talking about the technologies waiting in the wings that will be keys to humanity’s glorious future. Sometimes that feels further off than maybe it is. I thought it would interest you because you always talk about wanting to design your own experience. These technologies let us do that. Also he says they are really just training wheels for our consciousness to learn to do these things without the devices. But that seems REALLY far in the future, to me at least. Who knows. I just know it feels good to think about a positive future.
there was no link – i would be interested in seeing this. thank you! i remember the first dream i had where i was in the new whatever-is-coming….i was able to manifest bread, a butter knife and peanut butter (to feed the groups of kids that were at my house) all with my mind. i remember thinking “my manifestation skills are coming along nicely”. and i remember another woman once saying we get the outer tech before going full on inner tech. and yet….i also continue to feel 2 timelines playing out – as we see now – one wants us gone, another freed, access to tech, etc…..and yet there is something else incoming that so many feel but have no words for….i just know what i have seen did not have me here in this realm – it was “earth like” and that was the only word i could come up with at the time – and still today.