I was pretty occupied most of the day taking care of the needs of the youngest family member, which began at 5am  (!!) so I am going to fire this off and go to bed.  Still very tired even after an hour nap at 8pm.
Earlier today I was feeling some guilt and wondering if I “should” be spending more time focused on the trafficking issue. Â It isn’t as though I am not aware of this. Â It was around 2002 I began down that rabbit hole, heard the story of Cathy O’Brien which lead me to other roads. Â However I was not awakened to how pervasive and dark it was until the past year. Â Each piece I have read, I feel traumatized and sick to the point where it knocks me out of my center.
As I felt this through, telling myself I “should” be stronger, etc….a message came to me (in the shower naturally). Â I had the visual of a baseball field, the field representing humanity’s awakening and transition. Â Each position holds its own unique purpose, with no position being above or more important than another. Â I “heard” there are plenty of people covering this topic, doing what they feel called to do as this is what they are here to do NOW. It is their purpose.
I then felt this relief so I could tune in and again feeeeeel my purpose in this experience. Â That is to speak of Love ~ the frequency ~ the Love Event ~ calling it forth by feeling it, expanding on it AND by sharing my feeel within that this is not something any of us must earn. Â Nothing to do other than to ALLOW it. Â Part of this is to see the programming (karma, lessons, etc.) and call it out for what it is. Â It is such a driving force within me ~ at times I have felt a bit crazy ~ certainly doubtful ~ until I let myself relax into it and embrace it ~ ALLOW it ~ accept this IS what I am here to be doing NOW. Â And then ~ I no longer feel crazy. For I know. Â This “knowing” has been a long journey full of visions and experiences ~ awake and while sleeping. Â Not ONE did I call for consciously. Â You could say they just happened to me ~ each one keeping me going on this path ~ even when I have sworn I was DONE. Â Finished. Â Not gonna focus on something so “out there”. Â 3D was safer. Â Easier. Â Saner.
Never has that lasted long for me. Â I get pulled back in. Â Guided. Â Prompted.
Much like Richard Dreyfuss’ character Roy in Close Encounters ~ which we watched tonight. Â He had the encounter which implanted visions he could not shake, no matter how much he tried. Â And all along he thought he was going crazy. Â He couldn’t explain all of these strange feelings and calling’s and visions he was having. Â And it wasn’t until he got clear on the shape of that Mountain that he knew ~ he was not crazy. Â He got it. Â At a breaking point, Life stepped in and let him know – this is REAL. Â This is your purpose NOW.
This Love Event IS real. Â I don’t know when it will happen (I would like to know) ~ although I have a feeling we can help bring it forth as we are co-creating this.
I don’t know how it will happen. Â I just know it is real. Â I know I am to talk about it. I know I am to be here as a support person for it. Â And I know I can help bring it here NOW. Â And I know it is ok to ask others to do the same ~ if one is so inclined. Â And as I said, most especially, because I have had a few tastes of it over the years, I KNOW it is my purpose now to offer reassurance to anyone feeling they need to “do” something ~ eat differently or meditate more or be totally healed and all that ~ none of that resonates with me as being necessary (I was given brief moments of the immensity of this ~ and I was not fully healed or eating vegan or even in a high vibe state at the time).
Love doesn’t work that way. Â Love is not that way.
The frequency of Love welcomes all.
All who are open to receiving. Â Even if the door to openness is just slightly ajar.
Let us call it forth.
Let us welcome it.
Let us be open to it.
That is all for now. Â I must stop. Â I am quite tired as I said above and my body is feeling funky ~ almost as if I am being sparked up (which is not so comfortable at times). Â Serious bloat. Â Acidic. Â I am suddenly wanting a diet of fruit, rice and root veggies (esp. carrots and potatoes). Â And my cell phone and computer are doing weird things at times in my presence, cell phone especially. Â I am wondering if it has something to do with these guys (critical frequencies)….This is NOT my area of expertise by any means but when I see spikes like this I gotta ask if this is having an affect on the body: Â 
Event Love Frequency for us All~
Victoria
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