The biggest piece of awakening is listening to the voice within.
Mine is obnoxious and loud these days.
Decades (lifetimes) of keeping too much of ME hidden.
Quiet.
Repressed. Oppressed.
“Trust my wings I fly” – to quote a line from a song I wrote 30 years ago.
Pushing through eons of fear, stuffed into my beautiful vessel.
False truths about myself. False words about being female and my roles and duties and what I am just supposed to “put up with” and other bullshit.
Sometimes that inner ME comes out sounding loud, messy, and overbearing.
So I have to take a step back.
Find my peace in the pause.
And ask – how do I want to sound right now?
Perhaps, for some, it doesn’t matter to me anymore how TF I sound. Because anyone who has a history of criticizing, judging, not listening, and otherwise leaving little painful jabs in my nervous system, it doesn’t matter how I present myself. For connection is not what I seek. Just a solid boundary that says the hell you will speak to me that way – back the fuch off.
That pretty much encompasses this entire matrix reality.
But for those for whom I truly care, who have my back, whose back I have, I care about how I sound and how I present myself. Because that is where I seek connection.
Arguing creates chaos.
Discussing creates connection.
I choose connection.
That starts with ME.
Just some thoughts.
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Victoria
The weather is oppressive here today. “they” cranked up the heat and ugh. And not just here of course. Storms. Tornadoes. I don’t consent to ANY OF THIS. So I look at it and say “NO” and imagine and bring in the conditions I want. Do it. This is OUR game. Remember how to “play”. Just like going after a pedo – you start with “NO STOP NOW” – get that scene removed – and bring in a new one that creates harmony.
🔴 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_d7CFGY1sY
Ryan Hall Ya’ll: LIVE – TORNADO OUTBREAK COVERAGE – Live Storm Chasers on the Ground…
This is possible. We question anything being pushed and highly covered by the MSM:
Yes it will because we have programmed it into this NOW moment.
it’s a mixed up world. boys are girls. girls are boys. ENOUGH
This is good advice. I use a Chromebook – it’s all I could afford – and it runs only on apps – which I don’t like. $$ LIBERATION NOW so I can make the choices that align with ME.
Was just thinking this yesterday:
I tried telling a member of the fam once about this – over 20 years ago. Was not received well. Message hit their firewall, was blocked and attempted to return to me.
