may explain why i could not sleep fully until 5am – and when i did wake up i was extremely agitated. Â i don’t align with these sudden spikes that disappear – they feel jarring. Â i much align with the long big bubbles of bliss. today the mood in the house is extreme frustration and agitation – from the oldest to the youngest. Â participating in this game and the limits of here just doesn’t work and pondering and going within to inquire “what next” brings up just empty space. Â
