Today’s Reflection/share

 

actually, there is not much to reflect on.  i would – if i could – but my brain is focused on two things yesterday and today:  sleep and eat.

it’s as though suddenly i am eating and sleeping for multiple versions of myself.  or perhaps a more accurate description is a part of me is suddenly birthed – a newborn baby – and i require eating every hour and sleeping – well more than i am which is approximately 11 hours at night and an hour nap in the evening.  that helped last night.

tonight?  no.  still needing more sleep but first my body is requiring yet more food – and water.

last night i read a couple others on this same journey/focus ask if anyone is suddenly ravenously hungry.  it’s as though i have the hollow leg theory – i eat and eat but where is it going?

very strange.

and for now – i’m going with it.

my mate reminded me of what i began feeling about 2 years ago – the closer we get to that moment, the more i will need to sleep.

i wonder if it’s too late to CANCEL/CLEAR that one.  this is a bit much.

i end this piece with the recent schumann image.  sharp jolts all night and into today.  i woke up this morning and had – yet again in recent days – the thought:  am i losing my mind?!  one of you sent me a message early this morning that greeted me as i turned on my phone:  “I am losing my mind”

well i do know this – as i read over 20 years ago – to know Source/Self – you gotta be out of your mind.

how are all of you doing?

love,

victoria

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