Today was hard. ย Really hard. ย I lost it to the point where I felt my mind was splitting apart. ย I couldn’t contain myself. ย I had to release.
The usual deep breathing and other techniques continue to not work as they once did. ย The ability to deal with any situation that wishes to control me is impossible. ย I won’t contain myself. ย I won’t be bullied or pushed around.
Why this is all being allowed to “play out” continues to be disturbing to me. What is this? ย Version number 2 of hell? ย Have we been set up for yet another trap? ย Why aren’t we seeing mass lawsuits against these nazi politicians and governors w/their mask mandates? ย And where is President Trump with all of this? ย I tag him daily calling on an E/O. ย Tens of thousands of us signed a petition commanding one. ย I see more people than ever in my area masking up – including outside. ย Kids too.
What is really going on with all of this on-going programming? ย I thought we were supposed to be getting DE-programmed.
I honestly don’t know. ย I don’t feel “right” about what I see. ย I have been trying to tune in and I am finding that sense of inner peace and truth right now just ain’t happening. ย Last night I put out – yet again – the strong desire to get some Truth as to what’s going on. ย I don’t need updates of pacification. ย I don’t need to hear another stinking word about “the energies”. ย I need cold hard truth and facts that I can see, read, hear and verify.
I ditched social media for the most part today. ย Too many people speaking a language I can’t relate to. ย There is the republican convention that began today. ย And you know what? ย In all honesty, I don’t give a flying freak about it. ย I keep feeling this pushing away and out of that world while I wait….for what? ย The doors I continue to visualize smashing open to actually open…?
I began a mental dialogue with myself earlier today while at the park about the energies and what they are doing and stopped myself. ย The feeling within – I don’t give a flying freak about that either.
I did manage to glean some free wood while out and about. ย So that was something answered to an intent I put out. ย I am expecting the same results for the desire to know for certain exactly what is going on on all fronts.
Certainty. ย That is what I continue to command for myself.
For now, I am off to take a long hot shower (well meaning people tell me to take a bath – I would if we had a bath tub)…..and watch a movie. ย Again. Alone.
Love,
Victoria
hmmm….we have been told by
@YellowRoseTx51
that Nibiru will be visible in the skies in September….2 “suns”…
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Hi V– What do you think Nibiru is? I think I know what it is, but not sure. With 2 suns visible in Sept, I hope that means we’ll be out of here finally.
i don’t recall what Rose has said – my feel is it’s a hollowed out former planetary object that is actually a craft. perhaps it was once used by the enemy – but i feel it is either neutral or helping/assisting w/the transition.