Ya’ll still with me? It’s getting quite hard to watch this movie isn’t it.
Soothing my pain with tiramisu tonight. When I am in this space these days, which I am quite often given all I am going through and battling alone, and tired OF it, it’s harder to reach out to others that don’t reach out to me and ask how I am. I feel like a burden and frankly, it’s embarrassing to my Soul. This space here at my site has become lonely for me. I was asked yesterday if I had a support system in place. I got tears in my eyes and said “no”. I was asked what I could do to change that, and my first thought was “buy a friend”. People around these parts here don’t like me because of my beliefs. I had connected with someone for whom I thought we would click, she saying the same, but when I posted one thing about Trump – pro-Trump – I noticed days later, when she wasn’t responding to my text, that she had disappeared from my social media page where we found each other.
Without a word.
WTF is wrong with people now, you know?
And all of this unwanted advice being thrown my way when I clearly state I need to be asked what I need because I have already followed most of the advice. And wow if I am told to pray and put my faith in God one. more. time………..I do have a response for that now though: God puts people in our lives to do as angels would do. Weeds out those who walk the talk instead of those who just talk.
It’s so deeply painful, as I have never walked away from anyone in my life for their beliefs but have had it happen too many times to count in recent years.
I would love to talk with someone (for I am really struggling these days) who doesn’t preach to me doesn’t use it as a chance to convert me to their religious or spiritual beliefs, whether it’s christian muslim new age or otherwise, doesn’t tell me to be patient, what to do or think OR feel, but who knows how to SHOW UP like Jesus or similar would and just hold space and ask: What can I do to help you? I just put my heart out there and got 15 minutes of new age bullshit – totally violating my boundaries – refusing to ask what I needed or listen TO what I needed saying I was here to sacrifice myself – refusing to listen to me talk about the PRACTICALITIES of money and what practical things I need, then telling me I needed to be on a journey of self discovery assuming I’m not already. So I shut down the conversation.
I will find what I seek. People who see me. People who will help me in the way I need. People who will show up and stick around rather than just toss off some useless advice, also of which I am quite. done. with.
Or I will just live with some dogs and my daughter and eat tiramisu.
Here is what is on the world stage of clowns.
💖💥
Victoria
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Is ra el for last.
Throw away those buybulls.
They have been compromised by parasites with evil agenda's.
If you want to know God, find the love in your heart and share it with others.
If that's not possible, ask to receive that love from others. https://t.co/vjQsqJh1FE— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) August 16, 2025
🚨#BREAKING: U.S. Secret Service has announced that it will conduct routine threat exercise at White House while President Donald Trump is in Alaska
— R A W S A L E R T S (@rawsalerts) August 15, 2025
Update:
Officials are searching for at least 15 additional suspects in a child sex trafficking ring that was found in a Bibb County storm shelter. pic.twitter.com/vFNLb404al
— Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) August 15, 2025
PHOENIX (AZFamily) — The FBI is warning of a dangerous criminal organization called The Com, which is recruiting kids as young as 11.
“‘The Com’ is short for the community. It’s an international, online criminal network,” said Heith Janke, the FBI Special Agent in Charge of the… pic.twitter.com/Hm9C9scJtA
— Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) August 15, 2025
A man facing child porn charges was killed in an Arkansas jail, and now five inmates are accused of murder, police say. Terry Craig, 44, was booked into the Monroe County Detention Center after noon on Friday, Aug. 8, on charges of possession of child sexual abuse materials, and…
— Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) August 15, 2025
The lead in pic.twitter.com/GUKvAb2gyz
— 0420 (@FlipCrypt) August 16, 2025
FBI agents uncovered evidence of pay-to-play at the Clinton Foundation in 2016.
DOJ leadership & McCabe ordered them to ‘Shut it down.’
We’ve now declassified the memo. This is proof of political interference at the highest levels. pic.twitter.com/MC6xxar5Y7
— FBI Director Kash Patel (@FBIDirectorKash) August 16, 2025
An update to our last update:
We have now confirmedAn LBGTQ non Profit VP
A Head Pastor
An MIT graduate
Possibly a copand dun dun dun
Tom Alexandrovich
Executive Director @ Israel National Cyber Directorate | Building National Cyber Security | Ai for Defense | Threat… https://t.co/KZtmISVRhI pic.twitter.com/BNzVGrLeED— Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) August 15, 2025
If you know you know… https://t.co/PdH81M3Na6
— ⚖️The Justice Cometh⚖️ (@jgt58maga) August 15, 2025
lol (i think) https://t.co/cHUIpRG5wH
— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) August 16, 2025
$150/month for a nice 1 bedroom apartment. today? $1800 and up. Today, August 15th, also marked the anniversary when Nixon took us off the Gold Standard. 54 years ago….
Hight of the USD before we switched to the Global Fiat Currency system.
Would argue that USD has been the one world currency aka the beast system.
It's time for a better, fairer system. All countries on the blockchain with their sovereign currencies intact. pic.twitter.com/jiMadpcJTu
— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) August 16, 2025
BREAKING: Pentagon weighing plan to designate 600 National Guard soldiers to be on standby every day, ready to rapidly deploy from HQs in Arizona and Alabama to tackle civil unrest, per WaPo.
— Leading Report (@LeadingReport) August 15, 2025
1111…………i read where they met at a place known as the Q on 17th Street…
https://t.co/NLyRvSVxld pic.twitter.com/fAHWbGdsK0
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) August 16, 2025
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