8.24.25

 

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The energy is stagnant and slooooooooooooow because we’re at the end of another month.  My girl and I were talking about some neighbor kids – one is about to turn 2 and it feeeeeeeeeeels like she should be 5.  The other will be 7 but feeeeeeels she should be 10 or 11.  Energetically – that time lapse is so. slow.  While Bill Wood said “their” only defense at the end was to delay – how long of a delay are they being allowed to have?

Drop me a comment or a “hey” if you’re still here. Please support my work when you can.  I’m putting together paperwork for a scholarship for training – very daunting.  I won’t share the rest of the “look here look there no Victoria try this place give them a call” because it’s drained me and left me feeling like a rat on a wheel in an unwanted cage.  I honestly don’t know how I will have the mental capacity to get through this program if approved for the funds – just being honest with myself – seeing myself where I am.  In my heart of hearts, to the core of who I am, all I want to do is get paid to write – and get paid enough to support myself.  Something I intend and feel and continue to do.  It’s convincing everyone who reads on a regular basis to pay me for it – that’s where the block is.  I know I deserve it.  I know I am talented and gifted enough to receive TO be paid.  Why I haven’t busted through into that experience – I really don’t know.  It certainly is not what I intend.  Feeeeeeeeeel.  Plenty of NPC’s able to write, self promote and do well.  What is it with the struggle among some of us real humans here?  We get the brunt of the blame and victim shaming for our struggles, don’t we?  Get told “if only you would think different” or “feel different” – omg that annoys me to NO END these days – as though we have to abide by some damn rules just to have our own personal sanctuary in which to live, food to eat and the basics to survive.  I will tell you this – it is f’ing hard – impossible – to heal – as an empath – if you’re still being forced to live in an area that robs you of your peace and to be overwhelmed with unwanted advice when all you want – all I want – is to be asked what I need.  That’s all.  Those words CLICK open the peace button with me.  My body relaxes.  Starts to feel safe.  And that is everything.

Enough said on that.  One thing that is changing about me – fear continues to lessen – my fear of what others think of me – and my spoken truth comes out easier.  Where I once would shove it down, tummy clenched, in fear, if I say xyz this might happen….even IF I am in fear, out it comes.  Messy at times, but out it comes, nonetheless.

Remember to be kind.  Some are doing better than others.  Love is the magic that heals.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

💖

Victoria

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They’re such evil bastards – but this does look like AI/fake doesn’t it?

 

one of “their” symbolic icon “they” use to create “their” magic spells….

 

 

i used to read his books.  stephen king too.  😒

 

if my behavior had occurred in today’s world – or back even in the 90’s – i probably would have been given some ridiculous similar diagnosis as well.  thankfully i had a wonderful teacher who told me i just needed to learn to control my bubbles – just a little bit.  however that lit something in my dad who insisted the next year i get put into the strict teacher’s class – who terrified the children – me included.  big ‘ole paddle at the front of the class – you didn’t pay attention you got a sudden loud whack on your desk (that’s why i decided to start sitting in the back).  i went from happy little bubble girl to scared girl in the back with the daily tummyache and anxiety who didn’t talk.

 

 

Back to school time………….when does this end??

JUST IN: Active Shooter Report at University of South Carolina Prompts Shelter in Place Order – Potentially False Alarm

 

George Washington University Faces Pressure To Become ‘Sanctuary Campus’

 

Light flows in………….

Federal Judge Orders Oakland Schools to Allow After-School Christian ‘Good News Clubs’ Equal Access

 

U.S. finished last….

These Are The Best And Worst Countries For Work-Life Balance | ZeroHedge

 

 

THIS – Keep Doing This Victoria…..KEEP GOING

 

 

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The hidden falls of Zomizo, Japan | Photo by Takahiro Hosoe

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

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