A rather odd one today, perhaps. But given I see and sense hidden truths, it is only odd if one isn’t awake(ning).
My girl and I have been watching the Harry Potter movies lately. Having gotten lost in the “those movies are evil” narrative for a while, given the spell/energy work they utilize, I finally found my Voice again, the Voice that says, “it’s all energy – what matters is the focus and intention behind the energy”. Such as it is in the Harry Potter series. Those with good intentions utilize the Energy for helping, for healing, for creating positive experiences while those with evil use the energy to harm and control and destroy.
Now that we are at the end of the movie series, I am not only seeing references to time, the malleability of it, the artificiality of it, there is an underlying truth throughout the movie: evil does not surrender on its own. It must be defeated. Destroyed. Stopped. Whatever means necessary. Each movie, the intention of those engaged with evil, lost in their “lord” worship, simply does not cease. It is relentless, which puts those who simply want to learn and expand and create with a choice: fight back or pretend it doesn’t exist.
Such as it is here.
Each time we say “NO” the system, the matrix, those who support the energies of control, who seek to destroy any and all who say NO to their controls, they fight back with new laws. New controls.
Is saying “no” enough?
I would say absolutely not.
Unlike the characters in Harry Potter, who KNOW their true power and gifts, and who are in their little bubble of a reality which offers them more freedom and protections as well as teachings to access and build on those authentic gifts, we are forced to intermix with evil as well as their NPC’s and other characters who continue to fight for them. And as we know, given our inner magic was compromised with spells, we are much more flying blindly here than those in the HP movies.
You could say we are all Harry, Ron and Hermoine without the full access and memory of our gifts, with no teachers to help guide – teachers as in those who are in their Full Power. Continuously.
So then why not be teachers to one another?
There is this narrative that says we are placed here in order to hold frequencies. I have never aligned with that one, at least I can see another perspective. I have felt that we were scattered, for lack of a better word, in order to delay our awakening, certainly hamper it – all controlled by the program. We are far more POWERFUL when our energies are TOGETHER in the same space. Even basic system science proves this.
Just like in the HP series, even at the end, Harry is never alone. His friends stay with him throughout, and while he may have moments where he is alone in a battle, he still. has. support.
That explains why it feels so fucking lonely here at times – for myself that is. And frustrating. And absolutely exhausting to the point where the mind at times screams “I JUST NEED TO FEEL RESTED AND PEACE.” For more than an hour or two. Why we all suffer from some level of PTSD. Why we all try this remedy and that remedy that seem to work for a while until “something” happens – likely another attack – often in that dimensional astral realm of theirs – that knocks us back a few steps or the remedy becomes compromised altogether through this very frequency prison in which we are saying NO to. We are isolated and have remained so.
I am feeling that is not a good thing – for any of us. Something to discuss with those interested willing and able.
In the HP series there is the theme of the Chosen One – the one with the ability to take out the top layer of evil. While everyone around the Chosen One has gifts that are important to the end goal, only that one seems to have the ability to destroy evil. Another matrix narrative? With some truth?
I wonder if the idea of the wizard world is a reference to what some call the alliance, what others call help from outside – or home. Those in the dimensional space that is taking out evil – so we don’t have to.
I say all of this today because I continue to struggle with the idea that I need to be DOING something more to break this spell of evil and control here. My body within and all that is ME within contains this massive pressure to be FREE of all controls. To have others around me (that I can see and touch) who feel the same. To fight back against anything that tells me what I have to do or what I have to pay. I have never once in my experience been one to naturally feel ok with any of that. I’ve found ways to go along with it that don’t make me lose my mind for good, crawl into a corner and sing little songs to myself. But seeing the other side amping up while seeing others say they won’t play the division game – when inside I say “WE HAVE TO MAKE A F’ING CHOICE HERE” – for to stand back and just let evil do its thing because we don’t want to take a stand or fall into the division trap – OR because we believe in the Chosen One narrative. (or simply because our bodies are simply too depleted)
Sometimes you have to say NO and that is EXACTLY what division is: SAYING NO. Drawing a line of division in that proverbial sand.
N O.
DO NOT CROSS.
I do not consent to this.
Creating a NEW reality.
Saying NO to what we know and feel to be toxic and destructive.
Perhaps what we truly need IS more acts of division.
More lines in the sand.
More of us standing up saying “you will not do this”. And HOLD THAT LINE.
Energetically.
Physically – literally – if need be. As I say – when someone is breaking into our home – we call the people with weapons.
For with evil, with those seeking to power over and control and destroy, saying “no” is not always enough no matter how much energetic power you bring to the moment. Sometimes, the physical weapons are needed to remove evil, whether it’s a wand or a gun – unless you are able to remove yourself from the situation successfully and safely.
Either we want a new reality or we don’t.
How deeply and authentically do we want freedom and what are we willing to do to have it?
Or is simply holding the frequency of what we want enough – for there are “wizards” doing the heavy lifting, the physical removals, while the wizards here – that would be us – hold that frequency in this deplorable muggle world – until we no longer have to.
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