My body is going a little nuts right now. Â I am having those “vibrating all over” moments again. Â Twice in the last 24 hours I suddenly feel a strong vibrating/buzzing in the back of my skull.
Ok, I say. Â Go ahead and do your thing. Â I allow you to enter and change and restore this body.
The itching has returned on my palms – both of them this time. Â Having some strange vision issues as well. Â Strange appetite ~ either very little or ravished. Â Exhaustion ~ the need to just zone out is strong. Â And some purging GI stuff going on too along with bloating in the OMG seriously category.
I see this typed out on the screen and I think and feel “seriously this is enough”. Â Let’s get on with it.
Grounding is a challenge right now. Â I feel all of that crap out there so I am thinking perhaps it is time I violate my own words and detach from the political/social war going on ~ surrender and trust and allow that there are those who signed on to take on that piece of the puzzle. Â Let ’em do their thang. Â They have the energy, the know-how, the skills. Â An intentional placement of my head in a quiet realm to regroup.
I gotta admit ~ I have a growing desire to no longer feel the need to do this site. Â Have I said this enough that I am VERY much ready to experience and be and do and live new and differently and totally freely?
Yeah, I think I may have mentioned that a time or two.
I am seeing this mission as a rescue mission. Â I can now state without any doubt – that indeed it is. Â When we rescue people from prison, those who have been wrongfully imprisoned, we don’t clean up the prison. Â We take those beautiful souls, help them remember Who They Are, and then we take them Home.