i hope this message provides some comfort for anyone in need….
early this morning – once again at around 5:00am – i woke up – wide awake. my heart felt very heavy. Â i got up to warm up my buddies (hand made socks stuffed with rice i heat up and apply on my body). Â i snuggled back into bed with them – feeling like a small child. Â i cried some – even whimpered. Â i knew i had tears to release – i’ve been carrying them for a few days now w/o release. the longing for home and family was very strong. Â i lay there trying to remember my experience before i got trapped here. Â i focused on remembering family – and friends (mostly family). Â nothing came through.
i then began asking questions. Â is this really going to happen? Â am i longing for something that is just empty fantasy? Â i was at a low point and stated my perception that i felt they could show themselves now – quite safely – in some way inside of this realm. Â i said if this was true, i needed some sign that i could see. Â not hear. Â not feel. Â but SEE.
i drifted off to sleep for a few more hours. Â when i woke up i had forgotten about the experience (the request) – even though my heart was still heavy – just not as overwhelming as it had been.
dishes got washed. Â breakfast made. Â as i sat at the table with my child, quietly eating, i glanced outside. Â in the skies was a sideways “V” shaped cloud. Â very odd. Â i frowned – which made my child want to know what i was looking at. Â as she looked outside she saw it and said “wow mom that’s weird.” Â so i grabbed my camera and took a couple of pictures. Â what was also interesting is it was the only cloud of its kind – the rest were the big white fluffy kind. Â and also interesting – it faded quickly.
as i took a picture i remembered my request from earlier in the morning. Â i felt an inner little push and heard “is this a big enough sign for you?”
below are the pictures i took. Â a message from home? Â i don’t know for certain – but if my feelings continue to guide me towards what is truth, then i would say yes.
i am also including a picture of a rainbow which is what greeted us first thing this morning and a song title capture. Â i had heard that song off and on for a year or so and never felt called to see the title – until today.




love,
“V”ictoria  lol
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Thank you for your support!
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I’ve been having episodes of crying, out of nowhere, attached to nothing. Very unusual. The tears just happened. Not due to allergies or anything. Just a general sadness.
Cool, sis. 😘😘😘
Cool, sis. 😘😘😘