Aye aye aye, thought the goddess as she attempted to drag her lovely self out of her comfy bed. When will these ascension symptoms end?
Feeling a chill go through her, she wrapped herself in a blanket and headed out to the kitchen. Peering into the refrigerator, nothing looked appealing.
NOTHING.
Placing a pot of water on the stove for some tea, she suddenly felt warm. Then nauseous.
“Friggin’ crap,” she mutters, sitting down. Panic set in, causing her to think “oh great now panic TOO?”
How are you all feeling?
Aside from the symptoms I mentioned above, the nausea/gastro distress, the hot/cold stuff and the panic, a fairly new symptom ~ one that has increased this week ~ is a lack of appetite. Not only that, I keep losing interest in foods this reality has to offer.
After I pulled myself together, did some purging and grounding, I headed out to pick up some groceries. As I walked through the aisles and reached for the food items, every single time I grabbed an item I would think “Nope. Doesn’t interest me.”
A ha. A challenge, I thought. So I set out to find something that actually did resonate with me.
Guess what? I couldn’t find a thing in the store that was appealing to my body.
Not even chocolate.
I repeat. Not even chocolate.
A first.
What I do in these situations, when I find myself still being a part of this vibrational frequency and not finding anything that resonates, I reached out to my Higher Self and Mentors. “Ok my warrior team. Help me out here. Is it really possible I am headed to a space where I will no longer eat? Give me some advice please.”
I came home, went about my day and wow ~ beautiful Synchronicity was forthcoming.
I had the thought that I need to get away from 3d eating schedules. Let go of the thoughts you have surrounding food. We really often do eat out of habit instead of tuning in and seeing what our body really needs. Good insight, I thought. Thank you!
Then….I saw this image on my facebook feed. Pretty darn cool, huh?
Acceptance. The journey is all about acceptance of Me.
Ascension is an individual journey which has a Collective result.
Editor’s note: love this guy and his channel. much more to this situation though for i also saw a video last night showing each victim missing a shoe (illuminati symbol i read). also saw the big ben clock was shown the time of 3:22. and saw a clip from fox news discussing this attack on 3/22 that was 3:22 in length. think this is coincidence? oh please please please tell me your answer is “heck no!”
Throughout my life I have imagined and fantasized, wished, I would have others who not only read my words but actually LIKED what they read. So I know that as I type this, I know others will read. Maybe hundreds of you. I see the post read numbers and know it isn’t ALL spammers. Knowing people read my words, like them, resonate with them is so validating to my heart and very healing.
VERY healing. ♥
I can remember as a small child looking at the adults around me, thinking “you all just don’t get it.” My child mind didn’t know what those words meant, but today I certainly do. I was referring to how asleep those around me were. Asleep to not just the reality of this low density physical control matrix, but also asleep of their POTENTIAL. How could they sit there drinking their wine, oblivious to all of the stuff behind the curtains? There was work to be done!
And yet here they sat. And there I stood, wondering what I was doing here and why I often felt so damn alone…
Being teased and bullied was a way of life for me. I learned at a young age that to stand out meant attack. To be different. Look different. Appear different. Didn’t matter. Being different meant unpleasant experiences. And I had more than I wanted. I now know it was simply the Dark acting out through other people in an attempt to keep me insecure and quiet.
That worked.
For a time…
For you see, I came into this world like a bulldozer of bright Light with a strong sense of Purpose. In spite of the feelings of fear and recluse I experienced throughout my life, I have also intuitively known for as long as I can remember that I am here for a reason and one of those reasons was to share ME and Who I Am with as many people as possible. Source gave me this mouth in which to speak, these hands in which to write. My Higher Self shared with me amazing ideas. Combined together, a powerful combination.
I strongly embrace my ideas.
I intuitively KNOW to the core of Who I Am that these ideas can and will change Humanity from an enslaved race to a Brightly Empowered race. I am already witnessing this as are you.
I have a direct connection to Source, my Higher Self as well as a connection with the Galactics. Just which ones I don’t know. I only had two encounters, one with a female being who said her name was Daree. There was no mention of which planet or dimension. (interesting note: corey goode says he regularly has contact with a female being who goes by the name “karee”. having seen the drawing of her, she looks very similar to the woman in which I had the one encounter. well, two if you count the brief appearance she made a few nights ago in my home. only my husband saw her though. so daree and karee – same person? perhaps one of us, like myself, having misunderstood the consonant?)
I created my first blog about 12 years ago. I think I had about 3-5 regular readers. Try as I might, I just couldn’t attract more readers. I kept at it until I had my child in 2010 then I dropped it.
So starting this site last fall left me feeling some trepidation. I had no desire to start another blog, invest my time and effort without real results. However, this time I had a powerful name, Love In Action Now, a phrase that came to me in my 20’s, a phrase that has stayed with me, a phrase I knew I was to do something with at some point. I also had a lot more information to share. More awakenings. More visions.
And most importantly, more confidence.
So what began just 6 short months ago has blossomed into a space where I not only feel very comfortable in sharing all of ME and those long-held ideas, but I am having people read these words of mine and responding with so much kindness. A very healing, empowering, humbling experience.
Which leads me to say just two words to all of you: THANK YOU.
From the core of Who I am: THANK YOU.
Blessings~
Victoria
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Last night, after experiencing more (groan) ascension symptoms of body aches and pains and emotional blockage in my heart chakra, I spent some time in quiet, hot buddies on my body, shiatsu massager on my back, and did some necessary purging. After that, I felt that I either received downloads (are those still coming??) or activated whatever downloads I had already received. Either way, I received some insights, and coupled with insights and visions I have had throughout the past 10 years, I was able to put some things together and thus, present to you my visions of new earth, what is going on right now, what is important to focus on and what we can let go of.
Again, these are just insights from my own Inner and Higher Selves. Please use your own guidance and discernment.
To begin with, even though my awakening began in my mid 20’s, my knowledge of New Earth/5D Earth did not come into my heart and consciousness until Fall 2012. Prior to 2012, I had a vision around the years 2006/2007, which I have shared in a previous Daily Notes post or two and will share again briefly. In the vision, I was with a group of Beings. We were tall and had an interesting form. While there was a physical mass (torso, arms, legs, head, etc.) we also seemed very “light” – almost as if we were floating. Illuminated is a good word to describe how we were. We were standing in a circle around a tree. I felt ~ blissful. Serene. Completely at home and totally in the moment. While I didn’t “see” with my mind’s eye what came next, I felt something unexpected happened and our civilization ended.
I have an issue I don’t talk about much. Call it embarrassment, call it shame, I just don’t share it much with others.
And yet it plagues me every day and has, off and on, since I was in my early 20’s.
My issue is agoraphobia. A term that still seems vague to me as my issue with it is complex. In a nutshell, I get feelings of panic and claustrophobia in certain situations. In crowds. Driving too far from my home. Driving in traffic. Freeways. Being in the car even as a frickin’ passenger now has become a huge challenge. Basically in ANY situation where I suddenly feel trapped and not in control (possibilities include: in line, other people’s houses, stores – anyplace outside of my home – i say “possibilities” because this is not a CONSTANT thing – it varies, depending upon time of day, how i am feeling – and yet even if I can partake of such normal activities without panic, it is always in the back of my mind “you may have a panic episode”). Throw in all of the extra stimulation’s of noise and light and too many people and activity, that just adds to the claustrophobic/GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE feeling.
It feels like I have this unwanted energy ball attached to me. And I want is GONE. Here is what I have tried to alleviate me of this issue:
EMDR
Rapid eye therapy
Holographic repatterning
Hypnosis
Cognitive behavior therapy
Subliminal’s
Binaural’s
Energy/reiki
Homeopathy
Somatic Therapy
Exposure therapy
Pleading praying and more pleading and praying
You get the picture. I have tried it. And I don’t know what else to do for it at this point. I had it under control – in remission you could say – about 20 years ago. At the time I used exposure therapy and pure will power. Lasted for several years. Without going into detail, stress and trauma’s and general feelings of unhappiness/lack of purpose lead to it to flare up where it has remained. The fact that the issue reappeared showed I never had it fully healed to begin with (when I thought I did).
Is past-life experiences a part of this? Likely, yes.
I realize self-talk is important. I realize good nutrition, exercise and the like – equally important. Sense of purpose. Love and Support (I have needed much more of that).
So I am asking you – my readers – for ideas. For help. Suggestions. Support. Please private message me here.
I am so ready to shine “out there” and not just through a computer screen from the comfort of my home. I am so ready to share All Of ME and my gifts with the world. I know I have much to offer. It is time. And I need help getting there.
Yesterday I watched an interview with James Gilliland and Solreta and Pete Slattery, which I linked on my site yesterday. Of particular interest to me was Pete’s sharing of meeting one of his Pleiadian friends in person – in his back yard. Normally these encounters occur in his dream state.
I was intrigued given an experience I had a couple of years back, where I met a woman who referred to herself as Daree. It was during my dream state. I was sitting in an office environment, waiting, when I looked up and walking towards me was a tall, lean, beautiful woman with long silvery/blonde, very straight hair. She was dressed all in sparkly gray and had an illuminating quality to her. I seemed to recognize with her so when she signaled to me to come with her, I went quite naturally. We walked through a doorway that suddenly appeared and I left the earthly world behind and entered a room in space craft of some sort. She was trying to show me things on a computer screen, only, like a child, I was more interested in the environment so I took in more of that. The shimmery gray color theme was throughout the two rooms. The lighting was perfect. The temperature, also perfect. And the carpet felt like bliss to my feet. There was no furniture, only objects appear upon her command. I looked out the window and saw nothing but beautiful stars against the deep black background.
This was the extent of the experience and I have wanted to connect with her again, to no (conscious) avail. So yesterday listening to the video inspired me to set the intention for us to meet on the physical. With the vibrational frequencies being more in alignment for such encounters/experiences, I decided “what the heck”.
Then I let it go. (There are advantages to having a small child around – distraction makes it easier to let such things go.)
Late last night, my mate shares with me that about an hour earlier, he had seen a woman matching Daree’s appearance suddenly appear in our living room. The experience shocked him so much, his vibrational frequency obviously dropped and she disappeared from his view.
He had had no idea that I had set this intention earlier in the day. So obviously this was no coincidence or illusion.
Naturally I said – ok I excitedly yelled – “Why didn’t you tell me??!! I was here!!” I had been sitting right next to him when he saw her, zoned out putting articles on my site. !!! Again, he said he had been too shocked by the experience to say anything for awhile.
I can understand that. Remember Laci Peterson? The pregnant mama who went missing around 2001/2002, who was later found dead in the San Francisco Bay? I had a dream about her death at the time, then put out to the Universe to give me a sign if I was to do something with the information I received in the dream. You know, go to the police, etc. Days passed, nothing happened, I let it go. Then one night I awoke around 3am to use the bathroom and felt a presence enter the house. I literally felt, in my body, an energy as big as my house lift up and settle back down. Slowly I walked into the living room and there she sat – in our recliner – dripping wet – beautiful, huge smile on her face. “HELLO!” she said, telepathically.
I was frozen. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t speak. Somehow I found the ability to move and I ran – back to bed – where I threw the covers over my head and trembled for awhile.
So yes, I know what that experience is like. It can be very shocking to the system.
And it also left me with a deep regret that I may have just missed out on one of the most amazing, moving, beautiful conversations in a lifetime.
So, I continue again to intend for Daree’s return to speak with her in person.
And I continue as well to raise my frequency, to tap into and maintain the frequency of Love. Kindness. Honesty. Truth. Send that energy to every part of me still in pain, still suffering, still afraid.
For in time, a very short time my friends, such encounters will become common place for us.
Transdimensional War, White Hats, Underground Bases
by James Gilliland
March 20, 2017
There is so much going on I don’t know where to start. The Republic was restored March 15th – the Globalists finally let USA Inc die – it was totally bankrupt. The G8 meetings keep getting sabotaged by globalist moles that want America to collapse and go into total chaos. They are being dealt with. The global currency reevaluation and the new currencies backed by gold have to come forward and they will.
The white hats and generals who are honoring their oaths and maintaining their integrity are no longer playing games. Guns are being drawn. There is a grand house cleaning occurring between those loyal to the cabal: the Satanic, blood sacrificing pedophiles, and those who are loyal to God and Country. Be very clear and do not be misled as to which side of the fence you are on. Many have been part of a global psyops program and are unwittingly doing the bidding of the cabal. Do not forget they own the mainstream media. Many within that media will soon find themselves in very serious trouble.
Be very clear and do not be misled as to which side of the fence you are on.
