And how many of these “agencies” are just a (silent) arm for the trafficking?
Expensive descriptions, Walmart quality, and names that match the missing. 🚩 Is it an algorithm glitch, or a digital paper trail for something much darker?
You know how many say they are “CAF” (comfy as fuch). I’m TAF (tired as fuch) which is giving me a sense of observational neutrality.
A few things. Rigged. “GAME” (GAME THEORY) – we forgot how to play. BTW I have been having the nudge to watch War Games.
Nothing screams “FOREIGN OWNED” like giving your master the key to the WH. Just another confirm that T will have to exit the stage and is not the real president, which I am wondering with time travel and age regression therapy, what if JFK SR is the Real President?
Interesting stuff – not feeling the whole WW3 thing. Melania also wore V for Vendetta at the inauguration. Still some interesting things around 3.3 eclipse (33):
The Collective Nervous System is struggling big time now. Feeling anxiety, panic, depression, and a level of mental fatigue I have no words for. If I don’t hear back from this book editor, I’ll just put up my book as is. $4.99. No clue how I will take money for it without putting it on some platform. Just feeling people kind of need the help. Yesterday.
This first one is resonating with me more than any other find, goodie, sleuthing, sky image, etc. that I am seeing. I was taking notes to prepare for (another) agency phone call appt, writing down the courses I am interested in taking. But it’s all a lie. Fake to my body. I don’t want to study ANY of it. While still in this matrix, I want to write. And I want to get paid well to do just that. Newspaper. Magazine. Online. Handheld. Small business. Someone who has like a horse ranch or healing arts or similar beautiful business who needs someone writing about the business. Storytelling. Whimsical. Creative. Serious. Heart-focused to help bring in business and $$ support. THIS aligns with my Soul. While still in this frequency space, that is my Soul Goal. If any of you know of someone like this, please let me know ASAP. For now any donations for food for the rest of the month are appreciated. Income from my other site is down $100/month – been doing things a bit different there to change that up. Tired of the hustle, you know?
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Victoria
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When not in that mindset, this below. Said as such last night with a friend – feeling pulled in two different directions. So – acceptance for the experience and allowing it to happen. Walking both because it is as it is until it isn’t, and who knows when this event happens.
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Some comms below – and distractions, but still distractions are markers on the timeline location for me.
The man, who was in his early 20s and from North Carolina, had a gas can and a shotgun, according to Anthony Guglielmi, the spokesman. He had been reported missing by his family a few days ago, and investigators believe he headed south and picked up the shotgun along the way.
Guglielmi said a box for the weapon was discovered in the man’s vehicle after the incident, which took place around 1:30 a.m.
The man killed was identified by investigators as 21-year-old Austin Tucker Martin, according to a person familiar with the matter. The person spoke on the condition of anonymity because they were not authorized to publicly discuss details of the investigation.
Former Minnesota Governor Jesse Ventura is demanding that the United States pass a law requiring that when Congress votes to go to war, a family member of each member of Congress must begin immediate military service.
CJNG Cartel Members have launched mass attacks across Mexico after their leader was taken out in a special operation. I edited this compilation together so you can see how bad it really is! pic.twitter.com/UQkhHePnE1
BREAKING: South Carolina Magistrate Judge James B. Gosnell Jr., charged with 6 federal charges involving 100’s of videos and images of minors, including infants and toddlers engaged in disturbing s*x acts.
Now you understand the secrecy behind past civilizations, manipulated history, fallen angels, satanic rituals, rape, torture, cannibalism, monetary ownership, censorship, assassinations, false flags, control of governments, fluoridated water, VACCINES, and everything else the RULERS use to maintain control of entire populations.
Specifically, these fallen angels have been cut off from the Light of God for their misuse of God’s Light, their time is up, their Second Death is near (Book of Revelation), and the only way to extend their life and their cycles of life is to STEAL THE LIGHT OF GOD from others, otherwise known as Satanic Rituals. Usually children (pure soul energy).
And since they know their time is up, they couldn’t care less if they blow up this planet. And will do so if backed into a corner.
You think Trump doesn’t know this?
Of course he does. That’s why this is an extremely delicate operation to dismantle this Ruling Class that’s been around for tens of thousands of years.
Everything – EVERYTHING – is at stake. This is not a game. One wrong move and billions die.
Think about it.
YOU are fighting a NETWORK with advanced technology, weapons, control, WORLDWIDE, would you even know where to begin? Full release of Epstein files? Something else?
Few people have the capacity to even remotely know where to begin.
Pray
This is Spiritual Warfare, after all.
They need adrenochrome for SPIRITUAL reasons. Don’t forget this.
On February 28, we have a Parade of Planets. Mercury, Venus, Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune, Mars and Uranus will align. 7. That number – seven. Since this place appears to be a mechanically created simulation, those “planets” can be used as locking and unlocking mechanisms. Three days after this event, we have the Total Lunar Eclipse in North America, which will be visible in the Pacific and East Asia as the Moon sets. 3.3. Could this be a 33 mirror effect? Or just another one of “their” sky events to get some ooooh’s and aaaaah’s? Others are talking about these upcoming sky events. We’ll see.
This one has interesting content, although I don’t feel the whole WW3 event. Perhaps a scare event of one, but nothing like some are saying.
Demonic. This practice and day was never written in the bible as we know it.
Catholic actors Jonathan Roumie and Mark Wahlberg appeared on Fox & Friends with ashes on their foreheads in observance of Ash Wednesday. pic.twitter.com/CXP65xUgLY
Speaking of the Bible, I had a thought this morning after I opened my eyes from sleep. Jesus being the original NEO – code breaker. The Avatar Jesus. Brought in the second timeline. The Old Testament was of the first timeline (that would have led to another reset of humanity). The New Testament broke that timeline, bringing in New Energy. Of course, religion continued to build the narratives of worship and sacrifice and used Jesus as a tool of control. Q speaks about GOD WINS = which could indicate the Jesus Code in each of us – as we awaken, we all win in the end. Win as in freedom. Liberation. The return to the innate, Divine, Original ability to create as we want without controls – controls that come from those with nefarious, evil, deceptive intent with their rules and laws that only serve them while harming the rest.
Makes me think of that metal scraping sound in the skies I heard here over 10 years ago, which, interestingly enough, we heard that rapid-fire gunfire and return fire (military OP) at 3am one summer evening in 2018 in that same area (to the east). No sirens. Police obviously told to stand down.
UK’s Prince Andrew and his Satanic liberal West friends torturing a 6-year-old.
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This is just horrifying. And this is the second year of this. Last year it was in March (2025). Wildfires. In February. This is what happens when you combine chemtrail saturation and weather modification. Embers reaching all the way to Chicago. I would also say this is to destroy ranchers (cows). Here in Oregon, these psychos literally want to make it illegal to butcher your cow – only allowed if the cow dies of natural causes. “You shall own nothing and be happy. You shall eat bugs.” Fuch that.
Why do you think “they” create systems and experiences that create trauma? Nervous System Regulation is KEY. Gave us “their” reptilian brain stem (holder of trauma – I see it as an access/entrance port – feeds off throughout the nervous system). The Divine Eternal is Within. The avatar Jesus was the original NEO here. Feeeeeeeeeels.
Listen to this whole speech. This is EXACTLY what Walter did in Fringe when he tapped into a nearly identical dimension and started copying advanced tech from it…except according to this here, it is very real. pic.twitter.com/FYT1qIQBzh
Like Wendy said in St. Elmo’s Fire, sometimes there’s nothing like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Well, that’s more or less what she said. Been years since I partook.
Anyone noticing being out in public has become more painful? The lights, especially? I may need to wear sunglasses. And anyone in my personal space these days feels like a huge violation. Tonight I was so grumpy and exhausted at the store, some guy came right up behind me, something around him smelled like onions that made my head and stomach swirl, so I gave him a frown and said, “Jesus, can you just back away, thank you”. I’m like HELLO PERSONAL SPACE.
I’m also in no space to recycle anymore. I used to clean things out, separate, blah blah blah. Today? It goes in the trash. I also have no desire to keep things neat and tidy and organized in my cupboards. For example, it was pointed out to me that there are 3 jars of nuts and who knows how many mason jars of round crackers. I know I have several bags of tummy soothers in the cupboard, opened, thrown in there haphazardly. I know my vitamin/homeopathic remedy cabinet is a MESS. I. do. not. care. I will, however, clean/disinfect my refrigerator on the inside, clean/sterilize the bathroom, including the floor, vacuum, and keep my plants watered. Spray my homemade peppermint room spray throughout the house. But everything else? Do not care. I threw out what was once grapes. I think. Nowhere does this “do not care” show up more than inside my closet. 😳😂
An interesting end-game marker for me. My store receipt. The 7/11 has been a reminder for me over the last few years – and it has returned again. My total (outrageous amount as always) was 117. Even. Then I return home, see a video below that happens to be 1:17. You know, these things don’t do what they once did. I’m kind of like “whatev’s” on it all. You know?
Yeah, I know most of you do.
Here are today’s “whatev’s”.
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Victoria
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It’s about fucking time. This should be in every country.
Earlier this week, the Guardian revealed it was likely that the number of suicides linked to domestic abuse were being vastly underreported in England and Wales, with up to 1,500 victims each year.
Official figures collated by the National Police Chiefs’ Council put that figure at 98 last year – but it still exceeded the number of intimate partner homicides for the second year running.
The campaigner Karen Ingala Smith said: “That we don’t even know how many women taken their lives because of men’s violence is to our society’s shame and reflects how little women’s lives matter. Every woman who ends her own life will have taken many other steps to try to end the abuse before she reaches that point. We need to stop letting women down and make sure there are adequate routes to safety.”
I saw this – loved it – refined it to make it my own – giving credit to this wonderful woman who is doing so much good for people healing from trauma’s. The top 10 things not to say to the survivors.
You’re stuck in your victim modality. (Dismissing/minimizing the experience)
Was it really as bad as you think? (Gaslighting)
You’re being too sensitive. You need to change your thinking. (Pathologizing normal trauma response)
What did you do to attract this? (Blaming/implying victim responsibility)
Feelings aren’t facts. Let’s reframe the thought. (Over-reliance on cognitive techniques)
Sit with the discomfort. Push through it. (Forcing exposure or emotional overload)
Everything happens for a reason. (Toxic positivity)
Just breathe through it. Have you tried meditation? (Ignoring the Nervous System and Somatic experience)
It is what it is. You have to work with the system as designed. (Dismissing system/institutional harm)
You have trust issues. You need to work on your attachment wounds. (Using therapeutic jargon to avoid accountability)
What to say? Here’s what works for me:
What do you need?
I’m here for you.
I’m so sorry the systems failed you. Can I help you with that?
Sometimes people are just abusive and arrogant. I’m so sorry you had this experience.
🔥 WHAT WAS HAPPENING OVER ARKANSAS?
A vertical formation twisted in a deep red glow near the horizon… then the camera tilted up — and everything changed.
Wave after wave stacked across the atmosphere. Rippled bands overhead. The sky looked layered — almost pressurized.
Yearsss of this. Energy weapons. Cell towers. These aren’t downloads as we were all led to believe. We should be flying by now, remembering everything and having telepathic conversations if that were the case.
This is true. I keep saying that the needs of the nervous system are NOT CONSIDERED ONE BIT in the treatment of most mental health challenges. It’s simple. Safety. Connection. Rest. Stimulation. Done over and over and over until healing happens. This is one part of the plan that makes me cringe – unless it’s to put the psychopaths there.
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another night here have me waking up in states of panic physical fits pounding the bed talking out loud saying things like I’m not f****** doing this anymore. The word no used a lot.
The system would tell me to go take some pills to calm down. New Age retards would tell me to hold a different thought. The church would tell me to pray to Jesus.
I see very few on stage now talking about the nervous system. I’m grateful for them because they speak my language. We may not agree on politics but we all agree on one thing and that is the needs of the nervous system must be met if we are to be healthy functioning adults here. Humans I should say because the needs of the nervous system are the same whether you are 10 or 110. A baby or an adult.
The nervous system has four basic needs. The need for rest the need for connection the need for stimulation and the need for safety.
When any of those are compromised are missing you’re going to be in a state of dysregulation. This is what is happening for many of us.
I am under constant Financial pressure every moment of every day to come up with some way that I haven’t yet f****** thought of or haven’t yet f****** reached out to get help for to avoid this $400 loss that is pounding on my door.
Well meaning people reach out and ask me what are you going to do you need to make a plan.
Those questions don’t f****** help me they only bring me harm.
Even coming here everyday and doing the work i do and not receiving the monetary compensation or exchange of love for the work that I share for my heart everyday is crushing me.
Every f****** day that I find a place that looks like I could apply for and I do and I don’t hear back or I get told sorry I don’t have quite the skills they are looking for that is crushing me.
Being trapped in a house I don’t want to be in is crushing me.
Trying to get help from agencies around here is crushing me.
I take responsibility by speaking my truth and stating what it is that I need.
I feel like I’m speaking into a vacuum at this point. I’m looking for just like my mom said one good person who sees me for who I am and offers me not an idea because I don’t need another idea but a real legitimate opportunity that I can do that will help heal me and help lift me up and out of this mess that I am in. An idea that comes from somebody who cares who sees who has the means and the desire to help. Because my nervous system is not strong enough right now to take another leap of faith on my own meaning the idea of call this person and check this out I can’t do it anymore I’ve begun telling people explore it for me because my system can’t take another rejection.
A person can only take so many no’s and only so much silence.
Earlier tonight, I went to get some food. My desire to cook is just not happening these days. Deli sandwiches tonight from the local co-op kitchen. For under $20 I can get freshly made sandwiches, pure fruit smoothies and two large cookies, all with real, organic ingredients. Before I went in I paused, shifting my mood. I couldn’t find any good tunes on the radio so I decided to pull up YouTube on my phone to (I NEVER do this) play a tune while I shopped. The Young Radicals. You Get What You Give.
Fast forward 4 hours later, and I’m looking for one video I had just watched, instead I found another by the same channel (both are linked below). I wondered if I had stumbled onto something I needed to pay attention to. As the first video finished, up came the next video. Which one? The Young Radicals – You Get What You Give. From a conspiracy theory channel video to a MUSIC video of the song I happened to play just hours before. What are the odds?
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Victoria
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I am understanding at a deeper level what it really means when we read that the military is in control, and we are watching a movie. The scripts have been inserted all along for us to see. Who leaves the stage at the end? All guilty parties, perhaps others too. My feeling continues to be T leaves as well. POTUS is well-insulated may not be referring to T. More of that below as well. At the end of the day, who knows but those running the movie scenes. That said – there will not be Civil War. We were promised. Once whatever it is hits, the operation is clean and swift. No WW3.
I shared this at the time. Late summer 2014, around midnight, there were very loud metal scraping sounds coming from the eastern sky. Locals were talking about it on social media, asking, “WTH is that?” Calls were made to 911. It went on for at least 45 minutes (we fell back to sleep). The next day, city “officials” said it was construction noise downtown. One, no way would downtown construction noise travel that far and be that loud, and two, people living downtown said there was no construction going on. It was like massive metal plates were being moved around above.
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President Trump’s Executive Order about Glyphosate had me thinking there has to be more to this… and to my surprise, of course there was, and it honestly does make me feel a little better.
🔻 Did you know… The majority of our crops are compromised? Many common crops have been genetically modified specifically to tolerate Roundup (or more precisely, its active ingredient glyphosate).
🔻 Did you know… The majority of glyphosate (the active ingredient in herbicides like Roundup) is produced in China? China has been the world’s largest producer of glyphosate producing 600,000–830,000 tons annually for many years.
🔻 Did you know… In President Trump’s Executive order, he invoked the Defense Production Act, aimed at boosting and securing DOMESTIC (U.S.-based) production of glyphosate?
So what does that tell you?
China has been in a long silent war with America for a very long time, slowly killing off the U.S. population via many hidden means.
I’m no expert on glyphosate, but I feel like I can safely assume maybe China has done something to the glyphosate they manufacture or maybe it can be manufactured better to lessen the risks. I don’t know, but Honestly, I do feel A LOT better knowing it would at least be manufactured here in the US.
In addition to this, RFK JR recently as HHS secretary openly and honestly discussed Glyphosate with FULL TRANSPARENCY. He told us the truth about it, how dangerous it is, and how we are sadly reliant on it — but more importantly says they are optimistic that laser technology can replace it. (Clip here https://rumble.com/v75obeu-glyphosate-we-are-dependent-on-something-that-is-making-us-sick.html)
Overall, I realize the concerns, but I want everyone not to always jump to the worse possible conclusions. I really do think RFK JR and Trump are trying to make the best of a lot of already “legally” established shitty situations. I’m gonna wait and see how this turns out.
What do you think?
People didn’t know what to do but laugh (uncomfortably) because no one could have thought such information could possibly be true.
This is an interesting old interview with Steve Carrell on the Daily Show. The audience just laughs. pic.twitter.com/r2v1XFJxU1
Delete Your Handler @thebeaconsignal · 4h This isn’t disclosure. It’s the script checking whether they still believe in the stage lights.
Every regime eventually reaches for aliens when the narrative clock runs out. Nothing distracts like a cosmic maybe. Nothing resets the loop like a threat too large to verify and too distant to refuse.
So they wheel out Congress. They wheel out soldiers. They wheel out a face that flickers like the rendering engine forgot to finish the frame.
Bases underground. Breeding programs. Hidden files waiting for a heroic unlock. The language is the tell. It’s not information. It’s myth architecture. A designer’s patch note disguised as revelation.
They want awe. They want fear. They want surrender packaged as curiosity.
But the glitch in his expression is the only honest part. The code stumbles for a breath as if embarrassed by the size of its own lie.
And that’s the real signal. Not aliens. Not bases. Not hybrids.
Just a system testing how unreal it can become before anyone notices the sky was never the point.
F’ing this (dimensions they created and hide in): I don’t give a shit if people can handle it or not. This is about OUR SURVIVAL. I remember the US Army undergoing Underground Warfare Training in 2017, but I wonder if there was any training for dimensional warfare.
Last 2 digits of this html: 55. And the song? November RAIN. Taking that song, a Q post and the date OF the Q post referencing to the videos above about March 3 and the Blood Moon……I may be on to something:
BREAKING – *STAGE ALL SET* President Trump joins fellow world leaders — and founding members of the Board of Peace — for a group photo this morning at the Donald J. Trump Institute of Peace pic.twitter.com/aPjBMRMdHg
😂😂 I love this! I agree w/this women’s comment too. My girl brings out my inner 5-year-old. All she has to do is say “mom get into your big bag of woo,” and once I do, she and I are in hysterics laughing, doing little skits, obnoxious crazy voices, and comedy routines where no one is free from being thrown on stage and imitated.
I would like to have a friendship with another women that mirrors these two gentleman.
Just someone to talk to about dumb stuff that crosses my mind.
Delete Your Handler @thebeaconsignal You’ve been walking the same street for days looking people in the eye checking who’s actually here and who’s running on reflex.
People look at you without seeing you. The city feels full but nobody is really in it.
Most eyes just glide over you that fast, social autopilot that performs contact instead of making it.
Then today sun warm on the pavement edges softened you see this old man moving slowly one careful step at a time someone who has to think about every piece of motion just to move forward.
You look at him. He looks at you. No flinch. No recoil. No script. Just presence.
His smile was already there like he arrived in the moment before you did. Your eyes meet and time actually pauses. A one or two second gap where neither of you breaks the thread.
He nods. You nod. You both say hi.
And somehow that tiny exchange quiet ordinary nothing anyone else would notice hits harder than most conversations you’ve had all year.
Because someone was there. Someone met you. Two strangers in a world sleepwalking actually saw each other.
Finds later. Most of you know about the arrest (and release) of Prince Andrew and his connections with J.E.
I want to share something I notice these days.
What happens when I share my writing works and ask for support on social media.
Follower count goes down.
Why is that?
I am honest. Transparent. Authentic.
I seriously battle PTSD and panic disorder. I see someone for it. I tried meds in the past – did not help. I know what does help: love. Support. Being seen. Knowing I’ve been heard. Those things help me trust. Open up. Makes it easier to expand. Healing does not occur in isolation. That is not how our nervous systems are designed. I’ve become a self-appointed expert in this area. Studied. Read. Learned a lot. eBook forthcoming.
My body pulls back when people suddenly disappear. Or criticize me for asking for support. It isn’t like I’m fundraising. I’m providing a service. I spend hours each day collecting finds, adding in my own insights and goodies and share here to a decent-sized audience. On my coffee site, I’m sharing stories. My music. Asking for some support in return. What is the crime in that? I see the numbers on my coffee page. Up to 200-300 reads per post.
I can’t seem to break through that filter around me.
I’m a mom who has been ignored and dismissed by every damn agency I’ve tried to get help from. These same agencies line up to give thousands to immigrants and refugees. Even locals in my community have criticized me when I ask for money for a service I provide – a service some have said they value.
My writings are my only viable option at this moment.
And anyone who is trying to find work and who has been trying to find work out there knows a few things: 1) it is ungodly competitive 2) it is who you know 3) if you are over 50, good luck
And if you have issues that hinder you from doing certain types of work, that adds another barrier.
Some say, “That world is crashing, let it go.”
I GET THAT. But it is still in that process, and none of us knows how long it will take.
And do you have a child who looks at you each day and says, “Mom, what are you going to do?”
I cannot take one more “I am praying for you” while refusing to share my work or open up with a willingness to HEAR ME. This type of dismissal is crushing me.
I’m screaming inside now. Crying out to the world: “I AM DOING MY BEST! Stop judging me. Stop going silent on me. Just please frigging help me.”
A better use of energy.
At the very least, share my work.
I don’t even see that happening.
I don’t get it.
I really don’t.
Lately, I feel this 4-6% is a group I am in – a very, very small number of real people here with a heart and a Soul.
My income is set to drop $400 in 2 months. And given the upcoming sale of the house, I honestly don’t know what the fuch I am going to do. I am losing sleep over this. I wake up in a panic. I am doing my damnedest to stay focused, pushing myself more than I should. But I won’t give up. I will pound on doors and badger people until I get the help I need because this is not just about me. It’s about my child. And when I hear “this is for the children,” I scream again inside.
It is?
PROVE IT.
When moms are supported, children thrive. And moms too.
It’s that simple.
We need to remember again what matters most. Our humanity. Each other.
