Gawd it feels like ground-hog day today. Even sitting in that rare moment where the sun actually came out didn’t do much for me – other than give me some needed warmth. Sat down to play the piano – same thing. Just got nothing atm.
….And……I could not sleep last night. I had experienced that in recent weeks but thought that whole thing was over. Reading others having the same atm.
I don’t want to be bothered or asked questions – especially annoyingly ground-hog day questions like “what do you want done with these towels honey?” or “what’s for dinner?”
GRASS. Ok?
We. Are. Eating. Grass.
lol
OMG I am so beotchy this evening. (we actually had burgers and salads)
I did do some re-decorating in the bathroom – as I call it my “decorating on a dime” thrifty approach. Looks better. A new energy of calm.
And now I don’t want anyone else to use it but me. lol
Did I mention I feel tired and beotchy?
Yeah…….
So today the feeeeel is “uh this can end/switch any time now”.
NOW IS GOOD.
Here’s what I am seeing.
Love,
V.
******
Another interesting ~ aligning San Tarot. Getting the “full story” – seeing the Truth. Where we go & do once we see that Truth – is truly an individual choice – Freedom – as it really is supposed to be. Being inside of this space has hampered our creating. I know what it means for me – very personal one. It aligns with something I’ve been contemplating recently…..
History Books. That had me think of the Lockwood books. So I did some research to see what else I could learn from the books and I discovered Little Baron Trump’s dogs name is Bulger – which reminded me of Whitey Bulger – who was a big fan of Trump and a critic of Mueller.
And I learn Ingersoll had a connection to Lincoln: “Ingersoll was trained in the law, but before establishing a practice, he was appointed Consul to the Kingdom of Hanover by the Lincoln Administration…”
Whitey Bulger ~ simple gematria 155. Perhaps he’s still really alive and part of the plan? One of the aligning gematria’s: John Three Seven ~ “Do not be amazed that I said “You must be born again.” There is something deeper there with this one. I feeeeeeeeeeeeeels it.
I think it’s going hot now ~ movie ending ~ about ready to have As The World Turns moment ~ at the 6’oclock hour maybe? We’ll see……….I’m reading some comments on one of Rose’s community chats – remembering some of my physical experiences – esp. the past few days. When I have these things I tend to forget them – until I read of others having them and then I remember. At night – before going to sleep – the body trembles/shakes……sudden inner heat that comes and goes quickly………and top of my head tingling. Also irritability is definitely “in the air”. Here’s what we saw tonight:
Without the seconds, the timestamp of Trump’s deleted “It is June 14th, FLAG DAY!!!” post is 12:03 or 123.
Q123 = Nothing is random. Everything has meaning.
I also decided to look up drop 321 (mirror):
321
Dec 09, 2017 2:15:53 PM EST
Q !ITPb.qbhqoID: 571caeNo. 60660
Post: 1:34 US Military
POTUS: 1:37 US Military
Q
Check out the above No. 3 6’s
Mirroring everything.
Remember one of the shares in my previous post about the cue clock lining up at 6 for tomorrow – which is T’s birthday (and Flag Day). And what did 17 day about the 6 o’clock hour?
3599
Nov 16, 2019 1:13:56 PM EST
Q !!mG7VJxZNCIID: 000000No. 7356265
The Harvest [crop] has been prepared and soon will be delivered to the public for consumption.
Burn The Boats… No Turning Back. it is here and it is now. Not next year, not next week… NOW! This is what many of us have been screaming from the rooftops about for the last 15 years and longer.
Ah, here comes Uranus. Just in time for this alignment….?
So allegedly the glow on the right is the tube that opens up to accept each mechanical object/planet – once it drops off the rod/pole. I have seen this before – so we’ll see what happens. Something interesting to look at…..and to be honest, until I KNOW, I don’t know wtf I am really looking at……….
Doesn’t the experience now feel like we are in a COMPLETELY different – new – timeline? I don’t know – something about today feels different – as though we’ve all stepped into a new “arena”. Just going by what I am feeling atm………..
Here are some finds.
With love,
Victoria
******
I remembered this message in the shower portal today – then see it show up tonight on social media:
Ok – not really feeling that one so I decided to see what is the fastest striking animal on the planet and found something called the dracula ant. :::shiver YUCK::: I did a gematria on that one.
What is it about the 24th? That number? Someone mentioned to me a few weeks ago that their b-day was on the 24th (June) and I had this thought – that there was something to happen on that day……..Like turning back/mirroring back on “them”………
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Not that I’m into this sort of thing ~ nor have I ever been. I tried to understand but it all felt controlled….rigged……..evil. It was simply part of that same system I could not get into – figuratively and literally. So sharing as markers in this end game puzzle.
And the crypto follows…………Never got into that either. I always remembered T saying he wasn’t a fan of crypto currencies. Silver, he said (tweeted), was the most undervalued.
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I hate them. I can admit that. I am a loving person but I H A T E spiders.
Tonight – after I had already spent time in the kitchen wiping down the coffee pot, counter, blender, window frame and whatever else I could reach with vinegar and then alcohol in order to remove all traces of yum for the few sugar ants we saw followed up by putting out the poison bait we use outside – I had to use the little girls room.
I got settled in and my mate is telling me he went on spider patrol and had found one earlier. Just as he is sharing this little tale – I look off to my left – and saw one – right there – 12 inches from my face – right next to the damn toilet paper. I am in mid-stream and start screaming for my mate to “KILL IT KILL IT” – while willing my body frantically to “HURRY UP AND FINISH” whilst I moved as much as I could AWAY from it causing me to just stand up and having one of those “Depends” moments. Well, wishing I HAD them at that moment. Which I didn’t – and don’t.
I rush out of the bathroom – struggling to get my clothes back into position – mate dashes in with flashlight and bug killer (in this case a dollar store cheap @ss fly swatter) – looking at the wall asking where it is. My voice is still high pitched as I say “it’s right THERE! SEE IT? No, no over THERE! NO you aren’t SEEING it. It’s RIGHT THERE. YES right by the toilet paper. NO OFF TO THE RIGHT!”
omg
Spider drama.
So mate finally sees it – announces seconds later “I GOT IT” then says “uh oh”.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO there are to be NO “uh oh’s” when you are on a mission to hunt spiders – ESPECIALLY once you claim to have found it.
Well the uh oh turned out to be the destruction of the fly swatter (which is what you get when you buy one at the dollar store – well technically it’s now called the $1.25 store but this is not a political piece so I will spare you the rhetoric).
So all ended well – except for the spider which I know there are some who catch them in a cup and with a napkin or index card, cover up the card and place it outside. I used to be one of those. Until I had a child. Then all sense of fairness went out the window and my mama brain coupled with my need to keep her safe over-ruled all sense of that fairness so when a potential threat was in the house it went from “oooh it’s ok little guy let me put you outside” to “KILL IT”.
So that’s my story. It wasn’t funny at the time – but now? Yeah, I can find reason to laugh – mostly at myself.
May your evening/day be peaceful, free of any harm or threat, undies dry.
So ~ after feeling famished and energized like a 22 year old yesterday, today I’m dragging a bit more. It’s early evening and I am ready for sleep – at least a nap. I didn’t listen to all of Lisa’s video last night – looks like I need to for according to some of my friends here, she spoke about people feeling *thiiiiiiis* close to checking in to a mental ward. I’ve felt it. I know some of you have as well. I keep getting this image:
Pretty appropriate image. The “system/matrix/ai” trying to break his mind. It’s likely a metaphor for what “they” have wanted all along: our consciousness. And in the above scene, Morpheus is refusing to help the “enemy” by giving them what they want: the codes.
Whew – typing that I feel pressure in my chest and the need to take a deep breath. This is serious sheot here and at times reading “it’s a movie” feels dismissive to how this is really feeeeeeling here – especially now. As Rose once said: that bus may be an illusion but it can still ef you up inside this place.
I see “it” and feel “it” when its around. That’s all I will say about that. Time to move on and share what I am seeing.
Love, gratitude and solid protection/healing to you all….
V.
******
2:22 length with an embedded “2” that flashes quickly….A McAFEE afterlife telegram video which I was going to share but then noticed the title (paraphrased): I am R A….the living……….the one……………Yeah – thank you but no thank you. That could be a poke or it could be something with “their” subliminal sheot. I’m unfollowing the channel and I apologize if anything I shared was one of “theirs”. As always as ya’ll know, I ONLY SEEK TO SHARE TRUTH.
Both sides have their own version of “T” – perhaps even all of this alleged pro-poison dart info is coming from “their” version of T……….I too feel we haven’t seen him since before the 2020 election:
The 9/11 attacks on the Twin Towers, it was a Tues. (Twosday)
The number 11 (2 ones)
It is no coincidence also that number eleven looks like an equals sign sideways:
11 = equal!
If Wed. ‘feelz like a Fri.”
Then, Sun. must be a Tues.
Sat. night could be a Tues, if the new day starts @ 6PM
9/11 ^ 6/11
Kim Shady reminded us of a TL :
8/6/20
Trump at Whirlpool Facility, “This may be the last time you see me for a while.”
10/28/20
PDJT rally in Phoenix, Az
Phoenix is on the 33rd parallel
So – IKEA is having a serious supply shortage. Just a few months ago my girl had saved some furniture she was looking to get. Today? Every single piece is unavailable.
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…..”thang” as in listened to that first-of-the-day nudge to do xyz………today that was, as I shared, doing a gematria on JOHN & DURHAM.
So – I shared my piece on the usual places. FB (not doing a thing w/twatter other than getting goodies from musk, scavino and others)……..gab………anonup…. Then I get busy in the household helping with breakfast, clean up, assisting with my daughter (continuation with yesterday’s massive toy removal……drama…..or “draw ma” going crazy trying to deal…….). I get back on the computer – go to anonup and notice a big number of notifications. Well, a big number for me. Most days I receive nothing – occasionally I receive half a dozen or so. NEVER anything like what I saw staring at me on my screen. I also noticed a big uptake in followers – in a short amount of time – like 40 or more.
Bots, I think. Because, you know, I have “trust issues.” lol
And then I receive a d/m from an online fellow patriot and friend who told me she had the nudge to share this:
This woman works hard. She is a constant here. And yet she receives hardly any likes or help. I knew about her before being here, due to her website, but didn’t connect the two until recently.
How about some love for Victoria?💙
Then I see one of the biggest accounts had also shared it.
So I wasn’t getting bots or poked or trolls. I was getting some love.
It humbled me.
It also gave me reason to pause and reflect on why I automatically go to the “dark side”. I do have wonderful people – friends – who visit here – who support me with love and shares and personal conversations and donations. I guess it comes down to that weeeeee program within that says “you are invisible”. And I’m not used to any sort of spotlight. Makes me uncomfortable. And yet I also put myself into that position with the work I do. And ya’ll know how I have lamented how I want more exposure so I can increase readership and revenue because of this, you know, pay-to-live matrix enslavement.
At times I am a walking paradox. I want the love, support and recognition – but I also don’t want a lot of attention either. Perhaps that explains why I am just a tad bit more introverted – with an extrovert waiting to jump in as well. Reminds me of a saying I read about 22 years ago:
“To vascillate is human nature.”
At the time, reading that annoyed me. I like consistency. That autistic-like part of me needs it. But I also know that none of us can be pigeon holed. Ever. We are a mix of complex experiences, thoughts & emotions. Who knows who we really are outside of “their” prison here. But inside – this is who we are.
Myself included.
For now – any newbies – thank you for giving me a chance. And for the rest of my friends, thank you for hanging in there with me.
Love,
******
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