i wasn’t so fond of the energies today or how i felt.  my family was up almost all night last night with either anxiety or strong body reactions or sensing and seeing unusual “things”.  frustration and irritation are off the charts. body’s itching.

we all went to bed early too – exhausted.  and yet – couldn’t sleep.  i finally got up around 3:30am to eat something (marionberry pie – lol) as i was suddenly quite hungry as well.  ok – “quite hungry” doesn’t accurately describe my experience.  i was ravishingly hungry.

speaking of food (some days it’s all about food w/me)- i became quite fond of ginger the past few years.  i drink the fresh root tea regularly.  each morning i sprinkle powdered ginger on my eggs (soooo good w/greens and scallions mixed in – dollop of greek yogurt). my latest ginger obsession? crystallized candy ginger.  it packs a zing and my body loves it.

the inner relaxed a bit today – but feeeeels like it has picked up in the last couple of hours.

earlier today, as i stated in the Q post, i had some questions – in particular about the event.  we know Q/Trump, etc. has used looking glass or similar tech to see future timelines play out.  we have seen past proving the future.

ok then.  therefore they likely have seen the event.  now i understand why they would not share this.  however – i want to know what makes them more privileged to access that information and those tools.

those of us who want to know such information – we have that right.

yeah maybe it’s my ego at play here.  definitely it is.  and yet – we have that right to KNOW what’s coming.  and when.  at least a general timeline.

this tension is at the surface now.  no keeping it hidden.  heck, no keeping anything hidden now.  lol  so…….for now i am locking myself into the back room to be left with my own silence.  i utilize my tools.  the resins.  the sage. candles burning.  deep breathing.  walks.  crystals and rocks.  and yet – i feel the need to keep it simple now.  the outer stuff is not where the power is. within – those tools – that’s where it is and what i know to rely on.

my mate just said something that is quite true.  everything we are feeling and thinking is being amplified.

some words to keep front and center in my experience.

how ya’ll doing?

love,

victoria

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i had a dream last night where i was in a former neighborhood of mine from childhood/teen years.  i was visiting individual homes of people i knew at the time.  quick pop-in visits before i walked out.  i then saw a family from my current experience and saw them driving away from me.

i let that go too.

and on i continued….walking up a hill feeling quite weary – heading towards the home in which i lived in at the time.  it felt metaphoric as i knew i wasn’t actually going to this home.

just when i was thinking i couldn’t go on a figure appeared – dark at first – until a street light shined upon them.  i paused – observed – and realized it was Rocky Balboa.  i approached him – he spoke to me the way Rocky would – brooklyn accent.  he encouraged me to carry on – and as he did – we did this swirling/twirling dance and upon doing that – he energetically “pushed” me uphill – giving me a boost of energy.

i woke up thinking “Rocky Balboa?!  what was that about” – kind of laughing it off.

until i saw this – first thing on my facebook feed this morning – a picture that accompanied a discussion about how we are about ready to all Go Home…

You really can’t make this stuff up….

Love,

Victoria

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