Author: Victoria1111

Ok first I put the “higher self” in quotes as I don’t feeeeeeel what has been referred to as “higher self” is of Us (in the QHHT sessions).

So…..I listened to One Harmony’s latest last night.  He said a very strange thing is happening:  our “higher selves” are not coming through on QHHT sessions now.  He said he also heard from many other practitioner’s who are reporting on the same thing.

My take – this is a GOOD thing.  I began to feeeeeel over a year ago that many of these QHHT sessions were receiving and sharing matrix programs. I grew very weary of hearing how we “chose” these experiences (always of torture and trauma – you notice that theme??).  I could not resonate w/that nor could I resonate w/how I made a “contract” with another to watch them die or experience trauma.  My goodness – it is BEYOND time to let go of all of that nonsense.  It is their program.

Would any of you wish any of this on your own child?  The trauma and the suffering and the struggle and the “pull yourself up on your own and get out there and take all you can”?  This entire experience has been a sham from the word “go” and deep within every one of us know it.

So….as I said – this is a good sign, imho.  It could also explain why many of us have felt cut off and in a void for awhile.  I DO feel there IS a grander part of Who We Are and if ANYTHING has been cut off from us it is that. Certainly the ability to tap into our Pure Potential has been a huge challenge – at times impossible.  In an Original Organic experience, that is simply who we are at every moment.

For any act of withholding is deception and deception is their agenda and I stopped consenting to that agenda long ago.

So….I welcome this recent “strange” activity.  I think we are going to see some “red pilling/questioning/awakening” going on in that community. Anyone wanting to talk with me about this – I am here to listen and support.

If it doesn’t feel like love – if it doesn’t feel supportive of what YOU need and desire – it is not worth giving focus/attention to.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

schumann continues with that annoooooying “here i come WHAM there i go bye here i come again WHAM”….today felt like i was in a blender being shaken until i screamed….surrendered…went poof….gave up….take your pick.  so i did a bit of everything.  what got me centered (at least for a time) – one moment of kindness from someone – asking me if my family had enough food.  so much better (for me) than being ignored, challenged or given unasked for advice.  a simple question.

love is simple…and can break through the most chaotic storm – at least soothe it some.

it is early evening here and i am absolutely wiped.  mate as well.  time for some sleep.  things continue to feel different and i am not sure what this is about.  as i am seeing – thinking my way out of an experience in which i don’t align and thinking my way through all that is going on out there – that way of seeking “truth” doesn’t really come from focused logic (thankful for that as that part of me doesn’t work so well now) – but rather from allowing Truth to flow in and from me.  it’s far too quiet for me but it’s all i have now as a “tool”.

here’s the latest schumann and a couple of odd lasco captures.

ggrrr….you can stop the slamming jabs….give me the bubbles of bliss please….

explosions?

love,

victoria

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