it’s shower portal time reflection. tonight i was putting together a description of where we are – how we got here – and what’s going on now. i have been working on ways to talk to those who are open/seeking – putting it all together in a way that is easy to understand – and innerstand – in a story-like formula – in as few words as i can – all based on my feels and the research i have done going back 20 some years.
as i was putting this together i thought of Home. what exactly does this term mean? what does it look like? for some reason i felt now was the “time” to get clear on this.
it is Individual. and the only thing that came to me – through me – was Home is our Original Experience before the hijack. what is Home to me may be different for you. we likely had different forms. different ways of being/living. but ALL was Original Universal Creation. no separation. live and let live. create and let create. i know i have spoken similar words here often – but tonight – it “synched up” within.
how many life cycles this has gone on, i have no idea. 10. a million. i don’t know and i can’t feel much into this other than i feel it is possible they reset this realm “many times” – wiped us out – and reinserted again. i theorized that in recent weeks here and still feel there is some truth in that. certainly it is plausible.
for me Home is about nature. trees. LOTS of trees. luscious fruits. connection. celebration. music. dancing. ocean. water. and i am sure other ways of being i have not remembered yet.
but the feeling is powerful. solid. sustaining. and it comes from deep within.
A couple of days ago I postulated the question: Is it possible the magnetic field has actually kept us isolated? (and in quarantine)
I put this on a social media page and dani arnold mckinney – who runs the Removingtheshackles channel on youtube – said it was actually a current theory on the table.
So there you go.
As I feel into this – if we were in a truly supportive Universal energy experience (which is so blatingly obvious by now we don’t) – would we have to be (allegedly) protected from other Universal forces? No. Such a “need” speaks loudly that that barrier kept out the good stuff and kept us isolated and trapped from that good stuff.
Support is support. And all is in alignment in a supportive environment.
It is breaking down and allowing TRUE UNIVERSAL ENERGIES to enter – bringing us back Home. That’s why NO ONE can explain where these new energies are coming from as they are not coming from this object we call the “sun” here. As I told my friend today – I am not a scientist but I do have a good inner sense about things sometimes.
End ALL disease! Lyme. Candida/fungus (which has been sprayed on us). ALL inflammatory diseases. Return ALL that was taken from us so that we may live Fully Conscious, Healthy, Abundant lives in Freedom as we Originally did. SO BE IT NOW.
So last night I was in this large auditorium. Felt like a political rally (I did not know POTUS was having one tonight, btw). There was a sea of blue, however and I was in a corner with 5 other people, in red. In this experience, HRC won and the people went nuts. I felt this huge sinking sensation and I shook my head as I told those around me that they were responsible for the end of the world that was coming because of who they voted for. The verbal attacks and poking began, so I said “i’m outta here – not my reality – you can have that experience” so I and these 5 others walked out.
I found a door, opened it and walked out into beautiful sunshine.
However, there was a male there that looked like Ed Harris – the actor – who was the Director in the movie “The Truman Show”. He smiled his beautiful smile and held his hands out to me for an embrace. I walked over and at first collapsed into him feeling so low and in so much despair. He patted my back but then – I remembered. I pulled away and said “Wait – I know who you are. You are the one who created this matrix. I’m going my own way.” and I looked ahead and saw a long walking path and said “that’s where I’m going”. I and the group of 5 took off for it and the experience ended.
Attacks are indeed heightened right now. As we know – this is more than just a ground war (albeit it quite hidden) here – but an ending of the harvesting experience – an ending of the control experience – an ending of the enslavement experience. ALL that has used and abused and harnessed our energy is ENDING. E N D I N G. And they know it.
And most importantly – WE know it too.
We got this.
Love,
Victoria
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i felt poked and triggered all day today. it started when we woke up to a dead rat in our yard. it had been chewed up and left behind. our neighbor’s cat roams freely and frequents our yard regularly at night (talking with the owner is pointless). at times this cat has left dead animals in our yard and i am fed up with it. i was sharing this with another neighbor and stated how i was at the point of saving these dead animals, placing them in a box and delivering them to the owner’s house so she can deal with the messes her cat is leaving in my yard. no no no don’t do that, she said shaking her head, frowning. that’s not ok. that’s what cats do.
well i should have known better – this person is not the most awakened person. so i asked her if she would prefer i deliver the cat to her house so she can be left these presents. she literally gave me a blank stare.
anyone home with some of these people? it’s like i literally witness them experiencing a new concept they cannot comprehend. a new program. i sympathize. and yet i am also just plain tired and fed up with having these experiences with others. the people in my sanctuary world have more sympathy towards the rights of sex offenders, illegal immigrants and drugged out homeless people who steal and poop all over the place than they do with law abiding people just trying to survive. it is soooo apparent now the programming and agenda has worked here. if i walked down the street with a MAGA hat on while saying “i am a PROUD white woman” – heads may implode.
i saw some new bumper stickers around town too: “make america not be an embarrassment again”. i shook my head and kept going. then my social media seemed to flood me with stuff known to trigger me.
with each experience i said “i see what you’re doing. not feeding you.”
unplug. unplug. unplug.
and at the same time thinking and feeling – i am so done with this absolute bullshit.
validation came when i saw a MEME asking this: “Any of you feel you are being seriously triggered today? more than usual?”
YES YES and YES!
also felt really slammed mid afternoon with “something” that came in energetically and tempted to floor me. i heard from sister d who said she felt something around the same time. i had things to do so i pushed through it.
i felt the equal draw to lash back and to respond with love today – and i engaged in both choices. likely if i had rested in the way i needed, love would have been the only choice. it certainly did not help having a mate who was in a major down space today – combination of exhaustion, health issues and extremely grumpy from cleaning out a very hot, dusty garage. downsizing. i helped when i could. trigger trigger trigger for both of us – having to get rid of even more of our stuff we otherwise would like to keep but have no room for as we have been unable to find a bigger place we can afford plus we also really need the money to fix the #%@! dishwasher so some items are now up for sale.
pay to live is madness. feeling isolated here is madness.
only 2 planets can transit the sun – mercury and venus. here is some info from our beloved NASA – which confirms what i said about that last “object” people said was “mercury” – transiting last month. according to NASA this was not supposed to occur until November 11 2019 – as i repeatedly stated. this is literally all a lie. the simulation is failing – and we are EASILY seeing this now on these sat. images. and these energies entering our atmosphere – not coming from the Sun (ED) – so we hear “we don’t know where it’s coming from but it isn’t the Sun” – then they return to the NASA heliocentric nonsense.
ok so here’s the image from 10 days ago – on the 21st:
and here it is today – 1o days later. slow moving. should have already made the pass.
then i see this: “mercury only crosses the one once every 7 years” (SOURCE)
now a couple of mainstream channels called this object “venus” – and yet venus does not transit the sun at this time – at least according to wikipedia, which had this to say: “The previous pair of transits were in December 1874 and December 1882. The next transits of Venus will take place on 10–11 December 2117 and 8 December 2125.[4][5][6]”
so there ya go. it’s a ship. and it’s struggling – likely trying to get energy to sustain itself by hanging around ED (for as long as it has now). end of story. lol
