I’m no stranger to the term “relationships are hard”.  Hard for me that is.  I read something last night that spoke of the biggest factor in keeping two people connected is communication.  (obviously – but it was written so beautifully)  Authentic communication when both people are coming from their hearts.  Where you feel heard – seen – truly listened to.  I thought back to a couple of experiences of mine.  One in the 90’s when I was married to someone else and atm, was desperate for emotional bonding with him.  I spoke with a woman I had been getting to know and told her I would love to meet someone and instead of talking about what we each do for a living or the weather or blah blah we each share with one another our deepest pains and best dreams….REAL things….those things we usually keep for ourselves and only speak them aloud on dark nights alone with God.

What came out of her kind of surprised me:  “Are you f’ing NUTS?!  I would run away if someone ever did that.”  Is there something wrong me, I thought?  It was one of those moments I felt, again, like a stranger in a very strange land.  I guess I’m just different, I thought as that has just been my nature – honesty, exploratory conversations.

Openness.  To know I have been heard.  I used to be a natural at this – in providing this with another.  Today?  Yeah, I know I carry a lot of pain – disappointment, anger and apathy – much I have kept to myself or kept inside and either unable or unwilling to let it go.  I keep feeling – Love Heals and I cannot do it alone.  I don’t want to either.

I recalled a friend from many years ago.  We met when she was going through a divorce – and was having a “good time” so I was someone with whom she felt safe in sharing things she felt some of her other friends wouldn’t understand or be ok with.  Sometimes I felt like there wasn’t much room for me and my “stuff” – but like I typically had always done – if it was a warm body wanting to talk, I was there.  And she was fun and generous.

At one point I shared with her something I had only told a couple of other people.  It was something significant – something that had had a strong impact on my life.  Anyway so one afternoon she was visiting and I told her I had a new insight on this experience.  She didn’t know what I was talking about so I said “remember….” and shared it with her briefly again.  She said “oh things like that aren’t important to me so I don’t remember”.  Wtf – I thought.  Who says something like that?  I was too afraid to state my opinion on her response, so I finished my point.  She smiled and said “Cool!  Is it my turn now?”

Is it “my turn now”?  Yeah – I should have walked away after that.  But life allowed for that when she found out I was a Trump supporter.  lol

Anyway…..So tonight I reflect on relationships.  How different are they on the outside – with no evil in the experience?  How would – how will it be when we’re all free/healed from the trauma of this place?  It is something I desire – a new me without all of this crap in my mind and body.  Restored and healthy.

The experience and the energy today continues to feel “poking”.  My level of frustration seems to increase and I feel I am now almost continuously “dumping out that cup” of whatever is inside it.  I feel like we’re all now crammed into this place we don’t want to be in – desperately wanting out – desperately wanting different/new/better.  Part of it is our stuff – part of it is just simply “them”.

SOMEDAY this ends, right?

Here are a few finds….

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Silver going to go up and stay going up??  I’ve only been waiting for that to happen for, what, 15 years?  

We Are Living Through The Deep State’s Last Days! – On The Fringe Must Video

Anyone wanna take a guess as to what this may indicate?  I’m pretty burned out in this regard so I just share….

Big base.  Not normal.  Getting ready for public military?  IF IT IS TRUE.  My thought – who got this info?  I have asked – if something arises I will share (I haven’t been able to find anything so this feels more like “ooooh my inside sources are saying THIS” and blah blah blah  lol  god so over that kind of talk)….

Now THIS feels true….

Gotta have humor:

We know this.  That looming question:  When is checkmate?

You know – I don’t think the election thing is what awakens the rest.  I don’t think that’s really what is going to be SHOWN to people.  Many have so much disdain for T they don’t or won’t care if it was stolen – so long as he didn’t get in the WH.  Want to wake ’em up?  Show them what’s in the jab they took – and how it was done with intention and malice.  But even at that, as I thought today, T pushed it and continues to push it – IF that is the REAL T that is.  I feel both sides have their own version.  eye roll…

My kind of thing to discuss:

Time Travel and Teleportation – Andy Basiago’s disclosure interview

Andy Basiago is The most credible time travel and teleportation witness to date. ‘Outside The Box’ extraordinary interview with CIA Project Pegasus participant Andrew D. Basiago. In the late 1960’s and early 1970’s Andy was a child participant i…

https://www.bitchute.com/video/qZFUDfhuKj5Z/

JBS, World’s Largest Meat Supplier, Paid $11 Million in Bitcoin to Ransomware Hackers

CRISIS: 180,000 Illegal Aliens Arrested at the Border in May – 674% Increase Over Last Year

So I heard this is also now mainstream:

Medical Advisors to CDC: ‘Higher Than Expected’ Number of Cases of Heart Problems in Young Adults and Adolescents Following Covid Vaccination

DEVELOPING: Active Shooter Reported at Joint Base San Antonio-Lackland

Antrim County Attorney DePerno Releases BOMBSHELL Report – Claims County Voting Machines Were Remotely Logged into – Decertifies Entire Antrim Election

China Is Paying US Mainstream Media Outlets to Promote Chicom Propaganda

This looks like a piece of the matrix – unusual for a craft, imho..

UFO like anomaly appears after huge flash in space

“The USS Howard has now left San Diego again, flying a flag that reflects the storied history associated with its name and, in line with its motto, its crew’s readiness to pursue “victory” in whatever tasks they are assigned.”

https://www.thedrive.com/the-war-zone/40971/why-the-destroyer-uss-howard-left-port-flying-a-bright-red-flag-adorned-with-an-asian-dragon

I’ve been saying this for over 20 years…Pay to live and work-to-live is f’ing ENSLAVEMENT….

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So……I’m very tired atm but want to share while it is fresh in my mind.  It is my feeeeel now – a couple of things:

1. No more sharing of anyone or any accounts that claim to have inside intel and are SHARING said intel.  That is fake news working for the other side.  PERIOD.  As we know – ANY leaking of intel regarding current military ops is TREASONOUS.  I am done feeding these monkeys.
2. I feel how important it is now to stay connected – to reach out in communication in order to help us through this stage.  A song I wrote over 20 years ago – which at the time I wasn’t sure why I had written it and felt the “timing” for it wasn’t then – but I have been hearing a line from it in my mind lately so I feel the timing for this song is now:  Reach to me and I’ll reach to you.  Take my hand and hold on.  Just hold on.  And it will be alright.

I have another song going through my mind atm:  I know there’s something going on….I know it won’t be long – won’t be long before THEY’RE gone…..(changed it up organically)…

Today the energy feels heavy.  I can’t shake it so all I can do is distract myself from it.  Face it for what it is too.  THEM.  Reacting.  The need for alone time is absolutely necessary.  Long periods of silence.  That is how, for me, I ride out this storm I feel we are now smack dab in.  Distraction when necessary too.  Fun distraction.  I cannot “hold it” like I once did.  And honestly – I don’t feel we are supposed to.  I either trust clean up is underway or I don’t.  And given nothing is showing me or nudging me that the opposite is true, I am of the knowing that others (here and off world) are doing the actual physical “cleaning” and all I need to do is keep myself and my family cared for.  And to be there for others in my tribe.

That’s it.  I am not doing the “warrior up and get to work”.  I already did that.  For me I feel the only thing I ever really “needed” to do was to following my nudges and be in the Flow when it all guided me to SEE.  Take that info and those experiences and share (again when nudged to do so).

What do “they” want?  Attention – in the form of our worship or our fear.

Why give it?

I am rethinking some  narratives I have heard by some big people in the movement.  One that there is going to be a mass die-off of people – those who received the “j” and WE are going to be the new humans.

I’m not feeling that.  Yes – people willingly took this experiment into their bodies – but by what Divine Purpose would it be to carry it out in full?  WHAT DOES THAT SERVE and WHO?  Love?  Nope.  That doesn’t feel like part of some Divinely Guided plan.  I get the whole “this is war and with war there is loss”.  And I get the “well THEY made the choice” blah blah – but how many times have we ALL done something we later regret?  Aren’t we DONE with the whole “you made your bed now lie in it” b.s.?

So…..I am not feeling that they will get to see such a mass die off resulting from THEIR creation.  SOMETHING will happen to stop that – just like SOMETHING has stepped in to stop the dam in china from collapsing – which was one of their agenda’s.  We do have a LOT of protection in place now – so anything that feeds their “end game scenario” – I ain’t feeling it or sharing it.  Remember – WE ARE GETTING OUR END.  WE.  US.  Not “them”.  This is all about US  now.  Our liberation.  Our freedom.  Nothing more – nothing less.  All else is nonsense and of their creation to keep us focused ON them.

D O N E.

So…..here are some interesting things happening atm:

HUGE DEVELOPMENT: THREE DIFFERENT STATES Tour the Arizona Audit Floor- MORE Are Expected EVERY DAY THIS WEEK! (VIDEO)

Discernment, yes – but could also be from the info in the video below this one:

Silica reactor reportedly explodes at a plant in China's Shihezi city, Xinjiang. 💥 pic.twitter.com/ek7peiVgv2

— Agent Brandoe (@BYounger13) June 8, 2021

According to this – it held appliances and food products…If it’s the same explosion….Right now their side is going to spread as MUCH disinfo as they can….

(08/June) Huge Fire Broke Out In A Giant Warehouse in China

This happened earlier – but the lockdown is now over.

Lockdown over at Joint Base Pearl Harbor-Hickam after possible bomb threat on ship

And then – this:

Attention on Joint Base Pearl Harbor Hickam. All personnel please take appropriate actions to continue to shelter in place.

— Joint Base Pearl Harbor-Hickam (@JointBasePHH) June 8, 2021

Actually we were just instructed to take shelter on the Missouri 😬

— Karen Mazurowski (@MazurowskiKaren) June 8, 2021

More later if something stands out…..

Love,

Victoria

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