Numbers. I see numbers. 88. 77. 22. 333. And padiddles. I see them frequently.
There was some boxing match that is receiving a lot of attention here in the states. Which I don’t get. The only boxing I ever got into was Rocky – esp. Rocky III – and I saw that as good putting the smack down on smug evil. Other than that, seeing people – men – intentionally hitting one another -is just not my thing – especially with all of the pretentious pomp and circumstance. Give ’em bread and circuses and they won’t revolt.
Unless this was a test for something – it was on Netflix – and Netflix was in the red for most of the event.
Sing and hum. Dance. Purifies your body and space.
Thank you those of you who donated to help with the water incident. It was an interesting way to start the day – walk down the hall – suddenly you’re walking in water – your mind still not awake going “WTF?!” It was a leaking hose from the water heating tank – and I mean it was dripping and spraying – so when I called, I asked if we could get someone out ASAP. It has a fix atm – may be permanent or temporary (new hose – a bit smaller than the original). Still waiting to hear back from the heating folks. Had to toss a bunch of kleenex, dry the drawer of blankets that got wet, dry the floor runner, run a heater on the closet floor and underneath the drawer. I had already cleaned out the closets this fall – all but this one. So there you go – it’s now clean. 🙄😂
Listening to some music, doing a little movement and dancing, ongoing focus of getting back into my body – in full – for probably the first time in my life.
Energy still feels oddly calm – today even more so. Wondering if it’s possible the worst is over. As I think I already shared here (I shared it somewhere), we’re so used to disappointment. Still – eyes open – well when you can. Who else wants to sleep a lot now?
Trumps Plan to Deploy the National Guard and Federal Assets to every Major City to Restore Law and Order — Allowing Citizens to SUE Local Officials for Damages Caused by their Policies, And Passing a Concealed Carry Reciprocity Legislation Allowing Gun Owners to Carry… pic.twitter.com/fEv1sRq4P1
BREAKING: Trump advisers are drawing up plans to carry out his mass deportation strategy, including considering a national emergency declaration that would allow the administration to repurpose military assets to detain and remove migrants, per WSJ.
I am very surprised that the Democrats, who fought a hard and valiant fight in the 2020 Presidential Election, raising a record amount of money, didn’t have lots of $’s left over. Now they are being squeezed by vendors and others. Whatever we can do to help them during this…
BREAKING: Robert F. Kennedy Jr. says the Trump administration will change the personnel of public health agencies on day one, and if ‘we can’t fire them, we can ship them to a new HHS headquarters in Guam.’
Everything has meaning with Trump. The vertical flag position on his face has intrigued me. "the U.S. Flag Code specifies that hanging the American flag vertically is the correct method when attaching to a rope." Rope = hangings? pic.twitter.com/ESDcLC0m2b
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) November 9, 2024
BREAKING: FEMA has fired the official who instructed relief workers to skip the homes of Trump supporters while providing hurricane aid in Florida.
Trumps Executive Plan to Financially Starve and Investigate Hospitals and Health Care Providers that Chemically, Physically, and Emotionally harm our Children
• Day 1, revoke Joe Biden’s policies on “gender affirming care†• New EO will cease all programs that promote the… pic.twitter.com/21k5DND2V7
What a strange day. Vibes out there are weird – very quiet – even with all of the crazy we see on the ‘net – I am not feeling that. At least not here. The feel, for me, is self-reflecting, self-love, self-comfort and self-care. Like rocking an infant in great need of soothing. I’m feeling so much in my heart in that regard.
Just a few finds – I’m more focused on self-care atm. Quite exhausted. And could be a wee bit of post-election withdrawal. 🙄😂
Trump has won 31 states representing 312 out of a total of 538 electoral votes, or 58%. The number 58 is deeply connected to Trump.
– Trump Tower has 58 stories – Mar-a-Lago has 58 bedrooms – Trump married Melania at 58 – Trackdown episode about Trump set in 1958 – Quantum Leap… pic.twitter.com/Ug3CGd2lzz
How would you feel about the 5G towers if you knew that these frequencies are used to READ YOUR MIND? How would you feel knoing that MikeFlynns very close associate builds them & that MikeFlynn coined the term 5GWarfare but while he told you all it stands for Fifth generation…
Chanting, singing. Breathing practices. Meditation. Dance. Yoga. Exercise. Play music. Listen to music. Pushups, pulling, pushing, lifting. EMDR. Brainspotting. Certain foods, vitamins, adaptogens. The co-regulation seems to be a fairly new practice, where you work with someone you trust who is grounded/regulated and using mirroring, breathing, and touch, we can regulate our nervous systems. Kind of like working with a child who is upset. It’s a beautiful practice and I am seeing a growing number of people talking about it. As my healer says, spend as much time as you can in the parasympathetic nervous system.
On the heirarchy of the feeeels – it’s higher than being numb/frozen/detached.
Even though he won, and K is said to be conceding, I still feel this pause within me – this hesitancy to not quite celebrate yet. Could be due to the trauma and the disappointments over the last several years. How are you all feeling (at least those in the states)? I’m ready for the financial abundance/liberation part. My income is still down and I’m absolutely done losing sleep over it. My girl needs a mom who is well supported and rested.
Here’s the world stage happenings. Please leave whatever donation you can afford below. ðŸ™
💖
Victoria
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The Victory speech:
FULL SPEECH: Donald J. Trump Delivers Powerful Victory Speech After Winning 2024 Presidential Election & Securing 2nd Term As POTUS 47
BREAKING: Karoline Leavitt, Trump’s national press secretary, says that Trump will now be able to launch “mass deportations†of illegal immigrants.
JUST IN: 🇸🇻🇺🇸 El Salvador's Pro-Bitcoin President Nayib Bukele becomes first world leader to congratulate Donald Trump on winning the election. pic.twitter.com/CzEdKlvW6P
Heartiest congratulations my friend @realDonaldTrump on your historic election victory. As you build on the successes of your previous term, I look forward to renewing our collaboration to further strengthen the India-US Comprehensive Global and Strategic Partnership. Together,… pic.twitter.com/u5hKPeJ3SY
I watch and observe. Intend. The collective feel – certainly here in the states – in my area – is palpable. It’s like no one knows what’s going to happen but each side is DESPERATELY focused on who they want to see elected. Many however are probably not participating – however – even if now – the sense of anticipation is present. However, in the middle of that I am feeling very calm.
🚨#BREAKING: Over 200,000 subscribers have canceled their subscriptions to The Washington Post after Jeff Bezos blocked endorsement of Vice President Kamala Harris pic.twitter.com/nwMaJ2dNKX
JUST IN: 🇺🇸🇮🇱 Kamala Harris' husband, Doug Emhoff, says she plans to place a mezuzah at the White House entrance, officially marking it as a Jewish household. pic.twitter.com/tHSbNkNppl
Why is this man claiming to be with the post office in Easton Pa, Northampton County dropping off ballots in a Volvo marked with Rhode Island plates? This is very concerning: pic.twitter.com/eEluYIgpOK
🚨#BREAKING: Just Moments ago, RNC Chairman Micheal Whatley announced that the Trump/Vance campaign has filed a lawsuit against Bucks County for turning away voters.
this is really going on – very interesting (timing) – that plus 2 drills the past week or so – one during the day, one at night……….
The structure is not for “viewing†the inauguration, we have advanced drones for that footage! This is what you think it is, get ready!!! https://t.co/fRBahf4Fbg
— ð•„ð•šð•”ð•™ð•’ð•–ð• ð”¹ð•–ð•£ð•˜ð•–ð•£ â™– (@mike_berger17) October 29, 2024
Try and protect your energy between now and 11/5. Take long breaks from this stuff. I am cutting back to reserve my energy for whatever is coming. pic.twitter.com/pX2X3hOFJf
Prayers for Scott and every warrior in this battle who has given their all and is weakened by stress, the constant attacks, not taking care of themselves well enough, etc. God please protect us and save our world. ðŸ™ðŸ»ðŸ™ðŸ»ðŸ™ðŸ» https://t.co/U9o3JgMLeH
"The brain doesn't create consciousness. It downloads consciousness"
"The science is the background explaining what is happening on the spiritual side… the two go together and they're not to be separated" âš¡ pic.twitter.com/WSr86SUA4u
I am seeing an overwhelming number of discussions on narcissism and the narcissistic personality. It is my opinion – my truth – something I simply KNOW – that this entire matrix runs on a narcissistic frequency: self-absorbed, denies personal accountability, projects everything it does back on its victim. Pay to live and survive. Competition for everything. PLENTY to go around but controls put in place that tell you NO to that whatever-it-is you want to own, want to do, want to create the way you rightfully desire. The systems gaslight us – media, religion, politics, medical financial/employment/corporate sectors, etc. ALL of “their” systems are at their core Narcissistic. And as such, because we all share the same consciousness field inside this place, that program is instilled in each one of us. The difference between allowing that program to run your life is a choice – the choice to self-reflect, the choice to see our behavior.
There are narcissistic tendencies – which most of us have to some degree – but we can still see our own behavior and modify/shift.
Then there are the full-on narcissists who are unable to/refuse to see their own behavior.
They are dangerous, toxic and draining. Just like this reality is dangerous, toxic and draining.
BREAK. THE. NARC. SPELL. It’s happening – certainly happening with me as well – and I see it all around me. So many are breaking out of the spell – it’s a beautiful thing.
listening to the rogan podcast – comms:Â “i was there 17 times” (he said that twice referring to DC), “the thing” turned on him (trump), “the machine” being after him……..he was a democrat until the early 90’s…..time to open the JFK files…pre-trump days was an alternative universe……..(timeline)….Elon’s from a different planet (I’d say Mars – cousins of mankind –Â like Melania said – not the original Elon who I feel was one of “them” – not a T supporter but today is….)…..he’s talking about tariffs – referencing William McKinley – 25th President – how wealthy America was back then and McK brought America out of a depression through tariffs………He was a Republican who was Pres from 1897 through 1901 when he was assassinated.
MARICOPA ELECTION TRAINING TAPES EMERGE: Maricopa County Election Trainers Admit Poll Workers Cannot Stop Third Party Ballot Harvesting: "It's Not Our Job to Police That."
OMG Citizen Journalists are on the inside recording Maricopa County Election Trainings. "We're not any type… pic.twitter.com/lTCtVCtte5
🚨#BREAKING: Federal authorities have arrested a U.S. Postal worker for discarding thousands of pieces of mail, including political mailings and some election ballots.â°â°ðŸ“Œ#Orlando | #Florida â° Federal authorities have arrested U.S. mail carrier Ottis McCoy, accused of dumping… pic.twitter.com/cqeHGfImuu
Given the content of Trump’s post it seems like more than a coincidence that the delta between the last two times he posted the same post = 38 days and 48 days.
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) October 25, 2024
🚨Appalachian people are TOUGH.
Elderly sisters were home when a 20ft wall of mud hit their house.
Crawling onto a bed, the sisters slid with the house until they hit the river where they floated 5miles until the mattress spit…..then it got EVEN wilder…..
Serving McD’s french fries (if you can call them that) to the public…….A funny move against Kamala – who said she worked there but turns out she didn’t (I read McD’s statement and they don’t say either way). 😂🙄
The McD's thing today is being called "October surp-fries" by the Trump campaign…… pic.twitter.com/MHlcJgYGA8
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) October 21, 2024
"tinker"……………reference to "don't mess with something not needing touched" (perhaps our DNA) "for those who choose to do so may end up with nothing." ? pic.twitter.com/2BCAYxD72s
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) October 21, 2024
🟦🟦🟦🟦👿🟦
(Actor) KING CHARLES
IS CURRENTLY in Australia 🇦🇺
Trump basically owns Australia now
= IT MAKES IT EASIER TO SHIP ðŸ›³ï¸ KC off to #Gitmo In this movie !!!
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) October 21, 2024
This is pretty amazing:
Entheos, “McDonalds is setting the next future marker…â€@DanScavino posted Trump’s arrival at McDonald’s at 2:30pm (23). Delta from Entheos’ post = 1 year, 1 month.
All these “countries” and their “leaders” broadcasting their war plans, as we know by now, is fake – perhaps showing incompetence (behind the movie scene).
Feeeeels like we’re in a new space atm. pozhaluysta, ne zabyvaite delitsya you delat pozertvovanya.
💖
Victoria
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My state has a little video on social media – in which they turned off the comments because people were filling up the comment section challenging their data (“our voter rolls are clean/no fraud here”) and saying “VOTE TRUMP”. 😂
BLACKOUT………
Grid officials said they did not know how long it would take to re-establish service.
How many government employees does it take to change a lightbulb? 500. 1 to do the screwing (pun not intended – but it works), 499 to make sure paperwork is intact, enough standing around and the rest to make sure proper procedures are followed.
This is an outstanding photo opportunity presented by your federal government, meanwhile patriots and anons – We The People are the ones putting in the real work and making a difference.
In today's "bizarre as fuch" news: One. Legged. Pants. Yes – read that again. Is it because we all so broke we can only afford half a pair of pants now? 😂🤡https://t.co/hXfD5XbSeT
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) October 19, 2024
On this freezing cold day, a warm and delicious surprise arrived. Consuelo and her son brought us freshly made tamales and hot strawberry atole—pure comfort in a cup. There’s no better way to keep working side by side, for and with our community, than by receiving the love and care of so many.
As Consuelo handed me the tamales, she smiled and said, “My grandfather taught me how to make these. With this food, we celebrate birthdays and weddings. With this food, we ease our pain at funerals. I know it has been with us for generations, just like you at BeLoved Asheville. It’s there in good times and in the hard times.â€
What a beautiful reminder that food heals, and love keeps us going.
(I originally put this one on my buymeacoffee page and decided to share it here.)
Why walk when you can bike?
I am a biker. I L O V E to bike. As in I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE it. I love the speed. I love the wind in my face. I love to bend with my bike as I rip around a corner. I love to greet the trees as they whip past me. I love to ride until I can’t ride anymore, whereby I stop, take out my water bottle and take in much needed gulps of cool water, and depending on the weather, splashing it on my body. Today was NOT one of those days that such a choice would feel good. Today was a day where I had on a heavy coat, long pants and gloves. Today was a day where riding fast didn’t feel as good as it does in the warmer months for it had been about a week that I last rode this hard and given it was 80 and today was about 30 degrees cooler, coupled with the lag time, my thighs screeeeeeeeamed at me “WHAT THE HE!! ARE YOU. DOING. TO. US?!”
I half laughed, half cried. Each year after a pause in riding over the cold, rainy misery ends, the days lengthening, the suns warmth having returned, I jump back on and hit the trails and like each year before, I have to work my legs back into condition. That’s after 3-4 months of no biking activity. Today was only 6 days and my legs were behaving as though it had been months since they had seen such work.
NO FAIR, I thought. This getting older stuff. I do walk in the colder months, even do a bit of hiking on some of the trails, but it isn’t the same. In fact, walking, for someone like me, is quite boring. Yes, I can take in the scenery, but unless a story comes to mind to occupy my thoughts of boredom, I am just not one to go for a walk and truly enjoy the experience the way I do biking. I’ve tried jogging, but I couldn’t push past the part of screaming knees, wobbly ankles and my stomach threatening to unload its contents. So I am often left with doing what we do as children: Pretend. I pretend I’m on my bike as I walk. I walk fast, do a fake impression of some jogging, closing my eyes and assuming the biker position. I can get away with this when I’m alone, but if my teenager has decided to tag along, unless I am up to dealing with words like “OH MY GOD MOM STOP IT!”, which when I am out exercising and getting some escape from my daily routine, I’m just not up for the drama, so I stick to walking.
I am so obsessed with this sport and miss it so much during the winter that I will visit my girl (bike), parked in the cold garage, telling her I miss her, that “winter’s almost over” and “soon we will ride as one again.” Then I take off on another walk.
Boring old walking.
Fantasizing for the warmer days to come where I can hop on my old friend, tell her hello after a long winter’s absence, whiz on down the road and up to the trail, giving my command performance to nature as I greet her hello, relishing on how good it is to see her again from the vantage point of a bike.
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So – the voter’s pamphlet arrived. Perhaps I’ll write a piece titled “To vote or not to vote ’tis is the question.” It all seems rather tiring and old – repeating another cycle – but I also see the bigger picture at play, so I get the purpose. Really practicing the “observe – don’t absorb”.
Muistathan lahjoittaa ja jakaa.
💖
Victoria
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🚨#BREAKING – This makes me SICK!!😡 Almost 20% of the 157 ARRESTED for a human trafficking operation which included a Disney worker, were illegal immigrants!
Our Government is completely failing us. ðŸ“Polk County, Florida
BREAKING: Second Round of Meta Engineers Reveal Censorship Practices: “Pro-Trump†Posts “Go Just Up to Another Team to Take It Down"
“Usually the disinformation we saw was pro-Trump… We'll investigate, and then it goes just up to another team to take it [the post] down,â€â€¦ pic.twitter.com/EJ6DnXjkFk
Hey, I demand royalty rights to this one. i've been saying this mantra every time I pass by a Kamala sign: pic.twitter.com/1QZHMrivEz
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) October 18, 2024
Where’s K? Interesting…………
BREAKING: The last time a presidential candidate skipped the Al Smith Dinner was in 1984, when Walter Mondale did so in an election where his opponent, Ronald Reagan, carried 49 of the 50 states. pic.twitter.com/9a1SEDHQvK
NEW – Biden told Obama "she's not as strong as me" and ex-president agrees "that's true," a lip reader hired by the NY Post says.pic.twitter.com/YnPlNJ04p9
Speaking of KH (and JB as well) – both Maya Rudolph and Dana Carvey were both asked to return to SNL (Saturday Night Live – tv show here in the states going back 50 years) – with Maya being asked to play Kamala and Dana, Biden. Watching their performances I had this sense that they each are one of the actors we are seeing playing KH and JB. And more theorizing – the possibility of John ending up as Prez – or VP – masks removed from RFK Jr and JD Vance – which btw have we seen RFK and JD in the same room/photo yet?
🇷🇺 Russia now allows citizens to wear headscarves and hijabs in photographs when applying for passports, drivers' licenses, work permits, and patents. pic.twitter.com/zTkt6fWabk
JUST IN: Polk County, Fla. Sheriff announces 157 arrests in human trafficking operation, including Disney World employee and over 2 dozen illegal aliens
"There is no border security at the Southern Border. Zero. It doesn't exist." pic.twitter.com/PtBAllMvZc
"Doc originally chose November 5, 1955, while showing off the time machine to Marty in 1985. Its significance lies in it being the date that Doc came up with the concept of the flux capacitor – the device that enables time travel." https://t.co/9FL6ngpPRA
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (aka VICTORIA irl) (@nina_leone11) October 17, 2024
now he’s wearing a gold hat – could be in indication for the sun (event) and/or for gold-backed (metal backed) currencies………which btw my friend LH said she saw the sun this morning (southern US) and it was YELLOW…….
“LOT OF OVERLAP BETWEEN EPSTEIN CLIENT LIST AND KAMALA HANDLERS!â€
Many names on both list!
Any guesses? Will they be released as October Surprise?
Primal Trust with Cathleen King, DPT: (very useful help for today’s experience-the story is in the mind-the experience in the body-and i love her approach of holding space and being the validating person-a regulated adult- to help as the individual is processing the traumatic experience)
Mesedez, gogoan izan nire lana partekatzen eta dohaintzan ematen.
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Victoria
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All but one 10km………..Vibe………….Earlier today I said I had a feeling the underground is continuing………..Then I see this:
Noteworthy seismic spread now taking place on all sides of the planet! Past 24 hours of earthquakes (M4.9+) shown currently.
Showing both sides of the planet M4.9+ earthquakes. Deep earthquakes are raised high off the planet for easy identification of any earthquakes below the… pic.twitter.com/JDev7z4nn9
Ok I get that this is a movie and all – and likely there is no real funding with real dollars headed that way – however as someone who REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLY REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY is focused dedicated on changing and improving her life and much of that requires DOLLARS to do that – this one – yeah – makes me growl…….
JUST IN: 🇺🇸🇺🇦 Biden-Harris administration announces another $425,000,000 taxpayer funded security package for Ukraine. pic.twitter.com/8bPlAc74ze
JUST IN: 🇷🇺🇰🇵 Russia says it will protect and provide military assistance to North Korea if the country comes under attack. pic.twitter.com/vjZh36eIXi
Didn’t go very well. “the system is broken and my administration helped create it but we will fix it and i don’t know how though and i will also not tell you how many came in under my watch so i’ll narc my way out of this by deflecting……….” hey – that’s a good one – “narc my way” through a situation that is making me uncomfortable….🙄😂
The conversation quickly went off the rails when Kamala Harris dodged Bret Baier's question on illegal immigration while simultaneously saying, “Let’s get to the point.â€
You never see anything like this happen with any other candidate, and it’s so unusual that you literally… pic.twitter.com/BQ3bWx3KBv
Bret Baier EXPOSES the Kamala campaign for pulling last minute shenanigans to try to shorten the interview and delay its release.
"We were supposed to start at 5 P.M. and this was the time they gave us. Originally we were going to do 25 or 30 minutes… they came in and said… pic.twitter.com/7sHC75Mx9M
BREAKING: Senior Meta Engineer Reveals Anti-Kamala Posts Are "Automatically Demoted,†Admits Shadowbanning Tactics
"Say your uncle in Ohio said something about Kamala Harris is unfit to be a president because she doesn't have a child, that kind of sh*t is automatically demoted,â€â€¦ pic.twitter.com/4DSkvzvKmO
Something told me there would be a black line – there it is – smackdab on the 17:00 hour: (btw – i took this from the bot account on X and noticed they posted this 17 minutes ago)
This was Western NC last night in the higher elevations of our mountains, where rescue efforts have been the most challenging. This was Avery county, just before sunset.
There are people still up there. With nothing. But nature just keeps throwing punches.
Imagine surviving the fury and theft this hurricane brought, only to find yourself standing in the aftermath with no roof over your head, no power, and winter already creeping in.
It’s not just about losing the things that made life comfortable; it’s about facing a new and cruel reality where basic needs become luxuries. The heartbreak settles in when the storm clears, and you’re left with freezing nights, no heat, no lights, and nowhere to go.
People huddle outside in the snow, in tents, in cars, in makeshift shelters, bundled in layers that can’t quite fight off the biting cold. It’s not just a physical struggle—it’s an all out emotional and mental war.
I continue to seek any beauty in all of this. Humanity. Neighbors who barely exchanged hellos before the storm are now sharing blankets, food, and any resource that might provide a sliver of help. Volunteers show up with hot meals and supplies, offering warmth in the form of community when the power grid can’t. Strangers helping strangers, and even in the darkest, coldest nights, people find a way to take care of each other.
I find myself awake at night thinking about the ones who didn’t find a blanket. Can’t build a fire. Truly surviving the elements.
God be with them; comfort them.
I pray the sun shines bright today, releasing a new hope to push just one more day.
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