Category: Daily Notes

Trump In Israel ~ Green For Go. Weird Vibes. 10.13.25

 

Green circular emblem with a cartoon hand making a shushing gesture positioned at the top left, labeled Enthéos next to it with a timestamp of 33m, followed by text reading Fasten those seatbelts and keep your arms inside the carriage at all times.

 

 

I went to bed quite late last night, fell asleep quickly and deeply, then about an hour or so later woke up with a start and felt something in the vibe.  This is on the schumann in the last 18 hours – 2 blackline timeline thingies:

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VK had this to say:

 

Remembering (btw the html code – last 2 digits – for this one is 88):

 

Feeeeeeeeeeeels:

 

 

The “Sun” has been in the vibe lately:

 

Very symbolic.

 

The Dove – but the Dove is held in place – not free (yet).

This is the kind of Dove in which I align….I would say it’s an indication – a marker – showing us yet again where we are on this liberation journey.

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Then we have this.  Another “wtf” moment:

Trump urges pardon for Netanyahu over ‘cigars and champagne’ – Insider Paper

 

Earlier today:

 

 

And remember:

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In a simulation using time travel – it’s possible:

 

 

 

 

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That’s one handshake Macron won’t forget:

 

It’s true – over measles…🙄  e v i l still trying to assert its control

 

 

This woman – this soul – has been so violated and experienced too much trauma – she is in full disassociation – nervous system shut down.  This is heartbreaking.  I have learned enough about trauma to know she is going to need to feel safe – just safe enough – to accept help – but it has to be REAL help that will work with her body to begin TO feel safe again.  To believe she can heal.  It is NEVER TOO LATE.  And it’s messed up here because as this journalist says – she can’t be forced into treatment – not that the kind of treatment they would offer her would be effective long-term.  I intend for help and healing for this woman.

 

 

TYPHOON IN ALASKA:

Rescue and recovery efforts underway as remnants of Typhoon Halong hit western Alaska | Alaska Beacon

 

 

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A Funny Experience Listening To An Old Coast To Coast Program

 

A funny thing happened tonight on the way to the dinner table where food awaited…

Picture it:

I’m sitting down, lighting my candles, adding a nice mixed green salad next to my rosemary grilled chicken breast and smashed locally harvested rainbow potatoes.  I pause, give thanks, turn on the radio and begin to eat.

What’s on?

An old coast to coast program – easily 20 years ago or so.

The guest was talking about aliens.  Who are they.  And why they don’t come here.

“Oh so they aren’t here?” I think.

I giggle snorted.

Ate some dandelion leaves.

Drank some water out of my copper mug.

She then said the Zeta’s are here to just observe us.  They are friendly.  You see when she goes into her trance, she is able to get to their dimension and interact with them.

Apparently, they have a good sense of humor.

“Ah so they are funny,” I think to myself.

And snicker again.

She went on to say none of the ET’s are allowed to interfere with our life here.  They follow the Universal Law of non-interference.

“Oh so they also don’t interfere with us,” I then think.

And again giggle, eye roll.

Then she said The Grays and the Zeta’s are much more intelligent than we are, vibe at a much higher frequency and unlike humans are peaceful.

Peaceful.

The Grays.  The Zeta’s.  All of those “aliens”.

Those parasites who hide in their artificially created dimensions, who compromised our original DNA so we couldn’t see them, making us their little zoo, their little twisted sick playground.

But nooooooo.  According to her expertise, they are a big ‘ole peaceful bunch of high intelligent, peaceful, non-interfering beings.

Now, I wasn’t laughing.

Now I had something to say.

The Grays and the Zeta’s and all of those other parasitic cowardly evil f’ers are here, have been here all along, and apparently she failed to do ANY sort of research into the deal made back in the 40’s where we exchanged HUMANS for their technology.

Perhaps if miss “i go into higher dimensions thinking i know what the hell i am doing” hadn’t decided to unknowingly sell a bit of her Soul to join in with these demons, perhaps she would not have had the success she did spouting her naive BULLSHIT.

Funny how 30 years ago or so I would have bought this.  At least for a wee bit.

25 years?  Yeah I was starting to feel really off about that whole “the aliens are highly intelligent peaceful beings”.

20 years?  The hunch was growing stronger.

Today?

It’s all bullshit.

From those who do the medicinal drug ceremonies to those who simply channel – going into dimensional spaces where they can’t SEE their surroundings – where they can be EASILY manipulated by others they don’t even frigging KNOW – just UGH.  Blind Trust here is naive and dangerous.

And I thank myself and the Universe for guiding me away from all of that.  My Truth comes from within and my connection with The Universe.

One other thing I noticed – listening to those old Coast to Coast programs feels like going into a thick gooey slow dark timeline – as it did tonight.

So off went the radio.

And I ate in silence.

By candlelight.

A much more aligning experience.

🙏💖

Victoria

 

 

 

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10.12.25 ~ Strange Happenings. Energy Waves Coming From Antarctica. Trump talking about Heaven. The Storm Is Coming. 10/14: The Day of Timelessness

 

Image shows a man with glasses and a beard smiling slightly against a blurred outdoor background, overlaid with text quote attributed to Dr Raymond Nichols stating You were never meant to witness someones final breath and then laugh at a TikTok You werent built for that to hold that kind of soul and then move on like its nothings This isnt just about tech like its nothings This is trauma This is spiritual damage Were overstimulated under-connected and completely shut down inside Were seeing everything and feeling nothing And that should break your heart.

 

I seem to go back and forth between needing to cry my heart and soul out – to centered again – to numb and needing to escape this OH MY GOD SO artificially FAKE horrifically dark dystopian reality.

Anyone else absolutely famished lately – feeling like you’re continuously hungry?

Strange happenings.  Had a sense it’s only going to get more bizarre.  Remember Q said the deeper we go the stranger it all becomes (paraphrasing).  Indeed.  Today on a walk we walked by a house we’ve walked by hundreds of times.  Never seen the person who lives there – and in fact we thought it was just a home used for show.  Today however there was a woman standing on the front porch – watching us with a glare which I tried to shift with a nod and a smile.  The glare and staring continued so my instincts said to power up – which I did with an assertive “HI” – something I’ve N E V E R done nor ever felt called TO do.  But I did – and once I said the word it was as though this person “turned on” – smiled a force smile and said in almost a robotic-type voice “HI” back – a near mimic of the way I said it.  Even my girl said “mom what was THAT?!”

We ain’t in Kansas.  We never were.

Enjoy the good finds and fun sleuthing!

💖🙏

Victoria

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I wonder if 3I Atlas has anything to do with this storm reference…

 

 

SAM – remember that’s what John Kennedy used to call John Jr – to tease him.  What if Vance (aka John) is on that plane – needing to be “insulated” for what is to come

Cheyenne Mountain SFS, Colorado

Cheyenne Mountain Space Force Station is located in Colorado Springs — a short distance from North American Aerospace Defense Command and U.S. Northern Command headquarters at Peterson Space Force Base.

 

WATCH: Trump Asked About Netanyahu Getting Booed in Tel Aviv – “I Don’t Know, But We’re Going to Make Everybody Happy… . I Also Saw the Crowd Cheer When he Mentioned Trump, Like, Really Cheer” | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

 

“Operation Lightning Bug” Leads to Rescue of More Than 30 Children from Trafficking in Texas | The Gateway Pundit | by David Greyson

 

Trump FIRES 20% of Department of Education Employees | The Gateway Pundit | by Gregory Lyakhov

 

THE RETURN OF LAW AND ORDER: US Attorney Lindsey Halligan Expected to Drop More Charges Against Serial Liar Letitia James – John Bolton, Pencil-Neck Schiff, Fani Willis, Lisa Cook, John Brennan Being Investigated | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hoft

 

This is demonically insane: (my first thought was “that thing looks like JB”)

 

Day of Timelessness………Liking this one…

 

 

I haven’t figured this one out yet – but this is probably the most bizarre thing I’ve heard him say.  Referencing to Time Travel and timelines and how once back into the future where we belong we are in heaven (home).  Or perhaps heaven is “their” dimension and Home is ours.  ?  Strange thing to say – nothing to get him into heaven.

 

Or because as many have theorized – there are two Trumps.  Some say the original was one of them – died in a helicopter crash in the 80’s – and was replaced by the one we see today – inserted into the timeline.  I’m wondering too – to expand on what I said – we know religion is a lie/narrative – and perhaps Trump is pointing people in that direction by his reference to heaven.  Still so many who believe the only way to Heaven (God) is by worshipping Jesus and claiming him as savior and if you don’t do that you ain’t getting in – when it’s a metaphor (god is within – we are our own saviors).

 

 

And the governor, the mayor and well pretty much the entire left side of the political spectrum claim there isn’t a problem here.  This guy is out on the streets every day, showing otherwise.  He used to work in Social Services – 25 years.

 

 

Circle goes into negative territory……..Awakening – we have seen outside – now let’s really remember Who We Are – who we were – before this imprisonment.

 

 

We are not evolving – we are waking up and Remembering and Standing and Reclaiming – my goodness the need for me to be absolutely alone in this process is intense now – and if i don’t make that time – my inside screams for it:

 

This is so adorable…😄😊

 

That’s right……….😄

 

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10.9.25 ~ Today’s World Stage Finds ~ Checking in with the Feeeeeeeels

 

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Feeeeeeeeeeeeels – quiet – eerily quiet – energetically – this time it feels like most of the entire world is WAITING on something now.  Not that I am one to wait around these days – but that is my sense.  Anyone else?  I know when I want to snuggle up with blankies, tea and cookies, I either need to rest up, observe or give myself some love and sugar.

I have a lot on my plate – juggling new ideas including watching a video series on editing videos which I keep thinking would be fun to do – short reels – my reflections on video.  Rambles.  Only things that stopped me were insecurity because this awakening and my personal life have aged me but mostly because I don’t know how to edit videos and my brain wants someone doing it for me – but instead I was granted a couple of free months on a platform to watch learning videos.  Also have book ideas – one short which is about done – the other a new one today that was on my mind as I woke up – title and all.  Then there is the yoga teacher certification course I will be taking once they send me the registration information.

Then I have to study ballet, feed the hog, write that term paper, etc……..

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Oh, come on – that made you smile, right?

💖🙏

Victoria

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My girls Amazon wish list:  Amazon.com

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Big quake:

Powerful 7.4-magnitude earthquake strikes off coast of Philippines, prompts tsunami warning – CBS News

 

 

wtfrig?  dark to light?  20 people?  there something more to this?

 

this is weird:

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Top Hamas Leader Officially Announces End to War with Israel – Hostages Will Be Released on Saturday

 

Sometimes, they do:

PIGS FLY: Martha Raddatz of ABC News Gives Trump Credit for Peace Deal With Israel and Hamas: ‘A Remarkable Achievement’ (VIDEO)

 

Italian PM Meloni Sends Bill to Parliament Banning Burkas and Niqabs in Public Spaces

 

NEW: FBI Fires Two Agents Who Worked For Jack Smith

 

President Donald Trump is headed to Walter Reed for a ‘semiannual physical’

The visit, which the White House announced earlier this week, comes as Trump is preparing to travel to the Middle East on the heels of a ceasefire deal in the Israel-Hamas war. White House press secretary Karoline Leavitt had described it as a “routine yearly check up,” although Trump had gotten his annual physical in April.

 

Miranda Devine: ‘Melania’ documentary highlights the first lady’s life behind the scenes

 

 

This is what it’s about – at the core – it isn’t about Trump or politics or money or crypto – this is about Awakening From The Illusion and seeing the evil and the hijack for what it all is and taking a STAND against it.

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“they” have their filthy evil hands in everything don’t they…….

 

I asked Grok if this was legit news:

Is It Legit?

  • Yes, based on credible sources: This isn’t some viral hoax—it’s rippling through major outlets like Al Jazeera, NBC News, The New York Times, and CBS, plus official X posts from figures like Ivanka Trump, Mike Pence, and CUFI (Christians United for Israel). The Gaza deal itself is confirmed by multiple governments, with preparations underway in Israel for Trump’s potential Middle East trip next week.
  • Caveats: The Nobel odds for Trump are still long (he’s been nominated multiple times before but never won; experts call his claims “bold” but politically charged). Some skeptics on X are calling it “propaganda” timed for the prize vote, but the underlying peace plan developments check out as real diplomacy, not fiction.
  • What to Watch For: If it’s Nobel-related, expect Trump to tout the Gaza win and maybe float tariffs on Norway (he’s already griping about the committee). Tune in via White House streams or C-SPAN for the full drop.

 

It is 10/10 tomorrow – VK has been quiet since 10/1.  We’ll see…

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Good news. And a Request.

 

Hi friends.  I was recently approved for a scholarship to become a certified yoga instructor. This has been one of those desires I never have spoken of, something that’s been in the back of my mind for a very long time. As many of you know I am rebuilding my life. And this is part of that process.

In order to do this course I am going to need some books and equipment. The total amount is around $100 to $150. If any of you want to help contribute to that I would really appreciate it. Thank you as always to everyone who reads and supports my work.

Love,

Victoria

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10.3.25 ~ World Stage Happenings and Headlines ~ Eyes On Portland – and Is ra el (6 o’clock can be dangerous)

 

 

Having lived more or less in this area for my most of my life, it’s always rather strange when all eyes are focused here.  It’s been easy to feel we’re one of those unseen/forgotten land masses.  I can remember visiting the east coast while in college and being asked “Where’s Oregon?”  I would say “west coast” and was always a bit surprised when I would hear “California is the west coast” or “California and Washington are on the west coast.”  No, there’s a whole other state there as well.  Then again, at the time, ask me where Indiana was and unless I had a map, I would draw a blank as to the exact location.  Geography usually only really matters when we are in that particular location – or seeking to vacation there.

Here’s what I am seeing.  Remember to support my work by donating (my city utility bill doubled this month), sharing and leaving a comment.

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Victoria

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My daughter’s Amazon Wish List

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We knew what would happen after his Sunday at 6pm Warning – Hamas/Israel ain’t going down without a fight:

 

We saw this one coming too (after BIBI recently mentioned acquiring Tik Tok):

 

Thiiiiis is big:

Donald Trump walking outdoors on grass, wearing a dark suit and red tie, raising his right fist. A White House building and trees are visible in the background. A watermark reads "White House/Molly Riley." Text overlay states "JUDGE RULES AGAINST SANCTUARY CITIES, WILL NOT STOP TRUMP FROM CUTTING OFF FEDERAL FUNDS."

 

 

 

 

RFK doing his thing:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

FBI had three informants reporting Biden corruption in Ukraine, but no record of real investigation | Just The News

 

FBI Bombshell: 274 agents sent to Capitol for J6, many later complained they were political ‘pawns’ | Just The News

 

This butterfly knows what Love In Action looks like – everyone needs a hand to hold onto now and then:

 

 

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9.28.25 ~ Headlines and Finds: . Trump posts AI VIDEO on MEDBEDS and one on CBD. Things Continue To Heat Up in this FALL WITH THE FALL movie

 

A winding road stretches through a grassy countryside at sunset. The sky is filled with vibrant orange and purple clouds. A leafless tree stands beside the road, and a wooden fence lines the grassy area. Rolling hills are visible in the distance.

 

Vaxxines.  9/11.  Hidden tech.  Geoengineering.  AIPAC.  It’s all being seen.  Everything, everywhere, all at once.

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Victoria

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Not just THC.  CBD.  I need to get me some again.  Really good for sleep.  (btw – video is on his TS – there was allegedly another one he shared today on MedBeds – and it as well is gone – so either he shared them and removed or we are seeing which accounts we can trust):

This video as well on MedBeds – I asked GROK about this – response below:

Yes, President Trump did post this video on his Truth Social account late on September 27, 2025 (around 9:19 PM), and it was deleted by the morning of September 28, 2025, after drawing widespread mockery and scrutiny. The post featured an AI-generated fake Fox News segment from “My View with Lara Trump,” falsely depicting Trump announcing “MedBed hospitals” and “MedBed cards” for all Americans—promising access to advanced technology that could “restore every citizen to full health and strength.” This aligns with a fringe QAnon-linked conspiracy theory about secret “medbeds” that can cure any disease or regrow limbs, which the video promoted without context. Fox News confirmed the clip never aired on their network or any platforms, calling it unauthorized. Multiple outlets reported the post’s rapid removal, noting it had garnered over 2,000 likes and 100 reposts before vanishing. No evidence suggests Trump’s X account (

@realDonaldTrump

) was involved; the activity was isolated to Truth Social, and searches there confirm the post is no longer visible. The incident occurred amid a flurry of late-night Truth Social activity from Trump, including other AI-generated content.

 

Could be calling out hidden tech (because we KNOW the ability to regrow limbs is available for starters) – could be calling out AI – could be calling out the FAKE TECH that, according to some, is being pushed on us (and has black goo inserted within as I have read).  And when he drops something and it gets removed, it receives more attention and chatter.  So just watch and see – he does these “drop and retrieve” posts for a reason…

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Some visuals for the mind and body.  I wanted to share a technique too if you are one who has a hard time crying.  Crying is what I think of as the emotional bodies detox system.  Crying totally resets your physiological state.  And yet for some, you simply cannot cry.  You WANT to – you feel the lump in the throat, the pressure behind the eyes, even sometimes the tears are there but the process stops.  You’ve tried watching sad movies, etc. but nothing works.  This is usually an indication that your nervous system has been programmed to feel crying isn’t safe.  I had not thought of this before until I read about it several days ago.  Here’s a technique you can use to help teach your NS that you can feel and be safe when crying.  Use it when you feel the need to cry but cannot.  Simply place your hands gently over your closed eyes.  Feel the warmth and sensation of your hands.  This gives your NS the message that your eyes and the tears needing to fall are safe, protected.  Sit with this for a bit, breathing slowly and deeply.  No forcing.  Just let yourself Be.  Sometimes this is enough to get the tears flowing.  If not, that’s ok – baby steps.  What’s interesting to learn is that this same “blockage” applies to yawning, sneezing or laughing until you’re breathless.  The Nervous System dysregulation that has learned to maintain control instead of allowing our bodies natural releases.  Pretty amazing, isn’t it?

A winding paved road curves through a forest. Trees with autumn foliage in shades of orange, red, and yellow line both sides of the road. Fallen leaves scatter on the ground and among the trees.

 

 

 

 

Nothing says STORM like this one – remember when he was surrounded by those General’s at the WH on October 5, 2017 and he was asked “What Storm, Mr. President” and he responded, “You’ll find out.”  I think we’re about to…

 

Vaxxine agenda is sinking quickly…

 

 

Posted on February 3, 2024:

 

 

A profile image of Donald J. Trump with an American flag background. Text overlay includes his Twitter handle @realDonaldTrump and a heart emoji next to his name. No additional objects or characters are visible.

 

 

 

Narratives always change depending on who the puppet is on stage…

Text excerpt from 2005 and 2006 discussing immigration, wages, and patriotism. Visible names include Glenn Greenwald, Paul Krugman, and Barack Obama. No additional objects or characters are present.

 

 

 

 

Volodymyr Zelensky: Ukraine received Patriot systems from Israel | The Jerusalem Post

 

 

Hammer time:

 

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88 MPH ~ 9.26.25 Finds, Headlines, Happenings ~ Tucker Carlson Dropping 9/11 truth… and an Aligning Gematria About 10 Days Darkness And Through The Looking Glass

 

Today’s synchronicities/universal communications:

*Returning home from bike ride, took a swing break at the park and released some inner feeeeeeeeeeeeeels – headed back – nudged to look to my right – car is parked – bumper sticker says: “DON’T GIVE UP”.  Also of interest, I had sent a text to a dear friend battling some stupid matrix “disease”, asking how they were, and as I saw this message, I heard back.

*Change at the store tonight:  $11.11.  I told the clerk about seeing this number throughout my life, going back over 30 years.  He gives me the “look” – like “uh ok”.  I keep talking.  lol  Told him that was back in the day of the advent of the internet and when I first got online, I found actual websites dedicated to people seeing 1111.  As he handed me my change, he said something about 1111 will also be November 11 this year.  It was a moment where I paused – that slight little nudge thing inside me (see below for a Gematria – I think it was a message).

 

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We have one side doing this:

A smartphone screen displaying a social media post from X. The post includes text about the activation of Joint Terrorism Task Forces by U.S. Attorney General Pam Bondi on September 26, 2025, involving the FBI. Visible text mentions presidential memorandum, domestic terrorism, and incidents like the assassination of conservative activist Charlie Kirk and attacks on federal agents.

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Goodbye vaxxines:

 

 

 

More “they fall with our fall” – DAYEM I am happy to see that this year is actually IT (2018).  First one to happen – the rest fall like domino’s.  What if the US being the First Domino is really this?  (Q post – referenced below within the GEMATRIA fun)

 

 

cleaned up perhaps……..

 

88 again – I keep saying it – time travel is involved

 

well in a simulation there are only so many characters – they have to be repeated on loop……..

 

The other side – ok – the matrix – the program – the puppets without a brain supporting it – is fighting back – pushing their b.s. harder at a new level.  It really had to get this. extreme. – come on humanity – take a f’ing STAND: WE ARE FREE BEINGS.  WE DO NOT CONSENT. 

 

 

 

Tucker Carlson – F I N A L L Y….

Watch it all here:

The 9/11 Files | Tucker Carlson’s New Five-Part Series

 

She disappeared 88 years ago.  Didn’t see this one coming (declassing documents related to her “disappearance” – personally I feel she pulled a John Kennedy and faked it):

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Since 88 is around us, let’s revisit Q post 88:

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And let’s do a gematria on TEN DAYS DARKNESS

All Is Revealed

Through The Looking Glass

Fall Of The United States  (Q post 5 talks about United States being the first domino – and it is fall)

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When doing Gematria, there are other three corresponding numbers to the particular phrase – Simple, English and Jewish.  There is also a column depicting the number of searches.  TEN DAYS DARKNESS has had 856 searches.  This is the first time I’ve done this, but I was nudged to type in Q post 856.  Check it out.  Remember what the store clerk said to me tonight?

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Also of interest – the year – 2018 – which we are in if one is following the Ethiopian Calendar – and in which is the calendar VK said that is used for Time Travel.

Flynn mentioned the domino thing today too:

This, t0o:

 

3I Atlas updates:

Avi Loeb: 3I/ATLAS is far more massive than expected — could it be alien tech? – YouTube

3I Atlas Suddenly Slows down – Is THIS the Proof of Alien Tech We’ve Been Waiting For?!

 

That’s all for tonight.

Here are other ways to support my work:

1. You can support me at my other page where I share my personal musings, music and photography:  Victoria T is Creating Intuitive Reflections of the world around me.

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9.24.25 ~ It’s a day in the matrix

 

 

Today is one of those days where supporting what’s going on out there on stage ain’t happening.  From seeing the toxic division in my own city – where I am in fear of being ME simply for the pov I have due to others online including some I know of threatening anyone who supports the president in any way and threatening attacks on anyone who doesn’t support the child trans agenda and similar.

Today I ask for financial support to get me through the end of the month.  I finally see a job coach on Monday.  I’m intending to get some assistance to help me with a program I want to study so I can turn around and teach/help others.  And yet – when I share this – a voice within says “I don’t need to justify what I am doing in order to receive love and support”.

So many tears inside – a person can only take so many toxic arrows thrown their way.  I need someone to talk to.  I’m tired of building myself up only to get torn back down again.  I wish people would “get it” instead of gaslighting me away with “go pray” or “go for a walk” – as though I don’t already take care of myself to the best of my ability.  It hurts.

 

 

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Nervous System Support

 

 

From my NEUROTONED newsletter this morning.  Brilliant.  💖🙏

Why your body goes into shock every time you leave the house (even for good things)

Victoria,

Your nervous system experiences every transition as a potential threat.

Getting up from your chair. Walking from one room to another. Leaving your house to go somewhere you actually want to go. Getting in the car. Walking into a building.

Each transition triggers what researchers call “sensory recalibration”—your eight senses have to rapidly adjust to completely new environmental inputs and assess whether the new conditions are safe.

Most people’s nervous systems handle these micro-transitions seamlessly. But if you’re highly sensitive or your threat detection system runs on high alert, every single transition becomes a mini-crisis.

You know that feeling of needing to “gear up” to leave the house, even for pleasant activities? The way you feel inexplicably drained after running errands? The exhaustion that hits after social events, even ones you enjoyed?

That’s not social anxiety or introversion. That’s your nervous system working overtime to process dozens of sensory transitions throughout the day.

Every time your environment changes, your eight senses must:

  • Vestibular system: Readjust to new spatial layouts, lighting levels, and visual movement patterns
  • Proprioceptive system: Recalibrate to different surfaces, seating, temperature, and spatial boundaries
  • Interoceptive system: Process how the new environment affects breathing, heart rate, and internal states
  • Visual system: Adapt to new lighting, colors, patterns, and visual complexity
  • Auditory system: Filter and categorize entirely new soundscapes
  • Tactile system: Adjust to different air quality, humidity, textures, and temperature
  • Olfactory system: Process and categorize new scents for safety assessment
  • Gustatory system: Detect changes in air quality that affect taste and comfort

For most people, this happens unconsciously and smoothly. For sensitive nervous systems, it’s like rebooting a computer 30 times a day.

The transition types that cause the most overwhelm:

Environmental Transitions (indoor to outdoor, quiet to loud, dim to bright): Your sensory systems struggle to adjust to dramatically different input levels

Social Transitions (alone to groups, familiar to unfamiliar people): Your nervous system has to process not just environmental changes but also social safety assessment

Activity Transitions (rest to movement, focused work to social interaction): Your nervous system has to shift entire physiological states while also managing environmental changes

Temporal Transitions (morning to afternoon, weekday to weekend): Your circadian rhythms and energy systems are changing while external demands shift

The compound effect that nobody talks about:

Each transition depletes your nervous system’s resources slightly. By the third or fourth transition of the day, you’re running on fumes.

This is why you can handle your morning routine fine, but by afternoon, simple tasks feel overwhelming. It’s not that you’re lazy or weak—you’ve spent your nervous system energy on constant environmental recalibration.

Instead of powering through transitions and depleting yourself, you can prepare your nervous system for shifts before they happen.

Before leaving any space:

  • Orient: Look around your current environment and identify three things that feel neutral or pleasant
  • Acknowledge: Take one slow breath and mentally note “I’m transitioning from [current space] to [new space]”
  • Ground: Press your feet firmly into the floor and your hands onto a surface, feeling the solid contact

Upon entering any new space:

  • Pause: Stop just inside the entrance for 10-15 seconds instead of immediately moving deeper into the space
  • Survey: Let your eyes trace the boundaries of the new environment—walls, exits, furniture arrangement
  • Settle: Place your hand on a wall, chair, or stable surface to help your proprioceptive system map the new space

The micro-transition technique for within spaces:

Even moving from your bedroom to kitchen requires sensory recalibration. For these smaller transitions:

  • Pause in the doorway for 3-5 seconds
  • Notice how the new space feels different—lighting, temperature, sounds, spatial layout
  • Breathe once while making contact with the doorframe or wall

Why this works when rushing doesn’t:

When you rush through transitions, your nervous system never gets to complete its safety assessment of the new environment. It remains in a low-level scanning mode, which depletes energy and maintains subtle activation.

When you give your nervous system 10-60 seconds to properly orient to new spaces, it can complete its assessment and settle into the new environment instead of remaining vigilant.

The advanced transition mastery:

Predictive Preparation: Before leaving home, spend 30 seconds visualizing the spaces you’ll move through. Picture the lighting, sounds, and spatial layout. This gives your nervous system advance information to work with.

Sensory Anchors: Carry small items that provide consistent sensory input across transitions—a smooth stone in your pocket, a scarf with a comforting texture, or essential oil on your wrist that smells familiar.

Transition Rituals: Develop tiny rituals that signal to your nervous system that you’re consciously managing the transition. Touch the doorframe when entering new spaces, take three breaths in your car before going into buildings, or briefly press your hands together when moving between activities.

When you start paying attention to how transitions affect you, you realize how much control you actually have over your daily nervous system experience.

You can choose to support your nervous system through changes instead of demanding that it keep up with your pace. You can plan your day with transition costs in mind instead of scheduling back-to-back activities that compound the overwhelm.

Most importantly, you can stop judging yourself for feeling drained by activities that seem “easy” to others.

Your nervous system isn’t being dramatic—it’s doing incredibly complex work that deserves acknowledgment and support.

Understanding transition shock is part of learning to work with your nervous system as a collaborative partner instead of something to override or ignore.

When you honor your system’s need for orientation time, it becomes more resilient and adaptable. When you rush through transitions repeatedly, you train your system to remain in protective mode throughout the day.

This is just one example of how small shifts in awareness can create profound changes in your daily experience of ease versus overwhelm.

Your nervous system has been trying to tell you what it needs. It’s time to start listening.

With care,
Beth from Neurotoned
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