Today’s report is brought to you by “Mama’s outta bubble gum.  So she’s here to kick some @ss!” Bubble Gum and “Let’s bust outta this fooking matrix” Chocolate.

Tryin’ to create my own fun atm – got the music on.  Dancing.  Jackson 5, “Can You Feel It”.  MJ “Don’t stop ’til you get enough”.  Being told to “turn it down”.  Having  negative headlines read to me.  “DON’T RAIN ON MY PARTY!!” I finally commanded.  Similar nonsense happened yesterday – in a really good energy healing release space – when drama ensued in the house.  Was I PISSED at that.  I have nowhere to call my own – and so – lol – when it’s suggested that I do x y z or focus on this or that – I’mma at the space where I say “get your arse into my house and see how that process goes for YOU”.

After the session, I made new rules.  (anyone in Oregon with wood/lumber and carpentry skills?  we got the tools – i’ll pay you to build me an outside art like studio.  well, pay you what i can afford that is.)

Yeah, I’m struggling – but I am FINDING ME in the process.  My VOICE.  My boundaries.  If I bother others in that process, so be it.

So I got some things in the portal again today.  Every. single. day. now –  overall – in those energies “out there” – I FEEEEEEEEL “them” constantly slowing down that time program.  CONSTANTLY now.  I FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL it in my body.  Every. morning. I wake up and my mind struggles to adjust to the fact that it still isn’t 2023.  Weird, I know, but I’m going with it and trusting what I keep feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling.  Yes, 2023 is a calendar year inside this place – but something about that transition this end of year cycle “they” do NOT want to be forced into.  I can’t explain it – it won’t leave me – it’s “out there”.  So every day I think my gawd can we PLEASE PUSH THIS YEAR INTO THE PIT?!  Can we MOVE FORWARD already?!  There’s an energy to it – I’m just trying to put it all into human language.

And then yesterday – while I was busy doing one of my myriad of boring, mindless tasks, I suddenly felt in my body that some part of me is already in “2023”.  I actually said “wait a minute, we already HAD the new year.”  Call it the Transition.  More appropriate term. Then I had to shake my brain so to speak – and remind myself the calendar is still December 28, 2022.

SERIOUSLY??!!!  I thought – again feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling that unbelievably slow passage of “time”.  It isn’t a slugs pace.  It isn’t at a molasses pace.  It’s at a frozen slug in frozen molasses JUST starting to dethaw pace.

And with that I see – again – that rubber band – quantum displacement – and once that thing unravels it is KABOOM and we BLAST Back Into The Future.

Can’t you feel it?  CAN you feel it?

MY WINGS WERE RELEASED yesterday.  I saw it and felt it.  Whatever “clamp” was holding them in place – it left me (or unlocked itself).  And yeah no f’ing coincidence that AT THAT VERY MOMENT when I was working w/my healer that the drama appeared in my house.  (just as i type this up – my girl enters the living room – looks up – gasps – points at the large spider suddenly crawling up there.  mama lion used to be mama-earth- like-and-love-it-all type who could capture whatever it is and gently place it outside blessing it.  today?  i ascertain the situation – quietly bring over a chair – pick up one of my boots – climb onto the chair – assess the situation – then squash the f’er.  i welcome lady bugs only.  house rule.)

So…………..Did I say I was PISSED when my healing session was abruptly interrupted??  O M G……….lol

Whatevers.  Girl is dancing today like she’s 22.

Last night’s dream was long and painful and frustrating.  Whatever it included left me with the deep pain of how I MISS HUGGING PEOPLE.

O M G do I miss hugging others and face to face live conversing.  I’ve always been a touchy person.  I hug, I touch – whether I’m laughing or crying or talking with someone.  As ya’ll know I have had to restrict that since mid 2021 due to the shedding I am sensitive to.  Obviously not every one of those jabs were the same formulas – so not all exhibit this strangeness – but I haven’t wanted to take a chance.  I didn’t share what happened a few days ago.  A package arrived from a fully jabbed/boosted family members.  Took just 2 days to get here.  My intuition told me slow down – put it aside – don’t open it for awhile.  But my girl was excited so we opened the boxes.  I’m the one who touched every item.  My girl commented on feeling dizzy – I dismissed that as I didn’t want to admit I was feeling choking and dizziness myself.

About an hour later or so I decided to shower.  When I looked in the mirror (before I got into the shower) I gasped:  I had a burn-like rash all over my belly – and I mean all over.  I touched it – it was very warm.  I took a quick, cool shower, then I applied lotion to it (herbal to help w/burns) and other potions of mine.  I showed my mate – boy was he upset and concerned.  I kept telling him that I was ok.  It was gone in about an hour.

So others will have to just excuse my lack of patience and empathy and love for those who took it.  I’m not focused on getting even or anything like that – just tired of the concern for all of those who are having health issues or dying as a result.  Mate is in the same space.  ‘Tis why I continue to seek and connect w/others in the same or similar experience – with the same mindset.  Like MJ says “Don’t Stop ‘Til You Get Enough”.

I won’t.

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Love,

V.

So I keep hearing from others that there is nothing energetically holding this holiday space.  It’s “the day” – still not feeling it.  Just another day (in terms of feeeeeeeeeeeeeel).  And we know this was their day and given we aren’t feeling that blissful like energy – that tells me one thing:  it was nothing but a program (of “theirs”).  And that program is gone or collapsing at the very least.  Perhaps the original “invisible enemy” is gone – and what we experience are programs.  Not sure about that – obviously – just know that there isn’t the energy to support this holiday this year.

We KNOW – we frigging divinely KNOW – everything on their calendar system was THEIRS – whether they stole it from us and made it their own – doesn’t matter – it was their calendar with their days they programmed us all to beLIEve we needed to – should – follow/honor/spend our money on/give ’em loosh.  I have no cellular/dna memory of putting up trees and wearing red and looking at fat strange looking old men in red with hideously white beards and spending ridiculous amounts of money on stuff and standing in lines and going to midnight mass to give more energy to some “god” then being told to come back again next year and repeat.

D O N E.

THAT IS NOT IN MY ORIGINAL SOUL EXPERIENCE.  That crap happened once I got put into this petri dish.

And with this awakening – I’m going with how this day feeeeeeeeeeeeels to me – just another day.  And making the best of I can and am able to – owning ALL of my stuff – even when I can’t or struggle to – loving myself – asserting and honoring my space – offering support where and how I can.  THAT is the current “rinse and repeat” experience until…..

For now – may this day, like all others, be peaceful and insightful and may we ALL remember how truly capable, strong, wise, beautiful, amazing, abundant and truly Divine we are – all the way down to that hijacked DNA of ours that is ready to be restored to Original again.

Love,

Victoria

We’re returning the Diamonds.  The children.  Us.  Our Original frequency/code/energy.

So I was thinking about the dream I had a couple of months ago (shared it here – been talkin’ about it off and on since) about seeing the sun go nova and poof in the blink of an eye we’re all transported to the New.  Everything sparkled as though the Sun were filtering through and on every bit of Life.  Dancing.  Celebration.  Prior to this event in the dream, my girl and I were playing cards and I kept drawing diamonds – in particular the 10 of diamonds.  A couple of nights ago I realized the deck we have been using the past couple of weeks is the same. deck. as in the dream.  Prior to that – for years – we’ve been using the other card decks I have but something nudged me to begin using this one (it looks totally different) a couple of weeks back, so I went w/it w/o thinking about it.

So following this sun/nova/new dream, the next night I had another dream where something guided me to focus on the 10’s I had seen (and were drawing – much to my surprise).  They were important.  A couple of weeks ago I saw (and again, shared here) where we are technically in the 10th month according to the Julian Calendar.

Anyway, so after I was done reflecting on all of this – yet again – I decided to pull out the deck of cards and play “win a lot” (little game you play with yourself).  Check out the first card I drew (I told my mate he had to come back to the bedroom and bring the camera):

I’m still rather WOWed.  But there it is – the card I was drawing in the dream – and the deck I was using – live – in person – tonight – December 23, 2022.

Do any of you feel we’re really IN IT now?  Something is constant now – or some things.  The DONE is constant as is EXIT/NEW NOW.  Be gentle with yourselves – loving with yourselves.  We need to be both with ourselves.  Yes, this is an inside job – but we cannot do this alone.  Who removes trauma in this snake pit of frequencies and other cr@p – in full?  Every one of you I speak with tell me the same thing (and this is my experience too) – you clear something but then the simulation here fills you back up again – to some degree.  So when you find yourself thinking “WTF?  I already cleared this!” – know IT IS NOT YOU DOING THIS.  It can’t be.  Not our REAL DIVINE selves.  And not even our original human self.  If we do have programs that tell ourselves we don’t deserve to be healed or we can’t healed (and who doesn’t?) – well those are part of the simulation here.  Probably one of them “sticking” programs I like to call them – designed to stick.  Why is it negative sticks so easily here?  I remember a psychologist once telling me the brain is wired that way – to focus more on the negative than on the positive – or at least clearing negative is more difficult than bringing in the positive.  At the time I thought ok that makes sense but then also thought “who the F designed that?!”

Yeah – now we know.

Love yourself.  You deserve to go Home.  You deserve Freedom.  You deserve to have and experience everything you seek and wish and desire.  You deserve peace and every bit of abundance the Universe/True Creator Consciousness has to offer.  Just because.  That’s how Love works/creates/flows – IS.

Love,

V.

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