Who isn’t struggling now? Who isn’t getting hammered and nailed with unwanted thoughts and behaviors, targeting and attacks? Many are giving up on this plan – and some are giving up on the idea that we’re getting out.
Me? I struggle with them but I remain focused on WHAT I WANT and trusting in what I HAVE SEEN for years – decades. I. Will. Never. Give. Up.
I’m also feeling very parched in experiencing Love – and feeling it. I am hungry for it. Thirsty. Craving what once was. It’s a survival thirst and longing.
I struggle in thinking I am losing my mind. Struggle to be HEARD. Struggle to be SEEN. Struggle to get the support I need seek and deserve.
In short: In spite of my never giving up – I have reached the limit in my ability to sustain my current experience the way it is – in a way that is healthy for me.
This sums up exactly what I feel and am thinking now:
Can someone truly in the know explain to me – to us – wtf is actually going on?
I am seeing many saying they cannot walk this Trump/cue plan any longer – the sacrifice, the losses, the struggles have been too much. I agree. I’m not seeing benevolence at this point. The only way I could ever be fully behind such an operation is logistics only – as in it was that awful here, that infiltrated and that complex to undo it – and us and liberate us all. Simply telling others to trust and have faith and be patient is not helpful now. I would rather have silence than words like that. We don’t need words. Those crying out for help need ACTION. And my heart is screaming for comfort while my mind screams NOOOOOOOOOOO to all that is interfering with that comfort.
Many put their faith in God. Jesus. They claim this is happening on God’s time. Really? We are separate from that energy? I thought that spark/energy was in each of us – therefore isn’t is US calling forth the end too?
It’s complex as hell now.
It’s ugly out there.
And it’s damn time we all command it to end NOW.
Collectively….
With ALL THAT WE HAVE AND ARE.
Seriously – it is g.d. time.
Love,
Victoria
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