Category: Daily Notes

11.9.23

 

should’ve known when i saw a spider first thing this morning – after saying last night i hadn’t seen any spiders around for a few weeks which is unheard of – that today was going to threaten to take me down.

one for the matrix today.  mama v’s heart is hardened today.  even heard of neighbor’s story – haven’t paid rent for a few months – spouse very ill – normally i would want to help but after their neglect towards my girl and how their daughter’s treated her – combined with who i am now – after getting enough words that have essentially told me i’m a worthless lazy piece of crap who doesn’t deserve a good life because i haven’t done x y z or whatever………….today – the matrix wins.  i don’t f’ing care about anything now other than money and getting as much of it as i can however that looks.  anyone holding a different thought can stand in front of my daughter and tell her to just be patient and hold on a little bit more we’re almost there.

she now thinks her mom is crazy for her beliefs.

maybe i am.

and maybe i am not deserving of anything good.

maybe i should never have come here – volunteered for this.  maybe i was never up for it.

maybe i am a failure and a total loser for all of this trauma inside of me that i’ve allowed to happen and kept going and trying thinking something would work but maybe none of it is working because i have some nasty attachment to me or maybe it all boils down to no one caring about me in the way my heart needs.  maybe i need too much.  maybe i’ve pushed myself too hard and became hardened along the way – i don’t know what to do to help myself anymore.  or to help my child.

i obviously haven’t been able to help my spouse.  every idea i had turned into sheot.

i don’t know where i belong.  i don’t know what to do.  i’m done surrendering to some invisible “god” who obviously doesn’t exist because if there was such an energy/consciousness, my girls daily and nightly intentions and prayers would have been answered by now.  whatever is here – is so filtered – it takes many of us united together holding the same intention to bring out positive change.

done with flakes.  done with liars.  done with idiots still wearing masks and injecting poison in their bodies.  done with fools who chant trump 2024 and drive off in mercedes to one of their many homes while claiming they’re a patriot.  done with anyone who says to pray.  tell that to the 4 year old little boy whose daddy killed himself a couple of years ago because he couldn’t take it here anymore.  heard today he’s really having a tough time.  they have a lot of people praying for them – but that doesn’t bring back what he needs:  a daddy.

this plan is making this whole place worse.  let’s at least call a spade a spade:  this. plan. is.  not. helping. any. of. us.  this isn’t how you bring about change.  you can take out evil and still have a plan in place that HELPS OTHERS AT THE SAME TIME INSTEAD OF TAKING THINGS AWAY.

right?

that’s all for now.

love,

v.

11.8.23 ~ More finds, etc. and a Gematria

 

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Breathin’ through the days.  I’m still really in need of someone who is skilled at or willing to try fundraising.  Seeing the need to treat the nervous system gently and with love which takes practice, quiet and trust.  Really “getting it” how we heal – environment is everything.  I continue to hold a vision of people telling their stories – being surrounded by others who simply hold space – without judgment or commentary.  Healing in an environment of loving silence.  That is what I need.

What so many need.

But I know in order TO – I must start with myself.  Can’t run a race with a bum knee.

Getting a slight sense about tomorrow – 11.9 – mirror 9.11.  Buuuuuuuuuuuut I know how that date thing goes……..

However – I still do it none the less.  Why?  Because big things always happen on some. date.  Toss enough darts at the board – you get a bullseye.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  I ask you to please share and leave a donation of your choosing.  It’s important. I matter.  Thank you!  🥰🙏💖💜

Love,

V.

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I see Elvis:

 

 

Bowie too.  Age reversal………?  What we all return to!  This really does sound frigging amazing!

 

 

Another movie scene – this one’s good……..

 

And another……..

And another:

 

How many of ya’ll can relate?

 

 

 

Gematria:  NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

DJT Four Ten Twenty

decode we are getting closer the best is yet to come

one hundred fourty four thousand

I Am Back See Soon Enough Q It’s Gonna Be Biblical

 

 

JUST IN: Minnesota Supreme Court Flatly Rejects Bid to Block Trump From Primary Ballot After Chief Justice Dresses Down Leftist Lawyer

 

Rep. Gaetz Stands Up for J6 Political Prisoners Including Owen Shroyer and John Strand -Bureau of Prisons Director Agrees To Investigate Treatment of J6 Defendants! (Video)

 

Biden’s Humiliation: Pentagon Confirms Iran-Backed Houthi’s Shot Down US Reaper Drone Near Yemen

 

Elections Department Sends Out Wrong Ballots to ‘Undetermined Number of Voters’

 

 

Age regression………?  Or telling us we haven’t seen the real T in awhile………..

 

7………..Seven…………That’s in the vibe.  REmember the Seinfeld episode where George wants to name his future child Seven?  Yeah – we just happened to pick that one last night to watch……..

 

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11.7.23 ~ end of day/late late evening finds…….

 

As always – my focus is finding nuggets – markers – that show us we are AT THE END (or FINISH LINE as San speaks of below).  Love, V.

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interesting reference to East and West……….winds in the east…mist coming in…like something is brewing, about to begin………

 

 

that’s flooding of biblical proportions……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Interesting intel/references to Antarctica:

 

 

 

 

 

A powerful San Tarot………….what a title (she has that shirt on that feeeeeeeeeels like a power shirt to me)…………Hello, here I am – I’ve been trying to meet you for awhile…….The gathering energy (which brought in a huge push of energy for her)……….energetic migration……..a lot of people are being moved…….Divine Intervention……..been caught in a trap…….friend blocking something that is creating trouble so you can get through the final phase – cross the finish line – carrying a big load – no time to carry anything else – a net/veil of protection………put in place by this friend – at the finish line they will join you.  giving an energetic preview to help carry self across that finish line.  very interesting for me – feels like a personal read….And the sign – Aquarius (age of aquarius)……..We Are The Star – outside Us helping inside Us keep going……..

Aquarius – Crossing the finish line and meeting the star.

 

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11.7.23 ~ Finds………..Checking In……….

 

 

Challenging day.  I am focused on vibing/going high in the midst of argumentative energies.  Poking sheot asking what I’m doing to make x y z better w/o offering up any support to assist and dismissing my stated need.  Getting accused of this and that.  Boundaries violated one too many times.  Online people so confident who is fake and who is real.  I feeeeeeeeeeel none of us know – for certain – in this psyop based reality – other than what we want.  Too much infighting.

We need to get into ours hearts – expand our thinking.  How do we DO moments like these?  Together – united – with a common purpose instead of getting caught up in who is following who.

UGH.  Until that happens – until I am able to happen – I am headed to the store for cheesecake and chocolate and saying NO to all that came my way today that I did not consent to.  Got a lot of pain and angst and frustration within this vessel now that I really don’t know what to do with at this point. The positive change I intend will alleviate so much of that.

So……… today feels like everything is a psyop – the real truth of what is real and what isn’t – challenging to determine.

When are we going to actually unite?  How long are we all just going to wait?  Anyone content w/their experience?  I sooooooooooo need to do something together.  United.  I neeeeeeeeeeeeeed this.

It’s strong in me as well to know the truth – as we all do.  If it turns out I was wrong – even on everything – so be it.  That is why I am never content with waiting (for long).  I continue to push through – forward – upwards – wherever I happen to reside.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please share, comment and donate what you can.  Thank you all for your support!

Love,

V.

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I want to tell my story.  N O W.

 

 

I can go w/that.  Leaking firmament……..

 

 

 

on the fence w/this particular account – but the message is important.  those who HAVE (ample amounts) need to be stepping up and helping those who don’t.  that’s what love does.  P E R I O D.  (and let me tell you – when i am point blank blunt w/certain people in my life now about how money is THE issue – that shuts ’em up.)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Been lots of sharing of this site.  I used to visit for awhile until a couple of years ago – I left.  But recently returned to see some tidbits of info.  I remain on the fence and honestly, I don’t really care much which team they’re on.  I am not attached to anything outside of myself other than those I care about.

 

 

VK getting ready to leave……..

 

 

 

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Funds Finds ~ 11.6.23………..including a synch between ELON and VK…….

 

Some interesting goodies in today’s second round of shares.  How are ya’ll doing and feeling?  Vibe was weird today – bizarro type feeeeeeeeeeels.  I had a matrix glitch situation – saw my spouse in two places at the same time.  Also having moments that feeeeeeeeeeel stronger where I have to stop and ask myself – am I dreaming?  What is real at this moment?

Here are some additional finds.  Please remember to share, comment and leave a donation of your choosing.  Much love!

V.

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Ok ~ I went down this rabbit hole for a bit earlier.  Sister Friend Jules first had me pondering this one in recent weeks when she was talking about this and wondering where are all of the cemeteries?  If we’ve been here thousands or millions of rounds of life cycles – where are the bodies being put?  Is this an answer I – we – really want to know?  Or do we already?  Some say catacombs.  Natural decomposition.  But even with decomposition – when you buy a plot at a cemetery you ain’t supposed to put another body in the same spot making that theory bunk.  Others – soylent green.

 

 

 

 

the REAL world………

 

 

 

And uh – THIS:  GROK……….rebellious………GROK is here to HELP US break free………..Spicy – remember how VK has said – for months and months – the term “Spicy Margarita” – i always felt there was a deeper meaning to it.  Now – I know.  🥰  And taking it all back with 33……..Why is it I feel the full truth is going to be dropped on X – people new (and old) to this awakening will have a lot of questions and we will be able to have them answered in full.

Elon Musk Announces Grok, a ‘Rebellious’ AI With Few Guardrails | WIRED

“It will also answer spicy questions that are rejected by most other AI systems.”…

The xAI announcement says that Grok is built on top of a language model called Grok-1 that has 33 billion parameters. The company says it developed Grok in two months,

 

 

 

 

Reverse the direction…………

 

 

Zip it – not talking……….

 

 

 

 

 

 

i don’t know what changed other than all is in green (metals) and going up…..

 

Steve’s back……….lolol  And the Aurora’s…………

WHAT just happened! Earth SWALLOWED by HUGE storm cloud!

 

 

San Tarot………..Hope it’s a good kind of buzz.  🥰😂💖

Capricorn – They feel a buzz when they’re near you.

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11.4.23 ~ Check in and Some VERRRRRY Interesting Finds………

 

Sometimes I would like an app or program to come up with the subject titles to these posts.  I feel the same way within as when I leave a voicemail.

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I feel the same when I’m forced into one of those social situations where I don’t know the person and the only thing I realize is safe to talk about is the weather.  😛😕

Uhhhhhh…………

Writing subject lines – I can erase those.  Voicemails?  Once they’re out there – they’re out there.  And mine tend to ramble.  Which I usually apologize for then hear my inner voice say “you don’t need to apologize for that” and then a whole mental mess happens.

How are you all feeling?  I feel disoriented and a new level of fatigue even though I know I slept well – kind of like a drug-induced sleep where when I woke up I wondered if I was coming out of a coma.  I did have energy to do what I wanted and needed to do.  Made things I usually do – jam, almond milk, salad dressing.  The little things I like to have on hand and prefer to make on my own – even though convenience is starting to speak up loudly lately like when I was out front sweeping up the pine needles suddenly wishing for one of those obnoxious leaf blowers that for decades I have despised for their noise and waste-of-time-just-moves-the-mess-for-someone-else-to-deal-with.  But today?  My aching body had a different idea.  I had the thought that 49 and younger don’t need them.  50 and over though…..

The weather was very stormy for awhile – then the skies cleared and while I saw rain clouds to the west and south I told a friend I intended them to go around us.  And uh – they actually did leaving us with 60’s and sun.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Love and gratitude to you all.

V.

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Not yet he hasn’t…………at least it hasn’t shown up on the world stage yet – but one of the chief commanders alluded to this this week when he essentially said there was no progress being made….

 

All land is holy………

 

 

 

 

After he posted this, he had some shadowbanning issues……..

 

 

 

 

 

I saw another interview with (allegedly) her last night – and she skirted the issue and did not look like the original………

 

Kim Runner’s b-day……….yesterday………have wondered if she’s either AI or on the outside………similar vibes for her as I get for VK……..

 

 

 

 

Well, this is a phrase that I (and I believe Lisa Harrison) were hearing over the summer……..

 

 

 

House Speaker Mike Johnson on Securing the Border: ‘We’re Going to Force the Issue’ (VIDEO)

 

GET YOUR POPCORN READY

Get Your Popcorn Ready: Trump Scheduled to Take Stand in His Own Defense

Ok – fireworks has been “around” me……….below is included in the article linked above……….Remember 17 speaks of expecting fireworks? (below)

The state’s Democratic attorney general, Letitia James, is “predicting fireworks” for the session, according to the report.

 

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Dec 10, 2017 11:32:52 PM EST
Q !ITPb.qbhqo ID: be6798 No. 70088 
False flag(s).
POTUS 100% insulated.
EXPECT FIREWORKS.
JUSTICE.
Q

 

 

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Texas Elementary School Students Donate Allowances and Raise Money to Help Classmate See in Color

 

 

This is VERY interesting………As we’ve been saying – Trump 2023.  NO 2024 elections.  We know what he’s telling us………

Trump Unveils 1924-Style Ahead Of 2024 Election, Tells His Supporters To Do The Following

Former President Donald Trump has stirred controversy by suggesting that there may be “no need to vote” in the upcoming elections…

To further complicate matters, Trump did not elaborate on what he meant by “no need to vote.”

 

“BLACKOUT”….stated yesterday……….

Fact check: Trump falsely claims California had ‘blackouts all over the place this summer’

 

 

Public Outcry in Israel: Protesters Demand Netanyahu’s Resignation

 

 

Trump Drops Another Bombshell As He Decides To Skip 3rd GOP Debate For A Rally In South Carolina

 

 

Another CALM BEFORE THE STORM synch (thanks to my truther friend Lila for passing this one along):

Hanson 

5d 
The calm before the storm.
May be an image of 2 people

 

 

5 of the big ones (banks) still in the yellow………

Finance Downdetector

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11.3.23 ~ Finds and a Dream………Reflecting some too………..

 

I had an interesting experience last night.  I was in a car – sunshine all around – feeling like I was making connections with people from my past (2 of whom left already).  I remember hearing “you were right!” then I felt the need to put it in a book so I could share my story.  The scenes switched and I’m on a stage – lights are out – and I was waiting for them to come on.  Big audience – a sense of restlessness – waiting for the right time.  Then – I woke up.

Interesting……….Maybe.  Was it real?  Who knows.

11.3 – anything big happening?

Seeing some bigger accounts – who I see know what’s going to happen before it does – access to PLG – privy to such information – being quite impatient or using eye rolling moves to those of us who do not have access to the information and thus resort to speculating.  Very very wearing at this point.  Anyway – so I state to be patient.  Be kind.  Show compassion for those of us who aren’t “in the club”.  Because the truth is – so many of us have been in survival mode traveling blind for so. g.d. long – we need to see something actually show up in our lives that CHANGES them for the better before we throw ourselves into the whole blindly trust the plan things are happening behind the scenes.  Yeah, we get that – and yet as I said – when it actually literally improves my life – until then – it doesn’t really matter much more than a few fun moments.  I was up pacing the house last night – angry – needing that NEW – for my child.  Intending.  Commanding.  Calling in Home Heaven Jesus to help my own energies.  Rinse and repeat until one of the darts I continue to toss out there LANDS and changes. my. experience.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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What?  Older folks getting denied access?

 

 

So there’s this.  We bank w/one of the big ones –  no issues here – and in person visit they confirmed – nope – nothing.

 

 

 

 

 

160 up atm – 8:30pm EST –  most back east too (state side)…….

ADS-B Exchange – track aircraft live (adsbexchange.com)

 

 

 

 

 

Ending on a note of hope.  Perhaps.  We’ll see……….Hanging in there so long – arms getting tired……..

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11.2.23 ~ Reflecting and Finds….US DEBT CLOCK Secret Window

 

Feels like a game of dodgeball out there.  That’s the best way I can describe it – incoming things trying to knock one off their focused path.  I know what I know and that feeling, though subtle and quiet, grows.  It’s depressing as hell, challenging as hell and lonely and toxic at times – now more than ever.  Stay the path and stay in your own lane – my words to myself.  And when someone or something tries to come into your lane to distract and throw you off center – give it a Neo move or send it love or ignore and keep on going.

Just KEEP. ON. GOING.

We know this ends – we just don’t yet know when or how or what it actually looks like.  But this does end.

Here’s what I’m seeing – pointing us in that direction.  Oh – twice I turned on the radio early in the day and first heard In The Air Tonight then Final Countdown.  I also had another dream where I was doing something with Lisa Harrison – group of us – felt busy and happy at the same time.  For what it’s worth…

Love,

V.

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this is how they do it, kids…………

 

Boom Boom Sky Event Journey Back Home what does it mean to you……….

 

 

Gematria on NOVEMBER EVENT:

I Am Coming When The Time Is Right Q

Angels Have Been Called Chosen Selected It Is Time (i used to be into angels – got away from it – since have been reconsidering – could simply have been another one of our “things” that “they” compromised – i woke up this morning thinking about what are called angels here – how they are here – could feeeeeeel that presence)

Cancel All Contracts with Aliens

Sound of Freedom

The Time Is Now

Time Traveller

Now Is The Time

This Is Not A Game

 

And the more we – the more I – have woken up – the more everything and I mean EVERYTHING here feels like ground hog day.  The longing for NEW (something my mind can’t even see) grows….

 

 

 

 

& 11.7 here for me……….

 

 

This is big…………..

 

Enormous Development: Colorado Prosecutors Caught in Major Lie in Court Case to Remove President Trump from Ballot – With Video Evidence

 

Minnesota Supreme Court Chief Justice Dresses Down Leftist Lawyer Working to Keep Trump Off 2024 Ballot (VIDEO)

 

House Speaker Mike Johnson: Biden Impeachment Decision Coming “Very Soon” (VIDEO)

 

BREAKING: Sam Bankman-Fried Convicted of All 7 Counts – Sentence Could Be as High as 115 Years in Prison

 

Let’s intend he drops it on X………….

Tucker Carlson Makes Surprise Visit to Julian Assange in Prison

 

 

Possible metaphor for holding a higher vantage (detached neutrality) as it all comes crumbling down in full vision for all……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ya………uh…………ready?

 

Not surprising………..i know i post pieces from both – i look for happenings and post……..GP i’ve long felt off about – Breitbart on the fence………

 

dark to Light too……….

 

I TOLD YOU SO……….telling us now because of what’s about to be unveiled….

 

 

 

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11.1.23 ~ Finds……..Share

 

 

I had an interesting experience in the portal.  Absentmindedly looked at the tiles a bit off to my left when suddenly an object looking just. like. a. portal. appears then as quick as it appears it vanishes.  It was about 8″ diameter – flash of swirly lines – white/orange/yellow color.  I froze and thought “WTF?” then it was gone.  I tried to recreate the experience – tried to find the logic.  Couldn’t – no matter what I did (w/the water, with lighting, etc.).  I saw something.  Then I see the things below and think “ok………..”.

Here they are – and more.  Let me know how you’re doing.

Noticing anything new?

The feeeeeeeeels more intense? (!!!)

Building to the point where the lid’s going to burst?  (!!!) 

A huge EF Yeah.  You aren’t alone.

Please remember to share, like, subscribe and leave a donation if you can.  Thank you!

Love,

V.

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Strong synch given what I saw in the portal earlier…….

 

 

1:13 mark ~ another “split” sun image…….

Two M-Class Solar Flares And A Filament Eruption November 1st 2023! – YouTube

 

We have arrived at that place.  It is indeed in the air.  Even my girl is using the word D O N E…….

 

My feeeeeeeeeeel has been – for awhile – that we ALL return to where we belong.

 

 

 

What I SAW 5 years ago – began to feeeeeeeeeel – yes – telling me the end is truly here.

 

 

 

 

 

 

130 up atm (10pm EST) earlier in the day there was approx. 380……

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

How many of us have felt EARLY CHRISTMAS wax in then leave for the last few years?  THIS ONE STICKS!

 

 

 

 

I appreciated this one…………remember elon speaking about the great filter……..i decided to gematria it (below)……question for me is WHY put in that filter – and why……..

THE GREAT FILTER

Home Sweet Home

Feel Very Tired

Be Ready Stay Calm

Restoration (Return of Original DNA)

Rapture

One One Four

Youre Leaving

Q Death to Israel

 

 

 

San Tarot ~ Judgment card comes up – again.  Correcting and error…Vanishing mirror – ego reflection……….Returning to our hearts my feeeeeeeeel………oooh she talks about a barrier (see above – the great filter)….breaking through it – followed by Awakening card……..

Scorpio – Dreamwalker

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Urgent Need

 

I need to get the appliance guy out here again.  Seems our washing machine water inlet valve needs to be replaced.  Got water all over the garage.  Any help is appreciated.  It’s been a day……

Love,

V.

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