I wrote this in 2004 (melody and lyrics). At the time I was feeling blocked and unable to create any real movement in my experience. Given this was pre-child days, I locked myself in my room (I had my own room at the time – music and craft room) and began to create a new wave of songs. They came through me fast and easily. Flow is like that. This song is one of my favorites as it tells, for me, a personal and perfect story of finding Truth in the Silence – when the mind becomes tired of fighting and searching. I hope you enjoy it. Love, Victoria
This could get addicting as I love what is EZ and I love to talk…
The energy is feeling more supportive now. That dang vertical line pattern on the Schumann is now gone and I feeeeel that is what I have been (at least partially) feeling.
Parasitic removal – at least more of it. The final stage? I am not going to jump in on that one with full affirmation but I am feeling pretty positive about it. …. I am starting to see and feel my life going in some new directions – including something I decided to do after contemplating on it for over 2 years. I have one of those Merchandise stores now. Or “merch” as it is called today. Anyway – it isn’t fancy – it’s pretty basic now. I have 3 different designs on a variety of t’s, mugs, water bottles, etc. I think I selected all except the face diapers. Not promoting that even if did/would increase my income. Anyway, here’s the link below. I just launched it last night. Kinda fun!
I figured out a way (finally!) in sharing my reflections in spoken format. Let me know if you like this method and I will continue. I recorded this earlier today when I was in a good space – but I became very emotional as I spoke in the beginning about tribe. I speak of our tribes – uniting – the j a b – energies incoming creating truth – current awakening and “division”. This was pure stream-of-consciousness. Please excuse the background noises – the dryer and my phone. Like that little boy from Christmas Story – sometimes the bathroom is the only space that a boy of 9 (or in my case a woman of, well, older than 9) can find some privacy.
Love,
p.s. ~ i am still reflecting on the j a b – and the whole “transmitter” theory many docs, nurses and intuitive healers are sharing. IF these bizarre experiences occurring with women, girls and men who did not receive the j a b are correlating with their exposure to those who received the j a b – and i am seeing that as a real possibility however we are still in a war at every level so this COULD possibly be deep state fear mongering. i don’t know for certain at this point. what i DO want to see is the following: one of these doctors getting a vial of each j a b and doing a lab analysis so we can see what is actually in them. relying on the data from the cdc and pharma is not enough, imo. then put together all of these stories and make them into a legit case study/theory and share. for now – as i said – i am not taking any chances so avoidance for now is my policy.
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This is an interesting one – biblical perspective but so much aligns with what the many different teachers/prophets/people with whom I have shared here over the years since starting this site. The Divine Hand of God. The Cosmos. Source. Universe. The Event. Whatever name/label one wishes to put on it, it seems like every thing is all pointing to this now period. The arrows. The signs. And my god if there is any truth to what I began feeling 3 years ago that the closer we got to “IT” – the more I would need to sleep – well given I have been in bed 3x today including a nap at around 5 then again at 9:30pm and now at 11pm I am still in need of more sleep (and am still in bed) – well, not gonna share more on that other than here is the latest from Bo Polny who has some very interesting slides on the giants, the conquer, the evil behind the leaders. Give it a listen if you want. Only thing I am not aligning with is their financial version of the new world – crypto’s. I feel they need to expand their visions. The birth of a new world is not just about M O N E Y. Finances. Economics. God’s money? No. There is no such thing as “god’s” money. Not in my reality. Not my monkey. I’m aiming higher – Home. REAL freedom.
I was thinking about Q today and the Quantum Field. Quantum Consciousness. God Consciousness. It is something we can all tune into now – more than ever. It’s a quiet little nudge I am feeling more and more now. In fact, it’s all I WANT to feel. Too much mental chatter in my reality just distracts me from it. It is truly something to feel. For me – slowly. I “get something” – then I need to contemplate quietly within to see how it will expand for me. Does this make sense? It’s just something I am noticing more. For example – The last few days I have “felt” Princess Diana and Michael Jackson in my field of perception. I see their pictures all over – popping up on social media – then Michael’s music being around me. Why am I seeing this? Is it to show me they are still with us and KNOW about that Consciousness Field at the quantum level (that is becoming more present for us) and are now tuning into it themselves in order TO share with us – hey I’m still here. ? Perhaps. It is that Quantum field in which we truly communicate for that is the expansive field of The All. The Quantum Encyclopedia that contains everything and is always open. No censorship. Doesn’t that just feel right somewhere within?
Statement by Donald J. Trump, 45th President of the United States of America.
The Republican Party is demanding that Governor Ducey of Arizona immediately provide large-scale security for the brave American Patriots doing the Forensic Audit of the 2020 Presidential Election. Governor Ducey will be held fully responsible for the safety of those involved. State police or National Guard must be immediately sent out for protection. The Democrats do not want to have this information revealed, and they will do anything to stop it. Governor Ducey must finally act!
This is such an informative, spot on truth, wonderful video of information. The mRna j a b and transmission to the non-jabbed (no one who has had it will be in my presence for no more than a moment – and as I mentioned earlier today I am now asking.) Includes a favorite of mine – Dr. Christiane Northrup – been listening to her for about 30 years. I love how she asserts how we have to take care of ourselves – even if our choices make others uncomfortable. Is this perhaps the scare event? A defining moment at this moment definitely. EVENT NOW. Good advice on how to keep yourself protected – safe – healthy. Going within and praying intending. Meditating. And practical “take action” type advice too. Evil isn’t taken out just by raising the vibe or good feelings.
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I’m much more interested in what others are feeling now – those intuitive experiences. The movie screen scenes are just stupid and so insulting to my higher intelligence. As someone said over a year ago “what we are seeing is for the normies.” Given the normies lack critical thought AND intuitive abilities – that would make sense. Me? I continue to be NOT INTERESTED.
So speaking with a few today here is what I am hearing:
Exhaustion and a feeling of being depleted continues. Those health issues – whatever they are – seem to continue to be ramped up. Elevated – especially those with chronic pain.
I have been having thoughts of “wow I really AM in or on some stage”. One of you said you are seeing the actual separation taking place now – seeing the dome literally coming down. Things looking closer and sounding closer. Having an echo like effect – which she said Rose had asked recently if anyone was noticing this “echo” effect. WOWSER! Anyone else having a similar experience? I know for me the feeling of being trapped/closed in has increased. MAJOR ugh on that. The desire to get outta here – run and run until I am free – is pretty constant now. I’ve noticed I have to stop now and then and take a deep breath – feeling like I am in a tight space. That has become more noticeable the last few days – this week.
I had the image of a colander come to me – again – where I feel I – we – are being moved around inside and all that isn’t REAL – Original – Us – Source – is getting removed. It’s an experience I feeeeeel has been ongoing with breaks in between – but now it feels like this purging atm is more intense – perhaps requiring more sleep, rest and just absolute surrender….Last night and again earlier today I said the only thing I feel I need to do atm is just surrender to this process we are going through. I wrote a song called “Surrender” back in 2004 and it has been very present in my mind the past week or two.
So we have exposure of evil here but also this Divine Cosmic process playing out that, at least for me, is something I sense within. Some of you are seeing it. Some hearing it. Whatever is happening is more powerful than any of us individually and as I said, all I know to do now is to allow it, surrender to it and trust the process and myself in it.
And I am going back to bed. My girl is melting down exhausted – my mate is as depleted.
I have had to put my healing work with the woman I was working with on hold as I found out she got the vax. It came as a bit of a surprise – mostly disappointment as it feels like I have had yet another person in my life who just tells me what she thinks I want to hear instead of being real as to who they are. I am not taking a chance of being in close contact for any real duration of time around anyone I know has received that until I know for SURE what it is and what the effects are. Safety first.
I think – I feel – Linea was right – and my feel has been right for a long time: There are very few of “us” here.
The energy was interesting today. I sensed and saw (experienced) what I call the “matrix narc program”. We all were “infected” with it – some more than others. It is those that don’t see that I am weary and leery of now in terms of getting my trust. I tuned in and blessed and accepted those inner fear thoughts behind the uncomfortable feelings. That takes real time and focus – but I recently realized that was something I had not been doing as thoroughly as I could be.
So – I put out the public notice on social media about speed racer and have been happily overwhelmed with people saying who he is – vehicle description – and time and location of where he is doing his menacing. Surprisingly though not one person has called the police nor has anyone gotten the license plate – even those who see him do this daily in their particular area. (If you know he has a pattern in your area wouldn’t you watch out for him – get some binoculars and get a plate number?) No wonder the nazi agenda was so easily pushed here. So I have told people to get his plate and call the police or pass it on to me and I will call dispatch.
I powered up to go out into the world to get some food – wearing my personal totem (pendant), boots & sunglasses. I intended for ease and it was just that. On the way home, Michael Jackson came on the radio. I pulled in the driveway, rolled down the windows, shut off the car, kept the song playing, got out and danced in the driveway – horrifying my daughter who, according to my mate went inside and said “mom’s weird”.
When the matrix tries to throw cr@p your way, turn it into a dance. Here are some finds and the song in which I danced to and with.
I’m thinking we ALL just go into stores and drink and drink and drink….eat and eat and eat throughout the entire experience….
Florida….
Difference is – guns actually work for the intended purpose of protection….
I LOVE this. This has always been my intention…
What mother doesn’t feel this way at this point….Or parent. Or real human…I never did buy this “we’re doing it for the all” b.s. It’s a false narrative and can be stripped apart in seconds with some good ‘ole critical thought…
A good one from Sister Linea….I still feel we were tossed (pushed) throughout this realm so we would feeeeeel more detached from this realm – feeeeel more lonely – which only serves to feed the matrix. In last night’s dream, the tickets I had in hand were to go elsewhere with a friend with whom I feel a connection. Just shows my ability to “wait it out” until I am with the tribe has run dry. I align with healing and new ways of thinking about ourselves. I am back in the bedroom alone atm – that need to be in my own space continues. No interruptions. … Those “cheat codes” she speaks of – I think she is saying “gravaboi numbers”. Here is a site with more info.
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We woke up hearing that terrorizing vehicle ripping through the neighborhoods. We tried to see who it was but no luck. Neighbors across the way came out (about the only ones besides us showing emotional response over this individual who has been at this for months). I had already requested increase police presence and gave as much info as I could. All we need is a plate number/description of car and they can do their job. I made a post in a local public forum for my section of the city hoping that will gain more attention. ANYONE with any level of hearing can hear this car. It is not only loud but the speeds this individual (likely male, young) is traveling is dangerously fast.
Then I have an more notifications from people who can’t or won’t attend our girls birthday party next month – either because of the CV or because, well, their personal doing’s are a higher priority than family. And still no response from her friends family thanking her for the beautiful card she made. I also had notification from a local group about the dog issue up the street on the school grounds. The reminder was to make sure dogs were leashed. And yet in reality, no dogs are allowed on the school grounds. There are signs EVERYWHERE but locals violate it every day.
These people all S U C K. They just SUCK.
I have resorted to telling my girl at this point that she deserves better and these people who call themselves friends and family don’t deserve her. She is so thoughtful as I have said – always reaching out – and yet that doesn’t come back to her in the way it could and should. Not here in this pit. That has certainly been my experience as well since I was a child. All I know to do is to clear and heal and continue to hold the intention for New. For all of us who want and need it. What I see is evil continuing to do its thing front and center without consequence while we are told to stand down and trust the plan.
E N O U G H.
F’ing E N O U G H.
Last night I had dreams I was all packed and ready to go. I had tickets, a suitcase and a purse full of silver. My girl was with me – don’t know where my mate was. But I was ready.
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Watching the sun go down and listening to some Journey...I love playing their music on my piano. I saw them twice as a teen in the 80’s – both times were excellent. In fact Journey was my first concert. I went with my best friend and two other boys. I would love to have more magical experiences like that.
I realized tonight that our entire dinner was totally local. Grass fed beef from our local farmer to the organic produce – potatoes, zucchini and the sweetest carrots around finished up with some local strawberries. And as our girl said “Even our water is local.” lol I love doing that as much as I can. We’re in a highly agricultural area with a lot of small organic farms. This time of year starts the season of so much food abundance – I take advantage of it.
You know – there is a lot of infighting atm – different big channels going after one another. We are told “be careful who you follow”. That can be difficult, can’t it? Some really feeeeel a certain person is legit while others can have the opposite feel. My system is this: I question anyone who is quite large and who got there quickly – as well as those who claim to know what’s going on then when their intel proves wrong they dismiss it as “things changed”.
Chrissie Hynde is now singing about Ohio – which has been privy to some ff’s in the last many hours. They seem to be throwing out everything now all at once. I intend we are seeing the end. I’ve begun praying to Jesus again. We need that massive blast of Love to enter and STAY. Love, V.
Biden is currently sending more military equipment to our neighborhoods than Trump did. You read that right. Our communities are being terrorized at a greater rate than they had been under Trump.
I wish this would happen here. I continue to see local conversations of people wanting the jab and asking where they can get it (and others sharing where TO get it. U G H):
The energy today feels different. Lighter. It helped that I did some much needed purging last night – detached from this reality and went in search of purity so I could center myself again.
I feel I had assistance with this. Look at the schumann image. Remember that horrid vertical grid pattern we’ve been stuck under for almost 2 months now? It is all but gone. The latest frequency pulse (which according to others are saying “did not originate from the Sun”) seems to have done that. If this is indeed true, then that is also what I am experiencing today.
I also feeeeel we are well into the Storm and I feel, at this moment, we are on the backside of it – at least on the edge. Will it amp back up again? I don’t know. I don’t know the details of course – the time, how much is left to remove here and all that. But I do feeeeel we have just ascended a hurdle. In fact, when I woke up I was hearing “Riders on the Storm” in my mind and saw the image of people standing on the edge of a storm. These two lyrics felt the most relevant: Into this house we’re born. Into this world we’re thrown.
Thrown indeed. I had an image of that recently from the Christmas Story movie – the boy and santa claus (how appropriate – satan) where sc is pushing him down the slide against the boy’s will at the moment.
No one in their “right” mind would jump into this place – at least happily. Time to remove the big fat guy from the experience.
Love,
Victoria
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