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Today’s word-of-the-day: ENERGIES !!!

 

O.  M.  G.

And I deeply fully completely say O.  M.  G.

I woke up feeling sooooooooooo spacey and floaty and very blissful.  Now if I had stayed in bed and slept as my body/being required of me, I would have not felt as I do now:  hyper-vigilant/alert to any and ALL outside distractions.  I took a quick trip to the store.  It’s very warm here, the car was hot and the sun is very bright – all of these combined only heightened my sensitivities.  Even opening the car doors and getting the car started was a challenge.  Unlocking only worked on 3 of the doors and I could not get the key into the ignition or the car out of park.  At first I thought it was a block to keep me home so I said if attempt 2 doesn’t work, I’m taking the message.  I got out of the car, locked it back up again – let it sit then got back in.  Second try was successful.  Energies and a dissolving matrix is all I was able to feel/hear.

Speaking of………it was sometime last night or early this morning I was tuning into the matrix.  This was not a conscious thing but rather something within quieted me so I could tune in at some other level.  It was really a trip and all I can say is I had an experience where I could feel the frustration and the knowing within the programs that they are expiring.  I know – strange – and as I said – not an experience I said “hey this would be fun let’s try this”.  It just – happened.

Dreams last night – I had one that went on and on for a long “time”.  I was helping someone I know – helping them to remember – letting them it’s ok – it is time.  They can let go and I was willing to help them.  I was a safe person for them.  That’s the basic message but there was a lot of visits and connections during the experience.

So back to my effort to go pick up a few items.  Upon arriving in the store it is, naturally, packed.  I see someone in front of me and her energy immediately repels me – and her appearance as well.  I made the choice to go down another aisle – I kept running into her.  I tuned in to find my peace – change my thought forms so I could find a neutral connection with her. This worked until it was check out time and the only aisle available had her in it – with me being next.  Again, I remained neutral – until she began to speak.  Her voice – her voice was so loud and the vibration was harsh.  I literally took a step back and put up a bubble around me. Everything within me said “STAY AWAY”.  So I took another step back and remained until she left.  (not my monkey to figure out – just accept how my inner energies operate)

Then I felt I could breath again.

Wow.  Talk about sensitivity over-drive.

I did notice however the clerk (whom I know) – her energy was softer and more open.  We interacted on a new level.  It was lovely.

So I feel I can conclude by saying that ALL are opening and expanding but some are softer and some more “roughly”.  Is this due to those who are truly heart-centered and those who aren’t as I keep hearing/reading (but am having a hard time fully aligning with)?  Or maybe it is because some of us are from Original Earth and others, elsewhere.  Oh well….We align with whomever we align.  I like soft energy.  Gentle.  Strong in who one is but still, gentle.  Flowing.  Quiet.

And as I love myself, it is important to accept myself for who I am.

That is all.  Let me know how ya’ll are doing.

Love,

Victoria

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Some more reflections of this experience/simulation

 

I had (for me) a long conversation with friend/reader/soul sister D tonight. I reflected on this later in the evening.  Normally I am not one to speak on the phone – certainly not comfortably and for such a length of time.  Tonight though, as I am now noticing, the experience was flowing so nicely.  The call energized me.

Most phone calls end up draining me.

This is what the Flow does.  This is what it’s like to be IN the flow – in an experience that Aligns.

AND ME WANTS MORE!  lol

I have the same experience when I play the piano.

I experience this when I snuggle with my girl or engage in activity I enjoy with her.

I experience this when I have a late night conversation with my mate on current happenings, the event, home, etc.

I mostly write about my insights and reflections.  When I share them in spoken word, it is mostly with my mate.  And there is something empowering/solidifying when taking a written word and sharing it as a spoken word with another – especially when the other Being aligns energetically with the thought/insight.  It’s like hearing myself say the words solidifies the truth in those spoken words.

Tonight’s phone call also clarified for me that when something is out of alignment with me now, the feeling is immediate.

It validated my knowing of the reason why most of us are scattered throughout the realm.  It has nothing to do with this “holding the light” nonsense as that is NOT what this movie ending is about.  It’s about ending the damn movie.  Yes, that involves us remembering and awakening TO the experience we are in but this thought that we have to hold the light and be selectively placed here and there is just rubbish.  We were energetically manipulated/controlled to be scattered so we would have more challenges in our acceptance of our awakening.  It’s much more of a challenge/struggle to awaken when you are the only one around you having the experience. We know the saying:  Whenever two or more of you are gathered in The Name (of Love/Truth)…. The controller’s knew this game was ending.  They just wanted to stretch it out and make our experience of it more challenging. Poke to the end.  ’tis what they do because that’s just who they are….

And speaking of challenging, I am not really finding it easier to connect with all of humanity.  I am finding it more of a challenge to truly be with anyone who isn’t “awake”.  As such, I have become even more energetically and naturally selective with whom I connect.

And……tonight, for the first time in my experience in this physical vessel, I told a guest in my home to “get the hell out of my house with that crap”.  I absolutely could not energetically tolerate what I was experiencing.  I was being given a narrative about JFK Jr – how he caused the plane crash because he did cocaine.  Utter rubbish.  Now normally I would just simply say something like “That is not how I view it” and perhaps share my perspective.  You know-the spiritually correct way of speaking.

Tonight?  Something new in me came out.  Inner roaring Truth.  I felt a mix of emotions as a result.  Guilt and yet this inner freedom.  It was – LIBERATING.

Liberating to speak without stopping to censor myself.

Perhaps this is another step in my awakening.  The ability to say what I REALLY WANT to say even if it comes out not wrapped in a pretty, spiritually correct package of perfection.  And this person, this guest who was in my house (uninvited I should say – not to judge – they just came into the house looking for another guest who had been invited) – this person has little sense of boundaries and I often have to remind them there are little ears listening.

So it is empowering for me as I have held my tongue far too many times with a select few people in my experience.  And when I have chosen to speak, as I said, I use care in how I speak.  Not to dismiss that….it’s just sometimes, for me that is, it is liberating to just speak it and go with that inner flow.

Me – being REAL – in the moment.

Which is what I did tonight with my authentic experiences of REAL conversing with my like-minded/like-hearted Soul Sister and with one of the bots.

(and yes lest i offend others with the term “bots” – i know they are being’s too deserving of truth and freedom.  i want ALL free of the experience of deception.  just don’t really want them IN my experience any more.)

Love,

V.

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Today’s Reflections ~ 5/31/19

 

I am feeling a mix of agitation/frustration and calm.  The agitation/frustration has the storyline that goes something like this:

“I was NOT planning on doing another summer here – another summer where all of the local events have thousands of people – heat – loud music – all of those things that send my particular body into over-drive.  I don’t want to do another summer with kids running in and outside of the house – asking for food and drink and us not having the money to be able to feed them all what they want/need.  I don’t want to do another summer in this area where all other parents have very good incomes and take their kids on vacations and sign them up for camps and all sorts of other things.  That pressure is just something I do not wish to feel or experience.  I was SERIOUSLY NOT PLANNING ON DOING THIS!  UGH!….  I feel like the grinch – the noise. The noise.  The noise!  I am in my heart as much as I can be and this damn system keeps on going and keeps on poking away at me telling me reminding me I don’t have enough I am not young enough I don’t have enough energy to do the things I am supposed to do as a parent today.

I want to be where I have seen for so very long.  With my family. Beautiful house of our dreams.  Close to the beach.  In the woods.  Very small community.  Peaceful.  Quiet.  TOTALLY RESTORED.  I.  Just.  Want. To.  Be. There.  Already.  Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuc.

And until then, I just want to be in the quiet of my own home – left ALONE – until I DECIDE to engage.”

The calm says “be yourself.  Trust.  None of this is permanent.”

Ugh!  Not so helpful at this point.

I was feeling more into the concept of “simulation”.  What exactly does that mean and what can I do to break out of it and change how I approach it so I can have the best possible experience while I am still here?

If this really is a literal simulation and I am not even in a “real” body – real as in Original but a dumbed-down version of the Original – what now?  Keep unplugging?  Refuse to play ANY role that doesn’t align?

I was thinking of those who are homeless – how there is a sense of freedom to that – in spite of the horrors they face – having to find shelter – being harassed for building a shelter in a space someone says is not “allowed” – having to focus on where to sleep and how to eat and how to bathe and how to protect oneself from the elements.   Then there are the homeless being’s who are whacked out on meth or alcohol or heroin and use force and violence to take from others who are, otherwise, peacefully without homes.

Where is the WIN WIN situation here?

There isn’t one.

As I recall from the movie “War Games” – it IS best not to play certain games.  And the “go back to earth and pay to live and be controlled and confined by others definitions of how to do so and be attacked even more when you dare question it all” – that is a game I just don’t consent to.  And it is my inner knowing I NEVER HAVE CONSENTED TO IT.  Nothing within me feels I said “sure, let’s play this one!”  I got trapped.  Temporarily lost and thus confused.

And playing this role and this game is something I simply do not agree to play any longer.

How much longer until this game is over?  And what can I do to hurry it along?

And what – do I do NOW – as I said above – to best experience this?

What I’ve always done – do the best I can.  Remain in my heart.  Know my stories.  Love and forgive.  And if I have to inconvenience others or violate some social expectation to take care of my needs because what this system offers just absolutely does not work for me, so be it.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

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Thank you!

 

To those who donated this month, I wanted to say “thank you!” and to show you what some of that money was put towards:  a garden.  Below are a the pics.  It’s small but the plants are healthy.  And that ivy next to it got a dose of vinegar a few days ago and will be pulled up soon.  I have 3 tomato plants, basil, parsley, kale, chard, lettuce, broccoli, peas and newly sprouting beets and beans.

It feels good to grow again.  I have been gardening for over 10 years and stopped a few years back due to time and expense.  The last big garden I had was in 2010 – the year my daughter was born.  I was 9 months pregnant when I finished up that particular garden, ready to delivery at any moment. My mate was concerned I was overdoing it physically but I was determined to accomplish two things that day:  get in the last of the garden AND use the exercise to induce labor and get her out.  It worked.  Less than 12 hours later I went into labor.)

I may throw in some more dirt once the ivy is pulled and do a few rows of carrots.  That was one of the foods I used to be able to grow well.  I was told at one time they were difficult to grow (what did I know?  I just go with what I like and throw in some seeds or starts and see what happens).

Anyway…again, thank you to those of you who helped make this possible.  I think of you when I tend to the garden you helped make possible.

Much love,

Victoria

(the green netting/cover is to keep the squirrel out.  we have it put together with a LOT of twist ties.  realized we have to put on a LOT earlier when the squirrel managed to squeeze in and dig up all of the lettuce and beet seeds i originally planted.  we love him but he is highly obnoxious and determined at times.)

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Today’s Energy captures and Photo captures

 

protons continue to spike quite intensely….and the MIMIC Array (Version 2) – is showing those white-out images again.  the first MIMIC (version 1) was essentially completely whited-out in February of this year after weeks of white-out images increasing.  after this occurred, they updated to a Version 2.  well as many say, no amount of system tech can stop nor hide what’s coming.  Source/Truth rolls that way.

i thought i would share a couple of pictures from my walk tonight.  the colors are so vibrant around here – our gardens doing amazing as i have mentioned.  i am noticing changing landscapes too.  i think i mentioned in our yard the dandelions disappeared and instead we have little white daisies.  i have wondered where the dandelions have gone.  tonight on our walk my girl and i noticed this small patch of moss that we love to walk on in our bare feet in the warmer weather.  we’ve done this for years.  tonight we noticed it is now covered in dandelions.  no joke.  program changes obviously.  question is – WHO changed that particular program?

my dreamstate experiences continue.  all new.  feeling movement – lots of changes.  last night i was in a restaurant-type environment.  subdued lighting.  i felt i was there waiting for something/someone to make an appearance.  i also remember i was drawn to focus on one being in particular – male – 40’s – kind of burly/bulky – unshaven – wearing a wool stocking cap.  he had his elbows on the table (the tables were wooden) and he was drinking a beverage, sitting by himself.  i felt i knew him but it was not yet time to talk with him so i observed for a brief time and the experience ended.  interesting to later hear from brother rick later in the day today and he said he too was in a restaurant last night waiting for someone to speak.

that is all for now.

love,

victoria

 

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A brief “Q”oincidence

 

yesterday my girl and i stopped at the local armory.  they were holding a memorial day ceremony and i thought it would make for a good educational experience for her.  as we watched, i looked around, hoping to see someone with a “Q” or “MAGA” hat/shirt.  instead what i saw were a lot of patriotic shirts and hats, flags, etc.  i thought “i would really like to get some more patriotic attire.”  after over 20 years of not feeling “patriotic”, it is quite emotional for me today to feel that sense of patriotism again.

jump forward 24 hours later.  a package arrives from my mother-in-law. inside is packed full of Americana.  towels for the kitchen and bath.  clothes for our girl and myself (you will see below a scarf i turned into a sarong because that is more my style).  a pillow.  shower liner. little necklaces – all celebrating the 4th of July and American Patriotism. wow.  total surprise!  if that weren’t enough, i looked at the bathroom hand towel.  and well, you will see that little extra surprise below….

happy restoration of EVERYTHING.  and happy upcoming 4th of july, america.  may that flag finally wave truth, liberty and freedom.

 

love,

victoria

 

 

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Today’s Energies and some reflections

 

energies are kickin’ my @ss today.  i had a few of those “i am in a boat out at sea” experiences.  one such occasion i had to balance myself on the wall. sleep was interesting – very deep until around sunrise then i could not sleep for another 2-3 hours.  just as i slipped into a nice deep sleep i was awakened by my mate sneezing and my child climbing into bed with me, flopping around like a little fish.

still not wanting company or to engage in any kind of small talk.  just continue to want to be with my energy and my energy only (as much as i can).  on the agenda tonight is to make some homemade mounds chocolate candies and that is giving me an inner creative satisfaction.  coconut oil, coco flakes, vanilla, m. syrup and melted dark chocolate.  perhaps once back on real earth i will have a little candy shop – making healthy goodies inspired from da matrix realm.  no need for lawyers or liability or state certifications.  i remember years ago i wanted to make and sell homemade dog cookies.  i had several recipes.  got the website, e-mail, sign, product.  i called the state (ag dept.) and was informed i had to make my products in a certified kitchen.  ok, cool, i thought – i’ll just get my kitchen certified. nope, no can do.  i had a dog at the time.  (yeah which is why i how the idea to make and sell the cookies i had been making for years for her.)  i found the one and only such kitchen here in town and they wanted a biz plan and preferred i take a biz/marketing plan at the local college.  i didn’t have the money for the class but i did draw up a plan and submitted it.  and waited.  in the end i was not selected (there were many other people looking do also rent the kitchen space).  when i recently said i have been “hit” by the system and its controls throughout my life, i ain’t joking and i am far BEYOND done being told “NO” when it comes to me wanting to create, do, be…..

some bee gee music soothed my soul and heart earlier – and brought about laughter when my girl walked in from outside and said “oooh mama you’re playing the gee bee’s”.  i pause and still giggle at hearing her say that.

the schumann site hasn’t been coming up this evening so i have nothing to share there, but i do have some images showing some decent proton spikes and i notice the plasma took a couple of brief dives.  for now i am going to enjoy a hot shower and engage in some creative confectioneering.  the headlines are too drama-filled for me to read much less share.  ya’ll know where to find all of that.

oh yes – i just remembered – one last thing – last night’s dreams.  WOW! this is either night number 3 or 4 – maybe 5 – where my dreams are literally brand new.  new people.  new places.  VERY neutral and i feel i am regaining control. last night i was in japan and seeing some of what has been going on there. the only thing is with these dreams – when i awaken – i don’t remember any lasting details.  just more of a feel and a few lingering quick flashes/visions.  i did get this sense of a “changing of the guard” and have a flashing vision of this happening.  the celebration over this, i felt, is not just happening here but on the outside and i feel another chess piece has been removed.  to that i have to say “thank you” and BRING IT!

love,

victoria

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Tonight’s (brief) Reflection

 

unlike past “brief” updates, this one really is going to be brief.  lol

i am feeling adrift and a bit lost – but not lonely.  i don’t really have any belief systems left – and what few i have are fading.  the desire to even have a belief – it’s gone.  if you were to ask me “what do you believe” i would have no answer.  so that feels empty but also a bit frustrating as i now think “ok what now?”  how do i create now?  and what?  i don’t want to do any of that here – i don’t feel i align energetically with doing this as-yet-to-be-presented-to-me here in this realm.

i feel i have emptied out a box and now that the box is empty, i want to fill it back up but don’t know how or with what.  and thus….here i am.

that is all.  (told ya it would be brief – ha ha)

love,

victoria

 

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Today’s Photo Captures ~ 5/26/19

 

The skies were stunning today.  The first few photos show thunderstorms popping up around us (no action here though)….and below are tonight’s captures from the west and east.  Those in the east were WOW!  Obviously we are seeing another sun or planetary type object.  At some point here very very soon we’re going to be able to see these things with our eyes.  SO READY!

I wanted to add that, unlike last year, this year’s garden is doing beautifully! And the colors of our flowers are so rich and vibrant – a depth of color I have not seen before.  We are having other people notice and ask what we’re doing.  Absolutely nothing different.  It’s the energies.

 

SUNSET PHOTOS OF THE WEST:

 

DUE EAST:

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Today’s Reflections ~ 5/25/19

 

To reflect a bit more on last night’s dream, which I shared in a previous post today on Trump’s “Age of Enlightenment” tweet, given the clean-up that continues, we will all have more ability to tune into the All.  True cleaning up leading to True Freedom includes the ability to see/know whatever YOU wish.  Just another creative experience.  As I said in my dream I was able to tune into whatever I wanted in terms of this cleaning up – my choice.  I feel it was a message – a message to share – that we need not be concerned that we won’t be “allowed” or “able” to see/know/remember all of those things we have wanted to see/know/remember – in particular this cleaning up. When Q said 80% will not be revealed to the public – that does not mean such revealing will remain secret – certainly not permanently.  ALL will have access.  When?  I’m not sure but my feeeeel is we can now all tune in and receive that knowledge.

On to dimensions and some more insights/feels I am receiving on this topic. The experience of dimensions here have been hijacked.  The metaphor I received was a manhattan high rise as compared to the ghetto.  People in that high rise can feel they are better than/above those in the ghetto simply because of where they reside.  And people in the ghetto can feel they are less than for the same reason.  Add in the whole “money” thing and the separation thing expands.

A dimension is just a “room” with a certain frequency.  And when we are in bodies with True Source Code – we have the ability to BE in ANY frequency space in which we desire.  Most of you know or have noticed I don’t share channeled messages from alleged beings from these so-called other dimensions.  It’s all part of the control system here and yes – it is that vast. NO PART of creation here was left untouched by the controller’s.  As I continue to say – the biggest lie is the easiest to implement and continue because the mind simply has a difficult time grasping the vastness of it – as well as the question of “WHY would someone do that to another?”  So at the center of this concept of “dimension” (as defined here) – is another form of entrapment.  It is segregation.  And Source is INCLUSIVE.

I am also in tune with the term “justice” which when I break it down can sound like “Just Us”.  I feel into this and see the truth.  Our sense of “justice”…there is some truth in there but it comes down to what WE want to see happen to another.  We want to see all who did what they did suffer. It isn’t just about cleaning stuff up – but about an eye for an eye.  And I understand that.  My goodness yes I can understand having that experience after being a part of this movie – this experience of Free Will where ANYTHING goes.

And yet I also feel that “justice” has also been another program here. Perhaps one of the more necessary ones – or certainly one that is a NATURAL program for us to experience AS we awaken.  It follows the natural energy that guides us to feel/know that whatever it is we are experiencing is NOT OK.  We feel it as we awaken.  We want those who have harmed us to suffer in the way we have.  So it becomes about JUST US.  No judgment.  It is an understandable experience, as I have said.

But we are also called to feel into that and move away from it.  The Heart moves us to forgive.  When we forgive, we are Free (one of many flavors of freedom).

When we are in the Heart, we are in the All and that is where we find Forgiveness.  The only way we will be able to truly move beyond the horrors here is to be in and be OF the space of forgiveness.

Love,

Victoria

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