our girl came to me in the kitchen while i prepped dinner and told me earlier today, while working on her penmanship exercise, she was suddenly guided to draw a few objects.
she drew 3 mountains with a large star off to the left. she said “we may go to the star”. she also drew 2 portals and one very large craft with a lot of lights on it. i am keeping the pictures for ourselves for privacy. just wanted to pass this along as i found it very interesting.
i think back to the 9 year old little girl who had some amazing shares in which i linked here over the weekend. beginning on 5/11 the upcoming 6 weeks are going to bring a lot of changes.
the cat’s seeing a huge flash right after the full moon (which is this saturday).
one of their readers commented on his event vision which he feels aligns with a gathering this week.
my own stuff i have shared………and the incoming energies……
oh my………oh my my my………..
i just heard “be wise about this” on a youtube video my mate is listening to – felt guided to share that. it’s a good phrase to end this post.
any of you feeling like you are on a barge out at sea and the water’s churning and you are trying to steady and balance yourself? that’s my experience today – similar to yesterday only a wee bit more intense. also having some nausea which as i’ve said before is a very unusual experience for me. peppermint tea is on the menu.
the planetary k index is showing very intense geomagnetic activity – registering at a 7 for a bit before dropping back down. (see below) i would say this explains the sudden volatile shaking i began experiencing last night around 1:30am – same time as my mate. he experienced it first and wow – was it uncomfortable in terms of anxiety-producing. the magnesium and even the CBD oil weren’t really helping. i had to get totally in my mind to calm my body as much as possible in order to fall asleep – which took almost an hour last night. ugh……..
and here’s some plasma for ya too….
lol my mate just said “i am so damn tired of doing the same friggin’ thing every single day!” then he laughs his crazy laugh. i was just going to say how BORED the 3 members of this household are now and today we’ve all been whining about it in one way or another. i’ve been telling my girl to imagine NEW – no limits. NEW activities. NEW ways of doing and being. just let yourself feeeeeeeeeeel into that and see what appears for you.
i know what i would really like at this moment and that is Pure Clarity as to what exactly is going on here. access the same visuals that those on the outside of this realm are privy to. this “allowing” experience has grown tiresome. this is OUR experience and we have the RIGHT to SEE just what exactly is happening. if others can see it – well then we can too. i used the metaphor of standing in front of another’s house and tossing invisible eggs at it while saying “just trust and allow the experience is for your best self”.
there is a time to trust and allow and there is a time to be the active, fully conscious participant OF the experience. to fully be conscious of just what the frigging fruck is going on – requires EYES to see. yes my inner self says HUUGE incoming. and i feel things speeding up – lots of movement. that being said it i would just like the entire script laid out before me right now so i can see and best know how to navigate…. i checked the LASCO C3 again today – that incoming object is still incoming. i will continue to monitor it. i’ll ask Yellow Rose and Adam on twitter their perspective. here’s a screen capture of the latest upload/image:
i’ve run out of things to say so i’ll close this one up. going to go into a quiet resting space while i have the opportunity to do so (child playing at a friends house).
love to you all ~
victoria
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sometimes a picture best describes how one is experiencing a particular day. here is how i felt today:
at one point i had to ground and say “stay awake and stay in the body”….i had a couple of waves of something come over me….dizzy feel a couple of times….they kinda come in and go out these days….feeling like i was suddenly hmmm not able to walk straight? yes – that is how i want to describe that…i keep thinking i should exercise but that feels like too much work….just moments ago i was looking over at my mate and he was patting his belly and i just knew he was thinking the same thing…i giggled as i watched him as i had just finished doing the same…..we are both just SPENT. P E R I O D.
did i mention i am also ravishingly hungry suddenly again?
i know i had other experiences but i cannot recall them….so i will pass along this personal share….it MAY line up with something the Cat’s had to say….or it may not….i share this with zero zip none nada attachment…
last week i had something come to me…..about this weekend…..our girl recently had a birthday and she is having the party this weekend….for some reason as i thought about this in the shower one evening i recalled the first “home” dream i had some 12 years ago – about 3 years before i was pregnant with our girl….in the experience i had a feeling we just arrived…as i have mentioned before, in the dream there was a group of kids i was feeding and one i knew was ours – a girl (who looked like our daughter now)….so i wondered why i had that recall and thought this weekend – her party – had something to do with the event….not that her party triggers anything of course – but that this could be a correlating event – something for me to put together WITH a mass transition/energy event….that’s what i thought at the time but didn’t want to share it because i have this ridiculous lingering #)$%! program about jinxing things if i share a hunch…….BLAH there finally said that out loud for the world to see perhaps now i can destroy it for good….
so reading the Cat’s latest about this weekend (the full moon is saturday the 18th)…i’m thinking perhaps there IS something to connect this upcoming birthday party and the event – or something associated WITH it….
so there you have it………i leave it here and walk away while saying “i own none of this material it just came to me from Source Me do with it what you will”……..lol
speaking of Source i awoke hearing “The Force is with you”……..cool huh? then thought the Force is a perfectly created word that combines Flow and Source.
The Force be with You all ~
Victoria
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well i continue to have some awesome synchronicities. throughout the day yesterday i had the desire to listen to the bee gee’s ~ in particular “more than a woman” (as i awoke hearing that song). i didn’t do any searching online – youtube – for the song. it just remained in my mind. last night i check youtube and the first video to come up was “more than a woman” – the bee gees. wow. i did have the thought “AI intelligence – a matrix program – picking up on my thoughts?” nah. this felt like Flow.
last night before i drifted off to sleep i had the sudden desire to watch the 90’s flick “boys on the side”. i watched it several times back when it came out but it’s been years since i’ve seen it. i thought it a bit odd i would have that desire. at the store today the theme song from the movie came on the store radio: “Anything You Want” (Roy Orbison).
the experiences continued. after a visit to this store, my daughter wanted to visit one of the local little libraries. i pulled over and was feeling ungrounded. spacey. something nudged me to look at the car in front of me. Focus (a ford focus). the license place number: 222.
heading home, i was guided again to look at another car. a ford FOCUS. license place number 022. “look to the left” i was nudged. licence place number 011. the song that then came on the radio? “Hold on Loosely” (but don’t let go). good loving guidance for our creation experience.
i have to remind myself that not ALL experiences here are matrix pokes or manipulations. Flow does find its way here as Separation – full Separation – is a lie. the programmers just made a lot of systems to pull us away from Flow and added in pokes (words) of doubt. i really feel each of us have had guides assigned to us that have not necessarily been for our Truest Self. at this point i go within and listen for the wisdom within. ANY VOICE that does not feel supportive of Love and Freedom – i don’t listen to. any voice that tells me things like “you’re not ready” or “no you cannot have that” – CANCEL. CLEAR. DELETE. ….. and i am also not even sure some of those guides are real being’s. likely programs.
anything is possible in this simulation. i know that by holding on loosely and not letting go while KNOWING i CAN have anything i want – certainly have the right to purse whatever i want to create – is a great combo for helping end all simulations of deception and control.
that’s all for now.
love,
victoria
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Well the day began with the notification my site’s hosting service had been deactivated due to a violation of their terms of service. The violation was due to loading speed, causing lag time on their servers, affecting other customers who share the server w/me. I contacted my host – first via chat – and with their patient help, assisted this tech-challenged person with making some changes to the site to help increase the loading speed. I was then told the admins had to verify what was done to fix the issue and thus reinstate my site which would take up to 48 hours.
Hmm, I thought. Why wasn’t I notified of this? This is a money-generating site and having it down was something that, well, scared me (more on that later). So I phoned them up after the chat and spoke to another awesome CSR who agreed – I should have been notified of this issue so we could work together to resolve it rather than just shut down my site and leave me in the dark. So I got that taken care of and now I am up and running again – with a lot of plugins being removed. Next step will be to see the cost of working with a sister agency of my hosting service where people much more skilled than I can help me determine the best plug-ins to use, themes, security, etc. For now all appears ok.
This brought up issues of fear for me, as I said. I feel there were a couple of influences at play. One the matrix poking me. Love doesn’t “poke”. Love presents – without judgment – and always with the assistance to help. I also feel this poke also included a tap from higher self that said “let it go and trust in ME”. No surprise I also have been having repeated dream themes the last week. Many fears arising now. I’m seeing the need to face them as they are without judgment – and love every one of them. Do the best I can in this environment – in this realm – these frequencies and mostly with the deception.
All those aspects of me. The wounded child. The wounded ego. Limited programming – limited in that I am ALSO so many other characters of Greatness. Beauty. Love.
And all of the challenging personality behaviors and beliefs/thoughts/stories that come up with them.
How I dealt with the website issue was another good indicator of my need to allow. Trust. Release. And respond (w/o the drama of reacting which is exactly what the matrix wants and which is also why those old programs hooked into us poke). I missed that mark for a little bit – until I hit it by simply responding and letting what will be – BE.
I know what to do. I just have to WANT to motivate myself TO do the “doing”. Make sense?
Take a breath. Step back. RELAX.
So I spent time reflecting on this as I waited for the site to come back up – which was not a guarantee. I found that peace in all of it. Small – but it was there. A start.
In my experience of being humbled by seeing me – I bring out my Greatness.
So onto these energies…..Something is up and it isn’t just the protons and isn’t just the plasma density and speed(which you will see below). I was tuning in as I watered out front earlier. Our ground looks as though we are in mid summer. Dry, cracked – deprived of moisture. We just came out of a long cool, wet winter so this makes no “sense” to the logic. What I felt was this is proof we have been moved – this realm in which we reside. Or it could be a result from the chem’ing – creating an effect of dehydration for nature. That also brings about a sense of perplexity for me as just a few weeks ago I could smell mold/mildew which thrives in damp environments. Now the smell seems to have disappeared. How could this switch happen so quickly? Other than we have been moved closer to the exit – again – recently.
That could explain that ring around the sun which some are now also agreeing with my feel – at least aligning with it – that this looks like a stargate. Yellow Rose has been saying we get pulled out of this realm then the sun goes NOVA. And that perfectly aligned ring indeed looks like a stargate. So I am staying with this perception/feel for now. And perhaps as well these pokes can be used in a way to strengthen us to respond to the pokes – so we leave the old drama behind. I had the visual of a strainer – the “good” stuff makes it through – the residue gets left behind. What is no longer needed.
I’m ready for that. I’m sure you are too.
Love,
Victoria
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My energy was pretty good again today – not quite as super-charged as yesterday but still quite good…until about 3:30pm that is. Something came in and through me and I was suddenly very sensitive. I was in a thrift store at the time. Perhaps it was also due to the variety of energies that come in such places. All of those used items carrying the impressions of previous owners. I had to get out and into the fresh air and sun. That helped me – but I still felt something – still feeling it. Below are energy reads for today. Protons. Electrons. Plasma speed nearly off the charts. Magnetic Field Speed hitting high notes. And the schumann spiking.
I am feeling we are being prepped – once again – for the new way of Being. Last night before drifting off into my cbd oil slumber, I was sharing with my mate how I am really tuning into the new and what I will be doing. I said I had this feeling there are things I have once did – when I was in my Original Form – that I have “forgotten” and I am trying to remember – at least being guided TO remember. He laughed and said he just began having that same exact thought pattern.
I then fell into deep sleep where I had several very vivid dreams. One in particular had the most impact, in which I will share with you all. In short: I was flying. At least getting the hang of it. I was walking on this beautiful walking path – surrounded by meadows and hills. I was at the top of wherever I was. Air was perfect. Temperature, perfect. Sky had a lot of colors – orange and yellow being the primary colors. As I am walking I suddenly stop and knew it was time for me to fly. I take a step – my body leaves the ground – left foot lifting about an inch off the ground. Manifest this, I told myself. It’s time. I then stumble in the air a bit until I am floating on my backside in a slight sitting position. I’m giggling at this point and so happy and so grateful. My laughter turns to tears as I give thanks for FINALLY getting my Powers back. Absolute elation.
Then there is our manifestation abilities. Those seem to be supercharged right now. (and dang these abilities best be around to STAY as we have had hints of them here and there for quite a long time now) Here’s a funny one. Our child wants Jimmy John’s for dinner later this week. It was her choice. I don’t have any weird apps on my computer nor do I have a fancy smart phone w/apps. So we have deduced it was HER energies manifesting the 2 emails I suddenly received from Jimmy John’s in a 24 hour period. Then this morning we see a Jimmy John’s car drive up our street – STOP in front of our house – then go to a house 2 houses up from us.
I manifested a small torte baking set – something I have wanted for years but have not wanted to spend a lot of money on them. The price today was $1.00.
Here are the reads:
SCHUMANN:
PLASMA:
PROTONS:
ELECTRONS:
MAGNETIC FIELD:
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am i acclimating? did eating light yesterday and having good sleep help? both? i’m feeling a little bit of the reads showing up today – but not nearly to the level where i was yesterday. slug level. today? tony the tiger.
the schumann grid pattern continues. we have electron and proton spikes. and the sun or whatever that is NASA captures and shares is showing a lot of activity. plasma is moderate with some dips. images below.
and one last image. came home with the nudge to “get to the tv” and take a look…..finishing this one up at 4:44pm too….
love,
victoria
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today was…..strange. feeling not altogether “here” but in a new way. i absolutely did not want to get out of bed so getting myself up and out i was quite crabby. i was able to get myself going albeit it not up to par. then around 2:30pm (pacific time) i was hit with a very strong wave of nausea and weird head/dizzy thing. at first i thought it was just something going on with me until i learned moments later my mate experienced the exact same thing.
an hour or so later, i was outside doing some gardening. mate and child were gone so i was able to hear myself think. i felt guided to fast/go easy this week to allow for an easier acclimation to the huge, massive energies i was feeling were incoming. no proof – just a feel.
so interestingly enough, doing some research later on, i see that the Cats were saying the same thing in their latest. i will link that next.
the sun gave out a huge burst – according to BPEarthwatch, it hit the earth within 8 seconds. amazingly fast. the protons have a spike like i haven’t seen before – off the charts. a rise in the electrons. lasco c2 and c3 are back online (you will see the blast leaving the sun and some big ‘ole tube-shape craft). and the lattice pattern is back on the schumann. sharing some images below.
i slept hard for about 20 minutes before dinner tonight. normally don’t crash out that early but i did. still feel the intense need to sleep so an early night for me. my body is needing to stretch and elongate – which i did earlier in the day. just feeling the need to baby myself. something is going on – a “something” i haven’t felt for quite some time.
i will leave it at that. let me know how you’re all doing at this moment.
love,
victoria
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i’m feeling the need to detach from headlines and stories on the event and our ascension/exit/whatever we choose to call it. not that none of that is important to me – just that today – i’m not in to any of it.
my focus instead is on making some homemade chocolate/coconut and peanut butter/chocolate bars…..i picked up a couple for $1/each at the store – organic- good ingredients – but too much sugar and i knew i could make those myself with fewer ingredients and no sugar. well no cane or white sugar.
i’m also into getting the yard looking pretty. i picked up some soil and some veggie starts and i am going to turn our shabby little raised bed into something beautiful, healthy and productive. and thank you to some of you wonderful people for donating to me – allowing this to be a little treat i am now able to give to myself and my family. i was also able to get some other “things i have had to put off” on my list – supplements and other things i purchase when i can to keep us as healthy as we can. so thank you! thank you! thank you!
the schumann is still showing the same interesting pattern which some are saying are higher dimensional signatures (higher frequencies) coming in rewriting the old….my mate feels it is a barrier/fence like frequency that is securing us in the new…he feels it’s for our safety and security……..i feel both are accurate – and i most align w/what my mate feels….
the proton/electron graphs are now showing nothing (except for a couple of spikes)….blank/empty graph…i’ve yet to see it like that in the 2 years i’ve been monitoring…
and the lasko 2 and 3 are still not updating….almost 9 days now……
and if this isn’t also another “huh?” – italy had snow today – the high lands and the low lands. here’s a photo of one of the webcams i follow:
so………..unless i come across something amazing and new, this will likely be all i do today. i hope you’re all as well as can be. i send you love.
victoria
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earlier tonight my girl and i went out for a bike ride. halfway into it we heard a lot of sirens and noticed they were congregating in our neighborhood. i saw a firetruck travel down one of our side streets – just a few blocks away. i felt drawn to follow.
we were able to locate the area and house in which the truck had traveled. upon arriving i noticed every type of emergency agency had a vehicle there. sheriff. county. ambulance. police. very intense.
we passed by a group of younger people who were watching what was going on – they were talking among themselves about this and that – but not about what was going on.
we then rode up and stopped by another group of people – smaller group – and they were were talking, laughing with one another – again also watching what was going on.
i asked if anyone knew what was occurring. my girl and i ride past the particular house in need of assistance regularly. looking around i also noticed other groups of neighbors out to see what was happening.
i just watched quietly. i noticed i couldn’t participate in conversation. i had this need to just remain in silence and send healing energy while also feeling that sense of “oh no” in my heart – sympathy/empathy. so that’s what i did.
in time i felt uncomfortable remaining – as did my girl – so we left for home. we talked about what we had seen on our travel home and both of us pretty much let the conversation end by reaffirming our hope for all at the home to be ok.
as i sit here i think back on the different ways people react and respond when seeing such things. i think back to the times i’ve seen accidents and the “rubber necking” i have done – each time the heaviness i have felt in my heart and the thoughts i automatically put out.
we have a natural curiosity to want to know details when we see people in danger/need/in harms way. our common connection comes online. we remember how precious life is – how powerful it can be – and how equally fragile too – at the same moment. i shared this with my girl.
and on this day, as i wrap things up before bed, i remain reflective (how seeing such situations brings me right down to earth in this NOW moment – blocking out all the crazy “out there”) – and curious (what happened? are they ok?)……..and even ponder how people can engage in social-type conversation when observing such situations….and yet i also know too that feeling into the power of such a situation can be very uncomfortable so such light conversation can be a welcome relief….
