i’m feeling the need to detach from headlines and stories on the event and our ascension/exit/whatever we choose to call it. not that none of that is important to me – just that today – i’m not in to any of it.
my focus instead is on making some homemade chocolate/coconut and peanut butter/chocolate bars…..i picked up a couple for $1/each at the store – organic- good ingredients – but too much sugar and i knew i could make those myself with fewer ingredients and no sugar. well no cane or white sugar.
i’m also into getting the yard looking pretty. i picked up some soil and some veggie starts and i am going to turn our shabby little raised bed into something beautiful, healthy and productive. and thank you to some of you wonderful people for donating to me – allowing this to be a little treat i am now able to give to myself and my family. i was also able to get some other “things i have had to put off” on my list – supplements and other things i purchase when i can to keep us as healthy as we can. so thank you! thank you! thank you!
the schumann is still showing the same interesting pattern which some are saying are higher dimensional signatures (higher frequencies) coming in rewriting the old….my mate feels it is a barrier/fence like frequency that is securing us in the new…he feels it’s for our safety and security……..i feel both are accurate – and i most align w/what my mate feels….
the proton/electron graphs are now showing nothing (except for a couple of spikes)….blank/empty graph…i’ve yet to see it like that in the 2 years i’ve been monitoring…
and the lasko 2 and 3 are still not updating….almost 9 days now……
and if this isn’t also another “huh?” – italy had snow today – the high lands and the low lands. here’s a photo of one of the webcams i follow:
so………..unless i come across something amazing and new, this will likely be all i do today. i hope you’re all as well as can be. i send you love.
victoria
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earlier tonight my girl and i went out for a bike ride. halfway into it we heard a lot of sirens and noticed they were congregating in our neighborhood. i saw a firetruck travel down one of our side streets – just a few blocks away. i felt drawn to follow.
we were able to locate the area and house in which the truck had traveled. upon arriving i noticed every type of emergency agency had a vehicle there. sheriff. county. ambulance. police. very intense.
we passed by a group of younger people who were watching what was going on – they were talking among themselves about this and that – but not about what was going on.
we then rode up and stopped by another group of people – smaller group – and they were were talking, laughing with one another – again also watching what was going on.
i asked if anyone knew what was occurring. my girl and i ride past the particular house in need of assistance regularly. looking around i also noticed other groups of neighbors out to see what was happening.
i just watched quietly. i noticed i couldn’t participate in conversation. i had this need to just remain in silence and send healing energy while also feeling that sense of “oh no” in my heart – sympathy/empathy. so that’s what i did.
in time i felt uncomfortable remaining – as did my girl – so we left for home. we talked about what we had seen on our travel home and both of us pretty much let the conversation end by reaffirming our hope for all at the home to be ok.
as i sit here i think back on the different ways people react and respond when seeing such things. i think back to the times i’ve seen accidents and the “rubber necking” i have done – each time the heaviness i have felt in my heart and the thoughts i automatically put out.
we have a natural curiosity to want to know details when we see people in danger/need/in harms way. our common connection comes online. we remember how precious life is – how powerful it can be – and how equally fragile too – at the same moment. i shared this with my girl.
and on this day, as i wrap things up before bed, i remain reflective (how seeing such situations brings me right down to earth in this NOW moment – blocking out all the crazy “out there”) – and curious (what happened? are they ok?)……..and even ponder how people can engage in social-type conversation when observing such situations….and yet i also know too that feeling into the power of such a situation can be very uncomfortable so such light conversation can be a welcome relief….
I had some thoughts come to me earlier today (shower portal). I was tuning in to the idea of timelines and why so many of us seem to have had different perceptions of just what will transpire. I also tuned into my own visions and dreams I have had over the past 20 years – some of them have been quite cataclysmic. I wondered why that was. This is the message that came to me:
There have been many different timelines that the controller’s have attempted to put into place. This is ending. Timelines were just another part of the separation game they have been playing. This was also a tool they have used. The technology behind this – the how’s – to install a particular timeline – I don’t know. I just know they have had the ability to inject timelines of their choosing. At this stage in the end game I have a feel such timelines are very temporary and are only serving as temporary “blocks”. Each attempt, the timeline program grows weaker. This is hard for me to put into words – it is a feeling I have and I can see it in my mind’s eye as lines and each of them are breaking apart more and more.
So after tuning into this and getting all of this, I then asked “ok what is the end game timeline?” The final timeline of this matrix.
Love. Freedom.
These timelines are all frequency specific. And given the incoming energies we are experiencing, they are helping us awaken and remember and return to Love. And whatever frequency vibes the highest, the fastest – whatever frequency vibrates as pure truth – that is the one that will “come in first place” to put it in simple terms.
All I have to do is tune into my own body. How do I feel when I lie?
Small. Heavy.
What do I do when I speak my Truth (no matter how difficult it may be at the time)?
Relief. Light. Free.
THAT right there – that feeling of Lightness and Relief….Free – THAT is the frequency feeeeel we are reaching for.
And that is the frequency of this end game Timeline of Freedom and Love.
Essentially if it doesn’t jive with Love and Freedom (and we KNOW how this feels within) – it won’t sustain.
So on to the quantum financial system. I am going to link Terran Cognito’s latest next on the QFS and Heather’s share on what we are seeing a lot of on this topic. I align with Heather when she says there will be a new system with US being the Value and apparently there are cards we will use that will enable us to “buy” anything we need/desire – all based on our frequencies (allegedly). This will be the “way” until we realize we don’t need money. Kinda like we will have outside tech before our inner tech comes online fully (her words I have heard her speak).
How does the QFS play into this then? Well what we are seeing from Fulford and others (even Abel Danger) is that the Chinese Elders are behind this and it is a system of benevolence. To me, this is just another pay to live system with a bit more freedom and relief.
Is it possible for both to play out? I think that is very plausible. At this point I would take an improved pay to live system if it’s just the next step – especially if Heather’s doing’s are going to take another 1-2 or more years. People need relief now.
This likely all ties in with what I speak of above – whatever is going to align with Love and Freedom is the one that will sustain – which also suggests both possibilities will play out.
We will know – very soon.
That is all for now.
Let me know what you feel/think!
Love to you all,
Victoria
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A friend of ours has an older son who has been dealing with mental illness for most of his life. My mate and I have both had the experience around him that we feel some if not much of his illness is due to entity attachment. My mate has seen his artwork and there are sketches he has drawn of obvious alien-type beings – throughout his home.
I have done research on this and learned that in parts of Africa, healers view certain western-defined mental illnesses as spiritual crises and are able to do healing/clearing’s with complete remission of the illness.
Aside from his “illness”, you can also see a very bright light. He’s very gentle and sensitive. My mate and I have both wondered how these energies were affecting him.
Well today we each saw something new in him – each of us interacting with him at different times. And we each saw the same thing: a light we had not seen before. A softening in his eyes. A sparkle – an awareness. It was enough for me to get tears in my eyes. And normally he won’t look at you for long but today – he held my gaze. My mate had the same experience he said.
The entities who feed on the most sensitive – losing their control. Their grip. Love is expanding in all who hold it.
Love,
Victoria
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my mate is having a procedure today so i am a bit stressed. actually we found out about this rather urgent need to have this done 2 weeks ago and i have not been fully “me” since. you ground – occupy yourself – go within – release – and still – it is still there. living here and going through all we have – as individuals and as a couple – has just taken a toll – for us both. neither of us are the same strong/can handle anything types as we once were. i remained strong and focused on what he needed to do – until this yesterday afternoon when i just rather broke down. i am who i am and this i am – maybe even the I AM too – is tired of playing the role of “be tough”. being strong means you ain’t invincible and you allow yourself to have those moments of weakness and you ask for help. which i did. we have our wonderful neighbor who is like family to us and he loves to help at times like this. he’s a natural at it. i once was as well and that brings out sadness in me. i could handle these things – no problem. today? doesn’t take much to put me in that state of overwhelm. this happened gradually – over the years – with each “hit” and challenge. sometimes that are just too many…. as i have said that term “god never gives you more than you can handle” is a rather callous concept. and besides it’s nonsense to think “god” gives us this – as though it’s a gift – something to help us grow stronger. nonsense. we thrive in full strength in loving, supportive, joyful environments.
just more programming to scrap.
i am in need of donations again. well i’m always in need of that – but this month we face medical expenses – plus our girl’s birthday. [wp-svg-icons icon=”smiley” wrap=”i”] the medical facility had requested a $175 co-pay for today. uh we don’t have that so they’ll just have to sit on that one awhile. insurance doesn’t pay for these specialty appointments and he will have a follow up visit as well. and i need a couple of supplements myself. and a massage for that ongoing muscle issue. and a vacation and and and….lol
well you get the picture. anything helps and i so deeply appreciate those of you who do donate. the CBD oil is at least helping me sleep and so i am very grateful for that.
well i need to get back to my life. if you are reading this now, could you please hold my mate in your thoughts for a safe, successful procedure today. i thank you and i know he does too.
editor victoria’s comment ~ i wanted to share a few thoughts now that i’ve listened to Utsava’s latest….i feel more reassured….when i feel beyond my impatience and fear, i feeeeeel things are happening and have been…..i feel the arrests and trials have been going on for awhile…..i feel may/june will bring about a lot of revealing and wrapping up…..i feel by years end the “shit show” will be over…i also feel jfk jr will be on the ticket w/trump….
here is the latest schumann reads………there is a reason this is happening….the increased frequencies adjusting us……..still see some sort of a split taking place by years end……..and no this is not about division it is about what we came here knowing we would be doing/creating…….i feel there is misunderstanding about this term…..what some may see as division, i see as having the REAL freedom to create what you wish (w/the highest/big parts of you that have already done most if not all of that creating)…..
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……..i continue to feel that the chaos will continue and then WHOMP BOP – it is over. and aaaahhhhh takes over…… my question for this moment is: what do i focus on?
i post stuff on the chaos taking place – i wonder if this is necessary. a part of me says “trust and let it all unfold. there is so much taking place you don’t see. but you can tune in and feel it.”
then i will think of what happened during WWII – how people allegedly just “let” things happen….
when do we allow and when do we DO?
are we on a different road now? (i feel we are…)
and yet….i don’t know.
argh…..the paradox of being here nags at me at times….
don’t play the role of duality – let go of judgment – i read this often. i don’t know how to do that. i see the agenda taking place and i see people fighting back and i see people getting harmed as a result of that agenda. i can observe all day and BE the change i wish to see. but at the end of the day – how much power does this have?
i feel the need – the pressure actually – to “choose” between being an allowing/trusting/observer and speaking out and sharing/doing to (help) put an end to the systems of control. isn’t it possible to do both?
i read a piece earlier that shared the opinion people are too focused on Q as that is part of the game of duality.
and yet – i see the purpose in that movement. why would i seek to tell someone NOT to utilize the Q movement as an awakening tool?
as i end this – my feel as i end this – is this: ALL are playing a role and ALL of whom search for truth are serving a purpose – whether that role is active or passive. whether that role is one who points the finger at actions of harm or whether that role is one who is focused on forgiveness and seeing the Oneness of who we are.
and whether that being is one like me – who vacillates between a variety of feels and doing’s – perspective’s and roles. as long as the desired creation of Freedom and Love is the focus.
isn’t that what is important?
love,
victoria
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I am just knocked down and out again today. Cannot seem to get enough sleep. Talking is a challenge. Holding a coherent thought. Even understanding what people are saying now – it’s as though I have moments where I am “deaf” – a new form of the term. I can HEAR what they say but the words seem to bounce off of my mind and I have to say please repeat yourself. Reading others having the same experience. INCOHERENCE.
I keep saying “ok if I can just keep going I’m almost there….”
So I check the Plasma and it is “on the floor”. Again.
Just as I am too. Mate. Others.
Time for peppermint tea and sleep. Goodnight ya’ll.
Last night…actually early this morning ~ at the same time ~ my girl and I had similarly themed dreams. She dreamed I was in a little chair inside of a ball – like the movie Contact. She said I saw worm holes and then I started shaking and vibrating like crazy. I then fell down on the floor and broke through the dome (her words here – not mine). Then I landed in shallow blue (cobalt blue) water. I got out of my craft and I walked slowly towards a purplish Being who appeared as my late Grandpa (whom I was close to and have had a continued connection/communication with him). He wore a brown hate, a vest, old blue jeans and carried a hammer and a newspaper of his obituary. The hammer is very interesting as I have one of his hammers and it is known as “Grandpa Penny’s Hammer”. She said after I had this experience, I shared it here on the site. Then the dream ended.
During this time I was having my own “contact” dream. I was in the woods. We lived in an old house – lots of lights and windows and a front porch – squeaky floors. Lots of trees and only one other house by us (it was WONDERFUL). Dirt/gravel road. I’m out front watching the sunset. My mate is there with me, our girl inside the house. Suddenly he says “is that a double sun or just a reflection?”
I look and say “OMG it’s two suns! No wait, they’re planets and there are 3. No, there are 4. Oooh now there are 6. Quick go get my camera!” The scenery in the sky was changing very fast – the colors were very vivid – golds and blues and purples.
“On it,” he says and brings me my camera. I take photos while thinking ‘I can’t believe I am seeing this with my own eyes’.
Suddenly, Steve Olson (WSO Youtube) walks up on an incline near the property. I look back up in the sky and see a massive cone-shaped craft with a flat bottom. It looked similar to this in appearance – except where it is purple and whitish, I saw copper and gold – and the bottom was flat – same transparent “color” too and interestingly enough, at this same angle too:
It had a force field around it and the top was a copper/gold color. Inside are 2 pods. I was able to see them through the whitish/translucent walls of the craft.
Steve Olson begins freaking out. Excited and scared equally. He introduces himself and I say, “I know who you are. I am one of your subscribers.” I introduce myself back and says he vaguely recalls my youtube channel handle. He stayed right by me because, I was more “in tune” with what was going on.
The 2 pods then slowly fall to the ground – right in front of us. They are made of a very very thin, fiberglass type of material. Fluid-like, very flexible, durable and almost translucent.
One is for me. One is for Steve.
I told him it’s ok – we were meant to see this. Our moment. The knowing was very profound.
My pod opens and I see stuff from my childhood – mini replicas. A replica of one of my grandparents chair (same grandpa as referenced in my daughter’s dream)…a couple of childhood toys. I am excited and astounded.
I then see a newspaper from the future – thousands of years from our known “time”. A Seattle newspaper, which is a city I once lived in. I paused and that’s when I knew: They made contact like this to make us feel safe.
As I was looking through the stuff, the dream experience ended. I woke up with a very powerful feeling of excitement. About an hour later, I was called to look at the television. The music channel was on. The song? “Seattle Morning.”
What does all of this mean? I don’t know. I will when I do. I can tell you what I feel and think it means: contact is close. Perhaps it was made in the realm we call 4d/astral (who knows what it REALLY is).
Some days the longing for that contact/connection is almost like an obsession ~ very much like the inner experience of the characters in Close Encounters (Richard Dreyfuss character) and Contact (Jodie Foster’s character). A nagging, ongoing inner experience that cannot be explained away. You just – KNOW something – something is missing. And you are longing to solve it….to have that piece of the puzzle filled in…for finding that piece here – after decades of searching out there and within myself – has left me feeling empty. My search is for something out OUT there.
Love,
Victoria
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