Category: Daily Notes

I had some thoughts come to me earlier today (shower portal).  I was tuning in to the idea of timelines and why so many of us seem to have had different perceptions of just what will transpire.  I also tuned into my own visions and dreams I have had over the past 20 years – some of them have been quite cataclysmic.  I wondered why that was.  This is the message that came to me:

There have been  many different timelines that the controller’s have attempted to put into place.  This is ending.  Timelines were just another part of the separation game they have been playing.  This was also a tool they have used.  The technology behind this – the how’s – to install a particular timeline – I don’t know.  I just know they have had the ability to inject timelines of their choosing.  At this stage in the end game I have a feel such timelines are very temporary and are only serving as temporary “blocks”.  Each attempt, the timeline program grows weaker.  This is hard for me to put into words – it is a feeling I have and I can see it in my mind’s eye as lines and each of them are breaking apart more and more.

So after tuning into this and getting all of this, I then asked “ok what is the end game timeline?”  The final timeline of this matrix.

Love.  Freedom.

These timelines are all frequency specific.  And given the incoming energies we are experiencing, they are helping us awaken and remember and return to Love.  And whatever frequency vibes the highest, the fastest – whatever frequency vibrates as pure truth – that is the one that will “come in first place” to put it in simple terms.

All I have to do is tune into my own body.  How do I feel when I lie?

Small.  Heavy.

What do I do when I speak my Truth (no matter how difficult it may be at the time)?

Relief.  Light.  Free.

THAT right there – that feeling of Lightness and Relief….Free – THAT is the frequency feeeeel we are reaching for.

And that is the frequency of this end game Timeline of Freedom and Love.

Essentially if it doesn’t jive with Love and Freedom (and we KNOW how this feels within) – it won’t sustain.

So on to the quantum financial system.  I am going to link Terran Cognito’s latest next on the QFS and Heather’s share on what we are seeing a lot of on this topic.  I align with Heather when she says there will be a new system with US being the Value and apparently there are cards we will use that will enable us to “buy” anything we need/desire – all based on our frequencies (allegedly).  This will be the “way” until we realize we don’t need money. Kinda like we will have outside tech before our inner tech comes online fully (her words I have heard her speak).

How does the QFS play into this then?  Well what we are seeing from Fulford and others (even Abel Danger) is that the Chinese Elders are behind this and it is a system of benevolence.  To me, this is just another pay to live system with a bit more freedom and relief.

Is it possible for both to play out?  I think that is very plausible.  At this point I would take an improved pay to live system if it’s just the next step – especially if Heather’s doing’s are going to take another 1-2 or more years. People need relief now.

This likely all ties in with what I speak of above – whatever is going to align with Love and Freedom is the one that will sustain – which also suggests both possibilities will play out.

We will know – very soon.

That is all for now.

Let me know what you feel/think!

Love to you all,

Victoria

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my mate is having a procedure today so i am a bit stressed.  actually we found out about this rather urgent need to have this done 2 weeks ago and i have not been fully “me” since.  you ground – occupy yourself – go within – release – and still – it is still there.  living here and going through all we have – as individuals and as a couple – has just taken a toll – for us both. neither of us are the same strong/can handle anything types as we once were.  i remained strong and focused on what he needed to do – until this yesterday afternoon when i just rather broke down.  i am who i am and this i am – maybe even the I AM too – is tired of playing the role of “be tough”.  being strong means you ain’t invincible and you allow yourself to have those moments of weakness and you ask for help.  which i did.  we have our wonderful neighbor who is like family to us and he loves to help at times like this.  he’s a natural at it.  i once was as well and that brings out sadness in me.  i could handle these things – no problem.  today?  doesn’t take much to put me in that state of overwhelm.  this happened gradually – over the years – with each “hit” and challenge.  sometimes that are just too many….  as i have said that term “god never gives you more than you can handle” is a rather callous concept.  and besides it’s nonsense to think “god” gives us this – as though it’s a gift – something to help us grow stronger.  nonsense.  we thrive in full strength in loving, supportive, joyful environments.

just more programming to scrap.

i am in need of donations again.  well i’m always in need of that – but this month we face medical expenses – plus our girl’s birthday. [wp-svg-icons icon=”smiley” wrap=”i”]  the medical facility had requested a $175 co-pay for today.  uh we don’t have that so they’ll just have to sit on that one awhile. insurance doesn’t pay for these specialty appointments and he will have a follow up visit as well.  and i need a couple of supplements myself. and a massage for that ongoing muscle issue.  and a vacation and and and….lol

well you get the picture.  anything helps and i so deeply appreciate those of you who do donate.  the CBD oil is at least helping me sleep and so i am very grateful for that.

well i need to get back to my life.  if you are reading this now, could you please hold my mate in your thoughts for a safe, successful procedure today. i thank you and i know he does too.

love,

victoria

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……..i continue to feel that the chaos will continue and then WHOMP BOP – it is over.  and aaaahhhhh takes over……  my question for this moment is:  what do i focus on?

i post stuff on the chaos taking place – i wonder if this is necessary.  a part of me says “trust and let it all unfold.  there is so much taking place you don’t see.  but you can tune in and feel it.”

then i will think of what happened during WWII – how people allegedly just “let” things happen….

when do we allow and when do we DO?

are we on a different road now?  (i feel we are…)

and yet….i don’t know.

argh…..the paradox of being here nags at me at times….

don’t play the role of duality – let go of judgment – i read this often.  i don’t know how to do that. i see the agenda taking place and i see people fighting back and i see people getting harmed as a result of that agenda.  i can observe all day and BE the change i wish to see.  but at the end of the day – how much power does this have?

i feel the need – the pressure actually – to “choose” between being an allowing/trusting/observer and speaking out and sharing/doing to (help) put an end to the systems of control.  isn’t it possible to do both?

i read a piece earlier that shared the opinion people are too focused on Q as that is part of the game of duality.

and yet – i see the purpose in that movement.  why would i seek to tell someone NOT to utilize the Q movement as an awakening tool?

as i end this – my feel as i end this – is this:  ALL are playing a role and ALL of whom search for truth are serving a purpose – whether that role is active or passive.  whether that role is one who points the finger at actions of harm or whether that role is one who is focused on forgiveness and seeing the Oneness of who we are.

and whether that being is one like me – who vacillates between a variety of feels and doing’s – perspective’s and roles.  as long as the desired creation of Freedom and Love is the focus.

isn’t that what is important?

love,

victoria

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I am just knocked down and out again today.  Cannot seem to get enough sleep.  Talking is a challenge.  Holding a coherent thought.  Even understanding what people are saying now – it’s as though I have moments where I am “deaf” – a new form of the term.  I can HEAR what they say but the words seem to bounce off of my mind and I have to say please repeat yourself.  Reading others having the same experience.  INCOHERENCE.

I keep saying “ok if I can just keep going I’m almost there….”

So I check the Plasma and it is “on the floor”.  Again.

Just as I am too.  Mate.  Others.

Time for peppermint tea and sleep.  Goodnight ya’ll.

Love,

Victoria

Last night…actually early this morning ~ at the same time ~ my girl and I had similarly themed dreams. She dreamed I was in a little chair inside of a ball – like the movie Contact. She said I saw worm holes and then I started shaking and vibrating like crazy.  I then fell down on the floor and broke through the dome (her words here – not mine).  Then I landed in shallow blue (cobalt blue) water.  I got out of my craft and I walked slowly towards a purplish Being who appeared as my late Grandpa (whom I was close to and have had a continued connection/communication with him).  He wore a brown hate, a vest, old blue jeans and carried a hammer and a newspaper of his obituary.  The hammer is very interesting as I have one of his hammers and it is known as “Grandpa Penny’s Hammer”.  She said after I had this experience, I shared it here on the site.  Then the dream ended.

During this time I was having my own “contact” dream.  I was in the woods. We lived in an old house – lots of lights and windows and a front porch – squeaky floors.  Lots of trees and only one other house by us (it was WONDERFUL).  Dirt/gravel road.  I’m out front watching the sunset.  My mate is there with me, our girl inside the house.  Suddenly he says “is that a double sun or just a reflection?”

I look and say “OMG it’s two suns!  No wait, they’re planets and there are 3. No, there are 4.  Oooh now there are 6.  Quick go get my camera!”  The scenery in the sky was changing very fast – the colors were very vivid – golds and blues and purples.

“On it,” he says and brings me my camera.  I take photos while thinking ‘I can’t believe I am seeing this with my own eyes’.

Suddenly, Steve Olson (WSO Youtube) walks up on an incline near the property.  I look back up in the sky and see a massive cone-shaped craft with a flat bottom.  It looked similar to this in appearance – except where it is purple and whitish, I saw copper and gold – and the bottom was flat – same transparent “color” too and interestingly enough, at this same angle too:

It had a force field around it and the top was a copper/gold color.  Inside are 2 pods.  I was able to see them through the whitish/translucent walls of the craft.

Steve Olson begins freaking out.  Excited and scared equally.  He introduces himself and I say, “I know who you are.  I am one of your subscribers.”  I introduce myself back and says he vaguely recalls my youtube channel handle.  He stayed right by me because, I was more “in tune” with what was going on.

The 2 pods then slowly fall to the ground – right in front of us.  They are made of a very very thin, fiberglass type of material.  Fluid-like, very flexible, durable and almost translucent.

One is for me.  One is for Steve.

I told him it’s ok – we were meant to see this.  Our moment.  The knowing was very profound.

My pod opens and I see stuff from my childhood – mini replicas.  A replica of one of my grandparents chair (same grandpa as referenced in my daughter’s dream)…a couple of childhood toys.  I am excited and astounded.

I then see a newspaper from the future – thousands of years from our known “time”.  A Seattle newspaper, which is a city I once lived in.  I paused and that’s when I knew: They made contact like this to make us feel safe.

As I was looking through the stuff, the dream experience ended.  I woke up with a very powerful feeling of excitement.  About an hour later, I was called to look at the television.  The music channel was on.   The song?  “Seattle Morning.”

What does all of this mean?  I don’t know.  I will when I do.  I can tell you what I feel and think it means:  contact is close.  Perhaps it was made in the realm we call 4d/astral (who knows what it REALLY is).

Some days the longing for that contact/connection is almost like an obsession ~ very much like the inner experience of the characters in Close Encounters (Richard Dreyfuss character) and Contact (Jodie Foster’s character).  A nagging, ongoing inner experience that cannot be explained away.  You just – KNOW something – something is missing.  And you are longing to solve it….to have that piece of the puzzle filled in…for finding that piece here – after decades of searching out there and within myself – has left me feeling empty.  My search is for something out OUT there.

Love,

Victoria

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