Category: Daily Notes

So here are the dreams I was referring to that all three of us experienced (daughter and I have similar dream, mate having his own).

First my mate’s dream.  He was inside the house when a portal opened above him in the living room.  It was round, at least 2-3 foot diameter.  He could see the silver lining around it – a light in the top.  He could hear a voice (that sounded like a few feet away).  He said he knew her voice – it was Clair – the Being who has spoken with myself and Brother Rick all this year. So he gets a stool out and Clair is saying “it’s ok you can do it – don’t be afraid”.  He sticks his arm up – it begins to go in – his arm stretches a good two feet.  Clair says “don’t worry – it’s the stretch between dimensions”.  He said her voice was very authentic, she was very reassuring.  He just knew who it was. However, his fear got the better of him as his arm began stretching so he pulled his arm back and the dream ended.  He woke up mumbling and seemed a bit afraid, which woke me up so I comforted him but I remember my first feel/thought was he’s ok – nothing to fear.  Along those lines….whenever plasma enters our realm and I feel it in my body it is my inner deep feeling and knowing my body wants to and needs to stretch out a good 6″ or so.  Very expansive feeling and the need is strong.  I have had that desire to elongate my body off and on all year.  Perhaps all of these energies incoming are prepping these physical bodies FOR the ability to stretch and expand in the New.

Onto the dreams my girl and I had.  JFK Junior was in both.  In hers, she was I would say in her Pure Soul Form.  Older.  Long dress.  Long blonde hair.  He was on a dance floor when she first saw him.  Then he got on a bike and rode away.  That’s when she said she looked at herself – she wanted to see what she looked like.  She also had on a sun hat tied with pink ribbons, carrying a purple purse.  She followed him in a limo until he stopped at a yellow house that appeared old outside but the inside was really nice.  The dream then ended.

My dream of JFK Jr….I too was inside of a nice home on the inside but old on the outside.  My feel was it was a disguise – give the appearance of something old and abandoned but inside, nice.  He was milling around, speaking with a variety of people, myself included.  Felt like a party/gathering.  He looked as he would today.  I wanted to tell him who I was (in what context I don’t really know) and I recall thinking “he doesn’t know who I am.”  I then see Carolyn (who looked much younger than she does today) and walk over to her.  We talk small talk and as she gives indication of ending the conversation I said “you don’t know who I am do you?” and she looked confused.  So I said “It’s me.  We were born 6 days apart”.  She then appears to remember for her eyes grow big and she says “oh my gosh it’s you!” Then she calls to her hubby “John, she’s here!  We’ve found her!”

Kinda odd….and yet I have had the feeling that at least she and I came here as a group of Soul’s to be a part of this transition – each of us serving our own role’s.  Hers far more glamorous of course – lol – but still that connection I feel with her is real.  One of those experiences that has caught me by surprise and began back in the 90’s with one of those really subtle/quiet inner knowings that you have a connection w/this person but because of physical distance and other things you don’t focus on it.

I then had a dream experience where I was in a room with Romeo Baron, Magenta Pixie (off to my left) and Lisa Harrison (off to my right).  A bunch of old religious text’s were scattered on the floors.  Magenta and Romeo were wanting to go through them for answers.  I had a feeling they were being misguided by reading them.  I finally felt so much passion in my heart and could feel tears in my eyes (never recall having that experience before in any dream) as I said “I’m sorry.  I’m not trying to control you.  I just want so much from the purest place in my heart to see us all FREE.”  Lisa was nodding and remained quiet.  That’s all I can recall.  It ended around that time.

Quite a night!  Still having the deep longing for Home.  New.  Connection. Restoration and healing.  Still feel it is RIGHT HERE. And still continue to have the deep desire to just do one thing at a time and have as much quiet and solitude with my own thoughts.  Shared a fear today with my mate.  I have reached the place – a place of “finality” – where I just share ALL I feel no matter what it is.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

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hang in there w/me….this one is a bit rambling….

Some thoughts late late last night on the separation experience, namely dimensions.  There is the thought that the higher the dimension (3d as compared to 5d etc. etc.) that the closer to Source one becomes.  In my feeeeling experience, this is false.  Higher Dimension as has been created does not imply benevolence.  I also reflect further.  We are told we are in a third dimensional experience and yet there are a variety of behaviors here which means a variety of choices and thus a variety of energies  – frequencies put into those choices – play out here.  That to me says dimension’s are, more or less, meaningless and just another construct. They feel more like a physical space – like a house.  Or perhaps the real concept of dimension’s was hijacked too.  Dimensions, overall, feel CONFINING and confinement is what we are ending.  That is why I let go of the “we are going from 3d to 5d” program.  Frequency is where it’s at – for me.

All is coming back together as One.  Source is ALL.  There is no “place” where Source it not.  Which opens up the other question of “what is Source” and other than “energy”, I don’t know.  Unified field of consciousness….beyond that….???

Another thought today:  the border wall.  We can see that as creating boundaries.  A reflection on our own need to create our own boundaries. While we may (well speaking for myself this is my desire) desire to connect with ALL being’s, that is usually not possible.  By being in the state of allowing all people to have space in our space, we leave ourselves open to potential harm.  Discernment felt and applied is creating a boundary.  The border wall is no different.  By having a free-for-all – by allowing ALL to come in and taking space here we have created a situation of drug and human trafficking, gangs and other criminal, harmful, power-over behaviors.  In my deepest part, I LONG to be a part of an experience where there are no borders ~ and I feel this is what we are creating – what is coming – what many of us have seen.  But until that experience, boundaries and walls we must have.  Yes – that continues the separation – but safety for self and children are necessary creations.

Keeping it brief tonight.  In a quiet space of reflection and just Being.  May the holidays be peaceful to you – to us – all.

Love,

Victoria

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