these were taken an hour after sunset. the myriad of lights/glows was interesting – and very pretty – so i took some photos. a normal after-glow from an otherwise muted sunset? or something else altogether? who knows….
Category: Daily Notes
Today’s Energies ~ 1/2/19
well considering i had to pause and ask myself the date and still wrote “12” instead of “1” and it took me a few times to type the word “considering” (and no joke it took me twice to write it again just now)….i would say we are in for some heavy, trippy energies. wow kapow!
my hands don’t want to work. neither does the brain. i went out and about for awhile and had difficulty functioning. thinking. i began having the “i am in between two worlds” feeling. came home checked in w/my mate – he was having the same experience. so i decided to check the solar wind graphs and sure enough – plasma is dense. and some electron spikes. interesting earlier in the day i captured the song image below which describes today.
i also keep reading and seeing and feeling “they’re here” and they are making themselves seen. you will see some photos below of webcams in europe i began monitoring recently.
other than that, i have nothing left to say. my body feels ok – just the woozy brain “where am i” stuff. oh yes i wanted to add this – for a few days i felt i had gunk in my eyes i could not remove. mate as well. i also read some were having this unusual experience. more unplugging from the program is about all i can say at this point when it comes to these experiences.
let me know how you’re all doing.
much love,
victoria
one of 3 tubular crafts captured on the same webcam at 11pm (european time).
tubular crafts with lots of pretty lights.
see those green lights? no idea what that is.
plasma density (top line – green) ~ usually doesn’t “dip” that low…
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Interesting Captures continue at the Webcam – Ritten – Berggasthof Plörr
Last Night’s Dreams ~ 12/30/18
So here are the dreams I was referring to that all three of us experienced (daughter and I have similar dream, mate having his own).
First my mate’s dream. He was inside the house when a portal opened above him in the living room. It was round, at least 2-3 foot diameter. He could see the silver lining around it – a light in the top. He could hear a voice (that sounded like a few feet away). He said he knew her voice – it was Clair – the Being who has spoken with myself and Brother Rick all this year. So he gets a stool out and Clair is saying “it’s ok you can do it – don’t be afraid”. He sticks his arm up – it begins to go in – his arm stretches a good two feet. Clair says “don’t worry – it’s the stretch between dimensions”. He said her voice was very authentic, she was very reassuring. He just knew who it was. However, his fear got the better of him as his arm began stretching so he pulled his arm back and the dream ended. He woke up mumbling and seemed a bit afraid, which woke me up so I comforted him but I remember my first feel/thought was he’s ok – nothing to fear. Along those lines….whenever plasma enters our realm and I feel it in my body it is my inner deep feeling and knowing my body wants to and needs to stretch out a good 6″ or so. Very expansive feeling and the need is strong. I have had that desire to elongate my body off and on all year. Perhaps all of these energies incoming are prepping these physical bodies FOR the ability to stretch and expand in the New.
Onto the dreams my girl and I had. JFK Junior was in both. In hers, she was I would say in her Pure Soul Form. Older. Long dress. Long blonde hair. He was on a dance floor when she first saw him. Then he got on a bike and rode away. That’s when she said she looked at herself – she wanted to see what she looked like. She also had on a sun hat tied with pink ribbons, carrying a purple purse. She followed him in a limo until he stopped at a yellow house that appeared old outside but the inside was really nice. The dream then ended.
My dream of JFK Jr….I too was inside of a nice home on the inside but old on the outside. My feel was it was a disguise – give the appearance of something old and abandoned but inside, nice. He was milling around, speaking with a variety of people, myself included. Felt like a party/gathering. He looked as he would today. I wanted to tell him who I was (in what context I don’t really know) and I recall thinking “he doesn’t know who I am.” I then see Carolyn (who looked much younger than she does today) and walk over to her. We talk small talk and as she gives indication of ending the conversation I said “you don’t know who I am do you?” and she looked confused. So I said “It’s me. We were born 6 days apart”. She then appears to remember for her eyes grow big and she says “oh my gosh it’s you!” Then she calls to her hubby “John, she’s here! We’ve found her!”
Kinda odd….and yet I have had the feeling that at least she and I came here as a group of Soul’s to be a part of this transition – each of us serving our own role’s. Hers far more glamorous of course – lol – but still that connection I feel with her is real. One of those experiences that has caught me by surprise and began back in the 90’s with one of those really subtle/quiet inner knowings that you have a connection w/this person but because of physical distance and other things you don’t focus on it.
I then had a dream experience where I was in a room with Romeo Baron, Magenta Pixie (off to my left) and Lisa Harrison (off to my right). A bunch of old religious text’s were scattered on the floors. Magenta and Romeo were wanting to go through them for answers. I had a feeling they were being misguided by reading them. I finally felt so much passion in my heart and could feel tears in my eyes (never recall having that experience before in any dream) as I said “I’m sorry. I’m not trying to control you. I just want so much from the purest place in my heart to see us all FREE.” Lisa was nodding and remained quiet. That’s all I can recall. It ended around that time.
Quite a night! Still having the deep longing for Home. New. Connection. Restoration and healing. Still feel it is RIGHT HERE. And still continue to have the deep desire to just do one thing at a time and have as much quiet and solitude with my own thoughts. Shared a fear today with my mate. I have reached the place – a place of “finality” – where I just share ALL I feel no matter what it is.
That is all for now.
Love,
Victoria
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Rant ~ the time for deception and disinfo is up!
I have a big ‘ole pet peeve and that is when people with an internet presence share information designed as fact without backing it up WITH the facts. And then when people question and want a cited source, the person refuses to respond. I see this so often and I don’t know what aggravates me more ~ the person sharing the undocumented information or the people who continue to follow.
We all make mistakes. We all miss the mark. I do it too. And yet I own it. I have removed articles/pieces on this site because I realized I was wrong. Now if I have a strong FEEL or hunch on something, I will say that. I will say I cannot prove this but because I FEEL it, I share it. If it turns out I’m incorrect in my feel, so be it. I’ll get over it. I am simply after the TRUTH. (and freedom but that’s another topic)
I also do not drop little hints to gather a crowd around me asking questions only to IGNORE the crowd. That is deceptive. It’s manipulation. People who do that have an agenda – they’re attention whores. No mincing words here.
While I understand some information has to remain hush for now – the days of feeding these trolls who don’t back up a statement AS fact WITH facts are O V E R. Feed those who are transparent with their information. THOSE are the people who are the true seekers of truth. Seeking truth without an agenda. That is what I aim to do here and those are the Being’s I support.
End of rant. lol
Victoria
Today’s JFK Jr. Moment….a reflection and a Trump dream
well not that i have moments like this every day but we thought it was significant. my mate has been buying BIC lighters for decades. today we picked up a package at the store and upon bringing them home, noticed something new – tiffany blue (picture below). as he said he has never seen that color before. he put it on the mantle and said he would not be using it. i added “we will use it for the right moment”. at the grand reveal we will light it in his honor ~ and his father’s.
on to the next share. i have been seeing people i know – and haven’t seen for some time – and have suddenly very recently wanted to see recently – ALL WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS. this includes one woman i haven’t seen in YEARS and saw her today at the store. it was wonderful just to say hi and catch up a bit. there has to be a reason for this. my mate says maybe it’s one last connection – a need to create that one last moment – before the transition. a good-bye of sorts perhaps. whatever the reason, smiles and hugs ensued and for that ~ i am grateful. when we get past our stories and labels, we really are all One. Connected.
and on we go to the last share….i had another Trump dream. new subscribers won’t know this but i have had dreams of president’s going back to Clinton. each dream has proven accurate as to their true nature/character. i had one of clinton, one of bush and two of obama. (and yes i did not enjoy any of those dreams).
Trump? i’ve lost count. each one though has shown his character to be honest. fearless. and indeed in command. each dream has been purely enjoyable and comforting. as i can recall in most of the dreams he’s either been on edge/guard as in prepared…very busy (but finds the time to help/answer questions/say hello to me)…. last night’s dream he was relaxed. getting ready to celebrate (he was buying cake – asking for advice from my girl who was with me in the dream). he seemed to have no place to go – no sense of urgency about him whatsoever. i am taking that as a very good sign. in the shower today i saw a line of dominoes in my minds eye. i feel he has lined up all the dominoes – done all of the necessary prep work – and now he can push them over and let those of the clean up do their work.
i gotta tell you i feel very humbled. i feel i have been given sideline seats to this unfolding. and all has been an absolute surprise given i didn’t even vote in the 2016 election. i was already in the know about hrc. and i didn’t like trump. i had fallen for the media’s version of his character. to say i was apathetic about the world and system changing is an understatement. i thought i was done w/having hope for change. you know – REAL change. however when i woke up the day after the election and felt this amazing sense of peace and calm and liberation that i simply could not explain or understand w/my human brain, i began to do my research into this man. i discovered i not only liked him – i admired him. deeply. and like so many of us, fell in love with him and what he is so obviously “meant” to do at this time. then the dreams began during this time which only added to my expansion.
amazing times we are in. thank you for being a part of it with me.
much love,
victoria
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Last Night’s Dream and a Reflection ~ 12/23/18
Last night I was packing. All night. Each dream experience I was taking something small and bringing it with me. It ended with me stuffing a bag full of little stuffed animals, a few clothes, drawings/pictures and some food. My girl was waiting for me in my old Mustang I had in college. I hopped in, shut several doors, rolled up the windows, said “let’s go” then the experience ended.
Today I headed out to get a couple of cards for my most specialist of special’s. On the way home my girl wanted me to drive around and look at holiday lights. I first thought “got to conserve gas and we need a front brake job” ~ then looked at the trip odometer – 111:1. There was a .38 Special song playing (my generation) and suddenly I was 22 again. I asked my 22 year old self what to do and she said “who cares – have a good time!” So I said what my 22 year old self would have said at the time: “Fuck it. Let’s go have a good time!” So we drove around, commenting on the holiday lights and decorations of a neighborhood we had not yet seen this season. I reflected on this young female within and how I have felt the nudge for a few weeks now to find her again. Rediscover her. Bring her out again. That girl who was up for anything. Kinda like the character kramer from seinfeld ~ if you popped in and said “hey i’m going to go do my laundry at the laundry mat. wanna come?” I’d usually shrug and say “sure” ~ always eager to get out of the house and see people because I never knew who I would meet or what I would experience.
Aging here has sucked. The low vibe and institutions and expectations/pressure ~ all suck too. You really begin to feel that once the educational institutions and adults tell you in your 20’s: time to buckle down and grow up.
Why? lol
Simply put ~ I am not only ready to be free fully again ~ I am ready to be and feel and look YOUNG again. Alive. Always up for pure simply joy. While this is not necessarily age specific, having a 22 year old body DOES make it so much easier. And I am ready for EASE. As I have been saying off and on for awhile: if it ain’t easy, i ain’t takin’ it.
Brother Rick tells me he was Home in the new again last night having some adventures. He heard 11 days until the doors are fully open for All to return. Interesting as I type that my inner said “look at the clock” – 4:11. Below are 2 photos of the tv music channel I was guided to look at today and capture. Both you will see are references to Home.
I. Am. Ready.
Love to you all ~
Victoria
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The Sun Was SUPER Bright for a bit today…
i don’t know what was up with the sun or whatever object it is that’s round and white that we call the sun. around 4pm i walked into the kitchen and noticed how unbelievably bright the sun was. it was blinding. my mate walked in and said the same. i had to put on sunglasses to take pictures – and even at that – i could not look at it with sunglasses on when normally i can – at least for a few moments. it was quite literally blinding. it lasted for about 1-2 minutes. it all appeared there was another light source. there definitely is in the east most days at sunset. anyway here’s what i captured….this was one of those “you had to be there” experience…
and to add to the weirdness of today ~ i spotted crocus and daffodil bulbs popping up – on this first day of winter. 2 months early.
Today’s Reflections ~ 12/22/18
hang in there w/me….this one is a bit rambling….
Some thoughts late late last night on the separation experience, namely dimensions. There is the thought that the higher the dimension (3d as compared to 5d etc. etc.) that the closer to Source one becomes. In my feeeeling experience, this is false. Higher Dimension as has been created does not imply benevolence. I also reflect further. We are told we are in a third dimensional experience and yet there are a variety of behaviors here which means a variety of choices and thus a variety of energies – frequencies put into those choices – play out here. That to me says dimension’s are, more or less, meaningless and just another construct. They feel more like a physical space – like a house. Or perhaps the real concept of dimension’s was hijacked too. Dimensions, overall, feel CONFINING and confinement is what we are ending. That is why I let go of the “we are going from 3d to 5d” program. Frequency is where it’s at – for me.
All is coming back together as One. Source is ALL. There is no “place” where Source it not. Which opens up the other question of “what is Source” and other than “energy”, I don’t know. Unified field of consciousness….beyond that….???
Another thought today: the border wall. We can see that as creating boundaries. A reflection on our own need to create our own boundaries. While we may (well speaking for myself this is my desire) desire to connect with ALL being’s, that is usually not possible. By being in the state of allowing all people to have space in our space, we leave ourselves open to potential harm. Discernment felt and applied is creating a boundary. The border wall is no different. By having a free-for-all – by allowing ALL to come in and taking space here we have created a situation of drug and human trafficking, gangs and other criminal, harmful, power-over behaviors. In my deepest part, I LONG to be a part of an experience where there are no borders ~ and I feel this is what we are creating – what is coming – what many of us have seen. But until that experience, boundaries and walls we must have. Yes – that continues the separation – but safety for self and children are necessary creations.
Keeping it brief tonight. In a quiet space of reflection and just Being. May the holidays be peaceful to you – to us – all.
Love,
Victoria
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