Category: Daily Notes

 

 

(let me begin by saying it is no coincidence that the piece i reference below was put out at this time)

We have an alternative, left-leaning magazine in our area, put out by a neighboring city.  Like many right-leaning publications, it contains a lot of bias, rarely taking an issue and fully examining both sides.  It is as though these types of publications consider it a disease to think perhaps the other side has some valid points to offer to the topic.  Label-wearing is the real disease.

Ridiculous and why I really have no one news source in any form I follow regularly.  Bias is everywhere.

In the above referenced magazine, there was an article put out by a woman who was once married to a man who, according to her words, became a Nazi.  I felt for her experience for if what she shared is true (and I have no reason to doubt her), her husband was more than a Nazi ~ he was an arrogant self-entitled narcissist who believed whites (his version) are superior.

If she had left it at that, I would have nothing to say here.

However, she didn’t.

She spoke of “red-pilling” as though this was some sort of a gas-lighting technique.  Gas-lighting is a psychological term when one attempts to manipulate another person to question their reality, way of thinking and/or sanity.  (And interestingly enough the only definition of red-pilling offered up in the article was stated as a term derived from the cult hit The Matrix [yes, “cult” – a passive-aggressive attempt, a form of gas-lighting, ironically enough, to insult anyone who uses the movie to awaken others] for “manning” up to reality and swallowing truth with a capital “T”.

A little short-sighted and yet just added fuel to her “my ex husband was a monster” argument.  What about “womaning” up too?  Aren’t both genders involved in this current red-pilling phenomena?  Maybe I need to take a looksie in the mirror to make sure I still have my women parts.

But I digress…

Gas-lighting others to get them to see things from our perspective.  Yes, I can see where some do this regularly,  knowingly or unknowingly.  Most of us probably have at one point or another.  But not all of us and not all the time.  This gave me pause to consider and conclude this magazine was attempting to discredit those of us who use the term “red pilling” by lumping all into one neat little category.  You share your truth, especially when it sounds bizarre and “conspiratorial”, you’re a gas-lighting white supremist nazi (hereby referred to as WSN).

Spin, spin, spin the narrative.

Another form of gas-lighting, I would say.

The woman also went on and said her husband was following all sorts of sites, in his “conspiratorial rage” (another passive-aggressive use of words) including 4chan and 8chan, implying these sites too are full of WSN’s.  Those of us who follow “Q” on the 8chan site know that you cannot lump together the masses who visit and post there into this one category of WSN’s.  Yes, there are some who hold these views just like there are those who say they can’t wait for America to become a Christian nation once again.

I scroll right on past, even as I cringe.

But many who not only post there but who also follow this site are much like myself and like you as well~ honest, open minded, spiritual people who simply want the Truth, who know there has been a “government” behind our government.  Who know the system is rigged.  Who know our government, for decades, has not worked for you and I.  We want the wars to end.  The corruption.  The trafficking.  The human right’s violations through their variety of practices.

In short, in very simple terms, we want peace and freedom for ALL of us, male, female, black, white, brown, conservative, progressive ~ even the WSN’s.

I feel for what this woman went through.  I really do.  And yet she is so blinded by her pain, she totally throws out the entire bathwater along with all of the bath toys (I do not like the traditional term so you will have to settle for this one).

And that serves no purpose and only keeps the division going, which is what those of us wishing peace and freedom want so much to end, and we KNOW it is when articles like this one above to are allowed to be published, especially during these times, the very Deep State itself laughs as it knows it still has one more “victim” doing their bidding.

In spite of all of that, we continue to do our work as we do in whatever capacity to create something new where all we see and feel when we look at one another is ONE LIFE.  

And if by sharing our version of truth in order to assist in creating a world of freedom and peace for EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US we offend some people with our “red-pilling” intentions, in so long as they come FROM that heart-centered space of ALL ARE ONE/ALL ARE WORTHY OF FREEDOM, then so be it.

For I know all of the judgments and attacks and ridicule will be worth it in the end.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

Victoria

 

 

My body is going a little nuts right now.  I am having those “vibrating all over” moments again.  Twice in the last 24 hours I suddenly feel a strong vibrating/buzzing in the back of my skull.

Ok, I say.  Go ahead and do your thing.  I allow you to enter and change and restore this body.

The itching has returned on my palms – both of them this time.  Having some strange vision issues as well.  Strange appetite ~ either very little or ravished.  Exhaustion ~ the need to just zone out is strong.  And some purging GI stuff going on too along with bloating in the OMG seriously category.

I see this typed out on the screen and I think and feel “seriously this is enough”.  Let’s get on with it.

Grounding is a challenge right now.  I feel all of that crap out there so I am thinking perhaps it is time I violate my own words and detach from the political/social war going on ~ surrender and trust and allow that there are those who signed on to take on that piece of the puzzle.  Let ’em do their thang.  They have the energy, the know-how, the skills.  An intentional placement of my head in a quiet realm to regroup.

I gotta admit ~ I have a growing desire to no longer feel the need to do this site.  Have I said this enough that I am VERY much ready to experience and be and do and live new and differently and totally freely?

Yeah, I think I may have mentioned that a time or two.

I am seeing this mission as a rescue mission.  I can now state without any doubt – that indeed it is.  When we rescue people from prison, those who have been wrongfully imprisoned, we don’t clean up the prison.  We take those beautiful souls, help them remember Who They Are, and then we take them Home.

 

 

They just keep comin’…kinda like this cold virus that keeps on makin’ an unwelcome appearance…

I recently heard a video that included Allison Coe, QHHT.  I love her work, her spirit, her energy.  She said something though that made me pause and think “nooooo don’t put that out there!”  She said, even though her clients have overwhelmingly given the 3d time-span of the first 3 months of 2018 for The Event, she said even if it doesn’t happen then she’ll be ok for she knows it’s coming.

Nooooo, I thought.  We are Creator Beings!  We co-create here.  We can draw forth this energy NOW.

WE CAN DRAW FORTH THIS ENERGY.  By showing resistance or saying well if it doesn’t arrive that may push it away.

I am not willing to take that chance by entertaining the thought.

Endless talk of we create our thoughts create.

So then let’s draw it to us NOW.

Create a timeline for it.  Create a bubble for just the number of us who want it.

We are tired and done.

Many of us feel we have done as much as we can.

Some say the Event will occur in 2024 and other dates far off into some elusive future.

Not good enough.  Not in my reality.  I do not consent to that timeline.  That experience.  That year.

Love Responds in the NOW.

Draw the return of Source Wave Energies to your Being NOW.

We were pushed, kicked, conquered quite quickly.  In a flash.

We arise, heal, and are restored and returned to our Rightful Place in a flash.

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Another insight swimming through me in this moment of Now.

Those who are saying “don’t look here, don’t give that attention” are being Spiritually amiss.  When we allow ourselves to be in the state that “all is love/all is well” that makes us vulnerable to attack.  It sucks, yes indeed but that is the reality of this realm we have been in.  I had a flash earlier that part of the reason why we were conquered was because we were did not want to see the behavior.  It was new to us, so traumatizing, so shocking. Not looking at it doesn’t make it go away, at least not that I am aware of.  If that were the case, we wouldn’t be in this war/mess.  The vast majority of humanity has been looking the other way, mostly unconsciously, and that hasn’t made any of that dark crap disappear now has it?  It has allowed it to flourish.

Love sees ALL.

Love shines the light of Truth on ALL of it.

Love says “I SEE YOU”.

When you hide you remain in the dark.

Eyes open.

Hearts open.

Minds open.

The Soul and Spirit willing to embrace it ALL.

Then make the choice as to what is OK and what is NOT and create the energy around those desires and put forth action.

And that, my beautiful people, is all I have for now.  Please as always share your insight’s, words of wisdom.  How are you doing your journey during this time?  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

Victoria

 

 

As I mindlessly dried my hair I thought back to a reading I had last year.  I was seeking information on a long-standing issue in which I was wanting some clarity on – namely how to deal and heal.  The message that came through the “psychic” was “you are not ready to receive that answer” before adding I would be dealing with it for the rest of this incarnation.

Naturally I was not ok with that so I said I did not consent to that information.  I was indeed ready to hear and receive.  Dig deeper, reach higher, I implored.  You are still in the matrix.  There was no guidance to offer other than that message, I was told.

I knew right then I was in the presence of darkness, even if it was well-intentioned.  Love shares.  Dark withholds.  I cannot imagine being in the presence fully of Source with a request only to be told “you are not ready”.  I would say “wrong answer matrix being”.  As Source in Body and as a Free Being I know what is best and right for me.  We all do.

Another awakening moment for me.  No more psychics ~ at least those who are not in alignment with my feels and perspectives.

The chemtrail sprayers have returned today for another full-on assault of criminal, murderous activity.  It is time for each of us to file a Human Right’s Violation with the Trump Administration.  If you have considered such an action, please do so.  Meanwhile we are forced to deal with the very stupid masses who continue to believe these lines are just normal contrail lines.  Here, I have a microchip for your body, some round-up for those weeds you are too lazy to pull and a gmo potato to add to your delusion.

The trolls who come around my site and attack.  The family members and those who would otherwise say I am a friend ~ allowing themselves to be controlled.  Not one of them visit my site.  Not one support what I do.  I have one person in my day to day life who supports what I do AND reads my site – my mate.

Thank Love of Source for every one of you!

It is time I begin to ask these sleeping trolls what it is they do to save the world?  What are they doing to awaken the people?  If you aren’t helping awaken you are complicit in the agenda to destroy and control.

Even the act of just being aware, exploring and searching for the Truth is enough.  But to remain blind is not an option.  I was told by a family member my site would not be shared with the rest of their family (their?  thank you for clarifying the feeling that I am not really a part of the family) because I discuss politics and politics is just dark, my topics too conspiratorial.  This individual refuses to research what I share.

Don’t believe it – research it.  Hell, prove me wrong.  If you can…

But no longer is it ok with me to remain blind, to remain ignorant, to refuse to explore that which is beyond what you are spoon-fed by your media outlets, your church, your school’s, your science and your deep state politics.  Not that such people view my site regularly.  But there are some.  And my message to you is if you come to this site I expect you to be diligent in your mental, emotional and spiritual work.  I expect you to research what I post instead of being intellectually lazy and sharing smart-ass comments.

What is it these beings want?  More of the same?

Yeah, not me.  And not every one of you who support this site and my messages.

Something must change.  Something must shift.  These people, if they even are human (I think of “They Live”), are helping continue the crimes against us all.  Greater Selves are calling forth the awakening.

They must take this step.  For if not, when the energies reach us, it may be too late.  And I for one, feeling as I do more and more lately, will not be around to help ensure their transition is as smooth as possible.  I went about this journey more or less on my own – certainly received far more criticism and judgment than I have support.  I will be moving on to greater world’s with the rest of you.

I am tired.  I just don’t feel tired.  I AM tired.

And am ready to breathe the clean air and drink in the pure water’s, jam with my tribe and greet the skies of pure blue each day.

Victoria

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Thank you for supporting me and inspiring me to KEEP GOING.

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The song, Isn’t It Ironic by Alanis Morissette has been going through my mind this past week.  It isn’t because just I like the song (I actually love her and her music including this song) ~ it’s because of winter happenings in this house.

One sick person after another.  February 4th and the illnesses have been passed around since mid-December.

Intend health.  Eat well.  Exercise.  Communicate to others clearly “do not come visit if you are sick or invite us over if you are sick.”

People come visit or invite us/child over anyway while sick.

Irony happens.

We all get sick.  And it isn’t like all at once.  That would be too easy.

First the child.  Then the papa bear.  Then the mama bear.

Then there is the story of our dishwasher.  Took over a month to finally get a working one and properly installed at that.  Go to use the 2nd newly installed version only to realize the newly installed dishwasher doesn’t work.  !!

AGAIN!!  (yes that created a WTF???!!! moment)

Call to the place, AGAIN, and send mate to the store to get some dish soap.

Car won’t start.

No, seriously.  Won’t start.

Dead battery.

Charge it up.  65% charge.  Have to live with that one for now.

Intend to use dishwasher.

Irony happens.

Mate finally gets insurance approval for a new knee brace after hassle with a doctor who doesn’t know how to write up an order for insurance approval. Finds out he needs to pay 20%.  That’s about $250 (those things are expensive!).

Intend prosperity.  Have a little cushion.

Irony happens.

Sleep on the couch as to not awaken your mate and child with your cold-induced hacking.

Child wakes up anyway.  For some reason decides to turn into a 3 year old and whines off and on until 4am.

Need sleep.  Do what you can to create the environment.

Irony happens.

The biggest irony of all:

Come to this realm called earth.

Work hard.

Do as you are told.

Be a good person.

Irony happens.

Now we await the escape, the “truman exit door” where the only irony I wish to see is so much love and kindness and consideration and abundance and generosity and truth I am blown wide open and away.

In the most awesome, beautiful of ways.

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Victoria

 

I finished watching a brief video of a mexican-american young male speak of how his dad taught him that hard work, or working your “ass” off as he said, was the key to success.  That he and he alone was responsible for his life.

Big deep sigh…

The words of rugged individualism.

Yes, there is value to what he says.

And yet he is young.  Healthy.  Strong.

What happens to that mindset of his if he were to develop a disease or get into an accident or experience any number of life’s little unpleasant/unwanted moments?  All of that “go it alone” takes on a new meaning.

Been there, done that.

Balance is needed.

Sometimes we are the giver.

Sometimes we are the taker, the one in need of the giving.

Sometimes we are the one who is strong, capable and healthy.

Sometimes we are the one who is weak, struggling and sick.

Life is a dance.

And the dancers in this realm are sometimes flowing into a beautiful, gentle, easy waltz.

Other times the dancers are stumbling about, at times falling, struggling to find the beat or hear the music.

Young, old.

Rich, poor.

Weak, strong.

We are ALL ONE.

Different.  Not the same.

But still ALL ONE.

I know of no one who does not need to read these words daily…

…to be reminded.

To remember to stay focused on what we all want

while remembering our vulnerabilities, acknowledging our strengths as well as our weaknesses.

For no one is above another.

And that my friends is indeed The Universal Decree of Love.

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Victoria

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Thank you for supporting my work.

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I began reading a piece on changing timelines.

Timelines splitting.

Timelines merging.

Which is it?

My biggest question ~ moment of ponder ~ is “if all of these timelines are changing, why do I look out into the world and see the SAME DAMN THING?!”

I want the timeline where there is pure Freedom.  No power-over.  NO PAY TO LIVE.  CLEAR SKIES.

Where is that timeline?

As my late friend Sue would say “Yeah, that one!  I want that one!”

How much of Life is what I make of it?

I’m not sure today.  I am just done with hearing others say be patient ~ which is really just another word saying “you have no control here. Only others do.”

Isn’t that MORE of the same?  Sit back and watch.  Others are creating this new reality.

How much of reality is created by thoughts?

I can see this as an absolute easy possibility in a different frequency realm. But here in this shithole?  (tickled to hear BZ Riger refer to this realm as just that earlier this week)

Action is required.

So telling (someone like me – ahem – lol) to let go and allow (others to take the reigns) just does not sit. well. with. me. at. all.

I had a one-way discussion with my guides and soul today ~ whoever/whatever any of that really is.  It isn’t anything to see ~ or even hear.  We are just supposed to be content with having faith and an occasional knowing.  I don’t like invisible conversations and guessing games.  Again, this just does not sit. well. with. me. at. all.

How are we supposed to know who we really are?  This is all an experience in guessing.  Swimming in dark waters trying to find the truth and a destination or two ~ when you struggle to dog paddle.  It is my experience that for a time I have THE knowing, until I don’t.

All I do know – and continue to know – is what I want.  I have the bag of tools.  I have read the books on creating.  All of those “secrets” we must have in order to obtain the reality we want.

And yet ~ some of us want our dreams to be created and made manifest OUT of this reality.  If you read my words regularly, you are likely one of those.

I believe it was Maya Angelou who once said something like if you cannot change your reality, change your thoughts.

I never did much resonate with her…

Victoria

 

 

 

 

 

While in the bathroom I was thinking about the pieces I read and sharing my own experiences about these “downloads”.  Where is the proof?

I thought “if these downloads are the real deal, I should be flying by now.”

I was reminded of those saying “I am in 5D right now ~ I go to 5D at times!” ~ so then why the hey are you talking to those of us still in 3D?  Why not stay in the higher dimension if it so wonderful?

I feel – IF the visions of the new realm I have had are purely mine and are thus true as in touch/feel/see/hold/experience in the physical, then any new abilities will only come once we arrive.  There are center’s there to teach us and heal us.

For now, I must accept this current reality ~ living in a shithole of power-over controller’s who, as we have seen, don’t care how kind, compassionate and loving people are.  They don’t care because they don’t carry that experience within. And in being accepting of this prison, I must find others who think and feel as I do and unite physically, build and create what we want.  It is no longer enough just to communicate in this manner, through this outlet.

Waiting is no longer an option.