I don’t know if it’s just the females being particularly hit hard today – but I am seeing a lot and I mean a lot of people – mostly female – asking WTF is up with today?
Was VK (and my sense) correct in that today was a good day just to rest?
(or to hide-detach)
I did quite a bit of that. Spent time alone – which was actually rather humorous as I was sitting under a tree bawling and releasing – when I realized “oh sheot – I have no tissue!” I looked around at the leaves – nah. Hands and t-shirt had to suffice.
BEautiful Souls sharing how the $$ struggle has become too much now – which just makes the already mental struggle and physical exhaustion that much harder. Truth in spades.
S P A D E S.
WTF IS- was – UP WITH TODAY?
What happened?
Who is behind it?
Well meaning people offer up advice like you are never alone (sure feels that way in those moments of pain considering ain’t no one sitting in your space to comfort you)………Or “god chose you for a reason to be here”. Which god? Theirs? That’s right – the “gods” “they” worship who captured us and put us here to begin with. Yeah – they sure did “choose” us didn’t they? Let’s talk about that one. ‘Bout time “they” get called out.
Tomorrow is another day. Because – it is. And we will feel better – even if these days it’s just for a few hours – or even a moment.
A moment where faith is felt again.
Where a synchronicity is experienced. (like last night – late – had a rocky movie synch come to me 3 different times – Eye of the Tiger – and all that)
Where SOMETHING comes in reminding you to keep. going.
Although to be honest – I wonder what good/Divine really reaches us. Not being a fatalist – just a realist and one who is open to everything in so long as it is the whole f’ing truth.
It really is time for us to SEE PROOF that there is a war and that good is winning. LONG PAST DUE.
God’s in control?
That would be US.
The part of us within who is saying WE ARE DONE NO MORE.
22 years ago on this date – around this time – I had the premonition that something “terrible” was going to happen the next day – that there was “nothing” I could do about it and it would change the world forever.
Forever. I don’t think so. THAT timeline is O V E R.
22 years ago “they” took another step in obtaining their realm-wide twisted desire of control, bringing about death and destruction and ongoing trauma. And I gotta tell you – as someone who has been speaking out ever. f’ing. since. that time – every g.d. year I have used the date to honor the lives lost and harmed and the truth hidden – and every. g.d. year since – especially since 2017 – I have intended that THIS be the year that EVERYONE knows the truth – not just of 9/11 but of every. g.d. bit of truth that has been hidden and taken from us.
NO. MORE.
NO. MORE. passing of yet another “calendar” year.
Let’s wrap it up. Let’s GET IT DONE.
Today – I saw 2 planes – BE20’s – said to be used for corporate, government and military applications. Each had the callsign of GTMO. Below is a screen capture:
There was two at the time – both have since disappeared from the screen (20 minutes later – don’t know if they landed – at the time their altitudes were around 27,000 ft).
It feels weird today. Our skies – which have been spectacular – clear – for a couple of weeks (at least) – are now trailed again. So not liking the energy -feels very tense – apprehensive. Good day to detach – perhaps like VK said (and I felt) – good day to rest.
How you all doing?
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Love,
V.
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So uh is it just me or does this dude look like Prince – especially the mouth? My sense all along is he is still here as the dude knew…. (and his youtube channel was quiet until 3 weeks ago)
This man claims that 🇲🇽 Mexico is now paying for the border wall, because they know the USA 🇺🇸 is finished :
“Mexico knows that the dollar is going to collapse soon, so they don’t want anyone running back across the border when the USA 🇺🇸 collapses”😳😳… pic.twitter.com/J9jQYVVc70
Ok so not much reflecting. Too zzzzzzzzzzzz today. Recovery day from yesterday shall we say.
So – the US Debt clock – 4 days ago around this time VK shared the image of it being at 32 trillion 903 billion. At this moment, 4 days later at pretty much the same time (give or take 30 minutes), it is at 32 trillion 914 billion. 9 billion leap in 4 days. 9 divided by 4 = 2.25. So I was correct in that it is climbing about 2 billion/day. We’re approximately 85 billion away from it hitting 33 trillion which some say is the “magic number”, including T himself although he never said the source of the 33 magic number, which means it’s about 42 days away – assuming the speed stays the same. 42 days from today is 10.21.23.
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too (i saw that this week – more millionaires recently…..I don’t know anyone becoming a millionaire. do you? credit card debt is declining. the debt forgiveness – i’ve never seen proof of this even though many have made the claim over the past several years)……..INTENDING AS ALWAYS RETURN OF FULL ABUNDANCE
Yo! Homies….RT & share with your people. Not easy for many/most humans to do, but makes sense as to how it works. It's only 48 hours. Look, you've already started, so that hour doesn't count any more, & the last hour will be a breeze, so really, it's only 46 hours, & you're… https://t.co/QnYtQhgBPC
Things like this – right here – make me question this entire. f’ing. plan. Children are STILL BEING HARMED. And other headlines I am seeing are showing “they” are still at it.
it’s been JOHN all along……..the original RFK as we know – was one of them………perfect mirror for John to play his cousin……….
FACTUAL BACKGROUND
Plaintiff “John F. Kennedy, Jr. is seeking the democratic party’s nomination for president.”
Complaint, para. 16. “He has filed the necessary paperwork with the Federal Election
Commission and is taking steps to qualify for the ballot in early primary states, including New
Hampshire.” Id. “Kennedy announced his candidacy on April 19, 2023.” Mot. p. 9, Street Decl.
para. 3.
I wanted to let everyone know that I now have CASHAPP to use as another source of payment. It is not linked through my website so it would have to be done via e-mail exchange. If interested, let me know! And much thanks too. More later.
My beautiful, thoughtful girl sent me some work-at-home sites – one in particular is for writers/bloggers like myself – especially for someone my “age”. So I took some time to fill out an application. I spent over 20 minutes coming up with my pitch and was feeling really good about it. I was actually starting to look forward to writing for them. This particular site was PERFECTfor what I am seeking.
Then I see – they require a paypal account.
I wanted to scream.
I could literally feel the blood rising in my brain.
How the FUCH am I supposed to change my life when I continue to get pushed out by the system because I was WRONGFULLY censored and have had NO RESTITUTION? When will I have the right to be heard? When will I be given the right to defend myself?
I was looking through some analysis passed on to me about this awesome website of mine. Google continues to throttle me. For example, google claims my load-time is too slow. I pay top dollar for excellent hosting. And I have ZERO pop-up ads (for now). My content and site are so basic – there is no logical/technical reason why my site shouldn’t come up in under 2 seconds. That is my experience when I type in my url. It’s instant. So that tells me it isn’t my site – it. is. google. And if I am to succeed further with this venture and increase my income with it, wtf are my options in terms of search engines?
While there are some things I can do different to help promote myself and become more visible, when the main search engine is also engaged in censoring you, again, wtf am I supposed to do?
I am being denied the right to earn a living – in the way that works. for. me. and. my. family. I am so worn out from what this “awakening/war” has done to me.
When in the holy f’ing blinkin’ blinkin’ stinkin’ BLEEP will I be able to earn the kind of living I need and deserve?
One thing I ask for – and am really going to be pushing this one – is for every one of you who comes here – if you are truly supportive of this site – if you really want to see me succeed – if you want to help – then please SHARE my site. Encourage your friends to visit. Like and share. Those two actions are so critical to helping me succeed in the way I want and need.
That’s all I got for tonight. Gonna take a shower and a breather and intend the Universe brings me what I seek. I’ve been putting myself out there so much the past 6 weeks or so – something beautiful and miraculous has. to. break. through. for me.
So the water in the shower portal tells me these two goodies in the past 12 hours:
Our ego’s were created by “them” to make sure their fear programs stick hence making it a challenge to stay in the heart (Our natural state). Anyone else fed up and finished with having to clear and re-clear then protect and re-protect? Another rinse and repeat behavior. Sound familiar?
Time. I saw it as a locking mechanism – ultimately. “They” created time to keep us locked inside of their frequency – denying us the right to be in the natural state of alignment with the Universe (i.e. the real frequency we are all used to and were created originally for) which has made our ability to manifest instantly and easily so complicated thus bringing about “their” need to bring in new age garbage that tells us we aren’t doing it right or the religious program of “you’s gots to get right wiff Jesus” while failing to talk about all of the other little hidden goodies in those dimensions that are all around us that we can’t see or gain access to – unless in a drugged state which makes us vulnerable as u know what.
I see it all so much easier now. It makes sense. We’re all POW’s here. Compassion and love are how we get through this. (and the occasional meltdowns, cries, both ugly and beautiful, punching pillows, screaming out to the Universe, cursing evil, etc. etc.)
Here’s what’s happening. (p.s. – spoiler alert- it’s more of the same)
Love,
V.
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About 210 atm. 3 hours ago it was 377. Still at 175 at 10:30pm EST
END GAME – Hurricane Lee is becoming a Category 5 monster!
Forewarning: Cities under threat are New York, Boston, Massachusetts among others particularly in the Northeast Megalopolis. pic.twitter.com/JaFClqlyQr
As I said – more of the same. More finger pointing. More obvious crimes revealed by JB, etc. More “we must hold congressional hearings” (aka at the swamp factory)………”we must hold them accountable” (while we see nothing play out on the world stage that is in any way significant)
Well yes, back in the day, more than once, I claimed my child had the right to breathe – just like the rest of us. Oh my the triggers……
Wait a minute – didn’t that big account Jack Straw on twatter say under a COG (continuity of government) – EO’s could only be extended twice? Yes, I believe he did and I believe I shared that here earlier this week.
LOL Executive Order 13848, extended 🔥
“For this reason, the national emergency declared on September 12, 2018, must continue in effect beyond September 12, 2023. Therefore, in accordance with section 202(d) of the National Emergencies Act (50 U.S.C. 1622(d)), I am continuing…
Current discussion on twatter: if this is about the children – then where the fuch is the protection of those children still being injected w/the jabber wocky poison? And you cannot have a plan that is just about the children – this plan has to be about ALL of us – without the parents there are no children. I try hard to see the deeper truth in this – but seeing children poisoned – STILL – tosses any alleged logical explanation out the window.
Went to sleep – fast and easily – feeling peaceful.
Woke up 4 hours later pounding my bed.
I continue to take steps to change myself and my experience.
Currently hitting a wall – again.
Thoughts of money – again.
To get well and to heal and to do x y z requires that. A lot of it.
Where I am now – if it isn’t free – I ain’t considering it.
I can’t.
Or maybe let me pay $5/month.
My site will have to return to basic (free) security. It’s an order of priority – eat, keep utilities going – then other things follow. Or this month – keep the car “legal” (g.d. car registration – which of course jumped up again).
WHEN DO I HAVE A SAY AS TO WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT PAY?!
Thinking and intending “oh this will switch by this time” when this time comes and goes.
I ain’t getting – understanding – anything. 12:34pm.
Just another number to remind me I’m in a giant computer.
I watched a movie last night – The Notebook. So beautiful. Their Love created enough magic for them to leave this realm together (at the end of their experience – both were suffering/struggling with horrid health conditions).
Money has made “the world go around” long enough. Why can’t we make LOVE do the same?
Do you struggle to feel safe – to feel the Universe (much less others) have your back?
Do you struggle to feel Love truly can solve everything?
Love in action?
Some moments I am there.
Now – I feel so worn down. My mind – fractured. My Soul – weary. My body………never mind about that. lol
How much longer do we have to continue to purge and release and power up and protect?
Why aren’t I allowed an answer to that question (or the other myriad of questions I have)?
Who is running this place?
And most importantly – how do we take back control and f’ing change it already back to WHAT WE WANT – ON OUR TIMELINE AND TIME FRAME?!
Today was really different. I’m seeing the waxing in of the experience I want and today left me happily surprised with a particular situation that, last week, I thought I would have to shift away from. But she and I spoke and came to a new level of connection that left us both in tears. … Authentic communication – where both are being honest in how they feel, presenting it such a way that is respectful, where we each owned how we felt, our responsibility for those feelings – which aligns with my recent desire to expand into new ways of communicating.
Conversations – even when there is a difference of opinion – when done RIGHT – is expansive. If it leaves me drained, it isn’t authentic convo. It’s dramatic bullsheot. Fighting – defensiveness – refusing to see oneself in an honest way – that experience is overfor me.
Other than that – I had some moments where I felt I was elsewhere – walking sideways. Something continues to build “out there” – waxing inside this space. We’re in “something” – whether it is finally actually IT – remains to be seen. But we are in something at this time.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to Share…Donate…Comment….Subscribe & Like. Thank you!
Ep. 22 Larry Sinclair says he had a night of crack cocaine-fueled sex with Barack Obama, and that Obama came back for more the next day. Assess for yourself. Here’s our interview. pic.twitter.com/R6CXwKv6gs
at the moment it is 32, 904, 574 … … gone up about 2 billion since last night……..
Not predicting anything, but on average, if we add $1 billion per day to the National debt, we should hit $33 trillion in early December. pic.twitter.com/8Kv8WN2BIS
Stuck somewhere between moving but feeling like I’m going no where Like everything is happening but nothing ever happens. Becoming the Best I could ever be bust trapt in who I always was. Making leaps every day but too afraid to jump. Doing so much but never enough Deserving of… pic.twitter.com/jNiEZLYVHp
So I’m seeing the show continue to play out in its insane format of stewpid, with T and others talking about how much better this place (the states) were under his rule. Seeing him and others talk about all of these things that will be coming back including tariffs and easier access to pharmaceuticals and gas powered cars. My mind hears “blah blah blah NO”.
None of it aligns. NOT. ONE. BIT. I try and pretend – fake it – bring it in – as it’s all that is being offered to us. But it is all just a lie to myself – making me wonder – again – wtf I am doing here…
I know what I want – I keep seeing it and bringing it in.
But………….there’s this:
So either the narrative that we all get out and we get to frigging actually CHOOSE (the way FREE CREATOR BEINGS DO) the reality and experience we want……….or we’re gonna be stuck in another pay to live system of competition – just a cleaned up version. (see above again for how I feel about that)
Where is OUR narrative? Where is the narrative storyline about HOME and REAL healing and DNA restoration and RETURNED memories and REAL ORGANIC NATURAL LIVING AND BEING? It’s in our hearts and out of the mouths of those who channel. That’s about it. Where are these things in the awakening movement headlines?
Or am I just being too impatient? (again)?
Today was another challenge day energetically. I saw the condition of my brain and the trauma in my body (that I continually now clear as best as I can). On a walk today – my girl and I – she suddenly sees a snake and screams “SNAKE!” I about jump outta MY skin – and it took me a few minutes to literally regain my composure. Then about 15 minutes later we’re walking back up in the same area – and she’s saying watch out for the snake – and I said “we are protected” and as soon as I say that – she decides to open up the water bottle and spill out some on the concrete walking path which sounds just like a frigging snake. I jumped yet again – and this time I had to walk to a bench and compose myself before I could finish the walk. I was shaking all over.
So………..I held it together until I couldn’t anymore. I release the embarrassment and shame and guilt I hold in asking for help – a lot of help. I am accountable for me – but I am not taking on the full accountability for how this reality has allowed for the unhealthy conditions in which I have been in. All I can do is love me for me and purge what I don’t want or need and keep at it and pray and intend that the experience I want and need is ready to burst wide open and through for me. And ditto that for any of you whose life experience here has been less than stellar and supportive – and for whom you need some extra extra’s atm. Who the fook doesn’t?
So much to go around – too much hoarded and controlled. Why can’t we all just stop what we’re doing in an organized fashion – and for one week – unite and say ENOUGH. WE DONE. NO MORE CONTROLS. We ain’t budging or supporting your sheot until you step off the stage.
???
Remember the movie – Risky Business – where his character had just had it with his life at that time – he felt he had nothing much left to lose or to hide – and he put on those sunglasses – said that famous line?
You try to do the right thing – over and over and over. You DO the “right” thing – over and over and o v e r. Then “this place” happens – over and over. You fall down. You get back up. You get smacked down again. (omg – being asked why can’t you use paypal i don’t get it……or why did you get banned on social media? why does google censor you? i don’t get it…….)
A R G H!!!!!!!!!!!
The cycle repeats until sometimes, in some moments, you arrive at this place where morality gets tossed out the window – you no longer care about what is “right” or what some system b.s. rule or law says – and you just gotta take care of yourself #1 and do what you need to do however you need to do it.
And screw the rest.
Here’s a gematria. And whatever else……….
Love,
V.
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The fact that THIS is being allowed to happen …….Seriously – who can justify this now? Oh, ignore it – yeah just like we ignored it when children were trafficked or pick a topic. How much longer we just gonna stay in our bubbles quietly? We gonna have to go into civil war? Where is our line in the sand? How long do we trust in the plan? How long we wait until we see what we all want to see? Tough questions but someone has to ask them.
Ok I could possibly get a wee bit excited about this one – as I’ve been posting here for a few years how T said at a rally the magic number 33………Any of you with knowledge: how long would this take to get to 33T? (this was 2 hours ago………now it’s at 32, 904…….ok so i asked – someone said it goes up 1 million every 30 seconds (confirmed – i misread the numbers – got the billion confused w/the million – thank goodness i never made a living in the stock market, eh? lol)
Executive Order 13823, CIC Trump’s revoking of Obama’s to shut down Gitmo, still not revoked by “Biden” as he promised.
Also, it wasn’t me who reported Military Tribunals for mid-2023, it was the New York Times, which are under a Wartime Code 47 USC 606, for those who cannot… pic.twitter.com/is4LSTqd0Z
This is interesting………..my understanding is they can be reauthorized as often as they are, well, reauthorized………but someone said since we’re in COG (Continuity of Government) – allegedly they can only be reauthorized twice……..so if that’s true then END maybe finally??!!
On Monday, September 11, the Trump Executive Orders (EOs) are set to expire. These EOs have already been extended twice and cannot receive further extensions.
Furthermore, on Friday, September 15, 2023, Executive Order 13848, signed by President Trump, will also expire (in 11… pic.twitter.com/fCtXu1x6AJ
We are stardust……….we are billion years old………..getting back Home….
San Tarot…..we being told by higher selves and home who we really are…..interesting – trying to have a psychic breakthrough – i was focused (too much i realize) soooooo hard today on having one of those…..this is a nice one………very much resonating……….
