Some updates from KP

 

i’ve been watching a few of his videos from the mid-west recently and was drawn to go to his page.  here are a couple of updates (most of you have probably read them).  there seems to be difficulty for many esp. in terms of loved ones passing.  kp’s mother.  our adopted grandpa/dad on december 12th.  last night a friend of mine from school days posted last night his father had passed.  he and his family were backyard neighbors for several years during my childhood and i remember his dad.  for some reason a very vivid picture of him appeared in my mind – an image i had not thought of for decades.  so i relate to kp’s experience of feeling low lately.  focusing on 3D stuff.  and that’s ok.  grief impacts us all – and each of us deal with the experience in our own way.  i continue to have waves come over me.  it is a challenge to *not* think about him given he lived next door and other than the fact that the curtains are drawn, it still looks like he lives there.  loss stinks.  no other way around it.

sending KP comfort.

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There are times when I feel SO very tired… (1-8-20)

Right now is one of them. Has to do with dealing with Mom’s obituary and a possible memorial service in the future.

There’s such a lower inner push to “please relatives” and “include relatives” in the memorial that my mind and body just tire out from it all.

Some times I am not positive and I am feeling down and “lower vibration”. Not the real I AM of me, I know. It’s just in this dense 3D environment, I tend to get lost sometimes.

All is well. All will be worked out. And at some point the Universe will get me out of “this dense 3D environment”. We shall see.

Aloha, Kp

Mom Update 1-10-20… “Direct Link to her obituary”

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Mom’s body was cremated on 12-31-19. Dad and I created an obituary (with editing from my aunt) for her. Here is the direct link to that obituary.

The image at left is a professional portrait Mom and Dad had done, from a few years ago. The black and white version was used in the obituary.

Here is a link to the photo from her last ride in her car (we went to the hospital for a test).

Once more, I would like to thank all of you who sent Light and Love and uplifting messages to myself, my Father, and my Mom, during this challenging journey we have been on for the past three months.

She is free, and Dad and I are learning to love each other for who we are.

Aloha, Kp

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Interesting info on APPS…and Betelgeuse and stargates

 

my first feeling was an “app” was one of the programs here – that they “install” in our minds.  i’ve been doing quite a bit of “that’s not ME” and seeing when one of those “apps” is speaking through another at me.  all of this “conflict” is THEM – and “they” created the perfect reality to induce and continue such conflicts.  i remember once reading that the #1 cause of marriage/relationship stress is money.  when i read that my first thought was “well who created that one?”  felt unnecessary.  felt off.  turns out – i was spot on on that feel.  found the info below on rose’s latest video – in the comment section – shared today.  keeping the names anonymous and sharing this just for informational purposes only.  (and YES – we are  naturally to think MUCH clearer than we do here.  also feeling we continue to “get to know” ourselves as most every piece of us and our creation was influenced/altered/messed with by the others.  the ending will be surprisingly beautiful.)

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“maybe they are programs running that alter our thought process. I believe Rose said they push things on you like why you should be upset with a loved one or feel depressed or something like this. Hopefully someone answers who knows how to explain better than I do. I do know we should feel better and think a lot clearer.”

“i think you are right … rose is referring to the apps they use to fuck with us … for example to play skits and ruin our life, our thoughts and so on …”

and this one from a year ago:

“Found this in Rose’s video “Pray for Jesus” hope she doesn’t mind me putting it here. I think it would be ok with her. YellowRoseforTexas 1 year ago @Mister Fabricator Yes, its frying them. The negative forces cant hold out against the positive inflowing fields of energy. Its so much higher a frequency, its similar to electrical plugs here, where a higher voltage over rides a lower voltage. The AI’s and Bots that twitter and internet use, are almost all dead, we heard recently that the apps are almost completely gone now too. The cut down in numbers, is extreme. (apps: do things like play songs in your head that you cant get rid of. They can cuss and talk, have limited AI functions, so you’ll be standing there and in your head will hear something like “god damn it” or “F*ck” things like that. They can also mimic your voice, so it sounds like “your thoughts” in your head..Until it says things that clue you into ‘THATS NOT ME’. Usually, its illogical stuff, that raises the warning flag..like…wait, thats not true. They were making people cop to thought crimes, the apps were committing, not the people. People took the blame. These are all popping and frying like a fly on an electric screen.”

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and now that i have permission from Adam 1414 to share, here is some more of his intel/research he shared in the past day on stargates and Betelgeuse. Fascinating!

Adam 1414
Betel in hebrew means House of El …. some of the El (Elohim/Reptilians/Draco) comes from Betelgeuse because over there there are stargates aka exits from this matrix …. in Hindu astrology this region is called Mrigashīrsha …. if they are speaking about it there is some truth maybe about their exit that has been blocked so they can’t escape from here …. just my thought …

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aka They get the Nova … they cant escape using Betelgeuse stargates ….
Adam 1414
time ago i made a research about this topic including the stone after gantenbrink’s door (great pyramid in giza) … on this stone are represented the pleiades and taurus that are near orion where we found betelgeuse … it’s all about stargates like in the movie stargate and contact …. in the movie contact there are the infos contained on the stone located in the northern shaft (great pyramid) … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wm8MTUk1krU in the Video at min 36 and 03 sec, in the clip of “Contact” are shown the same Stars that are depicted on the Stone after the Gantenbrink’s Door.. Atlas, Alcyone and 2 Stars between the previous 2. A 4 Stars System as said by J. Foster https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wm8MTUk1krU At min 35 27 sec is shown a single Star that could be Aldebaran or HIP 1776 in the Pleiades System. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wm8MTUk1krU The Hebrew Tradition indicates a region of Deep Space where Stargates and Wormholes exist. This Region is called “Kimah” and is located in the Pleiades Area. In the Coran these Wornholes or “Qerrt” in Egyptian, are called “Asbab”, The Celestial “Doors” or Stargates are called “Abwab”. Moreover various Populations and Traditions associate the Provenance of the “Gods” (Anunnaki / Elohim) from the Right shoulder of Orion or from Betelgeuse … Also in the Hindu text we have very good informations, on January 9, 1980 the researcher David W. Davenport officially announced he had rebuilt from the Vedic texts, the Space Craft Routes followed by the Deva who are the Indu Gods …. with their “Vymanika Shastra” or “Vimana”. In this Map are indicated also 2 Stargates in the Aries Constellation, this Region is called Cauda Arietis, that could be the Entry/Exit of a Wormhole (Qerrt in Ancient Egypt).

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Adam 1414
@flower yes it’s all about stargates … they use them to travel in the abyss … where there are the constellations there are also the portals from which came the reps/elohim and are also used to exit this construct …. i think there are also stargates in earth sky used to exit the dome …. there are also stargates here on earth … everywhere 🙂 …. for example the well known bermuda triangle or in the gulf of aden (it seems this is a watergate) …. watch this at min 5 46 secs there are some stargates in north europe found in the cart marina of scandinavia: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCb-aV9uxpE from what i know earth should exit using a door/tunnel/stargate that was located and hidden between ed and the sun …. this gate has been then moved and is now near ed and the sun … i dont know the precise location …. This construct is very similar to the one shown in the nordic mythology (Thor) with Yggdrasil, there are stargates connecting the various locations …. at min 5 28 secs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CojHTmFNEYk Other infos about the construct: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFZKdFPjPP0

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Adam 1414
@flower They tricked us in some way … they locked us in the abyss …. if i remember well originally the eye was used to go in heaven …. only good can pass through the eye …. i think there are other exits to go in the underworld …
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@flower The eye is like the bifrost in the movie Thor … as shown in the movie the bifrost/Eye was “destroyed” by the bad guys but then it has been restored and moved in another hidden location that only the allied forces know ….
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Year End Wisdom

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ sister linea is at it again – sharing another beautiful message on Compassion.  Love.  Generosity.  Acceptance.  i am reminded of an experience i had over 10 years ago.  i had already seen through a lot of the “you and you alone create your own reality here” nonsense and was in the middle of an RET session.  the practitioner was saying how the children of iraq (at the time) had chosen the experience to witness death and war.  i asked her if she would hold the same view if this were happening to her child here.  she tried to dismiss that w/some new age bullshit.  i told her she was nuts and never returned.  

let this be a good message to walk out of 2019 and into 2020 – the year of Plenty.  the year of Perfect Vision.  the year of Liberation and Freedom.  

Lift up others (self included).  Assist.  and if unable simply hold space.  

and when the urge to offer up unasked for advice/telling them what you think they should do arises, give the gift of Silence.  lovingly STFU.  17 Best images about My Happy Faces~Emoji's! on Pinterest ...

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yep…. I sooooo love this!😆

Posted by Dani Arnold-McKenny on Tuesday, December 31, 2019

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On Holding Space for others

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ thank you to sister linea for putting this one up on her page.  i am politely stealing it and using it here.  lol  anyone who comes here regularly knows how much i align with this – and how batshit crazy i can go within when others do this.  as i continue to say – love asks “what do you need?”  it doesn’t give unasked for advice or pretend to know your needs much less who you really are.  enough assuming.  let us ask – when someone is struggling – what do you need?  

repeat after me.  let us ask when someone is struggling – what do you need? then hold space for them.  if you can.  if you can’t, say so…  recently when i was sharing my grief over the passing of our grandpa don, i was told to be strong.  i stopped – and said “no.”  lol  not to be arrogant – but i was not about to be strong to make someone else comfortable.  i ain’t always strong and in that moment i wasn’t.  no one is – especially when in grief.  i was also told to focus on the good times – as though i wasn’t already doing that.  and ya know what? as i said – i am not ready to do that.  i am hurting.  if my pain is too uncomfortable for you, then we need not communicate any more.  i would rather mourn alone than be around fake and that is what such behavior is – fake.  

life is painful here at times and traumatizing.  we can make that easier by holding space and just being with someone – silently – in their pain.  and at least if we don’t feel we can do that, be honest and say so.  (and yes there are exceptions to this – been there done that – seen it in myself – seen it in others)…

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Copied from friend. This is good and true.
….. I like to call it “false fake Ego light.”
Here goes:

Unpopular opinion:
We’re not usually encountering people who are struggling, just so we can call them “lower vibrational” and feed our egos as a “high vibe lightworker” while we ostracize them.

If we are called to help others, and hold space, l we’re going to have to learn how to actually “hold space”.

If we can’t or aren’t willing to learn how to do that, then we should get the fuck out of the game and stop compounding traumas.

People have enough issues to work out without our “higher vibrational” selves “nicely” inferring they’re a piece of shit.

I’m aware there are extreme situations that are the exception. I’ve lived a few of them. But most of the time it’s fake people being pussies and projecting.

Love y’all…♥️🔥🕉️

Sometimes more than others…

P.S. If you want or need help, reach out. For real. I got you 🤘

P.P.S. UPDATE I changed the you and you’re to us and we because I’ve done this myself and had to be called out on it before I realized the harm I was causing. A new friend reminded me of that, by holding space and using discourse, and I’m grateful for his perspective.

Copied from Steve, friend of Tina Kaczmarzewski… via Melissa Knochenhauer

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Scott Presler Announces Cleanup in Nancy Pelosi’s San Francisco – Patriots Win Again!

 

i love what this man does!  he goes to these sanctuary policy cities – when the local and state AND federal elected officials haven’t done a DAMN thing to address the problem.  he is the true epitome of a hero and public servant (he used to be a democrat too who turned into a Trump supporter).  gotta get him to my city – or at least one of the cities here in my state…i tagged him on twitter so we’ll see what he has planned for next.

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Pro-Trump activist Scott Presler announced on Thursday he will be heading to San Francisco for an organized cleanup day.

CONTINUE HERE.

 

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Linea Faerylight Ginn~ The event 2019 After solstice How are you.

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ i as well had a “home” dream a few years before i had my child.  saw her and she looks as she did in the dream.  today i am feeling, well, disgusted – how much longer am i willing to hold onto the dream and the visions and the feelings of “home”.  can i trust them – and if not – what can i trust?  when i went to bed last night i was angry – really angry – still here.  “out there” still not aligning w/my own inner wants and desires and needs and intentions/searching/seeking.  like linea said – let’s end up this pain and suffering.  enough really is enough.  as i was sharing with my mate – who is in charge of our experience here…. it my perception about all we can fully control is how we respond to the outside system(s)……our choices limited….no freedom in that – very limited in our creative abilities here…..

linea saying – when you get threatened w/your survival needs – especially with a child – well been there done that.  had financially well off a-holes decide to kick us out of our homes in the past (yes homes plural).  parents with a child (at the time she was a baby).  no heart these people.  but we remained and remain protected. always.

the big question today for me is why do i continue to feel this quiet void and blank w/in when i tune in and ask “what do i do next?”  we began looking around for a new town – new state – several weeks ago and nothing is aligning or opening up. the search feels as bland as does my day to day experience here.

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