saw this shared on yellow rose’s latest video – comment section. many of us have felt this way….beautiful song.
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A Reflection on Life after Life
driving home today, i was enjoying the solitude of my car. i had dropped off our child at her activity. the sun was shining in between rain showers – a song from my past playing on the radio. the words spoke of enjoying watching the puddles gather rain (fans of 90’s music will probably know that one). a favorite of mine. smiling, i glanced over at a large sign advertising “ESTATE SALE”. i saw it was a local organizing company putting it on – the same company who had recently cleaned out our adopted grandpa’s home in recent days.
i haven’t spoken of that yet. what is there to say? the house is empty – in every way imaginable now.
so seeing this sign removed the smile from my face as i reflected on the rather pathetic way in which our lives can be seen at times after we have left these bodies: stuffed into boxes and at times, placed on display at Estate Sales.
it just felt wrong. my mood grew somber.
and then something happened.
i thought of it a different way – much the way “the grinch” does in that holiday cartoon.
i could see the humor of all of our “stuff” we gather – being passed on to someone else. i could hear our grandpa laugh. his legacy – sitting at some damn estate sale. he would definitely see the humor in that.
and i did too.
so i laughed – tears in my eyes. kind of one of those most beautiful moments – the most powerful of emotional states. missing him as i do, i could feel the laughter in the moment of reflection. and i could feel how temporary this all is. and how absolutely ridiculously silly it is as well in the end.
we come and go. meet and greet – reconnect – only to move on to another experience.
only in this “now” moment – we do so FREELY. forever more.
love,
victoria
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A little humbling reflection….
Greetings everyone ~
I mentioned in a previous daily piece that I have been seeing someone for trauma release. The real “work” began today and I was able to move some energy through and out my body. I had a dream last night where I was surrounded in light – bright sunshine – then the next moment I’m in total blackness, driving in the snow – shaky ground but I was able to maintain control of the car I was navigating before I then just as quickly navigated myself back to the light and sunshine.
Talk about metaphors for what I am currently doing w/this healing work. (and interestingly enough – each visit I have had this year – the sun has peaked through the skies – the sun being a rarity this winter)
As I was able to move and release some much needed-to-be-removed energy, I was able to maintain my heart-centered space a bit easier and longer today. As such, going through some of the social media stuff, I saw how much of it was off-putting to me. There seems to me to be an uptake in pride and ego in some in the MAGA movement. There is a sense of “in your face TOLD YOU SO”. I even saw a couple of t-shirts w/Trump 2020 on them that spoke of not giving an “f” (spelled out) about other people’s feelings (assuming the reference was aimed at the “snow flake liberals”) as well as one making reference to making Democrat’s cry or something similar.
I can understand these feelings – these experiences. I can understand the need to say – even scream – “SEE I WAS RIGHT!”. I’ve had those moments. But to wear a shirt with such words? Obviously such sentiments aren’t uniting. Certainly not helpful. They are cruel and unnecessary. You don’t unite or create peace by intentionally poking another.
I certainly do part ways – and always have – w/this rugged individualism stance that can be found in the MAGA movement. Individualism yes. But rugged? This “pull yourself up on your own” – this sense of being “untouched” by things like trauma, difficult emotions and painful experiences. Some are more sensitive than others. Some have a much harder time in finding building and creating their way – on their own – in this realm. This is not indication that one is lacking in strength.
Just like the public school system isn’t cut out for every child, the pay and work-to-live/pay and work-to-survive system isn’t cut out for every adult either.
A few days ago we had company. Both people are Trump supporters. (i laughed and said this is the most trump people we’ve had in the house at one time EVER) There was talk about “those liberals” and I said I know many of such people – and while they may be deeply programmed by the system(s) – they are thoughtful people who are highly conscientious with how they speak to others. How beautiful it would be, I said, to take some of that and mix it with some of “those conservative behaviors” for the perfect combo.
You know – toss the labels. See how we’ve all been programmed here. Accept our emotions. And live/be/do from the Heart.
Just as I was gratefully (and with relief) much more able to do today.
Love,
Victoria
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Twin Babies Who Don’t Realize They’ve Been Born Yet
this is so precious. no words to describe the innocence and absolute beauty in these moments shared…
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All People ARE just DOING The Best that they can
a nice reminder. no one can claim to know what another is going through. ask what other’s need instead of assuming. as he said “be the love bomb”.
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Some updates from KP
i’ve been watching a few of his videos from the mid-west recently and was drawn to go to his page. here are a couple of updates (most of you have probably read them). there seems to be difficulty for many esp. in terms of loved ones passing. kp’s mother. our adopted grandpa/dad on december 12th. last night a friend of mine from school days posted last night his father had passed. he and his family were backyard neighbors for several years during my childhood and i remember his dad. for some reason a very vivid picture of him appeared in my mind – an image i had not thought of for decades. so i relate to kp’s experience of feeling low lately. focusing on 3D stuff. and that’s ok. grief impacts us all – and each of us deal with the experience in our own way. i continue to have waves come over me. it is a challenge to *not* think about him given he lived next door and other than the fact that the curtains are drawn, it still looks like he lives there. loss stinks. no other way around it.
sending KP comfort.
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There are times when I feel SO very tired… (1-8-20)
Right now is one of them. Has to do with dealing with Mom’s obituary and a possible memorial service in the future.
There’s such a lower inner push to “please relatives” and “include relatives” in the memorial that my mind and body just tire out from it all.
Some times I am not positive and I am feeling down and “lower vibration”. Not the real I AM of me, I know. It’s just in this dense 3D environment, I tend to get lost sometimes.
All is well. All will be worked out. And at some point the Universe will get me out of “this dense 3D environment”. We shall see.
Aloha, Kp
Mom Update 1-10-20… “Direct Link to her obituary”
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Mom’s body was cremated on 12-31-19. Dad and I created an obituary (with editing from my aunt) for her. Here is the direct link to that obituary.
The image at left is a professional portrait Mom and Dad had done, from a few years ago. The black and white version was used in the obituary.
Here is a link to the photo from her last ride in her car (we went to the hospital for a test).
Once more, I would like to thank all of you who sent Light and Love and uplifting messages to myself, my Father, and my Mom, during this challenging journey we have been on for the past three months.
She is free, and Dad and I are learning to love each other for who we are.
Aloha, Kp
Interesting info on APPS…and Betelgeuse and stargates
my first feeling was an “app” was one of the programs here – that they “install” in our minds. i’ve been doing quite a bit of “that’s not ME” and seeing when one of those “apps” is speaking through another at me. all of this “conflict” is THEM – and “they” created the perfect reality to induce and continue such conflicts. i remember once reading that the #1 cause of marriage/relationship stress is money. when i read that my first thought was “well who created that one?” felt unnecessary. felt off. turns out – i was spot on on that feel. found the info below on rose’s latest video – in the comment section – shared today. keeping the names anonymous and sharing this just for informational purposes only. (and YES – we are naturally to think MUCH clearer than we do here. also feeling we continue to “get to know” ourselves as most every piece of us and our creation was influenced/altered/messed with by the others. the ending will be surprisingly beautiful.)
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“maybe they are programs running that alter our thought process. I believe Rose said they push things on you like why you should be upset with a loved one or feel depressed or something like this. Hopefully someone answers who knows how to explain better than I do. I do know we should feel better and think a lot clearer.”
“i think you are right … rose is referring to the apps they use to fuck with us … for example to play skits and ruin our life, our thoughts and so on …”
and this one from a year ago:
and now that i have permission from Adam 1414 to share, here is some more of his intel/research he shared in the past day on stargates and Betelgeuse. Fascinating!
Year End Wisdom
editor victoria’s comment ~ sister linea is at it again – sharing another beautiful message on Compassion. Love. Generosity. Acceptance. i am reminded of an experience i had over 10 years ago. i had already seen through a lot of the “you and you alone create your own reality here” nonsense and was in the middle of an RET session. the practitioner was saying how the children of iraq (at the time) had chosen the experience to witness death and war. i asked her if she would hold the same view if this were happening to her child here. she tried to dismiss that w/some new age bullshit. i told her she was nuts and never returned.
let this be a good message to walk out of 2019 and into 2020 – the year of Plenty. the year of Perfect Vision. the year of Liberation and Freedom.
Lift up others (self included). Assist. and if unable simply hold space.
and when the urge to offer up unasked for advice/telling them what you think they should do arises, give the gift of Silence. lovingly STFU. 
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yep…. I sooooo love this!😆
Posted by Dani Arnold-McKenny on Tuesday, December 31, 2019
On Holding Space for others
editor victoria’s comment ~ thank you to sister linea for putting this one up on her page. i am politely stealing it and using it here. lol anyone who comes here regularly knows how much i align with this – and how batshit crazy i can go within when others do this. as i continue to say – love asks “what do you need?” it doesn’t give unasked for advice or pretend to know your needs much less who you really are. enough assuming. let us ask – when someone is struggling – what do you need?
repeat after me. let us ask when someone is struggling – what do you need? then hold space for them. if you can. if you can’t, say so… recently when i was sharing my grief over the passing of our grandpa don, i was told to be strong. i stopped – and said “no.” lol not to be arrogant – but i was not about to be strong to make someone else comfortable. i ain’t always strong and in that moment i wasn’t. no one is – especially when in grief. i was also told to focus on the good times – as though i wasn’t already doing that. and ya know what? as i said – i am not ready to do that. i am hurting. if my pain is too uncomfortable for you, then we need not communicate any more. i would rather mourn alone than be around fake and that is what such behavior is – fake.
life is painful here at times and traumatizing. we can make that easier by holding space and just being with someone – silently – in their pain. and at least if we don’t feel we can do that, be honest and say so. (and yes there are exceptions to this – been there done that – seen it in myself – seen it in others)…
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Copied from friend. This is good and true.
….. I like to call it “false fake Ego light.”
Here goes:
Unpopular opinion:
We’re not usually encountering people who are struggling, just so we can call them “lower vibrational” and feed our egos as a “high vibe lightworker” while we ostracize them.
If we are called to help others, and hold space, l we’re going to have to learn how to actually “hold space”.
If we can’t or aren’t willing to learn how to do that, then we should get the fuck out of the game and stop compounding traumas.
People have enough issues to work out without our “higher vibrational” selves “nicely” inferring they’re a piece of shit.
I’m aware there are extreme situations that are the exception. I’ve lived a few of them. But most of the time it’s fake people being pussies and projecting.
Love y’all…♥️🔥🕉️
Sometimes more than others…
P.S. If you want or need help, reach out. For real. I got you 🤘
P.P.S. UPDATE I changed the you and you’re to us and we because I’ve done this myself and had to be called out on it before I realized the harm I was causing. A new friend reminded me of that, by holding space and using discourse, and I’m grateful for his perspective.
Copied from Steve, friend of Tina Kaczmarzewski… via Melissa Knochenhauer
Scott Presler Announces Cleanup in Nancy Pelosi’s San Francisco – Patriots Win Again!
i love what this man does! he goes to these sanctuary policy cities – when the local and state AND federal elected officials haven’t done a DAMN thing to address the problem. he is the true epitome of a hero and public servant (he used to be a democrat too who turned into a Trump supporter). gotta get him to my city – or at least one of the cities here in my state…i tagged him on twitter so we’ll see what he has planned for next.
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Pro-Trump activist Scott Presler announced on Thursday he will be heading to San Francisco for an organized cleanup day.
I’m coming to San Francisco for a cleanup.
I hear that SF has a “Poop Patrol,” so we’re going to wear hazmat suits, like we did in LA.
My goal is to go into America’s dirtiest cities, register voters, & do the job that no one else will do.#SanFranciscoCleanup
— #ThePersistence (@ScottPresler) December 26, 2019
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