editor victoria’s comment: i am feeling into this one when she says there is nothing left to do. nothing left to learn (although for me i am still tuning in to the who am i/where am i just what IS this reality and how am I in it)….but this “what do i do” – i am feeling quite simply, nothing. today it was to make cookies. which i did then remembered why i stopped making butter press cookies. what began as making christmas trees, flowers and the like turned into drops of dough on the cookie sheet.
editor victoria’s comment ~ well i don’t dig that deep into the meter/energy graph reads – i keep it pretty simple so i appreciate their work on this. today was another day where i thought my GODDESS WHEN am i going to wake up rarin’ to go? and wtfrig am i doing at night when i sleep? this fatigue is wearing on me – more than ever – and i wonder how much longer i can keep functioning as a semi-humanoid? not exaggerating or making light of that statement/question – i am beginning to wonder this daily. geesh this is getting intensely ridiculous! i am having a conversation with a new connection on our real bodies being in stasis elsewhere. it began after i shared my own dream experience where i saw myself – only looking larger and younger – and was surprised but also knew it was me (still surprised to see myself like that though) – confused too – and felt i was given a gift to see this. the feeling was “quick take a look so they don’t see us letting you see yourself”. this new connection has some knowledge of this area. with all of the fatigue i have been feeling i continue to want to know: WHO AM I and WHERE AM I. and this isn’t some esoteric question any longer. nothing deep nor philosophical. this is a literal question at this point. today at the store i saw what i can only say was a giant – female. i have never seen a female that tall. she was well over 7 feet – and quite stout. special nordic blood? my girl kept staring and while i was telling her to watch her staring i too couldn’t help but look in awe – and wonder – i wonder if that’s how tall i really should be. like avatar.
also getting more clear on this dimensional stuff. the whole 5d ascension, i feel, was another control program. a better one but still another matrix (as in control) program. we are UNLIMITED Being’s in our Pure Form – so why would we need to have a limited experience (4d, 5d, etc.). given my research has shown me you can have evil/dark/controlling beings at a variety of dimensions, the concept “higher vibe = more benevolency”, is, in my feel, an illusion. i received the feel last night (perhaps it was confirmation – as i have heard this one before) – the 5d ascension did not happen as it was cleaned up. dimensions are part of the separation/control narrative. when all just IS – and at that we “land” where we resonate – what we DESIRE and FEEL to create and experience. if that makes sense. as i say – some days words don’t cut it to share the story/feel/creation i hold within at the moment.
on we continue…..(seeing ya’ll – subscribers that is – still aren’t getting post notifications. i just gotta let that go for now. you can still see everything under the latest posts.)
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UPDATE3 ~ 12-15-18 00:10 UTC
A couple of years ago, we regularly dreamed about working various tasks on “the 31st floor,” taking the elevator there in our dreams. (We work on different floors, now.) Anyway, look at the 31 Hz level that just popped up on the Moscow SR meter:
Hm. That wasn’t there before, was it? Not on this graph, anyway.
And ha! Right on cue: another CME. We were just talking about looking for one this weekend:
This may be your solstice CME upgrade… unless we get more. This is directed away from us, bt we feel the effects regardless.
That could be why we were seeing these:
Also: the Kiruna meter is looking kinda… sine-wavy… lately, like a vibrating piano string:
What a day. Time for bed.
CONTINUE READING HERE (for the entire piece which goes back to 12/13).
Editor Victoria’s Comment ~ still playing around with the subscriber list stuff – had a moment of genius when i decided to make a back-up copy of subscriber’s emails just in case (have i said more than once i am not particularly computer literate? just isn’t my thing…) so this piece by KP is spot-on. today we had a dear friend over and we learned he is a Trump supporter. we realized this was the first time we have had a trump supporter in the house so it was a wonderful conversation. however it was draining to me in a way and noticed as i spoke i got so choked up i had to stop talking. this congestion – is speaking to me. speak words of love. stay out of the drama (don’t i say that enough that drama and conflict aren’t aligning with me? yes i think i do…)…. observe. BE the NEW. BE the version of Me at Home. ok i will give that a try. as KP says – this is me at this moment. i will do my best to share all of the happenings (in a more detached manner)
in this grand awakening while respecting the needs of my body/self.
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I’m often not sure what these “Kp messages” are going to be about, until after I’ve started writing them. This one is more of an observation type post, about what’s been going on with this physical body.
The past several days I’ve been experiencing, pretty much every day, a type of extreme coughing. And, yes, I’ve requested some healing assistance, from a couple people, and the Universe. But tonight I noticed that the cough-initiation was particularly strong when I was watching / listening to some of the “exposure channels” videos (x22Report, SGTReport, Operation Freedom, et al.) and they were covering all the apocalypses going on. After a couple three minutes, I found my body severely wanting to start coughing again.
The message I get right now is to stay away from those channels, and perhaps it is time for my Spirit to be at rest from all the apocalypse things. Those things will continue, and it does not require my “close attention” to them.
This is possibly also a message (to my Self, at least) that it is time to start looking at the Higher Energetic levels into which we are traveling. We’ll see how all that works out.
I’m just conveying what has been happening with me, and that’s all that it may be about, but that’s what it is, for this moment, at least.
In her farewell address, an outgoing councilwoman in Southern California asked for God’s blessing on her city, country — and for good measure, online conspiracy group QAnon.
“God bless America, God bless Q and God bless San Juan Capistrano,” San Juan Capistrano Councilwoman Pam Patterson said Monday, as first reported by the OC Weekly.
During her address, she quoted a posting from the right-wing conspiracy group. “Q” supposedly posts anonymous musings – or “breadcrumbs” – for followers to decipher on online forums.
“And now to quote ‘Q,’ number 2436: For far too long we have been silent and allowed our bands of strength that we once formed to defend freedom and liberty to deteriorate. We became divided. We became weak. We elected traitors to govern us. We allowed evil to prey on us,” she said. “We must rise again. We must unite again. We must fight again for God and country.”
“God bless America. Where we go one, we go all, ‘Q,’” she said.
“My wife is French & in France & said there is misunderstanding of the Yellow Vest movement. She said: “I am seeing a lot of wrong information, so I prefer to explain a bit better: It is not just the tax on fuel; it is mostly the Macron Govt cut the retirement paycheck for everybody (including my parents), and they increased gas and electric bills in all homes, all taxes increased (property taxes, habitation, city taxes, income taxes), and cut the taxes for the ultra rich (ISF). Macron does not care for the ecology. He did not increase gas tax to protect earth but to make more money. One of the best french environmental activists, Nicolas Hulot, was Ecology Minister under Macron but he resigned because it was impossible to do anything sincerely for the environment in the Macron government. Also, fuel was already over the equivalent of $5 per gallon with high taxes, and most people already drive very small cars. Increasing the tax is very regressive, hits the poor hardest. They cant get to work. Another approach to ending oil addiction is needed.
Altogether, it is ultimately class warfare.”
“Macron gave huge tax breaks to the very richest and then tried to put the climate burden on the working class. So the working class are rioting. They’re not protesting globalism, they’re protesting oligarchy and the domination of the very wealthiest. We live under class warfare and we lay down and take it. Time for REAL CHANGE.”
