I was making myself some chocolate cake for my b-day tomorrow, singing a little song. My girl walks over and says, “ok, Mom, time to go back on your meds”. 😅 Here is what she heard: Another one bakes a cake. do do do do do Another one bakes a cake. And another slice gone, and another slice gone, another one bakes a cake. Hey, you gotta get yours too, another piece of chocolate cake.
I personally thought it was a cute little tune. And the world needs some cake tonight.
The Justice Department has launched an unprecedented criminal investigation against the Federal Reserve and its chairman, Jerome Powell. For his part, Powell made it clear he was fed up with what he sees as a threat from President Trump and said he would not capitulate to political pressure when shaping economic policy. Amna Nawaz reports.
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) January 13, 2026
JUST IN🇷🇺🇪🇺🇺🇦Putin orders Russian military to immediate shoot down any British, German, American and Western aircraft or cargo planes that refueling or Landing in Western #Ukraine.
☝️ Looking at European ruling elite’s hysteria, I think they cannot believe what they are saying, they cannot believe their own statements that Russia is going to attack NATO. But they convince their own population of it. So what kind of people are they? They are either very… pic.twitter.com/phaqRcCaqx
i will also say this: this entire generation lost so much of their childhood the bullshit lockdown on COVID including my own child. they lost time friends activities and that created trauma in their bodies that was never recognized never treated and people wonder what the problem… https://t.co/tn4srIOuRb
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) January 12, 2026
This is fascinating! How dirt floors were cared for in cabins built by the frontiersmen. pic.twitter.com/PbRgpU5nI2
ok so I had this thought – strategy – which I have become quite good at (it keeps me f’ing sane when I am feeling at the end and want it all over YESTERDAY)…VK said this long ago:
I watched Conspiracy Theory last night – again. Had the nudge. WHAT IF what falls are people’s spells – the programming.
WHAT IF the WH is using MK ULTRA-like subliminal programming in all MSM programming
slowing, breaking the spells.
That way, people aren’t cut off from their programs.
They’re watching AND getting deprogrammed w/o even f’ing knowing it.
BREAKING – Video showing liberals being trained to fight with federal agents and ICE at a North Carolina church is resurfacing, with viewers demanding a crack down on organizations funding and encouraging radicalization.
Q post 1111 from April 9, 2018. BIG month. +Military start.
Once upon a time, a country that stole land and slaughtered millions, liked it and decided to take control of other countries, starting with America, and in time added in Canada, the UK, and Australia, walked into a bar and said, “Hey, let’s get rid of social media so we can silence truth”….
JUST IN: UK, Canada and Australia consider coordinated plan to ban X.
Good question. And yet, not surprising. I’ve been saying for months that there are is ra el moles within ICE. The enemy infiltrated everywhere. Literally.
WHY the hell does ICE have a field office in ISRAEL?!?!
Something tells me they aren’t just going to come after “illegals”…
This is BEYOND SERIOUS & EVERYONE should be asking questions.
No surprise here….I think her Laura Ingalls purity image has just gone nuclear…
Breaking ‼️🚨. Melissa Gilbert (wife of Timothy Busfield) has taken down her Instagram account as of January 10, 2026. Melissa uploaded multiple pictures of RANDOM children to her Instagram account. No matter what the global pedophile cabal members do, the internet IS forever and… https://t.co/rFmOCyWNJIpic.twitter.com/GclCqQTz8j
Minneapolis (Jan. 10) — Thousands of left-wing radicals and extremists protest in support of open borders. Many are holding violent signs. Anti-ICE protesters have been urging murders in their rallies. pic.twitter.com/OoGWIVAHkf
Beef is BACK! Whole milk is BACK! Butter is BACK! Bacon is BACK! Eggs are BACK!
The war on real, nutrient-dense food is over.
Are you ready to enjoy eating again?
MAHA
— ⁿᵉʷˢ Robert F. Kennedy Jr. (@RobertKennedyJc) January 10, 2026
An Argentine woman is sounding the alarm, urging the world to pay attention to the devastating wildfires in Argentina and insisting they were anything but natural.
She says the fires wiped out what she calls their paradise, deliberately burning it to the ground, and claims the… pic.twitter.com/EFlrj1frot
Annie Machon, a former MI5 agent, reveals how Mossad setup a false flag by bombing their own Israeli embassy in London in 1994 and blamed it on Palestinian activists pic.twitter.com/UnlPgtSbQH
😭 20 years ago – former neighbors from Palestine – would hear this and say “yes”. They opened our eyes to the truth.
'They shot her in the vagina, for protesting. They shot over 200 people that day. They have a policy of shoot to cripple.'@AbbyMartin explains her first hand experiences in Israel. pic.twitter.com/wd2vsDuJGn
Is she freaking NUTS?? Bringing a baby to one of these events???
🚨 JUST IN: Liberals are now showing up with their BABIES in Minneapolis hoping any police or federal agents won’t crowd control them when things get unruly and dangerous
Freaking EVIL people.
Don’t bring your little child to the left’s riots.
Jan. 19-23…….interesting time frame…as I have sensed 1.20 timeframe…and the Q post (date 11.1) that references when OPS go down POTUS will be insulated abroad…
Trump isn't going to Davos to negotiate—he's delivering terms of surrender.
His team has already withdrawn from 66 globalist bodies and is tracking the money behind domestic chaos.
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) January 11, 2026
JUST IN: 🇺🇸🇻🇪 United States used mysterious weapon during raid to capture Nicolás Maduro, leaving Venezuelan soldiers bleeding and vomiting, NY Post reports.
"We all started bleeding from the nose. Some were vomiting blood. We fell to the ground, unable to move. We couldn't… pic.twitter.com/teYma8Ulmf
I'm sorry but there is just no way this is coincidence. Either the future overlaps the past and writers catch an unknowing glimpse or someone knew and saw the future 40 years ahead. pic.twitter.com/B7fWUmUOzf
People say, “Just reach out.” But when you’ve spent your life being shut down, ignored, or punished for having basic needs. Reaching out feels like walking into fire. Fucking impossible.
Feeeeeeeels. And it has not helped one bit when I have had others say, “I am here for you,” but I am expected to do the reaching out. Some days I just can’t, especially when it has been a particularly difficult day, and I have reached out to a few and don’t hear back. My nervous system/body says, “We’re done – cannot take one more event of silence”.
· Desperate for Connection, Paralyzed by Fear: Trauma’s Cruel Dilemma One of the cruelest effects of complex trauma is how our nervous systems become equally desperate for connection and terrified of it. Any interaction can feel potentially dangerous. We focus on detecting threats and protecting ourselves, but we can’t protect and connect at the same time. So, superficial connections feel safer, not with people who are close by or long known, but with internet acquaintances and occasional emails. For years I have not been able to bring myself to write to my oldest and dearest friends. It’s a horrible feeling to be unable to respond. It’s excruciating, like having my hand caught in a rat trap. I want so badly to free myself, but I can’t do it alone and I don’t get nearly the support I need. It’s a process that requires care, help, and time. I’ve been trying to write a thank-you note to my dear friend Cindy. She’s been a beacon of kindness and love for years. But I can’t write to her. My nervous system is terrified of intimacy, vulnerability, closeness, and love, all the things I deserve in relationships and once had before medicine messed me up so badly that I almost died three times. My nervous system is trapped between two powerful forces. These are the 200,000,000-year-old deep need for connection and the 300,000,000-year-old need for protection. This is the overwhelming fear trauma has instilled around intimacy and vulnerability. The closeness and love that could help me heal are the things that trigger my protective mechanisms, isolating me from the people I care about the most. Repeated betrayal trauma by caregivers and others in power has trained my nervous system to consider relationships, even with the most loving and safe people, as potential threats. Trauma hijacks our natural need for closeness, creating a vicious cycle where the very things that could help me feel safer and more whole—love, connection, and intimacy—are the things I feel I must protect myself from. Superficial connections feel safer because of the distance, control, and less perceived risk of being overwhelmed or hurt. But the struggle to reach out to someone like Cindy, who’s been a beacon of kindness, feels like hitting an invisible wall I can’t break through, no matter how much I wish. That feeling of being unable to respond, despite knowing what I want to say or do, is like being trapped in isolation. Knowing that this inability to respond is trauma’s doing—not who I am—dissolves the shame, but it doesn’t resolve the issue. Even though I know how much I value the people in my life, expressing that or engaging too often feels impossible. But maybe just acknowledging how hard it is to engage, even with those I love, could be a small step toward releasing that trap, little by little. I deserve and need to reclaim my birthright to love and connection
Just as important. Got a movie or two for the rest of the evening.
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Time. Time is moving so fast now. I was thinking of everything I still wanted to do today. Dinner. Order a book for my girl. Walk. Vacuum. Laundry. I managed to get it all in – including making a blueberry pie from scratch in 8 minutes. No joke. I surprised myself.
Lots going on. Let’s get to it.
💖
Victoria
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What are the odds? Moving about GREENLAND coming up this Friday the 9th:
Anniversary of when he left this place – 1.7 (17):
🚨 JUST IN: The White House just dropped names — and it’s explosive.
Officials say over $100 MILLION was funneled into Antifa, protests, and political violence across America.
The New INVERTED Pyramid. Flipping the script – literally. A lot of meat, butter, eggs, fruits and veggies. The body NEEDS protein to build strong bones, muscles, tissue, etc. When I made just one switch from toast and cereal for breakfast to eggs, butter and bacon? I lost the 20 lbs I had not been able to lose. That was the only change. And I felt better – no carb crash.
“Today our government declares war on added sugar.”
RFK Jr. just announced new dietary guidelines prioritizing protein, healthy fats, and whole foods.
“The hard truth is that our government has been lying to us to protect corporate profit-taking.”
— Melissa Redpill – Freedom Force (@MelissaRedpill) January 6, 2026
US is getting ripped off. Current market price in USD in China:
There are MANY homes around here corporate-owned:
Here is a list of top 10 large institutional investors that would be directly affected by this through declines in REIT valuations, pension fund exposure, constrained asset growth, and disruptions to policy and capital flows.
Not only did the Democrats award illegal aliens driver’s licenses, Social Security numbers, and Medicaid, they also provided free mortgages through the Biden–Harris terrorist administration.
Students are finding that universities are charging tens of thousands of dollars and failing to provide adequate education. How do we fix this problem? Richard K. Vedder addresses the current challenges in higher education and offers solutions in his new book, Let Colleges Fail.
Some interesting theorizing. It will happen when it happens…
The Final Countdown To The End Of The World As We Know It Began January 7, 2025 Exactly 4400 Days After The Mayan Prophecy💯
Why January 7 Orthodox Christmas? Because It's The Day Nikola Tesla Died. Its The End Of The World As We Know It Because They Are Going To Destroy The New… https://t.co/7u6FJYRjM9pic.twitter.com/Gh4QLUPFtm
“Discovery billions fragments of DNA in every dose” – Florida Surgeon General
The masses are going to be severely pi$$ed off when they finally find out what they’ve injected themselves with numerous times. pic.twitter.com/4y9Kz4lvBx
THE “QUIET” SYMPTOMS OF C-PTSD (THAT PEOPLE LOVE TO MISLABEL)
(You’re not lazy. You’re not dramatic. You’re not broken. You’re thawing.)
Let’s talk about the parts of C-PTSD no one warns you about.
Not the flashbacks people expect.
Not the panic attacks they recognize.
I’m talking about the quiet symptoms—the ones that get mistaken for personality flaws, laziness, moodiness, or “you just need to try harder.”
Spoiler: you’re not failing.
Your nervous system is doing exactly what it learned to do to keep you alive.
.•:*:•.
WHAT “QUIET” C-PTSD ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE (DAILY LIFE EDITION)
C-PTSD doesn’t always scream.
Sometimes it whispers.
It looks like:
• bone-deep exhaustion that sleep doesn’t fix
• delayed emotional reactions (you feel it days later… or not at all)
• zoning out without realizing you left the room mentally
• constant self-doubt even when you know you’re capable
• executive dysfunction (you want to do the thing… the body says “no”)
• not being able to sit still OR not being able to move
• chores piling up because your brain is already at capacity
• avoiding texts, calls, or conversations—not because you don’t care, but because you don’t have the bandwidth
• smiling on autopilot while feeling completely disconnected inside
• masking to survive (and no, not the same kind narcissists do)
• contradiction: high insight + low energy, deep empathy + strong avoidance
None of this means you’re broken.
It means your system learned to conserve energy in an unsafe world.
*:•.•:*
THE NEUROSCIENCE PART (WHY THIS ISN’T A CHARACTER ISSUE)
This is where the dots connect.
When people call trauma survivors “lazy,” what they’re actually witnessing is Dorsal Vagal Shutdown.
This is part of Polyvagal Theory and it’s not optional.
When fight or flight failed repeatedly, the nervous system pulls the emergency brake.
The body enters a hibernation-like state to preserve life.
You cannot willpower your way out of it.
You cannot “push through” a shutdown state.
Your body isn’t refusing to move.
It’s protecting you.
That exhaustion sleep doesn’t fix?
That’s HPA-axis dysregulation—the system that manages cortisol and adrenaline.
When your body has been marinating in stress hormones for too long, the receptors burn out.
This is physiological depletion, not a motivation problem.
Executive dysfunction and zoning out?
That’s the Anterior Cingulate Cortex being impacted—an area responsible for attention, task-switching, and emotional regulation.
This is a hardware issue.
Not a discipline failure.
.•:*:•.
WHY GOING QUIET ISN’T “THE SILENT TREATMENT”
When trauma is triggered, blood flow decreases to Broca’s Area—the speech center of the brain.
Translation:
You literally lose access to language.
That “I can’t text back.”
That “I don’t have the words.”
That going completely quiet?
That’s not avoidance or punishment.
That’s speechless terror.
Your brain temporarily loses the physiology required to articulate complex thoughts.
Silence isn’t cruelty here.
It’s biology.
*:•.•:*
ABOUT MEMORY GAPS & INCONSISTENCIES (THIS MATTERS)
Trauma disrupts the hippocampus, which stores memory in linear order.
That’s why survivors remember events in fragments:
sensations, images, emotions—out of sequence.
This is often weaponized against victims:
“You said Tuesday, now you’re saying Wednesday.”
But here’s the forensic reality:
Inconsistent recall is a hallmark of trauma, not deception.
A calm, linear story is easier for a regulated brain.
A fragmented story is proof the system was overwhelmed.
.•:*:•.
STRUCTURAL DISSOCIATION (WHY YOU FEEL CONTRADICTORY)
C-PTSD often creates structural dissociation.
There’s:
• the ANP (Apparently Normal Part) — the adult you who understands everything
• the EP (Emotional Part) — the traumatized part holding the steering wheel
That’s why you can be:
Highly self-aware AND completely depleted.
Insightful AND frozen.
It’s not hypocrisy.
It’s two parts trying to survive the same body.
And what many people mistake for depression is often functional freeze:
high internal arousal with external shutdown.
You’re not numb because nothing’s happening.
You’re numb because too much is happening at once.
*:•.•:*
SMILING, AGREEING, STAYING PLEASANT (LET’S NAME IT)
That smile you put on when you feel unsafe?
That’s the Fawn Response.
It’s a biological submission signal meant to de-escalate a perceived threat.
It’s not manipulation.
It’s not being fake.
It’s your nervous system saying:
“Please don’t hurt me.”
.•:*:•.
WHY REST IS MISLABELED AS FAILURE
Western culture ties worth to productivity.
Sociology calls this the Productivity = Value fallacy.
But for trauma survivors, rest isn’t indulgent.
It’s neurological repair.
There’s also the sociological concept of the “Sick Role.”
People are allowed to rest when injuries are visible.
C-PTSD survivors are denied that role because their wounds are invisible.
You’re not “having a bad day.”
You’re injured.
And processing safety is work.
*:•.•:*
THE DEEPER WOUND: MORAL INJURY
C-PTSD isn’t just fear-based.
There’s often moral injury—a soul-level fracture that happens when someone who was supposed to protect you caused harm.
That’s why you see:
deep empathy + strong avoidance
wanting connection + not trusting anyone with access
You’re not antisocial.
Your trust center was shattered.
.•:*:•.
ABOUT THAT “DANGER” FEELING YOU CAN’T EXPLAIN
If you grew up in narcissistic or abusive systems, you likely developed exceptional pattern recognition.
Your body learned to track:
• tone shifts
• micro-expressions
• inconsistencies
• energy changes
• what isn’t being said
Your body knows before your brain does.
The conflict happens when empathy steps in and tries to override it:
“Maybe I’m wrong.”
“Maybe I’m projecting.”
“Maybe I should give them the benefit of the doubt.”
That’s not a flaw.
That’s a beautiful heart.
We’re not removing it.
We’re teaching it discernment.
*:•.•:*
SMALL, SAFE WAYS TO START PROTECTING YOURSELF (ONLY WHEN YOU’RE READY)
No pressure. No urgency. No fixing.
Just options.
• Pause before responding—not to be polite, but to let your body finish its sentence
• Name sensations instead of stories (“My chest feels tight” is data, not judgment)
• Delay decisions—clarity doesn’t happen in threat
• Treat confusion as information, not failure
• Notice who requires you to override yourself to stay connected
• Use neutral exits (“I’ll think about it.” “I need time.”)
• Track patterns, not intensity—consistency tells the truth
These are learned slowly.
In micro-moments.
At your pace.
.•:*:•.
THIS IS A SKILL YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN TAUGHT
People with emotionally safe caregivers learned this quietly:
when to trust themselves
when to slow down
when to walk away without explaining
If you didn’t learn it?
You didn’t miss something.
You survived something.
We start when we start.
Readiness decides the pace.
*:•.•:*
FINAL TRUTH
You are not broken.
You are thawing.
You are integrating.
You are learning skills that were never modeled for you.
Your empathy is not a weakness.
Your sensitivity is not a liability.
Your awareness is not too much.
It just needs protection.
And you get to learn that slowly, safely, and on your terms.
I see you.
I believe you.
And you’re doing better than you think.
And some music to add in:
I would love to find a quiet, dark club that hires 3-piece jazz ensembles. Used to be one here in town I would hibernate in – in one of those old 70’s style malls. Got torn down, bought out and eventually turned into office buildings for the corporate hospital system. I really miss live music like this. Makes me happy inside.
Last night I stopped what I was doing as I had this thought: “I wonder when we will see #9?” I wasn’t sure what it meant, but today, I do. I will do my best below to put it all together. One thing is for certain: this is going to roll out quickly (unless they wish to avoid a Vietnam-type event/public reaction – which is already happening with WW protests).
It’s possible as well that now the leader of Iran has no place to hide (in Venezuela) – and Israel can’t go in and attack them. ?? Like we removed the Queen from the chessboard today. And we know Venezuela was a CIA hub – going back to Bush Sr. – drug trafficking, etc. – so that hub has been removed. And the fact that this happened overnight says controlled – clean and shift. And a big one: The matrix is being dismantled. The program will ATTACH itself to those who are in highly emotional states now. So as Q has said – and something I agree with (but don’t always like obviously): Don’t get lost in emotions. This is war – war is logic and strategy. Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels.
Here is where I feel we are in the timeline: We have been stuck in this bottleneck of time (as Bill Wood referred to it at the time) – for years. Today I feel MOVEMENT. After feeling pressure building up for weeks where it reached the level of feeling I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE – as I always feel with the Shifts – today it’s moved – finally. January Q posts that resonate with me: CHECKMATE (1.13) and 4-6 LOST FOREVER. Lost because they just could not see. And I feel we are at that point where we go forward – quickly – so playing catch-up especially if one has not seen at all yet – will be more difficult. But always possible.
💖
Victoria
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17…
Trump on Truth Social —- has posted 17 images of a remote situation room set up at Mar-a-Lago last night.
In the background on a big screen — an X account can be seen.
“been believed to be publicly visible confirmations of active “RED”/DEF1” wartime conditions inside related nations. Trump, Putin, Xi, and Kim also had “Red Folders” publicly displayed at differing points during the same 2-year time period. Trumps “Red Folder” made a dramatic appearance in the public domain on January 6, 2021.
Now add:
Who set up shop in Venezuela/SA a half century ago, and has been using it as a South American secure_ops HQ to coordinate crimes so vast in scope and number, that it is impossible to describe them properly through a keyboard?
-> The intelligentsia community, granddaddied regionally by the CIA, Shin Bet, MI6, and KGB/Cuban mafia junctions.
What has Maduro been doing by posturing as though Venezuela will “take on” the US military?
-> Frightening and confusing every single paramilitary and/or intelligence faction actor hiding in the shadows of the background control structure they’ve meticulously crafted in-country, by blending warlords and political sycophants with ordinary people, and throwing enormous sums of money into the fray while reducing international purchasing power for the nation.
How do you think Maduro managed to stay alive all those years before he came to power?
Don’t bite the hand?
Did he like living as a second class citizen inside his own power circle?
Did he like living with the knowledge he could be patsy’d at any time if his “usefulness” to the real rulers of Venezuela ran out, who would then loot and sell off what remains of his government’s wealth and treasure to the highest black market bidder?
Do you think he (Maduro) was unaware that, in the event the above happened, there would not be a single entity on Earth that could avenge him?
Now add:
Do you think his price to then be the “Judas Goat” for the entrenched DeepState power nodes on the ground inside his own country was more or less than 30 pieces of silver?
What about: “You’ll spend time in an American prison, but you’ll live”?
Can you imagine, if given the chance, how much incriminating material Maduro can bring to the worldwide table re: rogue US gov/DeepState operations in Venezuela/SA?
What about about evidence of those rogue groups’ extensive involvement/activities tying back to the stolen US Presidential Election from 2020, that we still have yet to fully address?
With this in mind, how well do you think those aforementioned shadow state entities can respond present-day to ongoing Venezuelan mil and civilian security operations internally, as they simultaneously come to grips with reality?
Specifically, the reality that if Venezuela’s authorities don’t catch them before they leave the country, the US military will smite them from the heavens, destroying their hoards, and sending any “insurance/leverage” they might have had to the bottom of the Caribbean Sea or the Pacific Ocean.
With their public figure “boogeyman” now ostensibly on his way to an American jailhouse, how well do you think their hold on power inside the country will fare?
The answer to the above is obvious when we step back and look at things from a high altitude.
These people are shameless parasites. They thieve, assassinate, rob, bribe, entrap, kidnap, blackmail, arm-twist, subvert, and ransom hostages, with the same level of indifference that the ordinary person feels when they order a fast food lunch.
They are humanity’s Enemies, full stop.
And Maduro and Trump just liberated Venezuela from their death grip, by executing one of the most spectacular, coordinated countercoups ever pulled off in modern warfare.”
A thought I just had: “What are the people of Venezuela thinking?” Within minutes, I found this:
“I am Trump’s number one hater – I am also Venezuelan”
“We’ve been waiting for this shit for 25 years”
“Let me tell you that every single Venezuelan women, that isn’t working directly for the communist dictatorship government – is stoked, we are happy”
1. What we are seeing in Venezuela is NOT A WAR, it is NOT AN INVASION! 2. If helicopters can fly into a country that has air defenses without being shot down, it shows that a deal was definitely made between Maduro and President Trump. 3. It's not just about drugs and…
I saw Oreo at first. lol Interesting reference to March 30. One of my THIS IS IT months for THE BIG SHIFT (March, May, Sept).
BOOM!!!
I did a video a couple months ago (link below) explaining exactly why I think March 30, 2026 at the Great Pyramids in Giza is going to be the date the ‘new knowledge will be bestowed upon humanity’
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Whoever is running the time program has slowed it down – again – as they usually do towards the end of the month. But wow is it at a slugs pace now. Like something doesn’t want the switch from ’25 to ’26.
“they” are spraying heavily today including X’s and a circle – something I haven’t seen in a very long time.
On this b.s. goes. Which is why I 100% align with Flynn’s statement today. Have for so many years. Q told us FLYNN was safe – a protected Patriot. While I have been on the fence about him (as I am about everyone now until I SEE in full), it’s possible he has been given clearance to “let loose” so to speak. Q reminds us MANY times to TRUST OURSELVES. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
I know you are listening to We the People. This message is sent on behalf of a very frustrated 79 million Americans who voted for you and millions more who refuse to be ignored.
Therefore, we are designating 2026 as THE YEAR OF ACCOUNTABILITY!
Why now?
Because the country is at a breaking point.
Our freedoms are being chipped away in plain sight.
Our government has grown bloated, arrogant, and unaccountable. P
ublic trust has not merely declined; it has been obliterated.
Power has been stripped from citizens and hoarded by bureaucrats, agencies, and unelected elites.
Those who call themselves leaders protect each other while the American people pay the price.
Civic duty has vanished from classrooms, replaced by obedience and ideology. The family, once the backbone of this nation, has been systematically weakened and devalued.
Enough is Enough!
At its core, this is not partisan.
All Americans are demanding ACCOUNTABILITY.
We the People reject the lies, the gaslighting, the censorship, and the deliberate erosion of our lived reality over the past decade.
We remember what was done.
We know who did it.
We are no longer willing to move on without consequences.
The message is unmistakable and unstoppable. Americans demand ACCOUNTABILITY.
So Mr.@POTUS, the question for you to answer is simple.
Will you stand with We The People or will you protect the system that failed us?
Make 2026 the year of ACCOUNTABILITY.
We will stand with you through thick and thin like we always have, but you must respect our wishes.
If you don’t, as our founders warned, the deep state concentration of power in government will lead to greater corruption and eventual tyranny.
And your legacy in history will be tarnished beyond repair.
Whatever is going on out there on stage, I am keeping a discerning eye on. I am not giving it 100% of my trust that it is for our betterment, part of the Awakening. All signs for me point to that – this being a scripted movie – but who is the movie for? Does it have a happy ending FOR humanity?
Given I do not trust anything or anyone without taking time to get to know that someone and what is being presented by them – I am watching with a discerning eye. I have a child to think of. Her future. Both of which I care a fucking lot about, which is why I don’t really find this process (movie) all that humorous. Not with what this “show and tell” has allowed. The evil that is everywhere (kids are supposed to awaken too apparently with their lack of a frontal cortex – I ponder that). You can only hide so much from your child. Ask any parent. And then there’s the criminally expensive cost just to eat and house yourself. She sees this and is at times terrified nothing will get better, no matter what I say, because for as long as I have been saying things WILL get better, she no longer believes me.
Who can blame her?
This reality has hit warp speed in its insane-uppedness.
Certainly not one to trust someone just because they are on some big world stage telling us things like “trust the plan”.
Do I know you?
Then you don’t get my trust.
I trust what I sense and see.
When the two align will I relax and say “ok that is deserving of my trust”.
This is my life after all, dammit.
And yours too.
☀💥💖
Victoria
Tower of Babel Needs to be Destroyed:
🚨SHOCKING:
🇳🇱 Dutch Eva Vlaardingerbroek DECLARES Abolishment of the European Union.
"The totalitarian European Union needs to be abolished. I don’t believe in reforms when your foundation is rotten." pic.twitter.com/7MNSpMUA34
From what I understand – ZIM are being replaced by ZIG notes. And you need to be in the country or use a money transfer service as most banks do NOT engage in this service. Question remains if the ZIM have lost all value as many are asserting.
🚨🏦ZIM RV: CONFIRMED NEW ZIG NOTES READY FOR CIRCULATION Q1 2026
The Reserve Bank of Zimbabwe (RBZ) has confirmed that newly designed ZiG banknotes are ready for circulation, with distribution set to take place through banks and authorised outlets once rollout begins.
yup it was never going to be GOLD itself destroying these fuchers GOLD returns to where it belongs $$ and SILVER rises to the top https://t.co/TZMesWngGt
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 29, 2025
For those who want to follow the $$ in your particular state (America):
Unless it’s a private individual’s property, we have the Inherent Right to go wherever the fuch we want to go.
Anons, truthers and patriots are in front of the line of Truth:
2025 was supposed to be the year of accountability Well mother fuckers you got 3 days to make good on it. I won't hold my breath. Good luck to you all Long Live The Republic pic.twitter.com/NoC4f5EBuB
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 29, 2025
Rhode Island was undoubtedly the center of the transatlantic slave trade, having more slaves per capita than any other New England state. Newport's Jewish community goes back to 1658, with another influx arriving in 1694 aboard a ship with “a number of Jewish families of wealth… pic.twitter.com/gxGRjxVqgQ
It doesn’t pay to do the right thing anymore in Seattle.
Seattle business owner had to pay $50,000+ dollars in taxes and obtain 5 licenses to operate his business while illegal aliens are not taxed and allowed to sell just anything.
Trump posted WHAT about the show being about to start?
Well, all depends on what you believe in, I guess.
But if I were a low-level minion who partook in tiktok dancing videos, locking people in their homes over the flu, installing 5G towers, making kids wear masks in school,… pic.twitter.com/HnM0kLQyHN
This 75 year old who'd been blind since birth suddenly regained his sight after using DMSO to cure sinusitis.
DMSO has been repeatedly shown to heal eye issues medicine still can't solve like blindness and macular degeneration along with eliminating floaters and cataracts by… pic.twitter.com/RYT0QLrbQE
Bank usually borrow from each other to fill orders, but they’re all tapped out or they don’t trust the banks will repay them. The trust has broken down. So they had to borrow from the Federal Reserve through Monday.
— Melissa Redpill – Freedom Force (@MelissaRedpill) December 27, 2025
Elon Musk is SO CLOSE to saying that our entire National Debt exists because of money laundering while those guilty of doing it, are trying to collapse America on purpose. pic.twitter.com/TbMpgBjFT5
"Marius Fortellini" is the name Jeffrey Epstein used as an alias in a fake Austrian passport discovered by authorities. The passport was found in a safe in his Manhattan townhouse following his arrest in 2019. https://t.co/3AgqBMtlFw
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 28, 2025
🇮🇪🇵🇸 “I hope that Benjamin Netanyahu burns in hell — shame on Israel. Shame on what you've done and it will never be forgotten.”
pretty sure the people already living there technically “discovered” it first…
A lot of you don't know this but a Norweigan named Leif Ericson sailed over the Atlantic ocean & discovered America 501 years prior to that jew Christopher Columbus. Why does Columbus get the credit you ask? Because he is jewish, jews rule over you & I & they write the history… pic.twitter.com/QtmkFd8M6y
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 28, 2025
I spent an hour digging into the Loureiro murder.
Here's everything I found.
—
**THE SHOOTER: Claudio Manuel Neves Valente**
Born January 1977, Portugal. 3rd place, Portugal National Physics Olympiad (1994). Attended Instituto Superior Técnico (IST) in Lisbon from 1995-2000.…
Gustavo Stella. Not a lawyer. Not a commercial agent. A personal acquaintance living in Miami Beach.
No Florida real estate license found. Zero academic publications. Zero court cases. Zero professional licenses. Zero property ownership. Zero federal criminal record. —
**THE PREPARATION**
November 2025: Rents storage unit in Salem, NH. In his own name.
November 26-30: Boston hotel.
December 1: Rents Nissan Sentra from Alamo using Florida license.
December 13-14: Swaps Florida plates for expired Maine plates.
Weapons: Two 9mm handguns. Two high-capacity magazines (~30 rounds each). Ammo: Hollow point and frangible rounds. Burner phones.
U.S. Attorney Leah Foley: “Not using credit cards tied to his name.” —
**THE ATTACKS** December 13, 2025 — Brown University
Location: Barus & Holley building.
Dead: 2 Injured: 9 Shell casings: 44 Victims had no known connection to Valente.
December 15, 2025 — Brookline, MA
Nuno Loureiro shot multiple times at his home around 8:30 PM.
Died December 16.
U.S. Attorney confirmed: “Loureiro was the intended target.”
December 18, 2025 — Salem, NH
Valente found dead in his storage unit. Self-inflicted gunshot. Same day as the Trump Media-TAE merger announcement. —
**THE VICTIM:
Nuno F.G. Loureiro**
Born ~1978, Portugal.
Graduated IST Lisbon 2000. PhD Imperial College London.
Director, MIT Plasma Science and Fusion Center (appointed May 2024).
FPA Board of Directors member.
His quote: “Fusion energy will change the course of human history.”
MIT’s Plasma Science and Fusion Center spawned Commonwealth Fusion Systems.
CFS has raised ~$3 billion.
CFS has a power purchase agreement with Google.
CFS received $15M from the DOE Milestone Program.
TAE Technologies was NOT selected for that program.
Boston Globe called TAE “one of Commonwealth’s top rivals.” —
**THE CONFERENCE**
FPA 46th Annual Meeting December 9-10, 2025 Washington DC
December 9, 7:30 PM: FPA Board of Directors meeting.
December 10, 8:20 AM: Michl Binderbauer (TAE CEO) presents industry perspectives.
December 10, 10:15 AM: Nuno Loureiro presents MIT PSFC research highlights. Both on the FPA Board. Both presented the same day. Both almost certainly attended the same board meeting the night before.
Unanswered: Was Valente in DC during the conference? —
**THE MERGER** Announced December 18, 2025.
Transaction: $6+ billion (all-stock).
Ownership: 50/50 split.
Trump Media invests up to $300M cash into TAE.
Co-CEOs: Devin Nunes + Michl Binderbauer.
Donald Trump Jr. joins 9-member board.
Trump personally controls ~41% of Trump Media.
Investor call duration: 8 minutes.
Questions allowed: Zero.
Six months earlier, TAE was valued at $1.8 billion. The merger values them at $6+ billion. 3x increase.
When did negotiations begin? Undisclosed.
Who initiated? Undisclosed.
Binderbauer’s only explanation: “This is the one that moved… I just have to reduce it to that simple sort of factor.” —
**THE STOCK** 10 trading days before announcement: – Stock down 9% – Down 7 of 10 days – December 17 close: $10.47 (near 52-week low) Announcement day: – Surged 32-42% – Volume: 56-99.5 million shares – Volume increase: 1,265% above average – C
all options purchased: 118,731 (146% above normal)
November 24: TipRanks flagged “call volume above normal and directionally bullish.” —
Binderbauer on tokamaks: “The magnetic field used in a tokamak is very inefficient. We are about 10 times as efficient.” —
**THE CONFLICTS** R
ep. Don Beyer: Called for congressional oversight. Robert Weissman (Public Citizen): “Markets are betting on direct federal government payments to a company whose leading shareholder is the president.” R
ichard Painter (former White House ethics lawyer): “Huge conflict of interest.” Context: –
DOE created Office of Fusion in November 2025 –
TAE met DOE officials early December urging federal fusion funding –
Ernest Moniz (Obama’s Energy Secretary) sits on TAE’s board –
Fusion industry needs ~$77B to bring pilot plants online —
**CRITICAL TIMELINE**
1995-2000: Valente and Loureiro at IST Lisbon together.
Feb 2000: Valente terminated.
2000: Loureiro graduates.
Aug 2000: Valente enters U.S.
July 2003: Valente withdraws from Brown.
May 2024: Loureiro becomes MIT PSFC Director.
June 2025: TAE raises $150M at $1.8B valuation.
Nov 2025: DOE creates Office of Fusion.
Nov 2025: Valente rents storage unit.
Nov 24: Unusual DJT call option activity.
Dec 1: Valente starts stalking Brown.
Dec 9-10: FPA Conference — Binderbauer and Loureiro both present.
Dec 13: Brown shooting.
Dec 15: Loureiro murdered.
Dec 18: Merger announced. Valente found dead. —
**UNANSWERED**
Why was Valente terminated from IST in February 2000?
What was his specific relationship with Loureiro?
What was he doing July 2003 – January 2005?
What was he doing September 2010 – April 2017?
How did he fund the attacks with no credit cards?
What triggered action after 25 years?
Why target Brown students who had no connection to him?
Was Valente in Washington DC December 9-10?
When did merger negotiations actually begin?
Who initiated — Trump Media or TAE?
What did TAE’s DOE meetings in early December cover?
"they shouldn't have chosen to sink with the ship" i feeeeeeeeel 2020 marked the end of "their" ability to make the choice. https://t.co/OdXgxkkJgH
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) December 28, 2025
DOC is proposing to close Eastern Oregon Correctional Institution, where nearly half the inmates are sex offenders. Those offenders would be relocated, forcing early release of others due to overcrowding. These aren’t scare tactics. This is in the state’s own budget documents. pic.twitter.com/tT2ZtnUMci
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An over-used term these days? Or did it suddenly come online in the last couple of years for a reason. I feel it is in our faces for a reason.
This popped up on an account I follow that focuses on narcissistic behavior and harm on an individual basis. However, it’s important to see that this entire matrix reality runs on this same program. This same frequency.
Nowhere is this more evident than their pay to live system.
What other reality do we have this?
Billions of humans.
One system.
People put into separate (divided) $$ categories.
ALL robbing us of who we really are.
Not seeing us for who we really are but instead “their” version of who “they” say we are.
And we all fall for it.
There are a LOT of beautiful talented souls now on the streets.
Many living in poverty.
They have so much to give.
But this darwinistic toxic reality denies them this right. It’s either you find a way to succeed in our limited version of reality, pay us to do it and if you struggle or fail to make it, it’s your own doing.
Utter f’ing rubbish.
That is the EPITOME of narc-think. I am going to make it very difficult for you to succeed and STAY in that same rat race by putting continuous pressure on you to do do do and go go go and produce produce produce (so “we” get rich)., while allowing prices to rise, poisoning your environment then telling YOU it is YOUR responsibility to handle everything “they” created.
YOUR responsibility to be happy (and not just outside – no fake smiles here – I’m talking truly feeeeeeeeeling content and happy here – THRIVING).
Our economic system is no different than the public education system where each child is expected to fit inside the same state sanctioned model.
Some make it.
Some fall through the cracks.
First society blames the school system, but when that child who has fallen through the cracks is unable to find his or her place out in the matrix and do well, then society blames the victim rather than the system.
All along these same entities with that narc-think pull the strings, watch people struggle and laugh when we attack each other.
It’s sick and perverse.
All by design my friends.
All by design.
The solution?
Other than seeing it for what it is, kindness. Showing one another grace.
We wouldn’t want our kids hurting any of their classmates who struggle to fit in.
So let’s offer that same energy to adults.
And while we’re at it, point all fingers where they belong.
At the systems and the institutions all engaged in narc-think. Their little game has been seen. And we are done playing it.
BREAKING: 4CHAN HAS CRACKED THE REDACTIONS AND ARE ABLE TO SEE UNDER THE BLACK TEXT, A MAJOR INVESTIGATION IS STARTING ON THE EPSTEIN FILES AND WE CAN SEE EVERYTHING. pic.twitter.com/UgkjqNB4XR
BREAKING NEWS: Washington erupts after Representative Chip Roy and Sen. Marco Rubio introduced the U.S. Courts Act of 2025 – quickly renamed the "American Sharia Freedom Act." The bill prohibits federal courts from enforcing any foreign legal system, including Sharia, that… pic.twitter.com/xTICb9KHy8
EMERGENCY INTEL CHRISTMAS SHUTDOWN SIGNALS A STRATEGIC PAUSE starting on Wed. 24 Dec. through Fri. 26 Dec. 2025:
President Trump has signed an executive order closing federal operations for five consecutive days over Christmas week, from December 24 through… pic.twitter.com/TmL3PMB8CG
🚨BOMBSHELL — CHAZ/CHOP TRIAL — Antonio Mays v City of Seattle
Rashyla Levitt, a leader of the former 2020 BLM-Antifa autonomous zone, testifies that she and other CHOP leaders met with City officials off-site during the deadly insurrection to discuss “designated casualty… pic.twitter.com/kmb2yY2JDY
Reclaiming Greenland The magnitude of the migrant crisis in uk and Northern Europe. Drilling in the North Sea Getting rid of wind farms around Uk Making peace with Russia
Okay, boys and girls, here is a brief "science lesson" on 3I/ATLAS, that even young school-children should be able to understand. From the ESA as it passed Mars. 3I/ATLAS certainly appears to be spinning rapidly as it moves! Which would exclude it from being a "natural comet" (no… pic.twitter.com/uqJLeydTT3
— Red Collie (Dr. Horace Drew) scientist/inventor (@RedCollie1) December 22, 2025
Why only at night? What’s going on? There are some underground tunnels and an abandoned subway system…No quakes in the area.
🚨Strange Echoes Over Camp Washington…
Last night wasn't quiet in Camp Washington. Not the usual city noise, like a passing train, or even fireworks. People reported deep, echoing sounds rolling through the neighborhood, the kind that sound really ominous. What stood out… pic.twitter.com/7CYfhA6u8K
Feliz Navidad greets me on the radio as I sit down to write this. No joke.
This morning, an email newsletter from a nervous system healing group in which I belong greeted me as did another money manifesting newsletter in which I belong.
All of this sits in my mind and body, calling me to write about it.
The song. Who didn’t grow up hearing that song this time of year? A simple little tune, happy, upbeat. I used to sing along with it as I bopped around town in my little car. Visiting friends. Visiting family. Sucking on those 1″ thick candy canes from my youth.
The newsletter from the money manifesting started off by talking about the massive holiday preparations she was undertaking, getting ready to cozy on up with her spouse and children. Perhaps a getaway to the mountains to rent a nice cabin. (to which my teenage self muttered “well goodie for you”)
Today neither of these two above resonated with me. All they served was to trigger me, which is why I really appreciated the nervous system newsletter, which talked about the masks we wear during the holidays, especially at Christmas. Christmas brings up the best and saddest/most pained of what’s inside. All of those unhealed parts stored in our nervous systems, showing up in each of us, coming out in a myriad of ways we often don’t even notice. Checking our watch to see how much longer until we get to leave. Deep sighs coming from mom’s smiling face. Chugging down a glass of wine to “relax”.
Who hasn’t experienced this?
It seems this year in particular is hitting extra hard. The fatigue. Fog of war (is it any wonder there’s been an unusual amount OF fog this year – let alone the last few years?). The cost of E V E R Y T H I N G. The overspending. The fear TO spend. The pressure to put on a smile and “be grateful” when that’s the last thing your body needs much less wants TO do.
Can’t we all just remove our damn masks and let out how we REALLY feel?
This year I put up a tree. Hung lights. Put out more decorations than usual. Bought gifts. Sent out cards. What is it I am trying to hide FROM? Why do I cave to the pressure? Do I really even want to celebrate?
I do. I want to celebrate. But I also want to be left the hell alone until I want to reconnect again. I want sad memories gone. I want the happy memories gone because they only make me feel sad over a life that feels like it happened a million years ago in a different timeline and at that, it feels like it was an illusion. A lie. Like I was living in a cloud I didn’t even know existed. Today, I am a completely different person. Still me but HUGELY different.
Awakening has a dark side. It exposes all that is fake.
So then….
What FEELS real now?
What am I really connected to?
Pray to Jesus.
Jesus is the reason for the season.
Why do I feel NOTHING when I focus on those?
I LONG for what feels real but don’t know what that is much less what it even looks like. I can’t even frigging VISUALIZE my life now. I try and I try and I try and come up blank. Empty. Literally – like there’s nothing there inside left to offer up. I may get an idea but there’s just like no lasting feeling. Even though I have a new direction in this 3D matrix and an appointment early next year to get going on it, fresh road kill has more life to it than does this new direction.
It’s like my nervous system is telling me to just STOP.
And something deep within is saying the same.
JUST. STOP.
Stare at the damn sky even if it’s a mess with fog.
Look at pictures even if they don’t inspire me to feeeeeeeeel.
Play my piano even if I feel robotic doing so.
It’s like I’m digging SO DEEP now. A new layer that I haven’t touched but I still feel like it’s there. A distant far off memory. A remembrance.
Of what was before all of this matrix shit consumed my experience.
Of who I was IN it.
Whatever it is you are doing this week with whomever or even alone (remote cabin in the woods by a lake sounds quite appealing now doesn’t it?), know you aren’t alone if any of this resonates with you. There can be no lonelier feeling than to be alone and feel you need TO be with others just as there is no lonelier feeling than being WITH family/friends and feeling totally disconnected.
Maybe the best gift we can give ourselves is just to let ourselves sit with however it is we do feel inside. Let that part of us speak. It has a story. A story that deserves to be seen, allowed to exist and told instead of drowning it with a glass of wine, a forced smile or a glance at our watch.
THE “QUIET” SYMPTOMS OF C-PTSD (THAT PEOPLE LOVE TO MISLABEL)
WHAT “QUIET” C-PTSD ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE (DAILY LIFE EDITION)
THE NEUROSCIENCE PART (WHY THIS ISN’T A CHARACTER ISSUE)
ABOUT THAT “DANGER” FEELING YOU CAN’T EXPLAIN
SMALL, SAFE WAYS TO START PROTECTING YOURSELF (ONLY WHEN YOU’RE READY)
FINAL TRUTH
