sitting here i had a feeling something was going on w/the schumann….see below. Â the overall feel today was one of extreme fatigue – and feeling pretty relaxed at the same time (see below as well for the plasma read – when it dips in density like that i often feel relaxed). Â speaking with a few others here in my town and the consensus was all are feeling very tired and sleeping far more than usual – even for this time of year (early fall). Â i didn’t expect to need to sleep even more than i had already been doing – but that is my feel – and all in the household are experiencing it.
my mate had an interesting dream last night. Â he dreamed of soap bubbles. that and the number 43. Â the soap bubbles could be the description of our original experience – one realm and within that realm a myriad of experiences. Â no separation.
one of you shared w/me earlier today how lee loo first came through to lisa harrison. Â the message was analog – not digital. Â analog is more organic – expressed in sine waves. Â that confirms, for me, that this message came from pure consciousness – a real being – and not some AI program.
wrapping it up for now. Â the need for sleep has taken over.
the magnetopause has not updated in 8 hours. Â the LASCO2 (image capture below) has also not updated in the last 7 3/4 hours. Â the magneto’s last update was at 16:42 this afternoon – the LASCO2 – 17:19 – w/missing data from the “glitch” seen below at 16:50 until it stopped updating data at 17:19.
also linking some proton and electron reads – plasma and magnetic field reads as well. Â now who is going to figure this all out? Â lol
also including some webcam captures – more of those long tube craft. Â wonder if they smile and say “cheese” – they are showing up regularly. also sharing 2 images from the same webcam 10 minutes apart – the one captured at 06:00am shows a light source of some sort – then at 06:10am – next capture (which come in 10 minute increments) it’s dark again.
A couple of hours ago, Sister Deborah informed me that Gregg Prescott (In5D) had experienced a heart attack early today and was in the hospital undergoing surgery. Â An update an hour ago by Michelle Walling stated he is doing well. Â He had a stint put in. Â (if you’re on facebook, you can see the updates on Michelle Walling’s page – and send your message of support there as well)
I felt the need to go outside – and go sit in the garage for a bit to reflect on this. Â My mind is like a dog at times – easily distracted. Â I begin with one thought and others flow with it. Â First I sent him thoughts of healing and perfect health. Â I was then reminded of a cluster of dreams I had of him almost 2 years ago. Â One night he appeared 3x – each time not speaking – just smiling.
And then I was reminded how it was his site who helped put me “on the map” so to speak. Â I shared my “Thoughts of a Weary Human Starseed” article on his 5D site – one of my first original pieces. Â He was generous enough to post it on IN5D. Â That is what brought some of you here.
So to say I was experiencing a lot of emotions upon hearing of his health is an understatement.
I then tuned into the matrix concept. Â What exactly is it? Â Are we really in holographic biological avatars – only a piece of our consciousness “here” – the rest on the outside?
That’s what I arrived it – slowly – about 2 years ago. Â All “rabbit holes” eventually end – and this is one in which I have yet to receive anything meaningfully different on. Â My feel has remained the same – just expanded as I have felt into it more.
I thought of Gregg again and wondered – what happened to him? Â He’s in his 50’s. Â Healthy and fit. Â W T F?!
Life telling him something? Â Nah – I don’t always align with that much these days. Â He seems to be the type who follows his passion and his heart.
An attack? Â Yeah – I can see that. Â And I can definitely feel it as a legit, real possibility. Â I recently learned he has had a lot of struggles financially with his site so….
Only he knows though.
I thought of those attacks.
I thought of the war we are experiencing.
And then I had a thought – is it possible that some of these energies we feel that knock us down and out for a time – causing these vessels to ache and scream – is it possible some of those experiences are a result of this war? Â
Are we healing – or expanding – or my LEAST favorite (because I now find it to be part of the program to keep us focused on staying here and suffering more physically) – are we getting upgrades and downloads.
Or are we being attacked – energetically? Â Our consciousness here and/or on the outside?
Is it possible some of the energies we see showing up these graphs are due to assistance in our awakening – and some directly resulting from this war?
The more “time” passes in my personal experience, I see myself with a giant sieve around my body – filtering out all that doesn’t align – making more sense of this reality. Â Simplicity feels like truth to me. Â Complexity – just more of the matrix game.
So simply put – I feeeeeel we are in one of those wars for energy – OUR energy. Â We have had a team on the outside and on the inside of this realm fighting to end the control and the enslavement of this experience. Cleaning up all of the artificial dimensions inserted. Â Remember even POTUS tweeted months ago about cleaning up the criminals in “All Dimensions”.
The closer we are getting to this end – the crappier some feel. Â If we feel one another – the collective – within this realm – we will also feel all of the entities who created the game too.
Makes sense doesn’t it? Â Reading “The Art of War” as I have done (one of POTUS’ favorites), has given me some perspective. Â The team not wanting to give up its control will fight nasty – will become sloppy as they near the end – throwing out all of their moves, etc.
While some say separation is an illusion – it has been FELT here at the visceral level.
For all practical purposes, how do you end an experience of enslavement – especially when the controller’s don’t want to give up their control?
Whether we “chose” to play this war game, this game inside of this realm – doesn’t matter to me now. Â It is ending it and getting out that matters.
Freedom.
Restoring ALL to Original.
And now – some energy reads. Â Interesting as I was drawn to sleep during the “spikes” below. Â It was one of those once I put my head on the pillow I was out in a deep, dreamless state before popping back awake suddenly – not knowing where I was.
i thought these two below (magnetic field and plasma) were interesting in how they were scattered for awhile then aligned into one (more or less) solid, joined line. Â
Love,
Victoria
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i had a feeling today would feel “heavy”. Â anniversary of 9/11. Â i have chosen not to mourn – not to dwell on what happened on that day. Â it sparked a huge new step in my awakening. Â each year since then i have mourned. Â i have felt – all over again – the loss. Â the anger. Â the rage. Â the lies we have been told. Â and 18 years later – the truth is still being suppressed – while the memorializing continues.
so – i am not participating. Â why give the controller’s and their human bot minions here more “free food” (energy)?
that being said – it was hard for me to escape feeling the collective dip in energy. Â and to add to their agenda of harm and abuse, they were at it today with their trails in our skies.
i reject it all. Â truth now. Â freedom now. Â now.
now.
now.
now.
enough of that. Â i have noticed recently that at times a correlation between an electron or proton spike and a spike on the schumann. Â (at the 18 hour). Â i see that today (see below). Â are WE doing this or is it happening TO us? Â or both perhaps?
who else is overly done of saying/thinking “i don’t really know”?
yeah me too.
for now i am investing my energy into bike rides and music. Â and the occasional sweet treat.
i had a lot of energy today even though i only slept about 7 hours (normally i sleep 10). Â then about 30 minutes ago, as i was putting dinner together, i felt something and wow – did it hit me hard. Â still feeling it. Â even felt some nausea w/this. Â my mate is having the same experience – can barely stay awake! Â i decided to check the solar wind – electron and proton reads in particular and just – wow – never have i seen this kind of a read. Â it’s like this realm is having a heart attack (reminds me of a crazy EKG read). Â anyone feel/feeling this?? Â (don’t know why the proton data is missing). Â off to sleep now.
well explains today – more inner heat and i swear purging stuff out of this vessel (lots of showers!)……even after the sun set and it was upper 60’s – it still felt very warm – to both my mate and i…….it’s 11pm and i’m still warm…….i did have a dream a few nights ago and some white substance was coming out of two fingers – one on my right hand one on my left………i didn’t feel fear – more curiosity………i observed and when there was a hesitance to not let me see or remove i said “bring it. Â i can do this. Â get it out.” Â who knows – real experience or a compromise……felt significant to me but then again i feel the buggers are still active when we sleep……..
so besides inner heat i have felt extreme fatigue today – followed by bursts of energy – only to return to fatigue and right now i am moments away from closing my eyes – in between “something whatever is going on” continues…
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ok i have to talk about this “planetary” object showing up on the LASCO. Â we still have “mercury” hanging around all these weeks (struggling to move) – then last night i noticed this other planetary object coming up fast. Â is it VENUS? Â from my understanding only 2 planets transit the sun – mercury and venus. Â so if this is venus (again) – it’s going to “catch up” to this mercury object – quickly. Â i have to conclude this is showing further proof of the construct deconstructing. Â … Â then we have these erratic/intense proton and electron spikes – along with a nice long schumann bubble of bliss earlier – and we are left feeling wonkified to the nth degree. Â for me it was a combination of serenity and sleepy (not as irritated today as i have been in previous days). Â of course then again it was 100 here today (!!) so the heat can be a bit draining especially when one is not used to it.
ok – how is everyone else doing/feeling?
love,
victoria
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on the left we have mercury….and on the right coming up on fast approach we have…venus…?? Â or perhaps – here’s a thought – the construct is so close to total collapse we are seeing the same object….
letting these speak for themselves………and that ship on the LASCO – never seen one that large before……….
ok so as my mate is saying – who really cares about all of this now – it’s all a distraction. Â maybe it is. Â maybe every single thing we see is fake. Â a simulated object. Â and maybe we cling to something new and different because we are so flipping overly g.d. done DONE DONE with this particular experience/movie/whatever you wish to call it.
i am also diving deeper into heather’s latest – what happened on july 25 2017?  and who is this all agreed to/upon?  no  one asked me a thing.  and seriously – how does unfettered access LOOK?  my thought was i would hire a chef – and yet who would want to cook FOR some recognized “$” value?  or provide healing or massage.  if you didn’t have to continue to work for a living – would you continue to provide your services for humanity?  that is the big question right there.  i would adapt to that – easily – and yet will all?  get myself healed up and i will give give give.  other than that – a LOT of “jobs” will disappear.  and how could any of this come online w/the current system still cranking away?  for myself i continue to align with Home and Freedom and REAL ME “back”………