editor’s note: i appreciate this one and find parts of it very resonating, in particular the discussion about having a difficult time accomplishing things. getting through the day and doing the basics has become a real challenge – a growing challenge. the other day i was struggling with this ~ telling myself the old story of “i should” be different….when i am as i am (who is a much different version than just 2 years ago). as i had this internal conversation i had this inner quiet feel come over me that said to let go, relax, i was being guided to let go of ALL within this realm, in particular all of the doing and the plans (i used to love to make plans. today? i cannot energetically align with it – and i mean not at all.) i had this feeling – this thought – am i being totally unplugged? weird, huh? anyway then i see this tonight and well, you know… this video also explains why the RV has never fully resonated w/me nor gesara/nesara ~ at least not resonating from the purest truest part of me. not that i find it “bad” or “negative” – just do not feeeeeeeeeeel this is a system i wish to be a part of. as much as i gripe and have worried about money, it does not resonate with who i really am. in my vision of a new earth community, i have never felt nor seen money. what i do resonate with is freedom and living a life of ease – not as someone else’s expense or indeed not under another’s control – but because i have all of ME restored and have access to any outside tech that assists in living that live of ease and freedom. also very interesting insight on the removal of the “net” ~ giving me pause to consider why it has taken so “long” and how complex this construct is – was – and the great care needed to shut it down.
any of you relate? if so how? please share (i always want to hear your experiences and insights).
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Published on May 2, 2018

You can see the blue planet ~ center and slightly above the sun. 




