editor’s note: Â i appreciate this one and find parts of it very resonating, in particular the discussion about having a difficult time accomplishing things. getting through the day and doing the basics has become a real challenge – a growing challenge. Â the other day i was struggling with this ~ telling myself the old story of “i should” be different….when i am as i am (who is a much different version than just 2 years ago). Â as i had this internal conversation i had this inner quiet feel come over me that said to let go, relax, i was being guided to let go of ALL within this realm, in particular all of the doing and the plans (i used to love to make plans. Â today? Â i cannot energetically align with it – and i mean not at all.) Â i had this feeling – this thought – am i being totally unplugged? Â weird, huh? anyway then i see this tonight and well, you know… Â this video also explains why the RV has never fully resonated w/me nor gesara/nesara ~ at least not resonating from the purest truest part of me. Â not that i find it “bad” or “negative” – just do not feeeeeeeeeeel this is a system i wish to be a part of. Â as much as i gripe and have worried about money, it does not resonate with who i really am. Â in my vision of a new earth community, i have never felt nor seen money. Â what i do resonate with is freedom and living a life of ease – not as someone else’s expense or indeed not under another’s control – but because i have all of ME restored and have access to any outside tech that assists in living that live of ease and freedom. Â also very interesting insight on the removal of the “net” ~ giving me pause to consider why it has taken so “long” and how complex this construct is – was – and the great care needed to shut it down.
any of you relate? Â if so how? Â please share (i always want to hear your experiences and insights).
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Published on May 2, 2018
Watched twice. Just May 1st= crying day…I was thinking ” what am I doing?” Nothing, a big blob with no desire, apathetic in ways.
No way I am headed West. I live in the East. Its cool the West sounds like less deprivation etc. I have no desire to work on that. Too many other things to do. Venus sounds good.
Peaceout
I watched a lot of her videos years ago and remember in Sept. of I don’t remember what year, but earth was about to exit then—any day now—and then a few years went by and we’re still here. I do resonate with some things she says but not all of them. I remember in some videos of the past a lot of what she showed looked like Annunaki false light stuff, especially when she talked of being ‘sealed’ to the ‘one’ and I don’t think I want to be ‘sealed’ to anyone. We’re probably already a part of the true “One” anyway. So, i just stay neutral because i don’t know if she is accurate or not.
I do have a lot of the fatigue and don’t really care if I get anything done or not. And it is hard to be in this realm ( has been hard for quite a few years) and I do feel that something is imminent—just not for sure how it will play out. I know there is a lot of information out there about the event but I just told my higher self that I want to go where the love and truth and wonderful people are.
These are just my observations.
Brenda
i have heard that from those who have followed her – seems like the same message year after year – so i am keeping a major discerning eye as the last thing i want and will do is provide false misleading information. i want the truth. and yes – i don’t resonate w/all she says – and as you said i will not be sealed or bound to anyone/anything. i ask for that switch to be now – not later off as you said – it is difficult being in this realm as it is now – esp. knowing all that has been taken and hidden from us – and knowing we can have it NOW. that is a challenge. patience is not my thing – esp. when it is being patient while allowing harm and deception to continue.