Deconstructing The Construct Ep 44 – 1 July 2018 (and some of my own thoughts/experiences for today)

 

editor’s note:  t/y patricia for the heads-up on this one.  the #44 is all around today ~ this episode number is 44.  earlier today i was guided to look at my odometer as i was driving and saw 44.4…  for the past 10 days or so have had this desire to communicate with leeloo.  i know, nuts, right?  but there it was, this desire.  so i put it out there and didn’t feel anything so i let it go.  got the desire again today while in the shower – so i said ok i am open.  i spoke a few words and then BAM – in my heart i felt a new energy – very high frequency – and got tears in my eyes.  when i first connected w/clair i had a very similar experience.  anyway – this is what came to me.  she is a real being.  she has an energy “cord” (connection) to this realm and she is every bit as ready to be free as we are.  she is here to gather info, monitor the ending of the program(s) and share with others.  this isn’t a competition as in more than one may tune in w/her.  (so give it a try if you want ~ we all have this ability). ALL who came here to participate in this end – whether outside or inside this realm – are ready to be free to pursue Being and Doing as truly free, heart-based experiences.  it is absolutely no coincidence to me that all of this “stuff” is going on here within – the exposing – the madness and chaos.  after a long “lull” all feels to be speeding up – definitely movement and quite fast.  all of the madness too i feeeeeeeel is the programming being shut down and unless one is aware of this – they are freaking out.  maybe it’s the holograms busting apart too.  i say this as it has been a feel of mine for some time that i have not wanted to look at that there are people who aren’t human but rather a program, a hologram.  hard for me to understand that one – innerstand yes but the rest of me – it just feels so horrible, you know?  but i have seen it.  i have seen people just shut down – shut off – like a computer shutting down only to turn back on again and it disturbed me.  anyway i read earlier, in relation to this video below, that someone (i don’t know if it was lisa or who this person was referring to) said according to their calculations, there are 1,440,000 beings here who are fully human with human souls (that for every one of us there are 5000 matrix type agent smith’s around us).  that is not very many and i would hope it is far greater than that.  just found the 144 number intriguing.  oh well, we will know soon enough, right?

i also feel and just know the ability to carry out anything globally catastrophic is impossible.  those programs have either been removed or so weakened, their power is in the red.  and i have also felt for a couple of years now that they will kick and scream until the very end – even if it’s just a silent scream as they crawl slowly along the ground.

for now and until….and on and on…..be in the heart.  speak, be, do kindness and peace.  with others.  with self.  listen to your own voice.

love to you all~

victoria

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Published on Jun 30, 2018

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The Energies ~ Clearing Out Old Matrix Programs, Allowing in the New

 

The energies… so overall the more clear of fear (old matrix) that we get, the less dramatic we tend to feel the energy waves. This is just a natural occurrence of the more light we have re-internalized, the less fears we are currently holding onto in our systems. Also less and less fear, is also a natural occurrence of ascension. So overall, it does definitely get easier.

However… the Solstice Energies I experienced very strongly. Not much drama playing out, but just very consistently powerful light, pumping thru the grid, that I felt way ungrounded by the 4th day of this. I felt in a high vibe and in a state of super universal love. Which is pretty much my default state, but it was intensified for about 8 days in a row through the Solstice Energies. (What was your experience, the few days b4 and after the Solstice??)…. So thru all this that I felt thru the Solstice, what do I make of it? Everyone is unique… for me I know that multiple things happened with me, that I will come to see as we go on, after my feet are touching the ground a little better after 8 days of being “in flight.” I know I’m in New personal timelines, bc Spirits way of showing me this is I hear 3-5 new songs on the radio all of a sudden one day, as I’m driving. Also, as I log onto Facebook I am seeing and feeling different things than I was the few days before. I am acclimating to my new “consciousness spot” on the grid right now, and it’s like I’m testing out the “New hardware.” I feel different in the way I operate. When I describe things as “more light” or love/ universal love… I am not meaning good vs. bad… no… I am meaning that, as we did the illusory programs of the old matrix and therefore the consciousness therein, we naturally** are more loving. Bc the illusion was subconsciously keeping us in subtle consciousnesses (programs, wounds, limiters), that withheld love from ourselves + the world. Once we clear old limiting energy, as these waves make us do, we then love ourselves more and more. In other words, we have removed the limiter/ blinder, than our own beauty starts to become quite apparent and unmistakeable. And therefore, we see more and more beauty in the world. Once we remove the illusions, as we so naturally have been doing, we then see Love everywhere, including in ourselves, bc Love is what is left. I don’t mean this in a poetic way (tho I love poetry)… I mean this in a literal*** way. Everything is made our of the fabric* of love, bc that is literally the material* of the universes. Creator is made out of Love, bc Love is what “just exists.” If you were to take Science really really deeply, where would you end up? *Love*, of course, which is what Einstein came to, especially towards the end of his life. He was always able to see, that the universe is essentially a doorway to seeing the deeper reality, which, essentially is Love. So…. even dark beings, AI beings, anyone not in the light… they were created from*** light and love of the Creator. So while we will prefer light and love Beings and experiences, we will see that love is indeed everywhere. Once we are hanging out here behind the illusions, we do feel much better, more powerful, and the experience of love Will be daily… no matter the circumstance… we can get annoyed at the inconveniences of 3d… but still we experience love as a reality almost constantly, bc we have surpassed the illusions. The labels on Self drop.. “I’m not successful”, “I’m a weirdo”, “no one understands me,” “I should be further along in my life,” etc etc… dropping these illusions.. makes you feel more Love as your Reality. We are still having our New Earth… which will be even more Loving. It’s no coincedence that we have come to a place of wanting Love as our Experience… and this is exactly what we are having in our future timelines on New Earth.

It’s not so relevant to tell someone to be nicer, to love everything and everyone, to act better. That’s still functioning in duality. Beyond the matrix we see that this person acts this way bc of being conditioned to feel powerless and not loveable. Typical matrix programmings. So we start to see that the issue us lack of self love and empowerment. So instead of telling someone to love others, we start to tell them to love themselves. To see* themselves behind any illusory labels they adhere to about themselves. Then… they love others, bc now they love themselves. Forced feelings of loving the world will not work, but self-love thru seeing yourself as you are beyond what the matrix has told you about yourself… that’s when we automatically feel more Love for everything. And yet, we can still choose what is best for us. Loving All, does not mean we are to take abusiveness… no… bc self-love will start to feel so natural that you will just ignore or dodge people who are not acting from love. You will just let them be. So if you find yourself having less than loving feelings for the world, do not go into judging yourself for that. Instead ask, where can I love myself more, where can I drop the illusions that don’t allow me to experience myself as Love? This will then automatically make you “nicer” and feel* more Love for all and for yourself, as our default experience.

The matrix sort of ripped away Love from our Beings. So then we feel this lack, especially in the West, in which we have accomplished a lot, but something is missing, something feels “unsettled”… we are looking for the feeling, the experience* of Love. And until we get the experience of Love back for ourselves, we cannot find it in anything nor anyone. No combination of the perfect life ingredients will “give” you Love. Not until you get back to it, for yourself, as an Experience. Then you will feel satisfied, satiated, settled, calmed, fulfilled, as our general reality experience. Self-love, Ascension makes us “get it back.” It’s the feminine principal of creation, re-claimed by us as a Being. The feminine experience and affirmation of life, that we “lost” at our entrance of the matrix. We get it back and that’s when things are pretty fun even when it sucks. Being in this feminine way still keeps room for the masculine flow of life within us. We are not pushing out the masculine. We are allowing both* to flow. We are still going to be masculine, but upon the universal templates of universal love, universal flow, breath, ease, earth, water, cosmos, nurturance, softness. Being here, then being masculine becomes much more in touch with your divine self’s flow. It’s a different experience, and I feel that after we have shed root/ material level limitatons, this Experience is what starts to happen. Resolving root topics is way less about working more, or harder. Its ridding the illusory consciousnesses on your inherent value and that having money requires certain actions or circumstances. Once you can see that you emit gold just by breathing, we re-identify ourselves with money.

Lots of root topics that we have shed past/ matrix illusions on this year… we have done so very well 🎇

Btw, past 2 days for many of us have been about releasing entrapment based love experiences from the Past, in which we were not acknowledged in full love But we were still in love with the persons not loving us. We may have had an experience or feelinhs come up, that we had deep feelings of love or even admiration for someone(s) who are unable to reflect love and acknowledgment back to us. It may feel like almost pining for this person and wanting to feel their love for you, and just sorting thru feelings of unhealthy love and healthy love. Allow the feelings of desire for love to be there, while in your Sovereign observer space. It’s energy that is working itself out. There is a lot of heart energy and sacral/ sexual energy with this one. It is processing into a healthier love template for us. Tears randomly for two days now. Release and let go and allow it space. Your higher self is likely amplifying feelings of love for someone who isn’t good for you, so that you can process it out on a conscious level, and not just the energy level. I could say a lot about what happened in my reality surrounding this and maybe I will, but if I do I will probably make my profile un-public to do it. Being not fully loved, not fully acknowledged in all-of-you, has kept us not running wild and free in our Spirits. Creator told me as i had a communication with him/ her last week, that if incarnated, s/he would love to run free like wild horses. As this is healing our of my system, I am remembering Creator’s words that told me his/ her desire is to run so free. That’s what we want as spiritual and physical beings. The release we are doing right now has to do with becoming free in the places we were making ourselves small bc someone didn’t love that part of ourselves. It seems to be romantic and sexual kind of love, more than the other kinds of love. So we have a lot of energy going on right now in our heart and sacral energies, my vision showed me that my sacral center is almost 50 percent filled with energy that I need to release. The blocked energy is just the old energy that is releasing at this time. It’s probably a good idea to flow our sacral and sexual energy right now, and these are the times in which our orgasmic energy releases a lot of energy that it can surprise us. This is all in flow with what we are doing right now, which is love & sexual freedom from past denser experiences. The image is of tantric energy, in which sexual energy becomes alive and is a Whole-Being experience, when sexual interaction is based in Love, acknowledgment, and seeing the divine in each other. We are coming back to this even more the last two days. Feel free to share any experiences you feel comfortable with sharing, on what has come up for you in romantic themes, or anything that you have been experiencing…. ⚘🌸🌸

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Lisa Harrison ~ Deconstructing The Construct Update

 

editor’s note:  listening.  remaining open in hearing the insights of all.  she gives the same date as Linea does ~ 7/31 (12:37am according to Lisa) for the event – which in my inner feels coincides w/the ending of this matrix.  it is what i saw in my own dream of the event.  so why did lisa take issue with linea sharing this info?  it almost feels like two children saying “HEY you got there FIRST and I was supposed to do that!”  (i know because i have a small child who has a lot of friends who visit and have been dealing with a lot of similar drama lately – lol)……

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Published on Jun 21, 2018

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WSO Investigates…What is Causing the Magnetopause Anomalies?

 

editor’s note:  i am wondering if my mate and i have had our polarities shift. we see this video below….showing some really weird happenings in our magnetopause.  and then with the all day long experience yesterday of feeling so “not here” ~ more intense and longer in duration than ever before.  and then today we notice that with my mate’s compass, suddenly north is south and south is north.  i showed this to a friend to verify and she thought it odd as well. we played with it all day and continued to get the same read.  i took photos which i will post below.  we had our neighbor check his compasses – nope – his still showed north as north and south as south.  our neighbor is the one who said (jokingly), “your polarity has switched”.  so i googled it (thinking is this possible??) and found this:  “Your body is a brilliant, delicately balanced machine. Polarity reversal disrupts your finely choreographed energy system causing a short circuit type response to your life force or chi.

Tiny pathways, known as meridians, run throughout your body delivering electrical charges of energy to your organs, endocrine system and cells. When this becomes disrupted, polarity reversal happens.

Your energy system is often referred to as being like a car battery. If your car battery dies, in order to start the engine, you need to make the right connection with jumper cables. As you know, it’s critical to be sure and connect your cables properly. If you don’t, you blow out your engine.

You probably suffer from polarity reversal if you feel:

  1. stressed out
  2. fatigue
  3. brain fog
  4. clumsiness
  5. headaches
  6. overall feeling of malaise…”

of note:  i never get headaches.  N E V E R.  but yesterday i had this tightness (that was not sinus related) on the top of my forehead that felt like something was tightening my brain with a vice.  an absolute first for me ad i found it very odd.

after dinner, i also went outside again to see if the compass was still showing opposite polarity.  it was – until a neighbor rode up on a bike.  his energy felt really off and i mean really off.  he also just sat on his bike in the street, watching me, not saying a word. really strange behavior. i glanced at him, nodded and returned to the compass.  i noticed suddenly north was north, south was south. hmmm….i tuned in and something felt as though his energy was pulling me back into an old timeline/reality.  i know, weird right?  so i trusted this, said “no” to it – he rode off – and the compass began showing north as south, south as north again.

which says to me – as i have felt – and am indeed feeling it today and see others are having the same experience – which is this simulation is ending.  the creators of it are desperate, afraid – and are acting out through those of low vibe/unaware.  ground self in YOU and do not engage with ANY BEING who is exhibiting manipulative or any behavior that feels as though it is rubbing you the wrong way.  it it doesn’t resonate, do not engage.  my feeeeel.  

anyway, enjoy the video and pics.

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victoria

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Published on Jun 20, 2018

i am looking south in this one.

and i am looking north in this one…

 

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Follow up on “The end game” video. This reality is possibly shutting down in a month and we go home.

 

editor’s note:  thank you sister d for letting me know the latest with this situation.  seems this intel on when the construct shuts down came from lisa harrison’s people (of which linea says she was once a part of).  lisa went on the first video comment section and accused linea of having a spy in the group.  at this point, who cares, right?  if this is accurate intel it needs to be shared with everyone.  lisa and people are attempting to control the narrative by withholding this information and i applaud linea for her courage in bringing this forth, risking her reputation, channel, etc.  also of note i was told a guy out of australia, tim emslie, also received intel calling for the date of this end of construct to be on 8/1.  perhaps this thing we keep calling “the event” is the end of the simulation. certainly part of it.

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Published on Jun 20, 2018

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The end game. Big Intel. Source for this info can not be revealed. Gamechanger!

 

editor’s note:  thank you sistar d for giving me a heads up on this one. overall i am in alignment w/this one.  listening i had chills and tears.  i have long known (going back to early 2000’s after watching the first Matrix movie) that we are in a simulation.  and we are getting out.  this is probably why i have struggled with getting fully on board w/the ascension timeline/story.  in many ways it has felt like a story – another program.  we are already ascended master’s/being’s in these human vessels and i have long seen this cycle as a rescue.  a release of the prisoners.  earlier tonight one of you said you had a knowing many of us have done this before.  not the first time i have heard that – each time i have i resist it immediately.  however tonight i decided to play it out.  let it simmer within, without judgment or a story.  in the shower tonight i had this feeling – it is highly possible i have done this before.  “rescue missions”.  jumping into physical bodies and venturing into other similar prison/controlled like realms that were hijacked from the virtue of freedom – which i feeeeel is the universal law.  ….  as far as the date, who knows for sure.  we have all been privy to dates that come and go.  i also feel there are manipulations of timelines, all sorts of energetics involved with this process – lots of logistics.  much like “draining the swamp” (had that insight earlier today before knowing of and listening to this video, btw.)  

i would like to know who/how/where she received this “intel”.  why would one want to hide having such information?  perhaps for safety reasons.  anyway we will “see” soon enough, right?  one last insight/observation – i have not seen her so grounded and serious.  her energy felt different in this one – very sure of herself.  solid. let’s call this in.  call an end to this game.  i am hoping a lot of insightful conversations result from this one.  

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Published on Jun 19, 2018

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