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Today’s Finds & Headlines

 

 

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Victoria

 

Did someone say acceleration?  (btw i was comment #711 – see below)….

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Donald J. Trump wearing sunglasses and a military hat, sitting in front of a fiery Chicago skyline with helicopters flying. Text on the image reads "Chiropocalypse Now."

 

Trump Says He’s Going into Chicago and Other Cities Whether “Stupid” Leaders Ask Him to or Not – “You’re Going to be Safe Within Two Weeks” | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

 

 

 

i had this response today on X – all i said was JD Vance is not the original – to read Q and this is the result.  my first thought was “can i sue for being misgendered?”  😄🤡

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Speaking of Vance – notice the photos in this – the yellow roses – and the clear image of JD while the others are fuzzy….the yellow roses – when Jackie went to Dallas with JFK she was supposed to be presented with yellow roses but instead was given red.

 

 

“spontaneously”……….

 

 

 

 

Multiple individuals in tactical gear with "ICE" markings on their vests and jackets, standing outdoors near shipping containers. Some individuals have their hands restrained behind their backs. A watermark from WH.GOV is visible, along with text stating "Statement by President Joe Biden on Hyundai Investments in Georgia" and additional text about economic agendas and job creation.Multiple individuals in tactical gear with "ICE" markings on their vests and jackets, standing outdoors near shipping containers. Some individuals have their hands restrained behind their backs. A watermark from WH.GOV is visible, along with text stating "Statement by President Joe Biden on Hyundai Investments in Georgia" and additional text about economic agendas and job creation.

 

 

 

 

bye bye deception………

 

 

 

What is Adulteration of pseudo-mRNA vaccines, and why should you care?

 

‘Adulterated’ Covid Vaccines Should Be Pulled From The Market: Experts

 

Full article: Quantification of residual plasmid DNA and SV40 promoter-enhancer sequences in Pfizer/BioNTech and Moderna modRNA COVID-19 vaccines from Ontario, Canada

 

yes we had an amazing storm last night – lightening that went on for hours – all i saw was cloud-to-cloud – flashes of yellow, orange and purple – the sky was lit with plasma – it felt great.  energizing.

 

A massive, flat lenticular cloud stretches across the twilight sky, glowing at the edges with a reddish hue. The cloud hovers above mountains, resembling a giant craft. Below, houses with lit outdoor lights are visible in Pahrump, Nevada, against a backdrop of distant hills.

 

A dramatic sky with a large, horizontal cloud formation resembling a wall over Delphos, Ohio. The clouds have unusual, non-random patterns, including wave-like shapes. Below the sky, houses with sloped roofs, trees, and a yard with sunflowers are visible. A watermark reads "Tara Thrift - Delphos, Ohio."

 

 

Before time zones were established in 1883, North America had over 144 local times. – Interesting Facts

 

 

A serene mountain lake with clear turquoise water, surrounded by tall pine trees and rocky shores. Snow-capped mountains rise in the background under a cloudy sky. A wooden picnic bench sits on the grassy bank near the water, surrounded by wildflowers and greenery.

 

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Speaker Johnson Confirms: Trump Was An FBI Informant, Helping To Expose Epstein

 

Here we go…..

What Epstein did wasn’t the hoax.  The Democrat’s sudden push to open files was the hoax.  Psyop/war continues…

 

 

A revisit:

The image shows a CNN webpage screenshot featuring silhouettes of people against a blue background with the NSA seal and 'Q Group' prominently displayed. The headline reads 'Manhunt under way for NSA leaker Edward Snowden,' with a red box highlighting 'National Security Agency\'s "Q Group" conducting international manhunt for Edward Snowden.' The post text context suggests QAnon as a military intelligence backchannel, linking the NSA and Q Group to a broader conspiracy involving national security and irregular warfare, explaining the image\'s significance as evidence of QAnon\'s legitimacy. No platform watermarks are present.

 

It was only a matter of time….

 

 

 

love the idea – but that city image at the 40 second mark?  ugh no thank you.  lol

 

 

This is how you crash it………

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/us-job-growth-collapses-just-22k-unemployment-rate-rises-43-putting-50bps-rate-cut-play

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/watch-israel-systematically-flattens-high-rise-buildings-gaza-city

 

that would be a resounding YES……..Let’s talk about Insurance Companies (i.e. Blue Cross) who pay pediatricians for having fully vaccinated customers.  Remember that one?  That last statement below – how easy it would be to just lie, right?  

https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/do-doctors-make-money-vaccines-look-incentives-and-bonus-structures

In a 2020 paper, researchers found when analyzing three years’ worth of vaccination claims for five Colorado clinics that reimbursements averaged 125 percent of costs, making administering vaccines “financially favorable across the practices.”

Another study found that various providers in North Carolina, when receiving the maximum payment for reimbursement from insurers or the government, profited from vaccinating patients. Even if they received the minimum payment, pediatric and family medicine practices still reported positive income, according to the 2019 study.

On the other hand, other doctors say the costs of administering certain vaccines to certain people exceed the vaccine payments.

In a survey of 34 pediatricians, for instance, more than half said they do not profit from vaccinating, according to a 2009 paper.

 

REPORT: According to WSJ – RFK Jr. to Reveal Tylenol Use During Pregnancy and Having a Folate Deficiency Potentially Linked to Autism

A screenshot of a social media post with black text on a white background. The text discusses whether Tylenol (acetaminophen) disrupts vitamin B9 (folate) pathways, mentioning research on non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs) and folate depletion. No additional objects or characters are visible.

 

 

T’s jacket is wrinkled on the right side only – as though he has something underneath – and his hair looks messy……….Black and White – Dark to Light comms perhaps?

 

Woof

Orange County Woman Charged with Illegally Registering Her Dog to Vote in California and Casting Mail-In Ballots in Her Dog’s Name – Harmeet Dhillon Responds

 

Can we bring in REAL journalists?  I tell my girl that when you listen to a true journalist, you won’t know his or her political affiliation.

PBS to Slash 15% of Workforce Following Defunding

 

This headline is poorly worded – he is restoring the DOD TO the Department of War:

President Trump Signs Executive Order Officially Restoring the Name “Department of War” to Department of Defense (Video)

 

Ok – deep breathing time.  Breathe in these scenes.  With each exhale, release any tension you may be feeling in your body.  The jaw relaxes.  The shoulders relax.  Eyes and eyebrows, relax into the release.  Imagine the sounds.  Feeeeeel the coolness or warmth.  Notice any smells.  Earthy.  Organic.  Let it spread all throughout your body as you work your way back to YOU.  Here’s a little music to help you in your meditation:

Gymnopédie No. 1 (With Rain Sounds) | 1 HOUR LONG | Classical Piano in Nature with Soft Rain – YouTube

 

Image via: mygreendream

 

A forest path covered with fallen autumn leaves. Trees line both sides, their branches extending overhead. Leaves in shades of brown and red float gently downward, creating a serene scene.

 

Photography by klaus Müller

 

this one says Home for me.  i can hear the song of the loons as they say good-bye to the day and welcome in the setting sun.  i can feel the warmth of the fire, hear the crackle of the logs.  the smell of homemade bread.

A cozy living room with a stone fireplace, burning fire, and wooden mantel. Leather sofas and a round wooden coffee table with vases and a tray sit on a rug. Large arched windows reveal a lake, mountains, and a sunset.

 

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9.3.25 ~ The Finds. The Headlines. The Drama. And a couple of puzzle piecings………

 

A military pilot wearing a flight helmet with a dark visor and oxygen mask, holding a sign that reads "I\'m so bored ...". The background shows a sky with clouds, visible through the cockpit of an aircraft.

The body never lies.  Neither does the Soul.  I’m bored with the endless ways in which I am trying to increase my income and improve my particular experience in this reality and those wheels are still spinning.  Bored is a good word – for I am bored in waiting – yet again –  for one of these agency workers to get back to me so I can take the next step and turn in scholarship fund paperwork (“go out into the system and ask THEM for help i was told………..”  😠)…..waiting to hear from this job coach I was told would be forthcoming over 2 weeks ago while also waiting to hear back from the person who told me this is what would be happening and when.  Waiting to actually SEE the words of “I can help pay for that” actually MANIFEST.  Do people not check their emails and texts and voicemails?  Keep their word?  Because I’m being squeaky f’ing loud these days.

It’s been so muggy and humid here – unreal unheard-of weather – ongoing (also unheard of) – made all of my bread mold in one day.  Very swamp-like friends.  As one of you beautiful Souls said about how it is now:  it sucks ass.  Yeah, it really does.  But like her and the rest of us –  I still find reason to smile and always keep my faith lit, my “fuch this” moments to a minimum.  Chocolate, yoga mat and punching bag nearby.

For now fellow Plasma Beings inside an organic meatsuit that is utterly unnatural TO our Plasma Consciousness inside of a controlled frequency holographic dome game that was originally ours:

TAKE YOUR POWER BACK AND SHINE ON.

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Victoria

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People asking why the sudden interest from congress re: the E. list?  Could it be because the public wasn’t ready yet – and now that we have actors on stage prepping those who are now ready TO see?  Is T calling it a hoax to call it all out on stage?  And are there two lists?  Possibly – one for each side.

 

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Q posts 2 5 and 7 – aligning with where we are on the world stage:

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He said this in 2017 as well on CNN btw……….

 

 

immediately thought of this Q post: (40% seen as compared to 20% – 60% remains unseen as compared to 80%) Elon going to help bring out the rest of that 40%?

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Pfizer logo in blue and white, featuring a stylized design with the company name. Text overlay includes a statement about responding to President Donald Trump\'s request for public access to COVID vaccine data, mentioning published studies and updates on safety, immunogenicity, and efficacy.

 

Looks like the locals from Oregon on X want it done:

A photo of Donald Trump with a poll overlay. The poll text reads, "Should the U.S. use lethal military strikes to combat drug cartels?" with options "Yes" at 89% and "No" at 11%. Additional text shows 31 days remaining, 14,116 votes, and a confirmation message, "We got your vote. Thanks for participating."

 

Lots of tunnels there……..

A table listing cities with the highest total crime rates per 100,000 in 2024, ranked from 1 to 10. Portland is ranked 2nd with a crime rate of 6,264.4, shown alongside Memphis, Detroit, and others. An image of a Portland sign is visible on the right side. Instagram watermark is present.

 

 

 

 

Well, he did post this a while ago (yikes!):

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Lining up for the first Q post………

 

Some say his “disappearance” was due to him going to meet with Xi and Putin…….

 

I recall once seeing where it (tylenol) cuts off connection with the Soul…….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Take off the masks………..

 

 

Seattle Schools’ radical left turn has left classrooms empty

 

 

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End of Day Reflecting on Synchronicities, NCSWIC/The Event/Bill Wood and how many of us have thought “this is it” over the years….

 

 

But don’t let the title mislead you.  Something is definitely coming.  It’s just the *when* so many of us have been wrong about.  I was going through my site looking for some information on a current theory (shared below) that came to me today on a ride about 3I Atlas.  As I searched keywords, shares from LMH and YRFT came up.  I sighed as I read their feels and ideas on time being up and this spring or this timeframe something BIG would break that would unite humanity or wake up the majority – and often I would agree with them – align with the feeeeeeeeeeels.

I sighed reading this as I said – Jesus.  We can’t all be wrong on the feels.  It’s that timing thing.

And yet – it is possible – given how time has been used to create this current (ongoing) experience – that once we shift out of this space and into the new – in the end the “when” will no longer matter – and/or we jump into that new and realize we are out of the time construct and as such ALL happens in a moment of now – as in there is no more inner sense of mechanical time.  To quote it, time will truly be up.

I continue to get that image of the scrambler – carnival ride – that goes in and out, in and out in an ongoing circle.  I feel like this experience we are all in is like this – only not everyone in their seats is awake.  With each bypass we make, as that seat people are in reaches out, they are shown a new movie scene before being called back.  And given how few have been awake, we have had to make like a bajillion passes.  Those of us already awake are bored as hell, tired of looping and as I had forgotten, stuck in this bottleneck of time (pocket realm as LMH once referred to it) as Bill Wood said.

Bottleneck of time.  Two timelines already converged back in 2012.  That indicates we are not seeing two timelines but instead are seeing just the one – the movie – to wake up as many minds as possible before this NCSWIC moment – i.e. the ride is over, we get off and get to go where we want.  And it is in like a protected space – controlled – and can feel very uncomfortable for those of us who want things to MOVE.  The Soul wants movement.  And I am seeing that I can take my physical body wherever I want here – the Soul is still keenly aware of being stuck in this bottleneck of time.

Onto the next reflection.

3I Atlas.  On my ride today I was wondering what it is – and what its purpose is.  I already did a Gematria on it.  The Matrix.  The Storm.  We Have It All (them).  Guy Fawkes.  Today I thought back to those NASA cams I used to follow – YRFT showing this large object she called the pit.  I thought what if 3I (eye) is the ship used to collect all of the evil.  What if 3I is the pit.

Just a theory.

Synchronicities today – stevie nicks has been around me for some reason lately.  No innate connection with her or her music – but today I am nudged to turn on the radio and she’s on – “Stand Back” – singing “take me home” (ending lines).  Then later, also at the table, another nudge to turn on the radio to a particular station – an older Coast to Coast talking about the deaths of Elvis and Princess Diana.  Interesting timing, eh?  It’s fun to listen to these old shows, which at one time really spoke to me.  Today?  Well let’s just say the rabbit holes grew deeper – for me – and what was said then is not what I feel today.

Here is what came up today on my X feed – a revisit with Bill Wood.  For me, nothing else really matters – it’s all just 3d living distraction.  I cannot express in words how true this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels for me – how it won’t leave me – even with all of the frustration and impatience – and other things I have focused on – THIS remains.  It just – is.

The end of “their” reality – and a new reality emerges that our current consciousness cannot even comprehend.  As LMH said Home once said – a Freedom far greater than we can understand.  The players in charge are forcing the moves.  The game was over before it began (publicly).

 

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Some Interesting Finds – Comms on The Flash/Event

 

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Trump dropping on TruthSocial:

References to Time Travel………….also seems like yesterday…………(btw – the time slowing down thing is active again – feeeeeeeeeels)……….in actuality it’s really not much different……….

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Speech: Donald Trump – Mobile, AL – August 21, 2015 – YouTube

 

 

 

 

 

This is a good thread:

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lots of talk about games lately………

 

 

watch the dangling carrot words – many of us get a wee bit triggered these days……..

 

Hands speak their own language……..

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First time seeing them – pretty cool:

 

my kind of talk – all of this is really returning for me – lighting up within – a new level of knowing/confidence……….anyone else?

 

 

Pretty pictures with pretty little trees time (imagine bob ross’ voice)…….

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Japan's landscapes Photos shot by Daniel Kordan (@satorifoto)

 

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8.22.25 ~ They Fall With Our Fall Kind of Vibes

 

Photography via my green dream

This fall better be THE fall – been saying this for several years – I sound like the girl who cried wolf.  Tonight at the dinner table my girl rolled her eyes at me – and I said, “i get it – i roll my eyes at my own narrative these days”.

Here are some things I am seeing that may indicate we are knocking on the door to THE fall……..

Victoria

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We got this time travel/fall vibes:

 

HTML code on this one (end) is 55 – 5:5……….no ties – all ties cut loose now from evil……..

 

EBS went off at the beginning – around the 14:49 mark – lasted about 5 seconds……

WATCH LIVE: President Trump Makes Televised Announcement | The Gateway Pundit | by Jordan Conradson

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Pleasssssssse let this bring out 9/11 truth – he held positions in the State Department during this time….

 

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BREAKING: John Bolton Under Investigation For Violating Sections of Espionage Act: Report | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

ICC:

Bolton worked as the Under Secretary of State for Arms Control and International Security, sworn into this position on May 11, 2001. In this role, a key area of his responsibility was the prevention of proliferation of weapons of mass destruction.

Bolton negotiated so-called “Article 98” agreements with countries to prohibit them from turning Americans over to the International Criminal Court, which is not recognized by the U.S.[60][61] Bolton said the decision to pull out of the ICC was the “happiest moment” of his political career to date.[60][62]

 

 

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Really appreciate this guy’s work:

 

His as well:

 

BREAKING: Hegseth Fires General in Charge of Agency That Released Dubious ‘Top Secret’ Intelligence Assessment About US Strikes on Iranian Nuclear Sites | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

 

Check out Grassley’s anniversary photos – one year apart – same outfits:

 

 

 

 

Had a thought – if IS RA EL is really located here in the states – then saving ISRAEL for last = saving America for last.  Also thinking that the rabbit holes most of us have gone down will not be exposed for all to see.  20-40% perhaps as referenced by Q.

 

 

 

Latest info from 3I Atlas………..distraction?  here to sink the ship while we get out?  10/4 good buddy has returned for me again……….I believe Lisa Harrison had a sense about that as well a few years ago……….

Harvard scientist suggests object coming at us is advanced ‘mothership’

A Harvard scientist has suggested a ‘hostile’ object coming at us on Earth is an advanced ‘mothership’ after a warning was previously issued.

3I/ATLAS was first spotted tumbling towards our solar system back in July, by the NASA-funded ATLAS survey telescope at Río Hurtado, Chile.

It’s only the third known object to originate from interstellar space – meaning it came from beyond our own solar system and true realms of possibility.

Scientists ultimately came to that conclusion because the object was traveling too fast to be bound by the Sun’s gravity, at more than 41 miles per second.

 

Doc Marten got in on this a few years ago with these boots:

Corran 3-Eye Atlas Leather Heeled Boots in Black Atlas | Dr. Martens

 

theorizing……….

 

Today’s Earthquakes

5.5 South of Tonga (1o km)

5.5 in Russia

 

 

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PNW 🌲 📷 IG/chrishenry

 

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Singing a tune with some shares. 8.21.25

 

Photo by @_cr.visuals_

Oh the energy out there is frightful

but the a/c is so delightful

and since we no place to go

let us free let us free let us free.

 

Now who the hell can “do the inner work” effectively when “out there” feels so ugh.  I don’t have to look “out there” to know.  It’s a feel.

One I reject now.

Billy Joel sang it well.  “Go ahead with your own life, leave me alone.”

Only focused on the happenings I approve of.

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Victoria

 

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How about the wise words from War Games:  Sometimes it’s best not to play (fight).  How about a nice game of chess?  

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Interesting thread.  And a synchronicity – the above EARTH account asked the question:  in 3 words sum up what you’ve learned here and I said, “do not return”.  A nice place to visit – wouldn’t want to live here.

 

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BREAKING: Supreme Court Rules 5-4 Trump Can Slash $783 Million in DEI-Linked NIH Grants – Roberts Sides with Liberals

 

I only show up for that “end game” title……..

Elon’s End Game Is Going Live — And It Could Make You a Fortune

 

Now this is funny……..also NEWS UNLOCKS MAP

 

“red october” stuff starting to resurface – again.  i am not going into that.

 

Just one for today (the link for the group below has been banned by reddit – good ‘ole censorship):

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Anyone understand this move?

Trump Sanctions More ICC Officials, Citing Israel, Afghanistan

 

 

 

 

 

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Deep breathing time:

New Zealand 🇳🇿 photography submitted by Yoal Desurmont

 

Photography via my art in detail

 

Photography submitted by Arno Senoner

 

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8.18.25 ~ Today’s Finds. Headlines. Puzzle Piecing. Brief check-in.

 

Not all here mentally atm.

I called another agency whom I was referred to for help with job training and getting the healing help I need for my ptsd/trauma-related issue.  It’s a minimum one year just to see someone.

One. Year.  Minimum.

I asked if there was any way around that.  Priority list.

There is a priority list – based on the severity of the issue – those who have the most debilitating, serious diagnoses are placed at the top of 3 tiers.  Those at the top have the minimum one year.

Last time I used this service was over 15 years ago when I lost my job.  At the time I got in within days.

DAYS.

Same city.

Population is more or less the same.

I also heard from an attorney about another option (in which I was advised to apply for) for me – an option I do not qualify for atm because combined income in the house is too much.  I asked to just use my own – not an option under the circumstances.

When I feel the way I do now – needing someone to be a backup brain – and seeing myself where I am now – unable to take in new situations or roadblocks without mental collapse for a time – I kinda weep and ask God to just please help keep me going.

Going out “into the system” when there’s nothing else is not the answer it once was.  I can attest to that.  I see how long it took me just to get into one program – months – months of me calling, texting, emailing.  I would have been lost in the sea of people in the same position if it weren’t for my persistence.  I am still waiting on filling out paperwork to apply for fund$ for schooling.

The frustration – I want to increase my income.  I am open to options.  I am WILLING TO contribute.  What I am best at – writing.  Researching.  What I do here and at my buymeacoffee site.  And I need help with promoting and marketing.  SEO.  All requires money.  Catch 22 loop I am busting wide open and refusing to be in anymore.

It’s a paradox on days like today – where I don’t have the mental capacity to wait or ironically reach out again/try something different – much less answer questions from well-meaning people wanting to know where I am on xyz anything new.  But I know I will rest up and get back in the saddle.  Just needing more days like that and less days like today where I long to do nothing else but cover my ears and cry, needing to be left alone from b.s. intrusions.

 

 

 

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Woke up thinking about this “R” today too……..

 

 

 

 

is ra el for last………

 

 

 

 

This is Trump sending coded comms. BELA = BELARUS. BELARUS is the hinge between NATO & Russia. BELARUS is the gateway where the war started… and where it will [END]. Trump hosts Putin in Alaska… → neutral ground. Peace deal on the table… → but how do you give Putin a “win” without surrendering Ukraine? → Belarus is the key. → Lukashenko is the joker card. → Neutral zone / buffer corridor = path to peace. But here’s where it goes even deeper… In the Bible, “Bela” shows up in two critical ways: Bela son of Beor = the first king of Edom [Genesis 36:32]. Edom = red. The “red king” ruled first… but his reign was temporary. Bela (Zoar) = the refuge city spared when fire rained on Sodom [Genesis 19:20-22]. The small place of safety when judgment fell. Think about that pattern. BELA = the fall of the red king and the path of refuge all at once. Now think chess. Black moves first → Russia invaded. But the game flips when WHITE makes the decisive move. “BELA” literally translates as WHITE. Trump just told us what square he’s playing on. Think about it… WHAT IF Belarus is the secret piece no one’s watching… but the ENTIRE PEACE PLAN pivots on it? WHAT IF “BELA” is Trump signaling the WHITE move… the [ENDGAME] board shift before the world sees the deal? WHAT HAPPENS WHEN the war [ENDS] not in Kyiv, but in Minsk? “FOR THOSE IN RIO LINDA…” “BELA” = Belarus. The hinge between NATO & Russia. The piece no one’s watching. The Biblical marker: red king falls, refuge survives. The WHITE move on the board. Minds aren’t ready for this one… but the chessboard is. Think about the 5D Chessmaster who controls it. Scripture already mapped the pattern: the red king falls, and the refuge remains. “BELA” wasn’t a typo. It was the move. [CHECKMATE] incoming.

 

Photography submitted by Tristan Pokornyi

 

Appenzellerland Switzerland Photography IG/marc.hennige

 

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8.15.25 ~ Today’s Finds/Headlines

 

 

Ya’ll still with me?  It’s getting quite hard to watch this movie isn’t it.

Soothing my pain with tiramisu tonight.  When I am in this space these days, which I am quite often given all I am going through and battling alone, and tired OF it, it’s harder to reach out to others that don’t reach out to me and ask how I am.  I feel like a burden and frankly, it’s embarrassing to my Soul.  This space here at my site has become lonely for me.  I was asked yesterday if I had a support system in place.  I got tears in my eyes and said “no”.  I was asked what I could do to change that, and my first thought was “buy a friend”.  People around these parts here don’t like me because of my beliefs.  I had connected with someone for whom I thought we would click, she saying the same, but when I posted one thing about Trump – pro-Trump – I noticed days later, when she wasn’t responding to my text, that she had disappeared from my social media page where we found each other.

Without a word.

WTF is wrong with people now, you know?

And all of this unwanted advice being thrown my way when I clearly state I need to be asked what I need because I have already followed most of the advice.  And wow if I am told to pray and put my faith in God one. more. time………..I do have a response for that now though:  God puts people in our lives to do as angels would do.  Weeds out those who walk the talk instead of those who just talk.

It’s so deeply painful, as I have never walked away from anyone in my life for their beliefs but have had it happen too many times to count in recent years.

I would love to talk with someone (for I am really struggling these days) who doesn’t preach to me doesn’t use it as a chance to convert me to their religious or spiritual beliefs, whether it’s christian muslim new age or otherwise, doesn’t tell me to be patient, what to do or think OR feel, but who knows how to SHOW UP like Jesus or similar would and just hold space and ask: What can I do to help you? I just put my heart out there and got 15 minutes of new age bullshit – totally violating my boundaries – refusing to ask what I needed or listen TO what I needed saying I was here to sacrifice myself – refusing to listen to me talk about the PRACTICALITIES of money and what practical things I need, then telling me I needed to be on a journey of self discovery assuming I’m not already.  So I shut down the conversation.

I will find what I seek.  People who see me.  People who will help me in the way I need.  People who will show up and stick around rather than just toss off some useless advice, also of which I am quite. done. with.

Or I will just live with some dogs and my daughter and eat tiramisu.

Here is what is on the world stage of clowns.

💖💥

Victoria

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$150/month for a nice 1 bedroom apartment.  today?  $1800 and up.  Today, August 15th, also marked the anniversary when Nixon took us off the Gold Standard.  54 years ago….

 

 

1111…………i read where they met at a place known as the Q on 17th Street…

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A RESHARE: Today’s Message – Reflection – A Vision – The Event – The #44 – Leeloo and LMH’s DTC #44 from 6/30/2018

 

I feel very called to re-share this – after a shower message – remembering LeeLoo’s message – at first getting angry saying “yeah right – that never happened” – but then something happened in my mind – like an upload or similar experience – that brought me out of my anger and honestly felt like I had been brought to my knees in a moment of humility.  So many reasons why I feel this is relevant now.  Something shifted in me and has been shifting in me – quickly – around the end of July.  I feel I’ve packed 2 years into the last 3 weeks – energetically – clearing – reclaiming my power – as well as an end dream involving my daughter and I – had that 2, 3 years ago – and it involved a bear and a cougar.  For the last week or so, we’ve been trying to find a cougar at night (while in the car of course) because suddenly – no joke – there have been MANY cougar sightings that just began to occur here in down as of late July.  Then tonight – I drive past one of those digital speed monitors – and it flashes 177, 117 then lands on 88 and stays there as I turn off.  I wrote Lisa to ask her insights/feels onto any of this.  Perhaps LeeLoo was right – for those of us who will be having that experience that is.  I don’t think there are many of us here who will be, tbh.  💖 Victoria

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Hello everyone ~

I know the title is long but it all does tie together so please stay with me as I share…

I had a powerful Vision this morning.  As I have said here numerous times – I rarely have visions.  Most stuff comes to me in dream state or as messages (often in the shower).  Now and then however I do get a vision.  Here is the one I had today.

My eyes were closed – I was still in bed – just resting quietly.  In my minds eye I saw a white mist enter and clear away the darkness.  I then saw a bridge and a group of people walking along it – carrying suitcases.  In back of them was the Sun – and it was huge and bright.  I saw men and women but could not see their faces as their image appeared as merely shadowed images of people.  After the last person left the bridge, the sun imploded/exploded in this massive flash.  The vision then ended.

Wow, huh?

I wondered why I only saw 4 or 5 people.  The feeeeeel I had was not all walk that final walk (exit) at the same time.  It comes in waves.

Now, you know I mentioned the #4/44 has been around me HUGELY lately – especially yesterday.  The bank balance was 144.44, my twitter follower count was 1,444.  You will see the significance of this below.

I have had the urge to listen to LeeLoo’s message about July 31st since listening to Lisa Harrison’s latest DTC.  I now understand why Lisa did not want that message shared back in 2018.  It wasn’t time.  I see that and feel that.

Now, I feel we are here at that moment.  All has “caught up” inside.  Here is the message from LeeLoo about “The Event”. And note the episode number:  Episode 44.  (LeeLoo’s message starts at the .54 second mark)…

In my search for this message directly from Lisa’s channel, I found another site that had shared the article I wrote about this particular episode. Interesting as what I shared back then – we are DEFINITELY in that space now.  (I thought it was chaotic back then – HA – that was just a warm up…)

As I sat down here to put this all together – I had chills going through me and rushes of energy.  As I spoke about the clues I feel I had tied in together, the microwave suddenly beeped on its own.  Just once.  Nothing in it.  No power blip/outage.  Just a “beep”.

I also, on a whim, decided to do gematria for LeeLoo.  Here’s what comes up:

GO HOME

ALL CLEAR

DECODE A CODE

BRIDGES

That is all for now.  We shall see – soon.  This time “soon” IS soon.

Love,

Victoria

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