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Both Lasco 2 and 3 are offline – only showing images from 4/25 and 4/26. Strange….. i read where a huge CME was incoming so perhaps that’s the reason?? feeling something in the air….interesting that Linea’s latest video – she is playing that song by phil collins and many are saying they feel it too – and the song is the event song for them (it had been on my mind 2-3 weeks ago nearly around the clock – finally cleared it)….
Schumann – notice the pattern (perfectly spaced horizontal lines)?
interesting, eh? [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”] it is a USAF DC10 – Military. cannot locate the date…
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This plane…..!
Repost from 8Chan Q Research:
USAF plane flying toward U.K. with callsign MOVEQ45
R U kidding? MOVE Q 45
45 = POTUS
Let’s go!! pic.twitter.com/terzq4IUel— All’e’anna (@Alleanna14) April 12, 2019
editor victoria’s comment ~ lots of good info to share on this. back in the day, you would call 411 for information. who was arrested today? julian assange – the holder of ALL OF THE INFORMATION. and you will notice he was holding the book by Gore Vidal – american author who wrote about america’s REAL history – going back to Lincoln. below are the most pertinent tidbits i have seen. thank you to ALL of the awesome truth seeking ANON’S who have gathered this and shared. we are now in the final stage of the plan. i also had an insight last night about Devin Nunes turning over of 8 people to Barr for criminal investigation. who has been talking about the 8 Angry Democrats for months? Trump. J.A. – Justice Arrives. I feel the gate/dam released some much needed water (energy) today. Let it flow to freedom……….
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Julian P. Assange, 47, the founder of WikiLeaks, was arrested today in the United Kingdom pursuant to the U.S./UK Extradition Treaty, in connection with a federal charge of conspiracy to commit computer intrusion for agreeing to break a password to a classified U.S. government computer.
According to court documents unsealed today, the charge relates to Assange’s alleged role in one of the largest compromises of classified information in the history of the United States.
The indictment alleges that in March 2010, Assange engaged in a conspiracy with Chelsea Manning, a former intelligence analyst in the U.S. Army, to assist Manning in cracking a password stored on U.S. Department of Defense computers connected to the Secret Internet Protocol Network (SIPRNet), a U.S. government network used for classified documents and communications. Manning, who had access to the computers in connection with her duties as an intelligence analyst, was using the computers to download classified records to transmit to WikiLeaks. Cracking the password would have allowed Manning to log on to the computers under a username that did not belong to her. Such a deceptive measure would have made it more difficult for investigators to determine the source of the illegal disclosures.
During the conspiracy, Manning and Assange engaged in real-time discussions regarding Manning’s transmission of classified records to Assange. The discussions also reflect Assange actively encouraging Manning to provide more information. During an exchange, Manning told Assange that “after this upload, that’s all I really have got left.” To which Assange replied, “curious eyes never run dry in my experience.”
Assange is charged with conspiracy to commit computer intrusion and is presumed innocent unless and until proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt. He faces a maximum penalty of five years in prison if convicted. Actual sentences for federal crimes are typically less than the maximum penalties. A federal district court judge will determine any sentence after taking into account the U.S. Sentencing Guidelines and other statutory factors.
Assistant Attorney General for National Security John C. Demers, U.S. Attorney G. Zachary Terwilliger for the Eastern District of Virginia and Assistant Director in Charge Nancy McNamara of the FBI’s Washington Field Office made the announcement after the charges were unsealed. First Assistant U.S. Attorney Tracy Doherty-McCormick, Assistant U.S. Attorneys Kellen S. Dwyer, Thomas W. Traxler and Gordon D. Kromberg, and Trial Attorneys Matthew R. Walczewski and Nicholas O. Hunter of the Justice Department’s National Security Division are prosecuting the case.
The extradition will be handled by the Department of Justice’s Office of International Affairs.
An indictment contains allegations that a defendant has committed a crime. Every defendant is presumed to be innocent until and unless proven guilty in court.
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Now are these the images of someone who is worried?
As he was dragged from the embassy in handcuffs, Julian Assange managed to grab a very important book.
For those who may not know, Gore Vidal was an American author who has studied the actual history of the United States—not the propagandistic chest pumping horse manure taught in schools—but the very real, violent and corrupt history of the United States government.
Vidal was born inside this system, educated in expensive private schools in Washington DC and grew up, quite literally, surrounded by the elite. His father was a high ranking official in the Franklin Roosevelt administration and his grandfather was US senator Thomas Pryor Gore (D-Oklahoma). He was incredibly smart and would eventually become a best-selling author.
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DEMS who demanded his arrest:
INFO on the Qclock and today’s arrest:
And lastly, today’s Q drop:
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anyone who has been reading this site for awhile knows i have had an ever-growing need for solitude. the past 2 days it is off the charts. i don’t even want to be touched or hugged – until i have been able to find time alone for a bit to breathe and reflect – cry – hit a pillow if necessary. it is THAT intense right now. emotions range from bliss – calm – to anger and moments of rage. this has happened before but it seems to have “sped” up.
i am feeling my body detox – helping her along – but i am feeling perhaps part of this is of her own doing. the need for sleep is off the charts right now. 12 hours of sleep plus a nap. as i said to my mate if i had no responsibilities right now i’d just be sleeping. and oddly enough, eating chocolate pudding and watermelon. crazy craving, isn’t it? lol
the demands of life have me screaming inside. i need to live in an area where i can find space in nature WITHOUT ANYONE ELSE AROUND. needing to be with just me. outside noise and/or distraction are like the proverbial nail on the chalkboard for me at times. hearing my mate and child (and even myself) cough and sneeze – which has been ongoing in this house for over 3 weeks – OMG!! PURE HEALTH NOW!! the experience for me now – when i am clear on what i want to do/create – i want to have that experience NOW. i no longer want to have to do the 3d “work at it” or “wait”. anyone else having that?
i saw the schumann today and cringed. that black line is there again. why? what is the cause? all we can do is speculate – regardless of what anyone claims to know – none of us do know. sharing that below. another note on the schumann – it seems to me i am seeing layers. i see the background then i see a new layer on top. i’ve been seeing that for awhile now. both seeing it and then within i feel it at the same time. rather strange…
so as i said a day or two ago – i am the power. it’s bringing along and merging my Power with this very very tired physical vessel including her very fatigued mind that is the challenge these days.
that and creating that much needed Q U I E T.
love,
victoria
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There were more synchro’s surrounding last night’s movie and the messages contained in it. I’ll get right to it.
In the movie it was mentioned that the magnetosphere was gone. This was due to this giant planet (which many call Nibiru today). It was affecting our magnetic field, collapsing it. This of course allows for energies to flow in in our experience TODAY (or shall I say in THIS movie). In the end the two planets merge.
There was also the part of the movie that shows the net over this realm – and it was a near exact image as the net image I saw in a dream a few months ago. I shared it here but for those who didn’t read it or recall, I was being guided to look up. As I did, I saw water that was quite murky. The water “fell away” and revealed a giant net that had octagonal-like links – all joining together. It looked like a commercial fishing net. Below is a clip from the movie showing their representation of the Net that was over us:
Readers of this site know Yellow Rose for Texas calls this the “Ma Net” and she said back in February it was being removed. In the movie it literally crashed to the ground.
Then we have the 2 recent videos I shared last night from Blue Koolaid and Jeff P showing in recent days – 2 separate days – what appears to be a crack in the matrix field. And as I shared last night – one of the messages my friend Rick received from the beings present here now in the craft he has seen several nights in a row – they are waiting for the “egg to hatch”. And he and I both thought at the time this was a reference to US being in the egg.
Always looking for “proof” – things I can SEE – to align w/the feeeeeels.
It is also interesting to note – in the past week or so – I have been quietly nudged to check out Jeff P on youtube. My mate told me he had too. We both (obviously) ignored that – it was so subtle for me. Sometimes I wish my ME would “speak” louder. Last night the video just showed up for us. I guess when it is something we NEED to see, Flow finds a way.
In the movie, two worlds joined together – it was an END to Separation.
The movie also showed this realm we call Earth being nothing more than a Ship. After we shut off the movie, we had the music channel playing as we spoke about the movie and all of the synchronicities. I came out of the bathroom and something said “look at the tv”. The name of the some playing? “Spaceship Earth.” Below is the photo I took:
Notice the purples?? I didn’t notice that last night – didn’t see it until I uploaded the pictures about 20 minutes ago. Read further as I share my dream below as to why this was another possible synchronicity.
I was inside the house, looking west out the kitchen window. It was right around sunset so I had the blinds open to watch the skies. Suddenly it got very dark then I noticed these deep blue patches of clouds in the sky – almost black the color was so deep. I then saw Light burst through the blue patches and the skies then turned a myriad of purples and golds – much like the image above.
“It’s happening,” I announced feeling a mix of being very grounded/calm and excited. We all walked outside. People were everywhere – the ones I saw at first were excited. Smiling. And then something odd happened – with the people in the background. I could see them for who they (seemingly) really are. I don’t even care to share what I saw but I will because it felt important. Many of the people were, well, their energy was filthy. Sickly. They began engaging in behaviors that me/ME finds dark and just yuck. Kind of an “anything goes”. Depravity. That’s the word. Depravity. I deeply long for Pure and really carry that w/in me (which has numerous times been labeled as naive). So I went inside – found my husband. Others were trying to convince me he was one of them – but I found him – saw him for the Being he is within – saw his smile – then I took his hand – and said “nope. THIS is who he really is.” And I got everybody out of the house and off the property. The last thing I recall is knowing ALL had changed and thought out loud: “Ok. Now what?” Then the experience ended.
It just struck me – the background people. Lisa Harrison and others speak of them. Sometimes the term is shadow people. I know some don’t like the concept that there are “fake” people here – projections – or whatever. Holograms. Clones. I know many want to feel and think Source is in ALL. ALL are pure – somewhere. I want to feel that too. I really do. It doesn’t align with what my heart desires – and yet I also know that what the heart desires it not always what the heart experiences. TRUTH is found in that gut area. Both tools are necessary for figuring things out. And I keep seeing references as well as seeing w/others around me and feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling deep within that gut area that not all here are who we think. Maybe it’s just some are more deeply programmed than others. I am hesitant to share that as that doesn’t feel quite right either.
So there you go. Synchro’s. An interesting dream.
The reflection for the moment………the piece I posted earlier about the border wall and Trump’s recent announcement keeping it open and giving Mexico another year to basically get their sheot together. Didn’t feel right with me at all. As one of you so beautifully put it – it feels like another experience of having our personal space violated. HUGELY. And we have had ENOUGH of that, haven’t we? This entire realm and its power over systems do exactly that. UGH!
And yet….I kept having a little nudge within that said you know this is a game he is playing. NOT ALL IS AT IT SEEMS.
I’m just not a good game player. I CAN play if i need to – I was taught how to – and at times it has saved me. Today? I don’t want to play the game of deception. Not any more. I want the truth. The full truth. Nothing BUT the truth. Anything else is deception – and yet I also know deception is needed when engaging in war. A hard pill to swallow but that’s what this is being carried out in this realm – war. War is the result when people want their freedom and those doing the controlling refuse to give up power. And it is not getting extinguished with love the way we wish it to be – that form of “Love for All” – be kind and respectful. That is just part of what Love is I am seeing/feeling into.
Love is honest and protective and all sorts of things we may not want to see or be – and that’s ok. You and I aren’t engaged in the physical/ground-troop level battle here in this realm. Others are doing that. Do I like it? No. But at times it is necessary. Some say we have been at war for eons. We have. And yet every single one of those damn wars at least in our known history HERE was based on LIES. Revealing of truth? Nope. It was the SUPPRESSION of truth and freedom with the story-line of “we are fighting FOR truth and freedom”. Nonsense.
Today is different. I feel it.
We are still all a part of this experience – participating. ALL IS BEING REVEALED – in every one of us. And that cannot be stopped.
Truth is messy as it reveals itself.
Love in Action being the salve for the wounds that arise with the truth.
That is all for now.
Much love to each and every one of you ~
Victoria
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as promised here’s the video i received earlier tonight from brother Rick. I’m including the updates below that i placed into my latest energy read piece from earlier today – just for those who didn’t read the updates (i included the updates below after i posted the energy read piece).
some things to add: after i saw this video i knew it wasn’t the same craft i saw. mine was clearly white and pulsated (the pulsing was similar to what you will see below). rick asked if this was the same craft i had seen and he heard no – but that they were aware of me – and were aware of all. they are waiting for the “egg to hatch”. i asked rick if they were referring to the notion of the veil and he heard “no. that is an illusion.” that could just be another program. it feels to me the reference to “egg to hatch” is for us to be fully awakened inside the pod we are in. as rick pondered (correctly i feel) – we are inside the egg and when the dome cracks we see and get the All/Awe.
it is my feel that the hatching is upon us given they obviously felt free to be here in this physical space now to observe. when i saw the craft 10 years ago it made a quick appearance and then left as quickly (literally 1-2 minutes). it was my feel at the time they were being monitored by forces of yuck and thus had to make this a quick trip.
one last thought – their comment about the New to us is the New to them as well. Universal clean-up. the archonic/reptilian/whoever else that hijacked the realms have been removed – and as lisa harrison and yellow rose say, this little space in which we call “earth” is the last to experience the clean-up. and that time is at hand.
we are good to go, aren’t we?
love,
victoria
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UPDATE: I just heard from brother Rick. He said that orb returned and he was not able to record it (his phone’s light kept coming on). Claire had said it’s a Being of Light. Tonight though he says he also saw something quite large and stationary in the sky the same time the Orb was appearing over his head. I said if it’s from Home and/or a Portal, grab his dog and GO! (then send me a msg) I could say I’m kind of envious but that’s an understatement – I have been going outside at night lately wanting a Home visit again. Meet and greet style. Have some chocolate, fruit and tea. I’m a great host. [wp-svg-icons icon=”grin” wrap=”i”] In all seriousness though, this feels very beautiful to me…
UPDATE 2: Just learned this is the THIRD NIGHT in a row he has seen this. He also described the larger object – as big, round and pulsating – exactly and I mean EXACTLY as was the craft I saw 10 years ago. He has sent me a video of it and I am still waiting to receive it (my email sometimes takes awhile before a sent one arrives so I will post as soon as I receive it). I told him to talk to it – ask questions. In my experience I communicated w/it telepathically (well they sent me the messages – I was too stunned to think to ask questions). Anyway he wrote back and had this to say: “Just asked if they were from home, they answered the new is now our home as is yours. Why are you in the same spot every night? We are monitoring and observing. Why is your ship pulsing? It is alive and has a pulse as do you.” need to tend to my little one – will link the video and more conversation about it later.
passing along some headlines that stood out to me today….not that into the show….thinking/feeling that is because the groundwork being laid out now is going to be in its own realm that i and many of us will not be a part of….i could be wrong but i am going with my ongoing feeling on this one….i sense the split taking place more and more…exit stage east for Home, please. i will say this – with a big smile – facebook and apple are not having “good” days….
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https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/top-execs-flee-facebook-chief-product-officer-whatsapp-ceo-both-quit-stock-tumbles
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/something-was-extraordinarily-wrong-doomed-boeing-swung-and-down-hundreds-feet
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/tipster-behind-college-admission-scam-revealed-mickelson-admits-he-used-service
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-13/college-admissions-scandal-perfect-example-how-deeply-corrupt-america-has-become
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/senate-votes-59-41-reject-trump-border-emergency
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/bomb-cyclone-denotes-over-70-million-hurricane-winds-batter-central-us
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/facebook-blames-massive-outage-server-configuration-change
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/nasa-warns-hurricane-forecasts-may-revert-1970-accuracy-due-5g-conflict
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-03-14/admission-scandal-fallout-usc-ucla-other-hit-first-class-action-lawsuit
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That interesting wave pattern on the Schumann I shared late last night continued for awhile. After I linked that and went to bed, I had the most bizarre experience within my body (mind included). I’ve never had anything like it and it went on for about 30 minutes (until I finally fell asleep). As I lay down, I began to feel something pulling on and within and around me. I have tried to come up with words and all I can say to describe it is it felt as though parts of me were merging together. I say that because I had a growing sense of “EVERYTHING feels foreign to me”. I have had those moments here and there but NOTHING like this. It was intense – borderline overwhelming. The human me now – with memories of this experience in this dimension – knew who I was and who my family/friends are – so THAT didn’t feel foreign. However, another version of me came through and THAT is the element of me that felt the “this feels very foreign” experience. I hope that makes sense. It was beyond bizarre and I lay there trying to figure out just what the “f” was happening to me. I knew enough to just allow it but I gotta say the anxiety I felt was powerful. It felt like it was a part OF me but also separate.
So I lay there and shook for what felt like a very long time – unable to fall asleep – wondering if I would wake up feeling the same. I am relieved to say I feel “normal”.
So something indeed happened and as I said my best guess is more fractalized me’s merged. And it is no coincidence this happened during that strange wave pattern on the schumann (see below).
I then went on to have a very long dream about Trump and Melania. I was first speaking with Trump – he was visiting some school. I spoke with him about the tech. I was pleading with him in a way – speaking purely from my heart. He listened and exhibited both deep compassion/understanding but also reservation. The feeling I received from him was more than anything else he wants us all liberated and there was timing involved in order to do so. In short – he understood and validated my desire and had to also remain grounded/firm in sticking with the plan as to not ruin the roll out/release. I thanked him then walked around some more, stopping at a table where Melania was sitting.
Her energy was amazing – A M A Z I N G. Pure. Grace. Powerful in a very non-threatening/non-intimating way. The epitomy of the goddess energy. She invited me to sit down and asked to see my hand. She smiled the whole time – gently and just as gently she took my hand and palm up, analyzed it. She pointed to my life line and said this: “See that life line? Very long and very powerful. You are a very powerful Being. Embrace that.” I thanked her and knew it was time to leave – even though I could have been around her energy forever. I woke up and could feel the experience. I felt into my own longing to be around other women who carry that same energy as well as my own deep longing to have that unconditionally loving mother/goddess energy for that little girl within.
I’ve got the power – a phrase that began going through my mind in recent days. I do. And I long to share it and have the experience shared back. Mutually wonderful.
I am still waiting on this promised bottle of CBD oil. The woman did not write back and I have contacted her again to see what’s up with no response. I am out of the bottle I purchased back in early February and this month am not able to afford to buy another. If you wish to help contribute to that, please follow the paypal link below. Or if you are interested in one of the Triskelion necklaces, let me know. I am also including a few sample photos. The metals used are silver, brass and copper – the necklace mediums are chain, cording, fabric tubing and ribbon. Sizes range from 16-24″ with the average being 18″. Pricing is $30 for the chains, $25 for the rest. I was gifted over 50 so there is a very good selection/variety.
Much love to you all.
Victoria
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The other night I shared a video by Dustin Nemos showing the benefits of Shungite and its use in protecting against smart meter, wifi and other types of radiation. I came across the video below and as you will see, this claim is highly dubious if not outright false. I have contacted a woman who sells shungite and other crystals, sent her the video below and asked if she has done similar testing on her products as well as her thoughts on the video. If there is one thing that immediately gets me it is deception – but then again many if not most of you already know that after having visited this site for some time. So when I discover something I have shared may have been false (FAKE) information/news, I will tell you about it so you can make the best choice for yourself.
The second video below is another channel I found. He speaks of the smart meters and how even the mesh covers – even the Faraday type covers – do not protect you from the dirty electrical fields that zap into your home via the wiring. !! (i did not know about that) He links a company that has filters and other products to help protect yourself and your home from these fields. Here is the link for that site: https://greenwavefilters.com/partners/278/
It’s so fucking insane to me and a cause I continue to follow (getting them outlawed AND getting REAL Clean Tech released)…
Love and perfect health to you all, as always,
Victoria
Published on Sep 21, 2018
Published on Aug 17, 2017
i thought i would start this piece while i am on hold with my insurance provider. of course they spoke of the importance of getting the flu shot so you can protect yourself. oh stfu, i responded to obviously blank air.
system insanity. that has been allowed to exist in this free will realm.
i had a hugely challenging night last night energetically. i didn’t think it possible that i could go to another level of inner frustration – the inner ME screaming to get out of this realm and the frequencies that support it. my dream experiences last night – frustration. closed doors. turned backs. it didn’t take me long to say “i’m out” and i left the experience. at one point i awoke releasing a low, moaning guttural type of sound/feeling. my child climbed into bed with me earlier and she too was having similar experiences in dream state. my mate awoke with the same feeling. new level of frustration. and checking my e-mail and phone i happened to hear from several of you who were expressing the same/similar experience.
we had snow last night – not much – but enough that perhaps there could be some sledding on some of the nearby hills. so my mate took our girl and her friend and headed out. they couldn’t find anything suitable and each new road or direction LITERALLY ended in a dead end. i intended for them to have a wonderful time and visualized my girl and her friend sledding down a hill. while they were gone i did a few chores and some energy clearing – making the space nice energetically.
and then learned the entire trip was essentially a waste of gas and the ensuing frustration came.
if our experience here is UP then LET. US. LEAVE. i don’t consent to this crap for one more second.
i know many of you are fed up and DONE as well. we know what freedom is. we KNOW we desire to create FREELY. we KNOW we wish to be the one operating the vehicle – us (us/US – human us and higher self US) and NO ONE ELSE. religions and new age types tell us to surrender to God/Higher Power to soothe us in those moments. we hear the blah blah blah “you have control of your life. take control!” but then moments later we hear the blah blah blah of “the only thing you can control is your reaction.” we have blah blah blah of “there is no right or wrong. all just IS.” UGH!
who is steering these vessels here?
the truth of that is withheld here to keep the experience of free will going. and free will is literally allowing ALL experiences to be brought forth. that’s why we have power over games and manipulations and deception. we have enslavement. we have pay to live. we have transhumanism. we have this insane speak and pressure to ALLOW for ALL to exist ~ even if that ALL happens to be harming and abusing and destroying others.
Freedom however is the right to create as one wishes. and when we are in that space we don’t seek to take that right away from another. that means no more power over games. i’ve said this all before. perhaps i keep saying it because i WANT THAT EXPERIENCE AGAIN. i don’t consent to this one. why i chose to come here i am yet to be fully clear on that – if i even did make the fully conscious choice to do so i have decided different – and even at that, i have doubt. i likely got trapped here after the takeover. nowhere does free will align with me. freedom? in every cell of my being.
i’m beginning to feel as well that i am part of the original Human species experience. i’m feeling many of us were – those who long for home. new subscribers don’t know this but you will never hear me say you chose this experience – suck it up. you’re here to do the work now get busy. this is all about YOU and your perception. what i do say is how do you feel and what aligns with you and what do YOU wish to experience? in other words – i support YOUR right to FREEDOM. i do my best to keep all power-over games away from this space.
for now – while i am in this space – i have reached out to a new healer (trauma focused) to see if she can provide me some relief from this panic/claustrophobic experience. i’ve been at this (finding relief/healing) with this one experience for 25 years. i recently went on some homeopathic pills and CBD oil for relief. nope. the whole tapping and exposing myself works – temporarily. i don’t get it other than deep within i KNOW i am trapped here and HAVE been and the entire experience won’t leave until i am free. and i don’t like that one bit – so i continue to make new roads when i can to create a NEW experience – right within here (touching my heart) utilizing tools of within and “out there”.
for now i am roaring like a caged lion wanting OUT. NEW. NOW. intending. letting go. allowing. it simply feels like N O T H I N G is helping/working right now – but i continue on seeking and trying new avenues in whatever way i can given the limitations of here.
oh did i mention the boredom experience? yeah that too. but i will talk about that later – unless i don’t – which i probably won’t because what purpose does it serve?
this is just day of UGH so ending here…
love,
victoria
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