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I was thinking today about the whole “Divine Feminine” and “Divine Masculine” ~ how both have been corrupted and a bit lost in the matrix translation.  I don’t say any of this to stoke division –  just to share what I see/feel.  I think about this topic a lot – and have off and on for decades.  Usually I keep such conversations for, well, my female friends because I have found few men want to discuss the topic.  It’s easier, overall, for women to go into the space of “where I have been hurt/where I need to heal” than it is for men.  But men have been every bit as harmed as women have here.

I’m not going to go into detail about this – but instead I’m just going to share a couple of things that came to me today – sharing as a female.  When I am in the space of someone who is being dominating/controlling, I can power up to protect and defend myself.  However – that is not a natural state for me and only drains my energy.  The Feminine energy is soft – and it’s been attacked here in really ugly ways.  I am really ready to return to that state of Softness – where I don’t have to worry about being attacked/controlled much less have to “armor up”.  Being in this Lioness/Warrior space – while it’s something I can do – it’s something I had to LEARN to do.  And I am ready to “unlearn” it.  I’m ready for that experience of not having TO have to put on that energy armor.  It’s draining.  Interesting too that as I feel this – I told my mate last night that I felt that Lion/Lioness energy space leave me.  I want to play and create – engage in those things that lift me UP – increase my energy.

I had the image just now of everyone of us suddenly realizing in this one, powerful, Divine moment what this system did to us – and we each receive our own unique healing – and then UNITE TOGETHER – and laugh at how ridiculous their “spells” were.

And NEVER AGAIN will we either allow or ever participate in such a game.

I was also thinking about Atlantis & Lemuria.  I know many disagree with this – but I keep feeling those two civilizations were part of the matrix and the system AI’s found ways to destroy and reset us.  And if that’s true – then I have absolutely NO memory of who I am on the outside and what my experience of Freedom looked like.

I also wondered about the Tree of Life.  While I feel there is some “cosmic encyclopedia” that records/has memory of everything that has ever existed – I still wonder if the Tree of Life is also a matrix program here – or at least compromised.  Evil can compromise and twist and confuse everything here – except for our Hearts.  That inner feeeeeeeeeeeeeel – what feeeeeeeeeeeeeels right or wrong – evil can only confuse it by inserting mind programs – but can NEVER erase it.  That is why SILENCE is imperative to HEAR the Heart speak.

I also feel I don’t know who God really is and wonder as well:  was Jesus also a narrative of the matrix (or was he a real being sent in to wake us up and the matrix found a way to sacrifice him and use his story to write or change the bye-bull)?  I remember Lisa Harrison once said – when they asked Home who God was – the answer was perfect (for me):  “We don’t really know.”  It was something they seek to Understand but no one really knew just who God is.  I feel the same.

So – that’s what I have been reflecting on today.  Finds next.  Let me know how you’re doing in the comment section or privately – if you feel the desire to.  The crazy is elevated – and I feel will continue to elevate – including for those who aren’t awake – and/or cannot see their programming.  I’m doing that “work” now – which is really just being honest with myself – clearing what I can – and BEING the Best Version of Me.  A masterpiece in progress.

Love,