Check in…..reflection…..finds ~ 9.30.22

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One way or another I am bustin’ outta this f’ing prison.

 

Can we flip the bleeping fuching g.d. switch already?!  OMG am I FINISHED with this b.s.  lol  My body my mind my heart my soul my spirit and whatever else I may be leaving out – the TOTALITY of ME is F I N I S H E D.  And I am claiming that loudly and firmly.  I’m like that puppy – climbing the stairs – keeping on going while saying “FINE BUT I’M SWEARING ALL THE WAY HOME”.  Today I have my sword out (got some good release wacking the tennis ball this afternoon) and I am asking WHERE IS OUR HELP?  WE NEED TO SEE.

Love Will Find A Way – the song is playing now – telling me.

W H E N?

WE are LOVE.  That Love NEVER LEFT US.

Or did it?

In being imprisoned in this petri dish against our will – definitely against my full will – (because whoooooo agrees to come into a prison controlled environment such as this place unless it is to help liberate those already trapped here)………..in being imprisoned I know I got a big disconnect from The Divine.  The Universe.  It could all be the simple result of having the codes/energies we organically carry with us – always – turned off.  Removed/detached.  I know what’s missing.  My body tells me clearly now and I trust Her.

I cried so f’ing much today.  I’ve been keeping a lot to myself lately – mostly out of fear – but also protection which is necessary ONLY in a place such as this.  It all came pouring out today.  I NEEDED to put it to words.  I kept to myself much of what I experienced this summer – what my family did – the attacks – the obvious targeting – what it did to me inside seeing it happen to my child.  The fear I had for awhile – keeping it to myself to give the appearance (f’ing illusion) of STRONG.  We got through it all – I pushed through it – but today I see what it was doing to my mind and body.  No amount of tapping or praying is always the answer.  Sometimes you gotta TALK it out and cry – release those words I stuffed because I didn’t want to give “energy” to the situation.  Ridiculous.  I KNOW DIFFERENT NOW.

Jesus…………how much longer of this?  ……………

So I mentioned hitting tennis balls.  After we were finished, I drove us home.  I was reflecting on what I was hearing on the radio atm (talk radio w/a conservative slant).  I looked around at others walking, playing and thinking “do any of them have a real clue what’s really going on?”  And for that matter – do I?  I know what I have seen with eyes and inner “eyes” – and I know what I KNOW.  But how many other humans do too?  I guess to be awake all one has to do – at the very least – is look at the world and say UH NO THANK YOU.  An “ugh” or two.  Some “wtf”?? moments tossed in.  And if you aren’t there NOW?????  You know???????

As I told Sister D today – “I am not carrying a damn thing for anyone choosing to cover their face and inject their bodies with ‘their’ poison – for any one of them whose energies and choices are keeping this sheot going.”  As she said – that “carrying it for the all” is just another narrative here.  Totally agree.

We’re told we’re getting detached.  Unplugged.  For how long?  We’re all getting psych. damaged not having a tribe around.  Lack of socialization is hurting us.  The feeling and pressure of being blocked from moving/leaving/going/NEW.  How much damage is going to be done to us before we DO have movement forward in a truly divinely supportive mutually benefial manner?  

The collective Awakened Tribe is clearly DONE.  FINISHED.  We ain’t going to battle for anyone now.  We are FINISHED.  At least the small circle in which I speak with is saying this.  As Sister D said – “if my galactic family whoever is outside wants to help then GET IN HERE.  at the very least get us OUT.”

Yup.

For what it’s all worth, here is what we’re seeing.  What control we actually have in ANY of this, I just simply don’t know.  Feeling very much like a passenger on a crowded airplane realllllllllllllllllly ready to land, leave and go Home.

Love,

V.

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In all that happened we saw and didn’t see, there was a lot of loss and destruction.  We’re all battle weary.  Today – some more than others.  This is so sad.

Vincent Kennedy⍟  @vincentkennedy
 

Good Morning Patriots.

Sending some positive vibes to Florida.
They sure need it.

 

 

Dorothea Dankowski @dorotheatn
 

Look at this guy….MAJOR GENERAL JOHN M. OLSON.

Just promoted to GENERAL.
“With responsibility to organize, train, and equip space forces; develop and acquire military space systems; and conduct space operations to advance and protect U.S. and allied interests.”

“As the first Chief Data and Artificial Intelligence Officer for the Department of the Air Force, he leads BOTH Air Force and Space Force data and Al initiatives in operations, technology, innovation, personnel, mobility, logistics.”

And he currently “flies as an Airborne Emergency Action Officer on the LOOKING GLASS Airborne Nuclear Command Post leading strategic deterrence missions”.

LOOKING GLASS just took on a whole new meaning 😉

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I decided to gematria Looking Glass Airborne Nuclear Command Post:
Journey Home (that’s enough for me)
Angels in the Shadows
Chocolate Milk Is
Insanely Good Just Had
Some  (Elon Musk said those very words on 5.9.22 btw)
Lisa Groenewoud @victoryofthelight369

VK reposted all of this, in a row.
I feel these are big hints of really soon.

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Coco Chow……… (interesting on the “D WISH” – comm)…………..

 

 

 

LOVE:

 

 

 

Some Texans AND Hispanics gonna take issue w/dis one……….

 

Like the share below – yes we KNOW we KNOW we KNOW.  Now please GET US OUTTA HERE.

 

Come on………….

As I was saying…….

 

Had a feeeeel yesterday this was one of the tasks completed…….(like how GEORGE does the “they” in quotes too…….)

 

Hmmm………….why does this feel like a msg of some sort?

 

 

 

 

Good read for those interested……..

 

 

 

 

 

For those interested, US markets all in red………

 

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/durham-prosecutes-fbi-informants-while-protecting-their-handlers-sperry

 

He giveth………..he taketh

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/psyche-biden-yanks-student-loan-forgiveness-770000-borrowers

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/global-unhappiness-soaring

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

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