editor victoria’s comment ~ i was feeling that as well in recent months in very intense ways. no one likes feeling trapped or stuck. part of me feels like he is awakening to how we HAVE been trapped here. and another part of me feels he is tuning in to how our ability to travel freely has been delayed (freely as in, you know, REAL freedom – NO restrictions – money, rules and other power-over games of the systems). i felt i reached boiling point on that recently and kinda let it go – at least enough so that it wasn’t this on-going pressure of FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU (fill in the rest). but yes KP it IS a collective feeling among many of us. as one friend put it – feeling trapped in a cage wanting out wanting new every thing and yet nothing. is. opening (or presenting itself). as KP says – no guidance as to what to DO. yep – was intensely in that space and it sucks. i feel more of a movement began again in recent days (which aligns w/what YRFT said about the “good to go/green light” being given on 2/17). don’t know what else to say….
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There’s been a great pressure I’ve been sensing over the past 2-3 months. I really thought I’d have moved to a new location by now, but I’m still in the same physical space I’ve been in for the last five years.
Part of me does NOT like this… at all!!!
I don’t know if I’ll even publish this “out there” anyway. Maybe I’m just writing it to get it out of my mind.
But part of me is pissed… annoyed… frustrated as hell…
I don’t like being “stuck” anywhere. For any length of time. I like moving. Going places. Sensing the Energies and helping correct and / or modify them as I’m Guided to do so. But right now… Ain’t happening.
Right now I feel like I’m stuck in a box on a big black rock in the middle of the ocean. And I don’tlike it.
So I just felt, right this moment, that I’m to post this immediately, because it’s guaranteed I’m not the only one that’s in this “space”.
I want to go out and DO something about it (dammit!!). And even though some Higher Spirit kind of voice is insisting, “Stay put, for now”, I feel that urge to just pack up my stuff and get my ass somewhere else.
Right now, I don’t have any answers. I want some, but I don’t have any.
Crap!
I may have more later. More messages, that is (or maybe just more “Crap”!). Anyway, I’m just being human at the moment.
So there.
Aloha, Kp
Kia Ora Kp,
Man you are sooooo not alone, we have been waiting and waiting and waiting…sometimes I have thought promises of what we’ve been told, expected, imagined meditated..is THAT the illusion am I deluded…but then a gentle nudge ..a small gift and the breath comes in from …somewhere …then all seems …well OK for a while at least…yes enough is enough but somewhere deep inside I still have the spiritual hmmm sense that our lives will be how we’ve believed and known…and KP..Victoria and anyone who needs a break if you can afford to get here that is NZ..a room ..local AMAZING coffee and great conversation deluded or not..😜…is here for you at any time…after all I live in an area aptly named..” The Bay of Plenty”..Kia Kaha my cosmic family ❤️
thanks cathy. i know many resonate w/his – with our words. i would LOVE to have the $$ means to take a trip to NZ – or where my heart calls me too. that will be much more doable to KP. he is single and his readers support him $$ in his travel ventures. i don’t have that kind of support or numbers – but i keep on putting myself out there – asking – intending…..
Thanks Victoria, I am sure one day we will have that time….and to you my dear lady, please know that although I am unable to support you and your work financially at this time due to the powers making me insolvent after ..my awakening…long story typical of many they try to enforce fear on …and prevent what we are doing…Your thoughts, words and tireless work is SOOOO appreciated, you ARE changing this world and so is KP, and anyone that puts themselves out in the name of love and Peace and what we hope and strive for, to be out of this matrix and live finally and FREELY, so Thankyou Thankyou thank YOU VICTORIA ❤️🌻
thank you so much for those words cathy. they DO impact me right in my heart and it is such love that it sent my way that keeps me going. thank you for a beautiful reminder to pause – consider – and see what i am doing. it is much bigger than i let myself think and feel. i must be doing something right here if you (and others) are able to see my biggest desire is to see every one of us free. XOXO