Last Night’s Dreams ~ Post-Event and Dealing with the Core Fears

 

Even though my sleep has been interesting lately, where I seem to vacillate between near coma-like states of sleep to being wide awake wishing I could sleep, my dreams are still vivid and new (new spaces, new people).  Last night I had two such dreams.

The first one I had entered the home of a woman who has a youtube channel.  I was in search of her, only she was not home.  So as I turn to leave, I walked out the wrong door, instead walking into another room when I had originally intended on the door being the front door.  I turned around and headed out another door.  Same experience.  Strange room with people I did not know – and also having no desire to stay.  So I tried one more door only this one lead me to a closet.  A long closet made up of smaller closets.  The space was so tight I could hardly move.  I tried to turn around then felt fear ~ the fear of being trapped.

Core fear alert.

I have been told everyone experiences a certain level of claustrophobia, the fear of being trapped.  For me, it is intense and it isn’t just about confined physical spaces.  It’s being in a situation I do not consent to, which means having to pay to live, pay a bill or being told I cannot do or have something because of someone else’s rule.  I even feel it if I am in need of rest or sleep and outside responsibility prevents me from doing just that ~ in the way I need (although most of these experiences manifest as a simple feeling of strong disdain).

Power over is not Who I Am.  It has been the most challenging experience to me to just “do it” and go along to get along.  Keep going.

Freedom and liberation is welcomed now.

While in this closet space, I heard my higher voice speak.  “Slow down, breath, do not look at this space as your enemy.  While you are here, remember to Breath, bless your space and slow down so you CAN get out of those situations you feel you have no control.”

So I stayed in this tight, confined space, slowed down my thoughts, did some deep breaths.

Then I said “ok, i came into this house and now am in search of the door out.  I can find it when I slow down, center and focus.”

I exited the closet, walked back into the house and remembered where the front door was.  I found it and as I did, the people in the room where the people I had wanted to see all along.

As that experience faded, I was then back at our house.  My mate and I were hauling some stuff and placing it on the side of the house.  We were leaving it there.  I knew we were getting ready to leave.  One of the items was the mailbox.  He had taken it down because it was something we no longer needed.  That system was gone.  Everything had changed.  I could feel it.  As someone for whom late evening and early a.m. hours are my favorite because the energies of the systems and the masses are subdued, I could feel that same sense of calm ~ only it was daytime and it was much stronger and had a sense of permanence.  I knew I was seeing and feeling a post-event scenario.

I took his hand and said “it took us about 20 years, but we made it.”  What I meant by that statement was we have been together 20 years – precisely later this year – and it has been a long long journey.  We have both felt for many of those years we were brought together to not only bring our child into this realm, but to be here for this very purpose of liberation and new earth.  There have been moments when we have just wanted to give up.  But we never have.  That isn’t who we are.

I shared the dream experience with my mate later after we awoke.  He and I spoke of the event energy.  We both feel it is an inside and outside experience.  Inside in that we call it forth through our individual awakening/remembering and outside in that it is indeed a new energy space we are being “moved” towards.  We are passing though bands of energies as we are being returned to that in which we once resided.  We both feel (for both of us have had the memories and just the cellular knowing) we have been moved from “the pit”, back to where we once lived when we first decided to come to this space where we were Beings in Physical Form, the energies in which we lived in allowing us to have the full use of our abilities.

“We’re going home to where we once experienced,” I said.  As I said that I got chills and tears.  And at that my mate said, “I just got chills when you said that.”

I went on to say I was getting a “feel” that these barriers of new energies we are traveling through is cleaning up layers of “dirt” – psychic debris – we have accumulated while living in this realm.

That’s what Love does.

Love doesn’t demand lessons.

Or unnecessary suffering.

Or bind another with rules of “karma”.

Source is US.  Why would Source ever desire to power over Itself?

Humanity has needed a ride home (and a newly restored “vehicle” too) and that is how I see this experience.

It is different for each of us, but overall this is an experience of Love.

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Victoria

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Author: Victoria1111

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2 thoughts on “Last Night’s Dreams ~ Post-Event and Dealing with the Core Fears”

  1. Hi Victoria,

    I have been having vivid dreams as well and I believe u r very blessed with sharing ur visions with ur twin flame. U r so lucky as many of us do not have this luxury but I would love to interpret your dream for you.

    To dream that you are entering through a door signifies new opportunities that are presented before you. You are entering into a new stage in your life and moving from one level of consciousness to another. In particular, a door that opens to the outside signifies your need to be more accessible to others, whereas a door that opens into the inside denotes your desire for inner exploration and self-discovery.

    To see an opened door in your dream symbolizes your receptiveness and willingness to accept new ideas/concepts. In particular, to see a light behind the door suggests that you are moving toward greater enlightenment/spirituality.

    To dream that the door is closed or locked signifies opportunities that are denied and not available to you or that you have missed out on. Something or someone is blocking your progress. It also symbolizes the ending of a phase or project. In particular, if you are outside the locked door, then it suggests that you have anti-social tendencies. If you are inside the locked door, then it represents harsh lessons that need to be learned. If you dream that you are bracing a door with your back, then it indicates fear of what is ahead for you. You are afraid of confronting something or someone.

    To dream that you are outside represents freedom, openness and opportunities. You are able to spread out and enjoy. Alternatively, the dream signifies your need to be more expressive. It is telling you that you need to stop closing yourself off.

    To find or see a trapdoor in your dream represents unexpected opportunities that will come your way. Don’t be afraid to explore those opportunities. Alternatively, a trapdoor symbolizes discovery of something that you have repressed or stored in the subconscious.

    Seeing the front door in your dream indicates that you are shielding yourself from outside influences.

    To see a mailbox in your dream represents important information that you are about to receive. Pay particular attention to your dream and what message it is trying to convey to you from your subconscious. If the mailbox is full, then it indicates that you have not digested or accepted these messages.

    To see people you know in your dream signifies qualities and feelings of them that you desire for yourself. If these people are from your past, then the dream refers to your shadow and other unacknowledged aspects of yourself. It may represent a waking situation that is bringing out similar feelings from your past relationships.

    To see people you don’t know in your dream denotes hidden aspects of yourself that you need to confront or acknowledge.

    To dream that people are standing or blocking your way refers to those around you who don’t want you to move ahead and succeed in life. You feel that someone in your social circle is working against you. Alternatively, the dream implies that you are being protected from some harm.

    To see dangerous people in your dream suggests that you need to proceed with caution in some endeavor.

    To see a closet in your dream symbolizes something in your life that you have kept hidden. It may also signify an unveiling of previously hidden aspects of yourself, as in “coming out of the closet”.

    Dreaming that you are hiding in the closet implies that you are trying to protect yourself from getting hurt, either emotionally or even physically. You are afraid of letting others get to know the real you.

    To get the chills in your dream signify fear. Alternatively, it represents your indifference to some situation or person. The dream may be an actual physical reaction; perhaps the blankets have fallen off of you. Or the dream may be a metaphor indicating that you need to “chill out” or calm down.

    I hope this was helpful. God bless you.

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